#use me abuse me

[roadkilllangel]

[inkskinned]

having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!

there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.

[roadkilllangel]

[babygirl-lovesyou]

This is why men are funny idk why but this would be so fun😭i wanna go with them and do anything.. from the moment we go out they do some crazy stuff and then I get gang banged by the whole friend group😔💞 what a time to be alive(please one day)

[simplyme3d3]

Just hanging out 🥰

[shaylene-the-praline]

pretty little toy 🤍

[yourcorruptdad]

using sluts as living fleshlights is super lovely. tying them up to the chair, because a toy can't move. gagging their mouth, because obedient toys are quiet. overstimulating them, because their orgasms don't matter.

[dumbdykedog]

god if i dont get dicked down and used soon im gonna lose my mind i feel like im in heat

[bunnygirlypop]

wanna suck them for me 🍒

[myperfectvictim]

"Easy, baby" as I push your thrashing torso back to the ground. My hand prying between your legs before you cease all movement. Frozen in place like a helpless doll. Your lips, and loud whimpers trapped beneath my palm, all you can do is listen. "Let me show you how sick you are."

[apollos-olives]

before october 7th this blog was a meme page btw.

[bioethicists]

it's very important to understand how a personality disorder diagnosis functions in the psychiatric system, even if you identify with the diagnosis or find it useful.

personality disorders on your medical record will be used to discredit anything you say or do. they indicate "don't bother listening to this person; apply treatment regardless of their wishes but also they're probably manipulating/attention-seeking so maybe don't bother treating them". needing support becomes attention-seeking. behaviors that would be treated + supported in someone without this diagnosis are ignored or treated as manipulative. providers are instructed to "withdraw warmth" (a real thing in the DBT provider's manual, btw) in response to self-injury or suicidal ideation.

if you have been dx'd with a personality disorder professionally, you likely understand this.

now, here's the important part: this is not an issue of 'stigma' against a politically neutral, pre-discursive True Disease which is being Unfairly Maligned. these diagnoses were formulated based on the idea that some patients cannot be trusted, that some patients seek care too much. they are applied to patient charts as a justification for withdrawing care or as a dismissal of someone "not getting better" fast enough. in the uk, they are often employed by the nhs to shame or problematize people who use large amounts of nhs resources, arguing that receiving a lot of care through the nhs is a negative behavior stemming from a disordered personality.

there are elements of personality disorders which resonate strongly with many people, including myself, but you need to be clear-eyed about the origins + functions of this diagnosis. as a whole, they were created + function as ways to discredit + mistreat noncompliant or "difficult" patients. 'reclaiming' them is not going to change how they function systematically- it is going to make it easier to engage in this systematic neglect by evoking 'ableism' or 'stigma!' when people question the utility or application of the diagnosis.

[roadkilllangel]

[babygirl-lovesyou]

READ PLEASE!

♡ Hello💞 this is my first time doing something like this but i hope i reach the right audience 😚

♡ First of all, im selling, im not much of a talker, but I'd love to see what you guys like to do so maybe a few chats!

♡ I've read a little about how things are done but i will use cashapp and a few rules.

♡ No begging, no asking for previews(i post enough previews) anddddd most importantly. If i block you, dont use an alt.😊 easy right?

Yes i have good girl parts if you think im trans lol

Anyways! Few things i do,

♡ 5$ for a D rate(or boobs/pussy if youre a girl)

♡ 7$ for 2 pics

♡ 10$ for 10 minutes of sexting

♡ 15$ for 5 pics

♡ 17$ for a video(ill send a link for you)

♡ 21$ for 10 pics

♡ 30$ for 2 videos(+2 free pics)

I TAKE GIFTCARDS(ill choose what gift card if you want to use these for my content)

I will not be doing customs yet because i want to get used to the whole selling things first💞😚

Heres a lil pic incase youre wondering if im worth it🫶🏻

[shaylene-the-praline]

🤍🍬🤍🍬

[spyroz]

if anyone needs help identifying things that can become moral scrupulosity OCD obsessions/compulsions, heres a list of some i've experienced:

rereading your posts/texts over and over

checking your notes and/or followers list frequently to "make sure" bad actors aren't interacting with you

checking OP's blog before interacting with posts

compulsively opening a social media tab to look at your notifs and then closing it, over and over

fearing ways that things you say/do (or don't do) could be taken in bad faith. being anxious that your words/actions will be misconstrued as morally wrong, bigoted, rude, or aggressive

feeling guilty or obsessing over whether you should or shouldn't have reblogged a post

feeling like you aren't "allowed" to disengage from online discourse or unfollow people who post it

fearing you're being stalked, talked about, or called out behind your back. fearing you'll never be forgiven and that people might even celebrate your disappearance or death, even though you havent done anything wrong

searching your own name/username to see if anyone is actually talking about you

imagining defenses you would make against nonexistent heinous accusations or arguments against you, to prove that you didnt do it

feeling like you have to roll over and become a doormat when others are cruel to you, because it could cause strife if you do anything other than grovel or apologize

having trouble enforcing your own boundaries out of fear that they are somehow "wrong" or unethical

ending up surrounded by people who have all the "right opinions" but are super mean and unpleasant, and make you feel like you have to walk on eggshells

fearing that just HAVING moral ocd makes you a bad person somehow (for example, i often fear that having moral ocd is somehow pushing a 'stranger danger' or misanthropist agenda, even though i actually have a lot of faith in my fellow humans)

some of these bullet points are not inherently bad on their own, but if you find yourself having this kind of anxiety very often, that's not normal, and it's time to get offline or even seek professional help if it's impacting your life

this list is catered to how online culture influences moral scrupulosity, it is not indicative of how everybody's moral scrupulosity functions, and it is not exhaustive