#updated 4.19.25

[fuglyjeans]

About

hi I'm Hannah! Im 30, lesbian with the best partner @zombiepuke and we have 3 cats Herbert, Yogurt, and Dakota. I'm catkin but I'm still pretty shy to say that tbh please don't bully me! I'm inspired by cats, punk/DIY/riot girl stuff, makeup, fashion, scifi, horror, pop stars and robots. I do have f/os and I love self-shippers and xreader fics, please feel welcome here if that's you :) Well, unless you're a minor because um no offense but I'm not interested in babysitting and I DO get nsfw here at times.

I studied illustration and graphic design in college, but I was quite mentally ill so here I am almost a decade later with nothing to show for it OOPS! I try to be kind to myself about it tho, I tried my best-- it's really just that the late stage capitalism hit me and my family trauma HARD. I'm also starting to think I'm on at least one spectrum..? So I work full time at my housekeeping job and try to be creative when I have the energy/time, usually by painting or writing. The goal is to put art on my main blog @mewnectarine. I also have an aesthetic side blog @mintypumpkin!

At the moment I'm rather focused on: The Monkey (2025 film)

I enjoy media critically, we exist in the context of all that came before us etc, I did not leave evangelical christianity to join another purity culture so uhhhh DNI I guess if you're into that kinda shit!

Characters who have my heart forever: Arthur Fleck (Joker), Jimmy McGill/Saul Goodman (Better Call Saul), Ellen Ripley (Alien), Bill Shelburn (The Monkey), Rebecca Bunch (Crazy Ex Girlfriend) and every Naruto character

Fave music: Miniature Tigers, Vampire Weekend, Beach Bunny, Chappell Roan, Bikini Kill, MCR, Don Broco, Nicki Minaj, Bjork, Mitski, Lemon Demon, Deftones, Punch Brothers, SZA [My Spotify profile]

Fave shows: Breaking Bad/Better Call Saul, Lost, Community, Crazy Ex Girlfriend, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Bojack Horseman, Steven Universe, The Leftovers, Midnight Mass, Naruto

Fave movies: Muriel's Wedding, I Saw The TV Glow, Call Me By Your Name, Sucker Punch, Sorry To Bother You, Alien, Signs, Whip It, Amelie [My letterboxd]

Fave books: Their Eyes Were Watching God, The Lord of the Rings, My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness, I Who Have Never Known Men, The Color Purple, The Well of Loneliness, The Handmaid's Tale

Fave video games: Kingdom Hearts series, The Sims 1 & 2, Stardew Valley, Rollercoaster Tycoon 2, Shadow of the Colossus

^these lists are not comprehensive!!! i contain multitudes^

[melystar48]

heya welcome to my absolutely FUCKED up blog!! ^^

⚠ TW for here: A LOT of swearing, some potential vents(with seperate tw in them), rants, gorey-ish art or very rarely sugg(NOT NSFW or 18+. I'm still a minor. Usually just swimsuits/revealing stuff!) Art. I have a few oc x canon ships so please beware of that if you don't like self ship or oc x canon

yeah stuff along those lines lmfao- ⚠

okay, onto the actual introductions >x3

☆٭*•. ~ you may call me lily(irl name), mely, or crys 💙

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any but he/they highly prefered lmao.

gender fluid (⚠ i have issues with my gender dysphoria too. please don't make crude comments about stuff of that sort, it makes me uncomfortable ^^)

homosexual cupioromantic. questioning.

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷♡specialjewel's no. 1 fan confirmed/hj 😼😼 ᰔ

interests: space/astrology, pokespe, pokemon, yokai watch, kirby, pokepasta, art/drawing

music taste: tv girl, melanie martinez, stand alantic, odertari, heavy metal, jack stober, MSI, ect

⚠ again, im a minor so no NSFW/18+ stuff, PLEASE

DNI: Basic DNI criteria, anbody over the age of like average grandparent age pls unless stated otherwise (close friends and irls are fine. Just not randoms.), NSFW/18+/p0rn/k1nk accounts, it's fine if you like a few posts but don't follow me/excessively interact at some point pls <3

Ect

1st sideblog: @specialjewelceo (daily specialjewelshipping >3< ʚɞ)

2nd sideblog: @soul-ofsilver (silver roblr/roleplay askblog)

3rd sideblog: @grated-flesh (pokepasta blog #1)

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I'M ADOPTING ALL OF SILVER NATION (my mutuals......shdhdheheh) MWEHHEHEHEHEHEHE

📆 birthday: 04 . 08 🌙

!!! huge space/astrology enthusiast 🪐

discord: @ melystar48

tiktok: @ melystar.48

pinterest: ask for link.

./`\.٭./`\.•✧. (Supposed to be a star bouncing 💀 how do people make emoticons oml....)

~‼️ TAGS ‼️~

art tag: #melystar48 ⭐

ykw au series: #BLOODY ASHES

daily crystal: #crystal days

pokepasta tags: #SKULLS' PEAK , #skulls peak pokepasta , #skulls peak creepypasta, #skulls peak silver #skulls peak crystal

rant/yapping tag: #lily rants

answers/inbox: #lily answers shit & # (insert user/anon)

#DON'T STEAL MY GODDAMN ART = this was just a random tag i made, but it contains almost all of my art on here unlike my actual tag, that's just the art since I've made that tag lol)

#silvercopter tumblr family status = this post makes it make sense, but it's just a half-assed online degenerate family rp i guess

okay bye ily lol

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UPDATES:

3.8.25: 1:made post,

2:added DNI cause i forgot...sobsob,

3:added discord

3.14.25: added silver blog + adopting silver nation

3.15.25: added silvercopternation family's tag thingy

3.16.25: added grated-flesh blog + it's tags

4.19.25: updated discord user, added tt & pin

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