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One thing that I will say about me potentially bringing beej back (she says as she fills her drafts with posts about him) is the dynamic has to shift DRASTICALLY for it to work with the way I am now vs the way I was when I was obsessed with him
I was drawn to him because I had a desperate need to BE needed and his pathetic clinginess fit the bill, among other things like relating to his mother issues ๐ but im a healthier person now overall! And tbh I've never been happier in my life, with my partner, with everything ๐๐ I think in order for it to work he ALSO needs to improve and strive to be better and happier and idk...maybe that's beautiful!
I'm thinking maybe it's more of a slow burn because he really needs to learn how to be a FRIEND first before he can be in a healthy romantic relationship. So I'm imagining after he's had some time to reflect on his mistakes from the musical he ends up in me and my partner's house and we just...hang! We play games and watch movies and fuck around and he has a silly rivalry with my partner and he's given the opportunity to just BE happier and eventually down the line it just becomes something a little more โบ๏ธ
#jane journals#self insert talk#๐ชฒ breather and the beast ๐ง#updated ship taaaaag#am i gonna bother to retag all my old posts? FUCK NO#if u want some more context to my history w him its the same thing just with no emojis ๐๐#ourghh this ended up being more sappy than i thought itd be > w <#but idk its just smth i was thinking about!!#also my partner just interjected that its probably that they were just TRYING to summon a demon ๐๐#LIKE NOW THATS KILLING ME#beej having his little spiritual journey and reflecting in the void and suddenly hes poofed into the home of two hot ppl#his favorite thing#but yeah ourgh youll see that in the queue now and then!! :3#ive got it filled for the whoooole week while im on vacation with ruby โบ๏ธโบ๏ธโบ๏ธ#so ill be off and on!! i love you guys!!!#ill be taking pictures and stuff
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