#urgh don't look at the hands whyyyy

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Tokyo in April is … 4月の東京は… Ep 4

two days late because my piracy skills failed me, but

THIS FUCKING SHOW

it's so good and hurts me in so many targeted ways! I have a feeling that this episode, while not light, was the quiet before the storm. Can't wait.

rambling + a little bit of on screen text translation under the cut

I think I said this last week, but the way Ren asks for sex when he needs reassurance … ugh

GOD the eye covering scene, Kazuma is so gone on Ren and Ren is so ???? about it. (absolutely something that I bet translated from the corresponding manga panels absolutely beautifully)

the way Ren is mouthing words and not speaking-- urgh my FEELINGS

the socks look hand knitted, uuuurgh

oh no oh no

… that's right, you SAID don't get into each other's business, so whyyyy are you snooping? (I know, I know, plot reasons)

oh god he wanted to study medicine? or thought Ren did?

This says "University of Medicine" and then (in English) France and a couple of other country names. He really did try to figure out where Ren could've gone ;-;

man I love that we're finally getting Ren's side of the story.

oh NO they're both self-sacrificing idiots, oh no, oh NO.

this is why I keep yelling at folks to TALK to each other.

oh no, did Ren have to call the ambulance to that hotel? oh YIKES he would've been in so much trouble, poor baby

oh no

oh kiddo, oh KID. You didn't make him to do anything against his will, FUCK.

this is worse than I thought, he got kicked out?? oh god the poor kid

I'm one continuous mumbled "fuuuuuuuuuuuck" here

He really carried that all these years, huh.

Oh god Kazuma is so HAPPY when Ren doesn't push him away

I'd say I hope it all gets better from here on out, but I don't trust this yet

Ren being a Euro/US movie fan sort of tracks

the ice cream feeding was SO cute

Kazuma is so happy ;_; this super isn't gonna last, huh

oh god, THEY

that fucking Sanada AGAIN this is gonna go badly, I just know it

ooof the Furuya-thing is getting worse and worse -- sixteen cases, holy shit

they are so domestic and I love it but it HURTS

… YIKES the Sanada thing is building up to getting worse and worse, I'm willing to bet he assaulted or prepositioned coworker Usami and then got them into trouble/threatened them so they resigned. God, I hate this.