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nandermoenthusiast · 6 years ago

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an update: i have two days worth of study left, and then ill be done with my exams forever. i am honestly in shock at the concept that after this, i will never have an exam again (except for the bar exam but THATS DIFFERENT OKAY) ..... anyway this last exam has been so hard on me. i put life on hold this year, i put my happiness on hold until i could finish my thesis, until i could finish studying this one humongous exam that seemed to just never end. today for the first time in a long time i woke up and didnt feel my stomach knotted up with anxiety. sure i still have a lot to do tomorrow and the day after (and the morning after that bc jackpottt the exam is at 2.30 pm i love this lady whos letting me NOT wake up at 6 am im order to revise). sure maybe my anxiety will be back tomorrow but today has been a day with a little bit of hope for the future. where i can look over at the weekend, and finally, finally make plans to go out with friends i havent seen in so many months

#im just happy its gonna finally be over soon #then ill have to smooth out my thesis a bit like put in some pictures and whatnot #and prepare a presentation #so thats stressful #cause in italy we dont do presentations we just dont #up until you graduate uni. then theyre like.....you know how to use powerpoint right?? and im like....uhh....maybe i did at 10 #but after all this time you bet i cant now...luckily my bf is gonna help me with this #anyway yeah thats gonna be stressful but its not gonna be learning by heart 300 chemical structures most of which look very similar #and all 300 uses and side effects and peculiarities #plus like 15 syntheses with how the moluecules move around #and for every class of pharmaceuticals like....how they bound chemically to the receptor and what sort of #metabolism they have and how theyre sumministrated....like god. this exam took literal months of no fun to prepare #if i have to format a thesis and build a power point. at least after i can watch an episode of the 100 or go have an aperitivo w my friends #wtf no wonder ive been so sad lately...but this is all gonna change #thankfully though one thing: ive slept 8 hours consistently during these 2 last months #usually im shit at managing my sleep but with the constant reminder to get up at 9 am every day. and be sharp too bc i need to study #it really fixed my sleep schedule and im happy to know im capable of this kind of regularity. although i will miss my rowdy days #but btw i will most definitely fuck this up this summer cause my bar exams in november so after i graduate im just gonna party nonstop #bc then ill actually have to work and......yuck that ages you up 10 years. but sooner or later (later for me lmao im so old)#we all gotta start grinding that money for the capitalistic gods. and also start living more healthy etc etc all those things that make u #a boring adult person lmfao #text pots #anyway!!!!!!! i ranted for 15 minutes better get to sleep if i wanna do all anticoagulants done tomorrow morning!!!!!

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