#uuuuhhhhhhhh. what else

[piggiebonez]

eerrrrrmmmm

[fisheito]

One thing I want to know about you: what piece of art (be it writing, animation, drawing, headcanon, or anything else) are you most proud of?

uuuuhhhhhhhh OH! i do remember this one personal animation i did when i was obsessed with jojos not long ago (one of the few things in recent years where it took me multiple days of work to finish)

i worked on it in the school labs between assignments bc i didn't have that noice anim tech setup at home ahaha

i'm proud of it bc it showed me that i was still capable of passion.? after the Big Depressi took over, there was a looong time when i didn't .. do fanart. i could draw if external pressures demanded it, but i couldn't recreate the zealous obsession of Young Me, who was so FOCUSED on whatever media I chose that i'd dedicate myself to learning/creating/engaging with its ppl. fandoms mark the greatest growth periods in my art bc they inspire me to actually LOOK AT REFERENCE AND DO THINGS BETTER

spending time on that jojo anim taught Older Jaded Me that i: - still have the potential to be freaky about fandom - DO have energy somewhere in me - can still do stuff that is not my default style (the art itself was jojos style so it wasn't easy for me)

the thing ended up pretty close to my vision!! i had fun while making it, and people seemed to like it when i shared. so that was nice. a nostalgic reminder of the funs of fandom :)

[snakarscrolls]

tell about the fashion of the characters. i mean. what style of clothes does badge, snatcher and cc ( or other ) also what aesthetics would you associate w them. ( for example. cc likes cottagecore vanilla, snatcher emo punk, etc. )

Aaaaaaaaa hi you asked this on may 5 . i waited to be granted a vision to forward to you but brain machine function appears to have been compromised. So you get my true words coming from my actual self this time . content warning for: i am allergic to using -core stuff and have become increasingly more embarrassed of naming unrelated words to create a feeling through associations buildup so this is , not very well put together. you live in my world. also 70% of this is snatcher

i used to be crazy in head over warm cute winter clothing snatcher, like scarves hats (especially those covering ears but not necessarily ushankas) sweaters..... as a way to, deal with the cold vanessa continuously inflicts onto the forest, and him. not to mention hes somewhat overexposed to it through having to directly contain it. i commonly see people associate him with fire warmth summer etc whatever but to be honest i dont find portraying her and vanessa as inherent opposites compelling. i suppose snatcher embracing his inner warmth is a sweet narrative to enact but personally i gravitated more towards accommodation for that cold / hurt and valuing his own comfort. but thats his clothing style

aesthetic wise, i know theyre the "creepy smiling person thing" living in the "scary forest" but i do not, and have never, cared about halloween, so i actually sort of forget its the aesthetic the game assigns them. generally i suppose any creepy thing could suit them, like creepy cute stuff. subconites are very creepy cute . dolls dresses witchy stuff etcccccc i dont actually know . skull with bow . so while i cannot really do justice to the aesthetic in my portrayal , i acknowledge it at last . i am actually a little ashamed in being sincerely unable to view or acknowledge it for so long . whatever. my own personal thoughts are those of his stupid idiot male living space tree. shouldve put a carpet on a wall at least. its so empty . i gueeeeessss its cuuuteeee how its warmly lit and has its own music but um shrugs i dont feel about it . its still funny and pathetic to me . sorry about the amount of hating in this reply idk what to talk about and i feel bad about letting asks sit in my inbox. uuuuhhhhhhhh

cellar cold wet horrible compromised gnawed on brick walls snow snowflake isolated rotting stupid gay . is something i portray a lot. but its honestly kind of painful to reduce my art containing it to a purely aesthetic enjoyment or intent. because as i have developed and changed i think its fair to say it evolved into more of a tool to portray feelings too serious to me to even mislabel, even momentarily. probably less even feelings and more very specific places in my soul that by definition refuse to be contained to aesthetic association of sensation or whatnot. texture temperature color. the way i perceive the thing changes but it remains. "some things dont feel like anything else" or whatever. so i cant really talk in depth about what defines the aesthetic of that part of his life, or the aesthetic of any thing really. i used to be super confused about what people on the internet mean by 'aesthetic of something' and then i briefly grasped it and now its lost again

hat kid. i super like her spaceship i think its very cute . people associate her w space and cartoon star and crescent and clocks (of course) i have not personally considered that but i enjoy the vision :)

i associate mu with seaside stuff, shells and whatnot. comfy loose clothing. shes probably a 'day' kind of person

[dragonstudios680]

It's finally finished . . . Wait a second who sprayed painted in the lockers! . . . I just realized it could be used in a nice background . . What else to say uuuuhhhhhhhh oooo I am thinking of making my own music so I don't get copyright or just make a soundtrack but if it's bad don't blame me l'm new to making music . . . Uuuuuuummmm what else to say . . . Here's a random picture of Engle being confused or something

I don't Realy have Much news to say that the Engel news life part two or the beginning of a nightmare story is still under construction and that I'm thinking of making my own music witch is the short version of this story.

Alphabet number

19,21,14 - 18,1,2,9,20 - 19,21,14 - 18, 1,2,9,20, 19,21,14 - 19,21,14 - 19,21,14 - 20,8,5 - 16, 15, 12,9,3,5 - 13,1,14 - 19,8,15,20, - 1,2,2,9,5 - 23,9,20,8 - 1 - 19,8,15,20,7,21,14 - 8,5 - 15, 14,12,25 - 13, 1,4,5 - 1,2,2,9,5 - 13,1,4.

[fishymom-art]

What’s your favourite part of the Power of the sun au?

YOU COULDN’T ASK A MORE DIFFICULT QUESTION COULD YOU???? /lh

Uuuuhhhhhhhh okay there are a few

Peter being obnoxiously caring and supportive towards Otto, by that trying to relieve his stress.

Gwen and Harry casually dancing in his completely empty house or on skyscrapers.

Writing jokes that could fit Spider-Man’s humor.

All the endless painful references I can throw into the future comic >:)

Otto’s arms being their own entities and acting like complete dumbasses.

And literally everything else XD

[futurewriter2000]

Heartless - pt. 4

A/N: Finally finished this at 1am in the morning. I can’t wait to go to bed. All the love <3

XX

Oh, you had to love James. You really had to love James, hadn’t you? 

“JAMES!” you wanted to barge into the room but they were locked, so instead you started slamming your arm against it. “OPEN UP YOU GORMLESS WANKER!” you continued to slam as James on the other side widened his eyes at Sirius who was staring at the door, then at James. 

Sirius grinned and put down his book. “What did you do?” 

“I- uh-”

“I WILL B-B-BLOODY MURDER YOU!” you continued to scream.

“Bloody hell, mate.” Sirius laughed. “She’s seriously pissed.” 

“She’s delicate on the topic-” he stopped as he heard the door knob jiggle, widening his eyes in fear as you slammed the door open with a deadly look in your eyes, darted only to James and James only, who was backing away behind his bed. “Heeey... you look......clean.” 

Your eye twitched. “I am on my bloody period! I have back pain! AND YOU LEAVE ME WITH A FREEZING COLD WATER!?!” you bellowed through the room as Sirius only continued to look at you, wrapped in a large towel and your hair up in a bun. He hadn’t seen you like this before, not only half naked in front of him but also burning red from anger and screaming so loudly. “WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! DO YOU HAVE A GOLDEN COCK OR SOMETHING TO USE THE WHOLE GODDAMN HOT WATER?!”

“I was shaving...” 

“WHAT?! A GORRILA?!” 

“Hey-” he pointed his finger at you as Sirius laughed, letting out small giggles. “I like to take time- you know I’m cold a lot of times... plus I told you I’m going to shower-”

“YOU ROTTEN SPOILED CHILD- LITTLE FUCKER-” you gripped your wand and pointed it at him as he did the same.

“You know the rules, (y/n)! No wand fighting! We promised mum. She’ll kill us if we break another wand-”

“She won’t have to kill you BECAUSE I WILL!”  you threw the wand away and started chasing him around the room with your hand tightly holding up the towel. 

The chase didn’t take long as your back started to hurt again, making you let out a small whimper and then with your hand losing the grip on the towel, you just stopped chasing him in general. 

“I’m telling dad.” you said as you made your way to the door.

“NO!” James ran after you, pulling you by the arm that held on to the towel around your naked body and pulling it with him.

“JAMES! GOD!” you tried to hide your naked body as James felt confused.

“I’ve seen you naked plenty of times when we were kid- OH!” he remembered that Sirius was standing right behind him. He wrapped  the towel around you as you grabbed it away from him.

“YOU BLOODY PILLOCK!” you slapped him on the back of the head.

“YOU’RE THE ONE STORMING INTO MY ROOM HALF NAKED!” he shouted back at you. “You know Pads-” he pointed at Sirius behind him, finding him looking at your legs. “HEY!” he snapped his fingers in front of Sirius and catching his attention. “Eyes up here, mate.” 

Sirius couldn’t help himself but back away with his hands up in defeat, looking at James, then glancing up at you with a small blush under his eyes. 

That same blush caused one to appear on your own cheeks but you tried to hide it behind the anger you were feeling as well. 

And just before James could say anything else that would put Sirius into more embarrassment, you crossed your hands over your chest and cut in. “I’m telling dad, James. He has the right to know that you’re using all the hot water-”

“UUUUHHHHHHHH!” you all heard a shout from the bathroom. “BLOODY HELL!”- it was your father taking the shower and you could never see fear spread faster in James’ eyes as it did that moment. “JAMES FLEAMONT POTTER- YOU BLOODY TWAT.” 

“I think he already knows.” you smirked, backing away from his room and giving Sirius one last glance before you disappeared into your room. 

James ran to his bed and started pulling out his things- most importantly, his cloak. “If he asks, I went for a run-”

“At 11pm?” 

“YES!” James shouted before looking at the source at the footsteps that approached and covered himself with the cloak. 

Fleamont made his appearance- not wrapped in a towel like you did but in black underwear and a shirt over. His eyes were filled with murder just as yours were before- now he knows who you get that feisty anger from. 

“Where is he?!” he roared through the room. “JAMES!” he shouted through the room. “I know you’re in here and I know you’re under a cloak. You can’t leave without getting past me.” 

“Can I leave?” Sirius asked uncomfortably, rubbing the back of his head but Fleamont didn’t budge, focusing on slight movement in the room that would give James up.

Sirius slipped out and grabbed his jacket, making his way out of the house before any yelling would start. 

He hated yelling in the house- for plenty of reasons. That was why it was best to just stay out of it. So he told Euphemia that he’s going for a short walk and be back soon. She gave him a comforting smile and nodded. 

---

He was walking along the trail, leading far into the field of nothingness. He preferred the grass touching him, hugging his shoulders and brushing along his fingertips as a tender summer breeze blew placidly against his face. 

And he smiled, throwing his head back to the day the two of you were standing together, holding together so close- the closest the two of you had since the two of you had known each other. He could still smell he coconut on your skin and the fresh shampoo from your soft hair. 

‘ “If you want to win her over- let her talk about what she loves and encourage her doing it.” he whispered in Sirius ear as he passed him by, gesturing a pencil between his fingers as he let out a laugh and left the three of you at the tree. 

Sirius looked up as the last rays of sunshine washed over your skin. Your hair was let down in wonderful waves- you put effort into your hair as much as you did into your light makeup, laying there and talking to James, observing him with adoration. 

You were stunningly graceful- always had been. “This is pretty good.” ... ‘

He didn’t even know where these thoughts and feelings for you were coming from but they seemed so pleasing to him. To think of you and smile, to see you and feel his heart flutter, to hear you and make his soul dance. Oh, he knew he was in trouble when he saw your naked body and feeling the need to tear that towel off as soon as you wrapped it back around yourself. 

He sat down on the grass and started rolling himself a cigarette, his mind on you during that whole process. When he lit it up, he laid on his back and let his eyes wander on the stars. 

‘It’s sure peaceful.’ - he thought to himself, inhaling and letting it scorch his throat before letting it out slowly. ‘You know there is something in our dynamic, me an you-’ he continued to think, imagine he was talking to you as an image of you appeared in front of his eyes. ‘- to be able to be so blunt to one another and still be there because of James and I know she hates me most of the time because of it but to see that frustrated look in her eyes; to see that nose wrinkle on its bridge and the way her cheeks rise up to her eyes, flooding with redness. The way your anger would wash over you, speak all the things nobody would- with her sharp tongue, cutting my heart every time but it feels good- being hurt by her and I don’t know why. Am I crazy to think that? Or is the way she hurts me the only hurt I want in my life. With her I know what to expect- I know she won’t hold back on words to call me but sometimes just to see her talk to me, to give me attention feels good-’

“I don’t know.” he sighed outloud, covering his eyes with his arm. “We’re so toxic for one another.”

‘But what about that night when she held you? Didn’t you feel it?’ - the voice in the back of his mind started speaking. ‘She’s not bad. It proved she’s not as heartless as she pretends to be around me. She was gentle for the first time towards me that time and it’s like- I loved it. I loved the way she held me and the way she smelled. I wanted to stay in that embrace of hers forever but I can’t think like that. She doesn’t fancy me. Plus she’s James’ sister. He would never be alright with this- not that it would ever happen.’

But the way you looked at him that night couldn’t get out of his head. He thought that maybe... maybe but you couldn’t. He was imagining this. You could never... you were just being a friend, just like James. Just because you are a girl doesn’t change anything. James probably looks at him like that all the time.

...

No, Sirius. 

“Yeah, no.” he let out a laugh, grimacing a bit then thinking of James again. “I mean... no.” he stopped thinking, smoking the entire thing and shoving it into the grass. 

He stood up and started making his way back.

----

When he entered the house, he immediately looked up at the clock that told him it was almost midnight. He closed the door gently and went to hang his jacket on the hanger but as he did that, as quiet as possible, he heard some clattering in the living room. He peered in and saw you rocking on the sofa, holding over your stomach and shaking a bit. 

“Hey.” he came close to you as you shot your head to him. “Are you alright? You’re shivering.” he put his hand on your shoulder.

“Oh, yeah. It’s just cold and I’m waiting for the water to boil for my  hot-water bottle.” you smiled. 

“Hot water-bottle?” 

“It’s for my cramps. It’s really helpful.” you continued to smile, despite the fact how much your cramps were clenching you from the inside. 

He made his way to sit next to you, pulling his sweater off him and offering it to you. “You know you’re really pale from the pain?” he offered you a gentle smile as you eyed the sweater. “Oh, come off it, (y/n). It’s just a sweater.” 

“I know- it’s just. I’m not used to it. Caring Sirius, I mean. ” you took the sweater from his hands and put it on yourself, finding the long sleeves fall off your arms and making you let out a giggle. “I can totally smack you with these.” you started flopping them around, causing him to laugh. 

“What happened to James?” 

“He’s pouting in his room.” you glanced at the stairs. “Dad told him that he’s going to work with him on the garden for mum. Some hard labor.” 

“James and hard labor?” Sirius laughed. “I’ll believe it when I see it.”

“Exactly!” you let out a laugh, letting the conversation die into the silence.

“How’s your back?” he asked and you looked at him.

“Oh, fine. I didn’t take the pills today, if that makes you happy?”

“Oh, I’m quite jolly as you can see.” 

“Like you were when James pulled the towel off me?” you eyed him and saw his cheeks sunk into a pool of roses. You let out a laugh and pushed him a bit. “I’m just teasing you.” 

“Don’t.” he rubbed the back of his neck and tried to laugh it off by looking away. Before anything else could be said, the water started boiling and Sirius jumped to his feet. “I’ll get that.”

“It’s not a doorbell, you know.”

“I know!” he shouted from the kitchen and fanning his heat from his cheeks. You can’t know. It’s just embarrassing. He looked at the water and around the kitchen. “How exactly does a hot water bottle look like?” he asked, still looking around. 

“It’s like a sock with a purple owl knitted in!” you shouted from the other room.

“What?!” he exclaimed, furrowing his eyebrows and looking around the room until he saw a sock and a purple owl knitted in. “I can’t pour this into a sock- oh!” he let out a laugh, seeing as the sock was holding a bag made of silicone. “Nevermind.” he said and grabbed the sock, hearing you laugh in the other room. 

It made him smile, hearing you laugh- especially if he was the one making you laugh. It made his heart flutter like it did before. 

He was falling in love with you. This was far from good. He has to stop- stop romanticising you. 

He came back into the living room with the sock and found you curled up in the sofa, with his sweater and your hair let down, which weren’t before, he felt water get caught in his throat. 

He licked his dry lips and smiled. “Here you go, madam.” he placed it into your lap and plopped himself down on the sofa casually. 

“What a gentleman.” you smiled, placing the sock on your uterus and then looking at him. “You should serve me more. It makes being pissed at you a little harder to manage.” 

“Don’t get used to it, Potter but you’re right. We should enjoy this moment of us being normal for once.” 

“Hmm...normal...” 

“Normal, yes.”

“Wouldn’t believe we could ever manage that- if you asked me this a month or so ago. I think I’d just laugh.” 

“Yeah... it’s kind of exhausting though.”

“Yeah. We had to rest a bit.”

“We’re getting old.”

“Speak for yourself, Black.”

“You speak for yourself- you with your back in the age range of 80.” he mocked and you laughed.

“That’s because of you.” you poked his shoulder and he looked at you confused. “You threw me on the floor, you twat.” you poked him again.

“That’s why your back hurts?” Sirius tone got a bit lower and his eyes filled with guilt- guilt you didn’t see.

“Well, let’s hope it’ll stop before school starts. I really do feel like an 80 year old woman at times.” you laughed, getting on your feet with your sock. “And this grandma has to go sleep soon. You should too.” you turned to him and found him watching you there. “You alright, Sirius?” 

He twitched, getting back from his thoughts and looking at you, getting his broad smile back on. “Yeah... yeah. Goodnight, (y/n). Sleep well.” 

“You too.” you smiled, feeling your heart flutter as he smiled. “Goodnight, Sirius.” 

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[ksjknj]

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petit-retardataire said:96

thank you max for this list ajhdks i love you!!! 💜💜

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

uhh i adore mugs and wine glasses but i use mugs more often so mugs!!

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

chocolate bars all the way i love chocolate

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

cotton candy but i haven’t had it in years ashdjsa on the other hand i cannot do without bubblegum so??

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

shit if i know....... uh stubborn i guess?? i don’t really remember what they used to say plus they probably never said it to my face so i’d have to go look for my report cards if i wanted to see and those are... god knows where... hah

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

either soda cans or glass cups!! i’m not a big fan of plastic bottles or cups

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

everything from tomboy to sorta grunge to kinda formal combined with sportswear lmaooo my style is a mess?? tho my friend complimented it just the other day and it really surprised me bc it’s all over the place

7. earbuds or headphones?

earbuds out of the house, headphones in the house

8. movies or tv shows?

movies all the way... tho i’m getting back into tv shows so it might turn around soon, who knows (but i really enjoy the fact that movies tell a story in an hour and a half who am i kidding when i’m out here watching four hour movies and then you can start a totally different story)

9. favorite smell in the summer?

smell of the ocean....... or clear air in the mountains........ or various food LMAO

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

uuuuhhhhhhhh volleyball? i guess??

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

bread or toast with butter and/or jam/maple syrup or eggs or oatmeal + COFFEE

12. name of your favorite playlist?

chill tunes. it’s my playlist on yt ahjdks my favourite one solely bc of the fact that i love every single song on it since. ykno. i made it. (no but for real i don’t listen to a lot of playlists i usually go with whole albums)

13. lanyard or key ring?

key ring - i only ever use lanyard when i need an ID card for work

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

nougat or turkish delight but i also really adored pez as a child oh my god that was so good once you started eating them you couldn’t stop ashjdks

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

ummmmm i remember being blown away by the pillars of society, i actually quite enjoyed that play.......

96. desktop background?

it’s just......... black background ahjfkjds everything else distracts me when switching between programs

send me numbers

[gnostic-heretic]

DANG I AM SO LATE thank you @felicja-j for reminding me that @kyuhu tagged me in this meme! >:3

Three fandoms:

hetalia

Uhhhhh asoiaf ??? i’m not really into the /fandom/ but it’s like the only thing i’m invested in atm, other than hetalia.

UUUUHHHHHHHH hh i was talking as far as past fandoms go about harry potter and h*mest*ck JUST YESTERDAY but if i had to reveal my indulgences, i’d rather pick HP

The first character you loved:

RUSSIA! back in 2010, when i first got into hetalia, he immediately caught my attention. 

arya because i can relate a lot of my childhood experiences to her. 

i guess my first favorite character was ron, and he has kind of remained one of my favorites all along. :>

The character you never expected to love so much:

switzerland, to be honest... i came into the fandom feeling “meh” about him and now i love my horrible milka man so much

SANSA i started the books being so, so irritated by sansa but now she’s become one of my absolute favorite characters.

i don’t know man, but while i was so very lukewarm about cedric when i first read the books, now i do like him. not “so much”, but he went from “meeehhh” to “actually, this is a good guy?? damn”

The character you relate to the most:

if you follow me and didn’t know i’d answer POLAND in A HEARTBEAT WYD

i can’t really say i relate to ONE character, not really... they’re all such wildly different people with different traits i relate to. i’d love to say i would pick arya, but to be honest, i’m finding that the more i read the more i find myself relating to sansa out of all the pov characters, her extreme idealism and love for stories, songs, romance... i also have to say tho that ser loras is gay goals

I MEAN i’m a luna lovegood man i relate to her so much because i was always the odd person ever since i was a child... i wanted so desperately to believe in something that no one else could see or know, and i have always loved magic and the supernatural so much... that said one big reason why i’m a ron man is that i also relate to that feel when low self esteem and always feeling out of place and awkward.

The characters you’d slap:

oh blease there are so many characters in all of those who could use a (METAPHORICAL) good slap sometimes

Three favourite characters:

Poland, Lithuania, IT’S A TIE BETWEEN BELARUS, UKRAINE AND HUNGARY y’all cannot ask me to choose like this it’s cruel

daenerys, ser loras and sansa... i am basic i know shoosh

luna, ron and hermione are my 3 big ones lol 

Character you liked at first, but don’t like anymore:

i mean it’s not like i don’t like him but i used to be really into aph america and rusame and now i guess i just don’t care as much as i used to! i still think america is a good old sport tho

MMmmMmMmMm i’ve mentioned that my first fave was arya and i still do like her a lot but the more i read the more her story is taking a course i don’t 100% enjoy... although i guess i started the first book liking ned and catelyn stark a lot as some sort of righteous chivalrous medieval power couple (i’m a stark man HAS ANYONE NOTICED YET LOL) but as i went on reading they both fell flat for me.

eeeehhh if we wanna go #deep i used to be a huge fan of tonks when she was first introduced. i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE what jkr has done to her, she wasted her character potential so much, if you like the remus/tonks storyline you do you but personally i just felt bitter and really pissed off about it and about jkr fitting every and any female character in her stupid books into a “wife and mother endgame” storyline but that’s none of my biz

Character you didn’t like at first, but do now:

wasn’t i asked the same question above fdhgjfhd i guess..

prussia, surprisingly, it’s not like i like, him, but, 

on the same line tyrion is still :// but i now enjoy his chapters way more than i did at first, when i was just tempted to skip loll

cho chang because i always thought the romantic subplot in gof/ootp was TERRIBLE and terribly executed, AND now that i am an Adult i still think her plot was terrible HOWEVER i can see the depth in her character and i believe she deserved so much more than the shallow teenage crush/love interest role that jkr gave her. i still think harry/cho endgame would have been a much, much more interesting choice than harry/ginny endgame which was an even worse and more rushed romance subplot. at least would’ve given us a chance to know more about cho’s personality, passions, struggles, seeing a couple of teenagers OVERCOME something like the death of a dear friend instead of sweeping it under the rug or reaching a breaking point but wyd. Anyway cho chang deserved better 2k18 

Three OTPs:

LIETPOL hunukr rombela my holy trinity

i don’t really do asoiaf shipping tbh but... i did (SPOILERS) hope for loras and renly to be gay king and his gay knight for a hot moment... and i do enjoy FOR NOW margaery tyrell and sansa’s interactions a lot... pls @ grrm let them be gay (spoiler i know they won’t be gay but a gay can dream) also as a completely crack ship i’d love to see cersei and catelyn lol just because they’re such polar opposites and yet so similar it owuld be really interesting to see them interact

ron/harry is my otp, and we were robbed, we were so robbed, luna/hermione and luna/ginny are my other big ships in this fandom but for all these 3 otps there’s like zero GOOD fan content and i die all the time. y’all and your drarry ARE WEAK!!!!! 

i tag whoever wants to do this tbh :0

[melforbes]

7 & 13?

7: share a snippet from one of your favorite pieces of prose you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it

haha thank goodness that dialogue one had me realizing that all of the parts of my writing that im actually proud of are universally not dialogue alkdjgalskjdgljg

uuuuhhhhhhhh multiple again because like of course like what did you expect. why am i proud of any of these? because i think they lowkey slap. no further questions

i know it's lowkey obvious that i ran out of ideas right here but that last (or second to last depending on how you look at it) paragraph imo just came together right and i was like awwwwww yisssssssss. also i realize i used the word thrum where i shouldve used the word hum but im kind of in love with the fact that it's wrong so im leaving it lmao

this one really requires context but at the same time it requires no context other than that i love when there's a lot of buildup to something with very sparse language (not something im good at but something im obsessed with in books) and that i am god awful at writing sex scenes. im proud of it because An Attempt Was Made

big fan of motherhood as insanity/violence as a concept gotta say

honorable mention to the entire du maurier compound chapter of the last meadowlarks i cant in good conscience post any of that but that's definitely one of the prouder things ive ever written. definitely the kind of batshit disgusting thats just way too much fun to write

uhhhh what else

OH RIGHT

i realize that the caduceus part is so hamfisted lmao i just didnt want people to have to google what that word meant because that super kills the fun. also. big fan of the underwater kiss. the thing is like 90% of what i write is written because i want to read those characters doing that thing and then i have to like subdue myself and read it back and be like oh wow i cant believe an author wrote exactly what i wanted to read. you know? diy fanfiction reading. anyway. where was i going with this. right. big fan of underwater kisses. cant believe this author wrote exactly what i wanted to read lmao

okay thats enough of that

13: what's the best writing advice you've ever come across?

vary your sentence structure and use proper subordination!

[weepylucifer]

For the fandom ask thing; 001. Fandom; DGHDA. 003. Character; Friedkin

oh anon i just love you rn for giving me this opportunity to talk about this thing that i love and this fictional person that i love okay so let’s go

fandom:

Favorite character: YOU ALREADY KNOW WHO IT IS

Least Favorite character: well uh i mean gordon rimmer i guess? like what was there to like about this guy

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): honestly most of them are too embarrassing to talk about in public but let it be known that friedken is on that list. also farah/tina i guess is an innocuous one i could add… or drummerwolf

Character I find most attractive: take a wild FUCKING guess

Character I would marry: if he were real i would have already married, divorced and remarried hugo friedkin

Character I would be best friends with: maybe dirk bc he’s generally friend-shaped? but i’d also love tina as a friend bc she’s so energetic and would get me out of the house which is just what i need in a friend

a random thought: it really pisses me off that they cancelled it

An unpopular opinion: priest is vastly overhyped he’s just another Psycho Killer Character there are like thousands of him at this point

My Canon OTP: there wasn’t really a lot of canon romance i guess? there was panto/silas, i loved them

My Non-canon OTP: you must be a level 4 friend to unlock the secret of humona

Most Badass Character: F A R A H like is that even a question

Most Epic Villain: there were just sort of a lot of… pathetic villains? suzie was a cool one tho like i love the concept of a white suburban mom villain like suburban moms just are like that irl

Pairing I am not a fan of: uuuuhhhhhhhh brotzly tbh like it’s not that i dislike the ship as such it’s just? it’s like no one ships anything else and i feel like i gotta ship it to be in the fandom which activates my fight response

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): [shrug emoji]

Favourite Friendship: dirk and todd like duh?? also amanda and the rowdy 3

Character I most identify with: season 1 amanda

Character I wish I could be: season 2 amanda

character: (oh this is gonna embarrass me in front of everyone isn’t it)

How I feel about this character: okay so picture me taking a deep breath and then just screaming

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character: listen hugo’s like a little black dress in that he looks good on Anyone. i have considered shipping him with: ken, priest, dirk, mona, assistent, and you’re probably next!!

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character: that thing he’s got going with assistent where they just go “?????” at each other

My unpopular opinion about this character: i’m pretty okay with him getting started on a redemption thing. like obviously what we saw was in no way the whole arc but it was like… a kickstarter moment. i really wanted it to get better from there. pity we won’t be seeing that i guess

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: i think i already went into that just now. i really wanted to see what powers they’d planned on him having like just how cool and eldritch they would’ve been

Favorite friendship for this character: oof um well i’d have to go into OCs here bc this boy has no friends

My crossover ship: biiinch, with tom cummings from x company. they’re polar opposites but look exactly the same

[sugas-kookies]

Get To know Me Tag

Tagged by @diamantdrache , thank u hon ヾ(＾∇＾) and sorry for the delay!

Rules: answer 30 questions then tag 20 people you’d like to know better.

Nicknames: Spice, Em, Shithead

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Aries

Height: 5′6″, thats like 167.5 cm i think?

Time: 9:27 pm

Birthday: March 21st, first day of Aries zodiac

Favorite bands:

KPOP - BTS, Blackpink, KARD, NCT, Girls Generation

NON-KPOP - soo many uhhh, MCR, Seether, Disturbed, Breaking Benjamin, BMTH, Blue October, Stone Sour and Linkin Park (the recent news was so sad)

Favorite solo artists:

KPOP - Agust D of course, other than that I don’t know too many. Maybe Eric Nam?

NON-KPOP - Owl City, Panic at the Disco, Bo Burnham 9more of a comedian but eh), Eminem, and P!nk

Song stuck in my head: Wicked Game by Stone Sour. The acoustic version is so beautiful

Last movie watched: that one movie where Tom Hanks is that pilot that crashed the plane into the Hudson river???

Last show watched: Boku no Hero Academia

When did I create my blog: november of 2016 i think????

What do I post: BTS and my shitty writings about them

Last thing I googled: min yoongi min hair

Do you have other blogs: I have three other blogs. the only one I’m open about on here is @gaehii but if u want the others hmu

Do you get asks: I get a good amount in short spurts. Other than that its really dry

Why did you choose your url: I love suga and wanted something cute to go with his name and I like Jungkook so sugas-kookies is here

Following: 139

Followers: 1506

Favorite colors: black, purple, red, blue, and pastel pink

Average hours of sleep: 7-8

Lucky number: 3, 21, 7

Instruments: a little guitar, piano, and primarily violin

What am I wearing: grey hogwarts shirt I made and shorts

How many blankets I sleep with: none usually

Dream job: game developer or just freelance artist. Or special effects maker!

Dream trip: either Japan or Scotland

Favorite food: quesadillas, vanilla ice cream, mcdonalds fries

Nationality: American

Favorite song right now: Oh boy uuuuhhhhhhhh Hate Me by Blue October prolly

I’ll tag: @pastel-sugakookies @milo-gin @fuckthehipsters uuuuhhh idk anoyone else who might be willing to do this so?????

[beabaseball]

Fuck yeah, glad you're doing one of these too! How about 6, 9, and 17?

i try to avoid these tbh because i’m so bad at finishing them but i’m gonna. try to do a lot with my inbox today i guess please wish me luck.6. how do you feel about pride month?I honestly didn’t care much until you got super super into it skulland then it was like “yeah okay” but then ace gatekeeping happened and all of a sudden I am overly “June is Pride month!!” out of spite.9. do you feel pride in who you are?uuuuhhhhhhhh i’m gonna say yes because i don’t feel SHAME in who i ambut i always try to aim more to ‘contentment’ than ‘happiness’ so maybe it’s the same principal with this thing. I used to want to kinda flaunt being ace, maybe to make myself more secure or convinced it was a thing for me, but now i’m just content feeling like i’m not wrong with these things17. what’s your biggest pet peeve when it comes to lgbtq characterization in media? 

it’s always gotta be a perfect relationship or else they’re gonna fuck it up and kill someone off. there’s no such thing as a breakup or anything, it’s always two extremes. adn you know, the never showing any gay shit but keep giving us straight sex scenes. i don’t really want any sex scenes that aren’t fade-to-black.