#uuuaaaaghhh holidays always have this effect on me where i can’t tell if i’m real or not
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welcome to “i don’t feel alive Friday”! next get ready for “i don’t feel alive Saturday” and “the rest of the week”!
#uuuaaaaghhh holidays always have this effect on me where i can’t tell if i’m real or not#i stay in bed all day without any strength nor motivation to do anything. i don’t even have strength to eat or play games#sometimes i don’t even have energy to watch a video so i just lay down and do nothing. sometimes i fall asleep#wakes up at 3pm: proceeds to not feel real the rest of the day: fall asleep at 4am: repeat#during work weeks i feel like i’m going to die if i don’t stop soon and during breaks i feel empty#i guess i must feel empty all the time. it’s just that during work weeks my brain gets busy#things are bad but they’re not terrible but also they’re not good and scary but also i��ve never felt so loved but also so lonely#i’m just confused constantly and just don’t feel like i’m real or that anything’s real. i feel like i’m just dissociating constantly#sorry for venting if anybody sees this. hope you’re having a better time
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