#usually i operate on a constant state of nothingness and emptyness which is tolerable. if not good for my body
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life is tolerable again i have a treat (the new iced vanilla berry redbull flavor i am extremely excited to try as i have not yet)
#depression so bad every movement hurts#this is a dark outside thing though but i will take pain over the worse option which haunts my brain space every year#i hope i feel better tomorrow because i need to go somewhere#usually i operate on a constant state of nothingness and emptyness which is tolerable. if not good for my body#as the lack of happy fun time chemicals can degrade your brain functions over time and it messes with your body#but i was more worried about the increased risk of brain degradation over time so thats what i know more about#neuroscience is v v important to me as someone with neurodivergence#ever so slowly retraining myself to feel again but it takes time#sisyphean task moment#not a horse#you can have a peak into my psyche as a treat
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