#usually i'm not like. i get worried w being too affectionate actually idk why if
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good morning zzz 🫶🏼 ( i hope you all have a good day btw hehe )
#🌙.rambles#not morning anymore n i woke up like nearly 2 hours ago now#out w my family c:#GODDAMN I'M LIKE RLLY SLOW ON SLEEP BUT.#BUT#i'm doing really well rn!!??!?!!#keeping contact w ppl is rlly hard for me ngl but#w one of like#sigh it feels so freeing n it really just#when i can be openly affectionate 🥹 it's just platonic w her though n#usually i'm not like. i get worried w being too affectionate actually idk why if#i fit under someone's like yk preferences even if i personally don't think anyone wld like me but STILL#but they're female n#ffxiv rlly helps me in opening up to others n#while we only rlly started talking more ever since late october we've known each other ever since late june hehe#we write a lot of like. long messages to each other#once i break down the pressure of like being too little or too much then i rlly can be so much more#sometimes tho i rlly just get anxious 🥹 nothing personal i probably get rlly shy for some reason but it's nothing bad#when i ramble.. i really ramble a lot even tho w others typically i'd be more of a listener :<#i feel a lot more free when i can like really let out like. be rlly kind n affectionate#bcs i really do mean it n i really just want to let the ppl i love know how much i love them 😭😭 BUT I REALLY LIKE.#GET WORRIED IF I'M TOO MUCH#that said though their reply this morning rlly made me happy#they were the first one to start asking questions so we cld get to know each other better so i thought i'd ask some of my own!#probably not your typical questions but i'm rlly just curious about it for everyone like. ideal world#thinking about it makes me rlly happy hdjkgksjfs#shoutout to apollo rn ig they're looking over at my phone N JUST HUGGED ME AAA I LOVE MY TWIN SO MUCH THEY'RE SO CUTE 🥺#it's like 1 am now n i took like 30 minutes writing this#i like how i look today :p that lifts my mood too hehe#n writing sm last night made me think again of my original story hmmm >< ILL WORK MORE ON THAT HDJDKFKS IM RLLY HAPPY RN
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