#update: these people are soooooo good at their jobs (sarcasm)
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Trying to use a hotline for the first time in like 5 years even though I have zero faith in such systems out of sheer desperation wish me luck
#my not so subtle way of saying 'hey shit is dire but maybe I'll be fine if these people are actually any good at what they're doing -#- but if not its winter and at the current temperature I'm guaranteed to die in less than an hour if I choose to leave the house and not -#- look back. so if you're one of the people i told to reach out to me here if needed (such as my ex) if i don't ever get back to you -#-this is why'#without making a full blown suicide note post because that's CRINGE!!! (talking about my own past behavior)#anyway maybe I'll be fine FULLY up to if these people can actually provide solutions#but no one ever has been able to so. lol. we'll see#at least it won't take too long to die if they can't. sigh.#anyway as i said Spencer if you try to reach out and see this - *shrug emoji*#update: these people are soooooo good at their jobs (sarcasm)#quick summary is they asked what i had hoped to get out of the hotline. i had said insight I didn't have. i said someone who could hear my -#situation and genuinely tell me it's going to be okay. that I'm going to be okay#something the people ive been closest to havennt been able to tell me honestly#and they said they can't. they can't say it's going to be okay#and i started bawling again#so I'm done
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Get To Know Me
@iamstartraveller776 Thanks for tagging me! 💙💙
Part I
Are you named after anyone: A mythological figure. My mum keeps saying she wanted me to be like her, but I turned out to be the exact opposite.
When was the last time you cried: Watched a movie yesterday and someone died in it 😅
Do you have kids: No.
Do you use sarcasm a lot: Too much sometimes.
What's the first thing you notice about people: Shoes, I think.
What's your eye colour: Chocolate brown.
Scary movies or happy endings: Both. I get freaked out by horror movies, but most of the time I can't get rid of the morbid curiosity.
Any special talents: ... idk? I write. And my mum says I do arts & crafts well. I can sing too.
Where were you born: SE Asia.
What are your hobbies: Writing and reading. Watching documentaries. I'd say sports too, but it's like my life so...
Have any pets: No. I'm kind of terrified of keeping one and afraid of most animals. I did used to have two fighting fish for a week when I was 11 but we let them into the river.
What sports do you play/have you played: Track, basketball, football (soccer), badminton. Used to be in a marching band, but we don't have bands and it's just a marching competition between houses. All of this for extra-curriculars. Chess is considered sport here, so that too.
How tall are you: 165 cm.
Favourite subject in school: English Literature.
Dream job: Idk honestly. I'd love to be an author but it'd be nice to become an interior designer too.
Part II
First ship: Robin x Starfire, Teen Titans.
Three ships: Loki x Jane Foster, MCU; Tom Riddle x Hermione Granger, HP; Adi x Vicky Walker, Heaven's Secret.
Last (current) song: Crazy In Love, cover by Sofia Karlberg.
Last movie: Some Indian movie. The one I cried for, yeah.
Currently reading: Nothing really. But if I was, it would be from my Wattpad library. Oh, and visual novels, after they update.
Currently watching: Remington Steele. It's soooooo good.
Currently consuming: Me thinks it's time for some tea.
Currently craving: Sleep. And cooler weather. It's fracking hot.
No pressure tags @finnismyoriginalsin @ancientflight @justarandomgirly and anyone else!
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