#v: Not Alone Anymore
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“I don’t understand how some people can like being alone so much. I was alone for a long time and I never liked it. I got used to it, but I had to stop thinking or I’d get lonely or sad…”
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Teddie stood behind Ren at a comfortable distance where the bear both didn't get in his friend's way and could jump in at a moment's notice. Ren could hear him walking closer already to close this distance. Squeaky feet were impossible to ignore.
"Do you want to take a break?" He asked in a calm, quiet voice. Teddie was already close enough to take over but will walk away again if not necessary.
Ren's already faced off against a few small shadows and, this world returning to peace time, the area was almost completely clear. There weren't many shadows to face off against, and the few here didn't become aggressive unless attacked first. Safety wasn't a concern in the bear's eyes. He could still step in and heal if needed.
"I brought fruit sandwiches!" A bit of energy hopefully to boost Ren's mood at least a tiny amount.
He was right. Teddie couldn't sense any persona about to be summoned.
@tvstarkuma asked// "Strike out, now! Strike them down!"
Embracing the Monster
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"I'm trying, okay? I'm trying!" Ren shouted as he swung the golf club at the small shadow. Things worked differently in the TV world, so he had to re-learn everything. Beyond that-
"This is a lot harder without a persona. I still can't hear Arsene..."
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Sorry for the lack of posts, have some more headcanons!!
#MYYY self indulgent V headcanon number 234 is that shes a huge fucking dork#i.e she was a huge bookworm as a worker#well she was a dork in general#reading. painting. dancing. all of it#but alot of that. was kinda things she had to leave with the rest of her. when she became a Disassembly Drone.#And while alot of her died in the manor. she still kept some things close.#and one of those things is reading!!!#she cringes at like 90% of what she used to read but still goes out of her way to reread the copies she finds or is given#N usually gives her copies#She acts like she hates it but still reads them alone anyway#theres a reason she has bad eyesight and its because she reads with the book 3 inches from her face in the dark#also Uzi probably makes her read Twilight at some point and laughs the entire time (they both hate it. Uzi just likes messing w/ her)#anyway i just like the idea that in a world where V is finally allowed to start her life again#she looks for the things she loved that she had to leave behind#and finds new joy in them as who she is now#she might not be that little worker anymore#but shes still the girl who loved to curl up in the library when no one would notice. reading any book she could get her hands on.#idk i just like the idea that V deep down is still just a girl who wants to have fun.#i just want her to be HAPPY#anyway do you guys wanna hear why Chappell Roan's “Pink Pony Club” is so V code- (i fall down the stage stairs)#murder drones#serial designation v#serial designation n#uzi doorman#also for context ive never read Pride and Prejudice despite meaning to#its just one of the only actual romance books i know off the top of my head#imean no offense to it. I just like joking abt V reading romance sdkfjkldsjf
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im trying rly hard to reframe the next 6ish months of my future as something exciting instead of something terrifying. and i just realized if i get my own apartment at the beginning of next year (which is the plan barring any unforeseen complications) i can decorate the whole place in friend art and fandom art..
#i don’t have to consider abby’s v reasonable interior decorating sensibilities anymore…#no one can stop me from making Big Wall Collages all over the house like i have in my bedroom….#living alone is scary. moving into a place alone is even scarier.#but if i want to hang a picture of lestat in my living room no one can even say anything about it. <3#izzy.txt
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The different parts of Gotham War not lining up at all in terms of plot, character motivation and characterization is bad enough, but now that DC is suddenly trying to explain when other titles like Detective Comics and Batman and Robin are taking place in relation to Gotham War it gets even worse because now all of these storylines make so much less sense too.
#Gotham War#Listing all the reasons why Gotham War and Ram V's Tec run don't fit together would be complicated#Because they are doing similar things with a similar cast of characters but in extremely different ways#And I don't have the energy to go through both storylines to get the details right#But Batman and Robin is simple#You can't have a cozy father-son-story and Bruce going insane and shoving all the parental responsibilities onto Dick#to be a brooding loner again taking place at the same time#Is the entire Batman and Robin book supposed to take place during the few days that Damian was the only one on Bruce's side in GW#Before Bruce abandoned Damian?#Because unlike when Death in the Family happened you can't even use the excuse that Damian changed his mind#And decided to stay with Bruce even though dinf ended with everyone including Dami not showing up at the talk Bruce wanted to have with the#Which was what they did in B&R 2011#Because back then it was the family that decided they didn't want to work with Bruce anymore#In GW it's Bruce who tells them to leave him alone#He very explicitly abandons Damian despite the fact that Damian didn't betray him and stayed loyal#So this time Damian can hardly change his mind and decide to stick by Bruce because it's Bruce who rejected him#I'm still so confused by Zdarsky putting that in the story in the first place because he clearly has very little interest in Damian#Out of all the male Robins he played the smallest part in this#It probably would have been better for B&R if Damian had been somehow absent for Gotham War like in a lot of previous batfam events#And left the time B&R takes place unspecified#So that it just takes place in its own bubble#I'm usually all for DC telling us how things fit together but for that to be good things need to actually line up#And not outright contradict each other
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"Is it true that some places have co-ed baths?!"
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amber 💔
#going to sleep soon but my god. i cannot stop thinking about those episodes of house#amber’s actress did such an outstanding job acting the realisation that she was basically already dead#the building horror in her eyes was so distressing. i genuinely haven’t been able to stop thinking about it#some of the best 80 minutes of television i’ve ever seen. the lighting on the bus and the use of memories v dreams v hallucinations#and the scene at the end where house is alone on the full white bus with amber and he doesn’t want to leave because he’s not in pain anymore#i mean jesus christ. i can only take so much#my heart hurts. what excellent television#like not to be overly emotional about fictional characters but amber was so YOUNG. my god#i need to watch funny house md compilations on youtube for my sanity
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#what is it about being 27 that makes me want to get out more often#the loneliness is so crippling#i want to be around people i want to meet and make new friends#i want to drink and dance and sing and surround myself in crowds#no i do not want to be in my room i do not want to scroll for hours i don’t even wanna do my hobbies alone anymore#im v introverted but the joy of being around people around strangers who are having a good time around a community of queer people#i could cry i want that so bad
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"I feel that! I'm a beary active bear. Not just anyone can do what I do, Katsu." The blonde bragged cheerfully as he sank even further into the water. He needed his shoulders to be completely submerged. Then when his hair reached the water he started giggling a little over the feeling. Yosuke says you're not supposed to wet your hair in the hot springs, only the showers. What a naughty bear!
Not wanting to hold that position forever, Teddie eventually sat back up with a relaxed sigh. He turned towards Katsu again and let his eyes go up then down a little. No effort was even made to hide it. Unlike Katsu, who was sneaky enough to not arouse Teddie's suspicion as he assumed he was looking at something else. Blurriness caused by the water and some convenient steam stopped him from seeing much anyway.
"You know, Katsu. I never noticed how strong you looked. Your shoulders look so strong and manly!" He gently squeezed his own arms, "Maybe I should work out more, too? But I like being the town's favorite, pretty prince charming! I could lose my appeal if I look too strong..." Quiet a dilemma.
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@tvstarkuma
Katsu followed Teddie's finger, then glanced back to him and connected the dots... This mad bear really was skinny dipping the hot spring. Just what was going through his mind to come to this decision? Did he not care about being seen nude, or is he one of those exhibitionists? Whatever it is, Teddie's certainly being more bold than Katsu, and he had to respect him for that.
Katsu dipped his feet in right next to Teddie and slowly sank into the steamy, hot water. "Ahhhhh... Yep, I can feel the fat in my body renderin' right now, heh. 'm not really into relaxation; I just always like doin' stuff to occupy my mind or body. But this... I can get down with this..."
"..." Katsu sneakily peeked down at Teddie.
#katsu-at-the-bottom#v: not alone anymore#((very normal friend conversation))#like a queue come true
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YOUR ASS HURT. DONE.
This is my island, Starfall!!!!! I had vague but elaborate lore for it and the residents, some sort of mystical enchanted forest town that's home to some strange guys (a mermaid on land, a vampire, an alien..... two random old OCs of mine LMFAOOO and MEEEEEE 💖)
These are only snippets of Starfall, so I recommend visiting if you're interested! Plus I. Worked hard on it and am still proud of some of my builds 🫣 It was never Finished finished, but also it's at a point where I don't wanna do anything else but nuke it 😅
Dream Address is DA-9640-4620-8466 like it says on the tin!!! 🤗
#animal crossing new horizons#acnh#PLEASE VISIT i even set out some items. which isn't much but it is very enriching when visiting dreams LMFAO#i probably won't be nuking it immediately i may wanna take more pics esp of my ocs#and also that. took so much time. that's the problem w ac LMFAO sometimes it's more of a chore 😓#ALSO I NEED TO NUKE THIS SO BAD. it was DEF made in my v early parts of transition#where i was heavy into still being a cutesy 'girly' soft boy and. AUGHHHH I NEED TO KILL HIM#NOT REALLY. BUT STILL. like i still think it's true but i'm NOT soft anymore. i'm punk. i'm PUNK#i couldn't even deck out my guy in fully edgier attired cause that's the vampire's gimmick. cute but sharp.#espppp in the start i think my guy's gimmick was pretty boy princely still v femme/cutesy#which is FINE. but god. I'M EVIL NOW‼️‼️‼️ I'M SUPER EVIL NOW‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#when i start over my guy's whole thing is he's gonna be a fucking weirdo freak. idk how i'll communicate that#through props/dress alone but i'll fucking find a way#tbh i feel like a fun new theme could be a playfully spooky island..... like starfall has hints of this#but i think i can go further. lean way into it.#ANYWAYS IF YOU VISIT. TELL ME!!!!!!!!! if you want 😇#dream address#idk. if there's a proper tag for it.
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I’m starting all the big girl stuff and learning how to do diagnostics and treatment methods. Way to make me equally terrified and excited 🥲
#I have to start sitting in on AA and NA meetings which makes me extremely scared bc I gotta go alone to those 🥲#but yeah we really gettin in it now#bc right now I’m doing focus areas addiction and substance abuse and then neurodevelopmental disorders in children#but both are starting off with basic clinical practices#and it’s also a little funny bc in one of my classes today I was sitting there like ‘ohhh that’s what my therapist was doing’#but yeah I’m scared but also not scared#and I’m like ‘yay my copy of the DSM-V is finally gonna be put to use’#but I’m actually far more scared bc actual clinical internships aren’t the far future now#that shit is SOOOOOON and what if I’m bad at it 👀#I mean I’m sure I’ll be fine BUT THAT SHIT IS COMING UP IT AINT A WHEN IM OKDER THING ANYMORE#ITS LIKE NEXT SEMSESTER 🥲
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@rotdame asked for a servant assigning ; (in no specific order of compatibility) From left to right; the Dioscuri, Jekyll/Hyde, Ereshkigal, Mandricardo, Nero, Avicebron, Carmilla, Vlad, Asclepius, Salieri
/ SO! When I think of Tara I think of the concept of death as its a big part of her story so I just had to pick up servants that have ties with death in one way or another (some stronger than others) such as Eresh who is literally the goddess of the land of the dead not to mention that I also thought she was very fitting because of her troubles when it comes down to her perception of herself in comparison to her 'sister' Ishtar and how this could be linked to Tara's struggles with her sense of self as well; there's also other servants such as Salieri, Nero and Jekyll/Hyde that would be able to understand her final decision as characters that struggled themselves with circumstances that led them to take their own lives or close to as a way of conclusion of the sorts. Because of the way she spent most of her life under confusion about her parents and how this continued further on in her life, I feel like the Dioscuri would be fitting as well because they act as guiding lights, they are the flash of light that discharges on ship masts during storms, they guide people during storms; so there's some symbolism there about finding your path (not to mention they would understand how impactful the separation of family is)
#rotdame#;s.ervant assigning#/i dont write c.armilla anymore but i thought she was fitting purely by vibes alone#/a.sclepius is there because of the supernatural and the concept of death and the cost of freedom that u mention on her bio; v fitting inde#/m.anny is there bc i feel like personality wise they share some traits like the pessimism and the social withdrawal bc of not fitting in#/a.vicebron i just feel like their energy matches; i feel like if she did a summoning she would get him#same with v.lad#;ooc#ooc
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"But the entire meat department's wet! It'll take so long to mop it all up alone...!" The sales floor of the Junes meat department was not the largest department in the store. Not even top three.


"I'm not cleaning the damn shrimp that escaped. Do not even think of asking me."
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uk person here you seem a little free-range ngl. did u grow up like rural?
i grew up on the outskirts of a town & my sibs n me were going out at like 11/12 w mates. but i didnt get a house key til year 8, my ma worked & wasnt home til 6 & didnt want me home alone
& (separate house) my dad wld let me & sibs go to a local field to play a few mins walk away like ages 11(me)& sibs 9/7/7. i had a nokia brick but noone checked in it was just for calling in emergency & we'd just come back when we were tired/hungry/hurt
my memory isn't THAT great so i cld be off a bit age-wise but nah i grew up in a town, but my parents are both people who walk great distances for fun n doing that was half our family outings so when me & then my brother started doing it by ourselves it was like. a known entity? also i was in scouts n i did hikes with adult supervision before i started doing them alone
one time on a scout hike actually we weren't fully supervised we were walking btwn check points that had adults & my group did get horribly lost after losing our one phone (we did not have our own phones this was giving to us for the hike) but that resolved when we finally backtracked enough n realised where we went wrong n we got back to everyone going. did you stop to build a house??? you missed lunch. search party wldnt have been sent for another couple hours.
but yeah my dad moved from a small town to the middle of nowhere at thirteen n would walk thru miles of fields to see his friends n also just get to school, n my mum grew up in a small town but was v much allowed to go wherever n was of the opinion it never did her any harm
i DID have a phone by the time i started breaking the two mile mark i think. i remember one time i wore knockoff converse n i got blisters so bad i did call my parents to come pick me up
#asks#i shld check the distance of the big loop i used to do actually i don't remember anymore#the actual insane part imo was my phone DIDN'T have a map app or gps and i DIDN'T bring a paper one#i was v much walking down paths i knew n then going oh where does this go? n relying on my sense of direction#which isn't actually a habit i ever broke i just am always playing pokemon go when im walking alone now
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genuine and srs post do any of my moots play and would be open to talking abt either g/enshin or s/tar rail because I'm going actually insane lmao
#Cap.txt#Having a hyperfixation and having no one to talk with about it is a new circle of hell#I have one friend who plays but is super anti-spoiler and I'm further than them so I can't say shit to them#And that's literally it lmao#It's very alienating to very suddenly lose your circles and community bc you all picked different things to be your thing after moving on#From the thing that you all collectively liked#This is me being very open and vulnerable and saying I would like just even 1 hyv friend who doesn't live in my house#And maybe some of my moots or friends are in the same boat so maybe? Idk#I may delete this later lmao#Or hell even someone who would like to get into a new game like one of these and doesn't know where to start#And before u ask I am on Asia server#I'm also v resigned to the fact that virtually none of my followers are active anymore let alone my moots so the liklihood of anything more#Than pity likes is low lmao but!! We try bc if we never try we never succeed
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@kaeruninja
"Yosuke!" Teddie called out farther down the street. He ran up to his friend as fast as he could with a luck of joy instead of any panic or rush. It was after school and he knew exactly where Yosuke was heading for the rest of the day.
"Guess what? I'm going to be joining you at Junes today." He opened both palms towards Yosuke as if presenting an actual surprise and not a sudden change in the shift schedule.
Teddie was not scheduled for today originally neither to stock products as a boy or to work in the food court as a bear. The floor was mostly going to be taken care of by Yosuke and other part-timers, some of which were also from Yasogami. If Teddie was here now then either they didn't schedule enough people or someone called out. The answer to that question wasn't a mystery for too long
"One of the girls who works at the store called me today. She told me that she was going on a beary important date today. True love in the making! So she asked if I can take her shift today instead." Somehow he sounded giddy about this. His mind still imagined his new friend on a romantic date with a handsome guy. Lucky her!
#kaeruninja#v: not alone anymore#((the return of the annoying girls from Yosuke's SL))#like a queue come true
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