#until they just collapse from exhaustion and we're like oh shit what why is that a feature
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interesting deltarune fic idea. does the SOUL feel bodily cues from Kris? probably not right? what would happen if the SOUL just has Kris doing stuff for days straight without food or rest? what happens when the SOUL pushes Kris to a limit we can't feel?
#i imagine if we just. dont let kris sleep. they'd seem fine for a while#until to us it feels like their body isn't as responsive#maybe it's lagging or something. right? cuz it's just a game they aren't real lol#until they just collapse from exhaustion and we're like oh shit what why is that a feature#alternatively#we just don't feed kris. and since their brain can't tell their body it needs to take it easy and eat#we just keep controlling them#until the Side Effects begin#and when they walk weird abd keep tripping and struggle to get up we're like ''wtf is up with this game''#nutdealer posting#kris#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#kris dr#the soul#the player#the soul deltarune#the player deltarune#the soul dr#the player dr#fic ideas#fic prompt
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Him (40’s stucky)
{ rb is great, but do not repost somewhere else without credit to me. do not steal my work }
originally posted on Wattpad. you can find my whole collection of stucky one-shots there. username is @/thatenbywitch107
wc: 1,437
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"I'll be back," Bucky said, ruffling Steve's hair. "Don't worry."
"Bucky, it's war. I have a right to worry."
The newly drafted soldier tried to fake a smile, but his boyfriend saw right through it. Luckily, he had the perfect thing to cheer him up.
Steve pulled a small metal object out of his pocket. He held it out to Bucky, who took it.
"What's this?" he said, inspecting it. It was a seemingly blank dog tag, save for three symbols pressed into the metal: S + B.
"Do you like it? I figured a picture of me would be too risky, and this way, you can make up any girls name that starts with S—,"
He was cut off by Bucky crushing him in a hug. Steve tried to hold the tears back but gave up when he heard Bucky sniffling. They held each other as they broke down. Bucky pressed his nose into Steve's hair, eyes squeezed shut. He hated crying, but it was an almost inevitable action. In a few minutes, he would be leaving the best part of his life behind to fend for himself in a city full of danger and disease. Meanwhile, he would be off fighting in a war that he didn't actually want to fight, with a slim chance of returning.
"Bucky... you need to go."
He shook his head profusely. "No..."
"Buck," Steve's voice cracked. "I'll be okay."
The brunette shook with emotion, but slowly pulled out of the embrace. He tucked the tag into his front pocket before turning back to Steve. He held his face in his hands. The couple shared a kiss mixed with salty tears.
Bucky pulled away only slightly, so that their lips still brushed when he spoke. "I love you, Stevie."
"I love you, too, Bucky."
///
He tucked behind a tree. Knowing his chances of survival were close to none, Bucky pulled out the dog tags that were tucked beneath his uniform. He ran his fingers over the extra tag on the chain, feeling the gentle bumps of the 'S + B'.
A bullet flew by, mere inches from Bucky's ear. He aimed his gun, but another soldier in his unit put a hand on his arm and shook his head.
"It's not worth it, Barnes. We're surrounded."
Hesitantly, Bucky lowered his gun to the ground. He held up his hands in surrender, as did the remaining soldiers of the 107th.
///
He was tossed into a dark, muddy cell with several of his comrades.
"We'll get out of here, men. Don't worry," Bucky said, trying his best to be a leader. He clutched the dog tags in his hand.
Yet months went by, and one by one, the men were dragged off. They never returned. Bucky spent his time reading and re-reading the words and numbers on his tags, spending extra time on the one from Steve.
This went on until one day, a German soldier approached the cell. He looked around until he landed on Bucky. He pointed. "You. Up."
///
When Bucky awoke, he was cold and in pain. He tried to sit up, but a strap over his chest and arms pinned him down.
Looking around him, he found that he was in a lab room of some sort. It was dark, so he couldn't make out much, but he seemed to be alone. That didn't last long.
A door clanged open, and three men walked in. Bucky didn't recognize any of them. They spoke amongst each other in German, before one walked up to the table that Bucky laid on. He was a rather short, middle-aged man, with round glasses.
"Trial number 310," he spoke in a thick accent, reading off of a clipboard. "James Buchanan Barnes, 26. Good history of health. Let's hope this one works."
He squinted when a bright lamp above the table was switched on. Before he could realize what was happening, a needle was pressed into his foremen. Within two minutes, he was passed out.
Apparently, "this one" did work, because Bucky remained on that table for another two weeks. At various points in the day, he was poked, prodded, and injected. They didn't always put him under for the tests. When those times came, Bucky forced himself to remember, despite the hunger and pain eating away at him. He ran through what he had memorized; his ID numbers, his full name, his station. Most importantly, he remembered Steve.
Steven Grant Rogers. 25, born and raised in Brooklyn. The best damn artist I've ever known. My boyfriend.
Steven Rogers. Brooklyn. Artist. Boyfriend.
Steve. Artist. Boyfriend.
Steve. Boyfriend.
Steve.
Steve?
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He mumbled the codes. He had long since forgotten what they meant, but he knew they were important.
S. That one letter rang out in his mind, but he didn't know why.
The metal door swung open once again.
No. No, not again, he thought. One more round and I'll forget him completely. S- Steph? Sam?
But his confusion shifted when he saw the man that approached the table this time. He was different, but familiar.
That's not him, is it? No, it can't be—
"Bucky?"
Oh, shit, it's him.
"S- Steve? Steve."
The blond undid the straps and helped Bucky off the table. He took in his boyfriend, although he couldn't quite believe what he was seeing.
Steve spoke first. "I thought you were dead."
"I thought you were smaller."
The world was at war around them, but the reunited couple stood there, smiling like twitterpated idiots.
"Steve," Bucky cried as he collapsed into his boyfriend's impressive biceps. What the hell happened to the skinny kid he had left behind?
"I've got you, Buck. I'm here." Steve pressed a kiss to Bucky's forehead. "Can you walk?"
"Um—,"
Steve scooped him up anyways. "We need to go."
He ran out of the room with his exhausted boyfriend in his arms. Bucky rested his head against Steve's chest.
"I missed you, Stevie."
Steve glanced down, his expression warm and full of emotion. "I missed you, too, Bucky."
He kissed his forehead once more before continuing at full speed out of the building, and back into the battle.
///
*One week later*
Side by side, they walked into the base. There was applause was the other soldiers realized what was going on.
Agent Carter and Colonel Phillips approached them. As Steve filled them in, Bucky glanced around. Something about the cheering bothered Bucky. None of these men gave a damn about Steve before he got all big and strong. And then all of the sudden, he was a celebrity.
"Hey!" he yelled. "Let's hear it for Captain America!"
And there it was, even louder this time. This support was for Captain America, not Steve Rogers.
Bucky stepped forward so that he was right next to Steve. He took his hand, causing Steve to turn his attention back to him. They shared an affectionate smile.
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Later that day, Steve and Bucky were alone in a private cabin. Steve had explained their relationship to Peggy and she had sorted it all out.
They sat on the couch in their favorite cuddling position, with one straddling the other, arms wrapped around each other. Except this time, their usual roles were swapped. For one, Bucky was now smaller than Steve, so it made more sense. Two, Bucky needed a little extra comfort. It had only been a week since he got out of the torturous room.
So, Bucky sat on Steve's lap with his face nestled in his neck. They were both exhausted, so Bucky simply placed slow, lazy kisses on Steve's soft skin. In return, Steve traced his fingers up and down Bucky's back.
"How are you feeling, doll?" Steve asked.
"Like I just came back from hell." They were quiet for a moment. "Steve?"
"Mhm?"
"I just want you to know, that you're the most important person in my life. I don't think I would've survived back there if I didn't have thoughts of you keeping me alive. You're a hero to the whole country now. I don't know exactly what this means for us, but I do know that... that even before, when you were skinny little Steve... you were my hero. I don't think I tell you often enough how much I appreciate you."
Steve hugged Bucky even tighter. "I won't let anything happen to you again, or to us. I'm with you till the end of the line."
#bucky barnes#bucky#sebastian stan#steve rogers#stucky#winters children#emerie’s unhealthy obsessions#emeriewritessometimes#steve x bucky#pre serum steve#steve and bucky#steven grant rogers#james buchanan barnes#marvel one shot#marvel fanfiction#stucky oneshot#stucky fanfic
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Guren ichinose x reader
Warnings:18+ smuuutttt all the way ,enemies to lovers, Light degradation
The Guren squad and the y/n squad were always around each other since you had the same amount of ability if it wasn't guren’s squad getting called it was your squad but this ended up leading to a rivalry between the two squads mostly between you and guren
you woke up on a cloudy but beautiful morning the weather was cool and breezey you look at your alarm clock just to see how you are about to be LATE to the very very very boring meeting but none the less you had to go you dash to sloppily put on your clothes shove a granola bar into your mouth you attend the meeting ten minutes late you slowly open the door as to not get caught. but stupid guren decides to call you out ”finnaly you show up you look like a bus just hit you” ” shut up stupid guren at least I don't Ditch” ”what did you say y/n”guren sais as he grabs your messy collar. as you grab his collar ” you Heard me” the Vatican clears his throat you and guren tilt your heads and slowly sit down  you got called for a mission in Nagoya after you leave the meeting your squad and guren squad we're outside you wish your squad mates a good morning you look at guren squad and say ”ha stupid guren my squad got called I guess I’m better”
Your squadmates rolled their eyes at your smart ass remark ”in your dreams y/n” it was quite obvious to everyone that you had feelings for each other you walk away with your squad to get ready for the Nagoya mission the next day. in your head you curse at yourself for going to sleep at 3 am because you haven't been able to get guren out of your head but you would never admit that to yourself you say goodbye to your squad mates after a long day of preparations and walk to your room and see guren walking to his room ”why are you out so late guren””oh y/n I just can't sleep”guren’s eyes softly look at your red features he continues ”are you okay do you have a fever your so red ” you hastily reply oh no I um feel f-fine he reply ok then with his own red cheeks you both fast walk to your rooms that happen to be right across from eachother
You close your bedroom door and launch yourself to your bed you fall asleep instantly from your exhaustion. you fell asleep earlier than usual so you woke up at the perfect time you brushed your hair and teeth and put on your uniform the right way so you looked like a whole snack and no bags under your eyes you just looked absolutely breathtaking you and your squad headed to Nagoya after you were done killing some vampires you saw an old cafe you and your mother used to go to when you were little in your head you told your mother ”look mom look what I found ” you and your squad sat in the intact coffee tables in the front you were fine until one of your female squad members asked ”so y/n do you like guren ” you go red as a tomato
”Well um eh ”you cover your cheeks and nod yes like it was on cue every one starts gushing ”omggg y/n I knew it ”after a while you get over your self and tell everyone we have to go back you and your squad goes back to the dorms you go back to your room and your squad stays in the lobby you run to your room and lock your self in and try to go to sleep and guren heads to the lobby and overhears your squad talking about how you confessed to liking him as he realises one of your squad members sees him and said ”oh shit” the other tilt their heads and think the same thing he just said .
Guren pretends to not hear what they said and they fall for it he fast walks to his room as he is about to open his door he stops and looks at your door and slowly walks to it and knocks you open your door not expecting guren he grabs your wrist and pushes you to the end of the room he knows that this Isn’t a very gentlemanly thing to do things but it’s the only way to get you to confess he pins you to the wall by the wrist you try to struggle out of his hold he kisses you during your kiss he let's go of your wrist and pulls away he looks at. You and thinks ”oh shit I messed up I got carried away but I couldn’t help myself while he's inside of his head you kiss him back passionately the kiss turns into a make-out and your hands start to wander guren grabs your wrist again and pins them to the wall ”pretty girl don't get ahead of yourself you might regret it” he leans down and makes marks all over your neck he grabs your waist and pushes you to your bed he removes his moon demon company coat and gloves and shirt leaving his fit toned body exposed
Your eyes turn from Soft to clouded With lust his eyes are hungry for you you take of your top”wow no bra what a little slut” he starts kissing you from the neck and slowly goes down once he gets to your pants he groans and pulls them off of you he stares at the wet patch on your underwear and Lets out a deep hum ”your this wet just from me kissing you” ”yes just for you” your bold ness makes him impossibly harder” oh yeah pretty girl”he rips of your underwear in one swoop. It was your favorite but you didn't care he picked up your riped panties and brought them up to his nose making you even more wet as you were destracted the inserted two fingers into your cunt and stretched you out so deliciously to prepare for his thick member you let out a beautiful High pitched moan he couldn’t take it anymore and in one second shoved himself inside you your cunt squeezed him and begged him to move ”shit you're so fucking tight are you really that desperate ” you couldn't respond from how full you were guren grabs your neck
And stares at you coldly ”yes daddy you fill me up so good” just from your words he set of a brutal pace pressing you into the matress”your little pretty pussy takes me so well but I'm not ah-shit until your screaming my name ” he said through gritted teeth his cock is perfectly tilted upwards that it kisses your cervix deliciously he starts going faster and faster your core getting right and your eyes tearing ”pretty girl ah- I want you to come with daddy -shit ””yes daddy fill me up please”he trusted deep almost reaching your womb a sudden pleasure washed over you taking over your body and contorting your face”omg baby you look so beautiful when you cum” he guided you through your high
After you came down from your high he kept pumping fast to get his in a flash you Felt him release ”baby I'm going to fill you up ””fuck you are so good shit”He quickly pulls out and collapses next to you and pushes you to his chest you have post-sex cuddles then he gets up gets a wet towel and clean you and himself up you guys get dressed comfortably when you cuddle together in your bed ”so will you be my girlfriend ”” of course you dummy” he leans down and gives you a loving kiss you fall asleep in his arms
The next day you wake up late you both dash to get ready and leave your room hand and hand everyone finally relieved that you guys got together

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kamaboko squad w. lazy!strong! s.o hcs 🔥⚡🐗
requested by @gaukhar-ghost
this all happened at the battle against the lower moon 5 and his family 🕷🕷🕸🕸
I tried to create these scenes so male and female can be (y/n) ^_^
T A N J I R O
tanjiro could not move. the threads of the lower moon 5 is coming in hot and he just used all his final energy on performing the hinokami kagura dance. not only that, nezuko was exhausted to the fact that she would not move. Tanjiro thought, was this the end? Would I never get to say "I love you" to (y/n) again?
tanjiro had told you to stay at a safe spot since you whined about going into such a dirty and dark forest which already smells bad from standing near it. he allowed you to stay outside so that you would not feel uncomfortable and would stay safe. but at this point, that ongoing 6th sense you were born with, otherwise as tanjiro would say, gifted with, awas shaking like mad and would not keep still. this worried you alot. like ALOT. you could not put your finger onto, and therefore, you reluctantly dashed into the forest and used your senses and instincts to guide where your lover is.
you could not believe your eyes upon your arrival, the threads was coming in hot at tanjiro, he looked so exhausted at this point. you had to keep your cool and slack-ish mood on. doing your best, eyes half lidded, you tired to make a smooth entrance, which you quite successfully performed.
"breath of ( ), first form:( )"
using your breath, you cool glided through the air as if stepping on invisible platforms before coming down and slicing all the threads with built up momentum in a heartbeat.
"what the-" the spider demon was shocked. he could not sense your presence, it was so calm and stoic he could sense no malicious intent. at least not until you showed up in front of him.
you looked at him through your (e/c) eyes, smirked, before using Breath of ( ), Third form: ( ), which diced his neck so small he could fill half a rice bowl with it.
Tanjiro glanced at you through tired eyes, but inside he was pounding with awe. the (y/n) who does not move an inch in missions just saved him? not only that she used such unique breaths ! "never judge a book by its cover" huh? before he collapse into deep slumber.
Z E N I T S U
Zenitsu followed behind you. Your movements were slow already and your lover followed even slower, into the deep dark forest fearfully. you tried to keep your composure calm and collected but it was nearly getting overthrown by either zenitsu's crying; annoyance otherwise the spiders which seems to be roaming around with a strange pattern; fear.
while you were noting down all these minute details, you heard an "ouch!" which nearly made you jump. a faint squeak was produced from you but zenitsu did not hear it as he was still screaming and crying. "pipe down Zen.. I'm only hear to accompany you not fight. as soon as you kill this demon we're getting out of this shitty, smelly-"
another ear piercing scream was produced by your lover. you were about to throw a punch at him when you looked at the direction he was looking and saw probably, the last thing you would ever want to see in this forest: a spider with a human head, bald and nearly the size of zenitsu's chest (heh)
*time skip to after the damned you story demon explained how zenitsu would turn into a spider and turn from dumb to dumber*
zenitsu could sense, or should I say,hear a sound coming from you which sounded like nails scratching on chalkboard. it was clear to him, that your patience has already been completely wiped out. Your face does not show it but internally, you were blazing with an anger like never before. you could only think of these few thoughts which continuously circulated within you:
how, how DARE thay demon. touch zenitsu. that filthy demon, smelling like shit and has a horrible attitude, targeted your lover and not you?
Your priority was zenitsu first and then you yourself. that's why whenever some thing targets zenitsu first, you would not have the patience to deal with it. before zenitsu could react and tell you to calm down, and say that it was going to be alright, you quietly said, while changing your aura from a constant calm, to an abrupt anger.
"breath of ( ), fifth form: ( ). Your movements were so swift and light at the same time. it cut through the demon when the demon could not even blink. the demon did not see or sense it coming, somehow. it was like a small breeze coming at his face. it felt so light and soothing. yet, it cut his neck without him noticing. small yet deadly.
while the demon was cursing, why he could not kill a midget like you, you mustered all your strength to lift zenitsu and carried him to find the kakushi and asking zenitsu to hear them at the same time. at least, not before you diced the demon's head to shut it up.
zenitsu started at you with shocked. (y/n) who does not really move and is always against getting her sword dirty just saved him. he stared at your back-to-stoic demeanour. he could only hear a peaceful sound coming from you as you carried him into the forest looking for kakushi or any pillars which can cure his hopeless little self.
I N O S U K E
As tanjiro got flunged away by the huge spider demon, also known as "dad", you had gone through the pros and cons. firstly, the fact that tanjiro got swung away meant you have one less person to look after. however, you just lost a manpower in the group..! you were quite in a lost. usually, tanjiro and inosuke would be fighting together but this time its just you and him. you and your lover: inosuke ..
now's not the time for that! you mentally scolded yourself. the moment you looked up, the demon was ready to come down with blow you skwre could bust your skull, your eyeballs squirt and your teeth fly out. if not for inosuke, who pushed you away as you tumbled onto the water with a splashed and your entire haori and hair drenched. you watched as the blow which could be hit you smashed on your love's back. here was no snap, thanks to him being a rough mountain boy, but however, inosuke's movements are stunned and were slower.
without resting, your lover turned around and tired to deliver a blow on the bastard Damon's head. he sliced it just by a little before the demon ran off cowardly into the forest and away from the lake you guy just battled on.
time skip to the moment where you guys found the demon. it was shedding it's skin. it was not only unsightly, it tried to kill you again. not that you'd mind though, as long as it does not go for inosuke and could buy him time to recover and deliver a blow on the damned spider demon-
again. inosuke pushed you away and the demon grabbed inosuke's head tightly.
"RUN..!" you could be sworn you saw his life flashing through his masked eyes. from the moment he was born to the moment he met you. why was he trying so hard to play hero? you thought. no. why, were you so unable to move. why? stop being a sloth and be who you really are.
at this point you were not having it. one thought led to another, " Breath of ( )! Third form:( )!"your blade moved so quickly and because you jumped from a tree which built up momentum while you were coming down with a blow, which completely sliced through the tough demon's head and through the neck, splitting the neck and head in half vertically.
before inosuke reached the ground, you caught him mid air while landing a step on the demon's corpse. inosuke was shocked. his (y/n) who never liked moving around and always moved slowly just killed a demon which he tried oh so hard to kill. he was amazed. you swore you could sense fuwa fuwa emotions from your man. but nevertheless, you made anmentsl note to always stay on alert so as to keep your lover from danger.
[201119 @writingiyuu]
#anime#kimetsu no yaiba#kimetsu anime#kimetsu manga#tanjiro komado#demon slayer tanjirou#tanjirou and nezuko#tanjiro x reader#kny zenitsu#zenitsuagatsuma#zenitsu kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer zenitsu#agatsuma zenitsu#zenitsu x reader#inosuke#inosuke hashiriba#inosuke kny#demon slayer inosuke#inosuke x reader#nezuko#nezuko x reader#nezuko kny#demon slayer nezuko
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Daily Blog #6: August 13, 2021
Okay, okay, I know it's a couples days later, but I can assure you that I did not forget; I purposefully, and kinda without a better option, didn't post on Friday, and you'll see why.
So the day started off pretty regularly: I got up, ate breakfast, got a shower, and then sat around playing games and watching YouTube for a bit.
That was until my friend showed up at my house...
He called me and said to come outside, so I did.
It wasn't long until I got into his car, and we started driving.
I definitely should have been more anxious or nervous heading out, but for some reason, I just sat there with my head absentmindedly poking out the window, not really thinking about it.
I really wish I had grasped the situation a little better.
We got down there after an hour and a half of driving and we parked a bit away because there were so many people there, so many people there, in fact, that we just got some food until it calmed down again.
It was gonna be a great fucking concert.
Hella Mega Tour 2021, originally supposed to be Hella Mega Tour 2020, but postponed for obvious reasons.
We shopped for a tiny bit beforehand, not buying anything, and then headed over to the stadium 45 minutes before the concert was set to start. We were let in about 10 minutes later, and we filled our contraband water bottles that we managed to hide on the way in.
We sat there for a bit, me just listening to music on my Redmi Buds 3 pro.
I love these things.
Pretty soon the music started, and it was The Interrupters; everyone was feeling pretty lazy for this bit.
It's not like they were bad or anything, they were actually pretty good, but I guess everyone was just getting situated and didn't wanna bother using up all of their energy lol.
So The Interrupters' set is up, and they tear down the stage and reset it. Before too terribly long, Weezer starts up, and there's a lot bigger reaction from the crowd than there was before: people knew the songs, like Africa, Buddy Holly, Beverly Hills, and Feels Like Summer to name a few.
I was getting into it a bit, I knew a good few of the songs, I was moving along, I sang a bit, took some video.
What's cool is that I could feel myself moving along the scale, like going from no excitement while no one was playing, then tapping my foot and grooving to The Interrupters.
When Weezer first came on, I was just sitting there like, "alright, this is good shit." Towards the end, I was quietly singing Buddy Holly, their last song for the night.
I say quietly because there was a lot more loudness to come.
I should add that, up until this point, the music had been kinda unbearably loud, the highs really piercing and hitting hard.
Additionally, up until this point, I had been trying my best to document the concert with videos and audio recordings; it wasn't so much about enjoying the concert, for I've always been taught just to record stuff and not worry about the concert.
I don't think I've ever really enjoyed any of the concerts I've ever been to; I was there, but I wasn't. I didn't really know too many of the songs, and I had only listened to the artists in passing, not to mention the fact that my mother had been at every other concert I've been to, which is stifling in itself. I really can't enjoy anything when she's around.
But here we were; it was starting to get dark, and Fall out Boy was coming onstage. The crowd was getting into it with Weezer, and it was time for Fall Out Boy. The energy here had far exceeded both Weezer and The Interrupters, and this went for me as well.
I was sitting there, singing along and still occasionally recording, but I didn't have my phone out too much. I started to dance in my seat with every song, for I knew almost every one: Sugar, We're Going Down, Centuries, My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark, Grand Theft Autumn/Where is Your Boy, The Last of the Real Ones, Save Rock And Roll, and Dance, Dance being a few.
Throughout this set, everyone was singing along, but the real fun had yet to begin; the scent of smoke from the flames and fireworks finding its way through the crowd, the music now strong instead of piercing, a sense of unity between everyone in this packed stadium, between people of all walks of life: men, women, children, transgender, cisgender, non-binary, gay, straight, lesbian, ace, black, white, Asian, Mexican, young, old, middle-aged, and everything in between and outside... It didn't matter who you were or where you came from; you were at a fucking party, and everyone was gonna fuck it up once the main act came on stage.
Meanwhile, everyone was more than happy to celebrate with Fall Out Boy and some of their greatest and most memorable tracks.
Part way through Fall Out Boy's set, I decided to get off of my ass and join the growing number of audience members who were really getting into the groove and feeling the music.
It was so close to becoming an explosion of energy once Fall Out Boy was about to leave the stage.
After they left, the set was torn down once again and set up for Green Day.
Their was a low mix of music playing through the speakers all the while things were being set up. Once the stage was set, the music continued for a bit, but was then cut and replaced with a voice and lyrics that everyone knew immediately.
"Is this the real life. Is this just fantasy."
The crowd sings along to every word.
"Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality."
Freddie's voice poured out into the crowd, and the crowd sang them right back.
"Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see"
The song continued, and the whole crowd sang to the very end.
This really goes to show how impactful some people and groups can be on our lives... Although no one at the show was connected to Queen or Freddie Mercury, everyone who came to see these 4 bands still knew this great group.
Once the song was over, a mix of some of the most famous rock anthems began to play:
"We will, we will rock you"
"I love rock and roll"
"Hey, Ho, let's go"
A glorious piece all lead up to the 4 running onstage, Billie Joe Armstrong, Jason White, Mike Dirnt, and Tre Cool, joined now by 2 new members, Jason Freese and Kevin Preston.
All at once, it was an explosion of strong and passionate guitar jamming, soon followed by the drums and vocals of American Idiot. All at once, the crowd was rocking along with bopping heads, stomping feet, and swaying bodies. I only had my phone out to record for a short moment before I put it away and scarcely removed it from my pants for the rest of the concert.
I couldn't help but feel cocky, as a bi/pansexual (idk which one lmao), being allowed to sing the line,
"Well maybe I'm the faggot America"
I was like, "You straight bastards better not be singing that line 🤣"
It was absolutely incredible; the crowd cheered passionately and wholeheartedly at the end of every song and solo, after every quote from the band.
The coolest part about the concert was the fact that everyone just lost themselves in the music, as well as that everyone, without hesitation, followed what Billie Joe said. He says jump? WE FUCKING JUMPED. He tells us to scream? We. Fucking. Screamed. And when he wanted us to sing, we sang. I mean, okay, we were singing the whole time xD. I'm sure we would've sang if he told us to and we weren't already doing so lmao. What he said was our law, and we were doing our jobs as the dutiful citizens of Suburbia by following those laws.
It really is hard to express the level of pure energy at this gathering, especially when it radiates from every point in the packed stadium.
I screamed so loud and hard, and sang so long and passionately, that my voice started to go. But. Guess. What.
When you're at a place like this, no matter what, you just have this insatiable urge to keep going no matter what. When my arm got tired of throwing my fist in the air, I kept fucking going and even used the other arm too.
It's such a strange feeling when you feel like you're about to give out, like your voice is gonna break, or you're gonna collapse from dehydration and exhaustion, but you find around you the strength and power to keep on going, no matter how quickly your vocal health deteriorates.
Ask my friend, I couldn't speak properly after that shit xD. He even threatened to send a video of me talking to my choral teacher, who honestly would have been mad at me lmao.
Meanwhile, Green Day is playing some of their greatest hits, old and new alike, and I knew every single fucking one of them. I sang every song, and only took a break between 2 of them to down my whole bottle of contraband water in 3 seconds flat.
At one point, the band stopped playing, and Billie spoke into the microphone.
"Get your pretty lights out. I wanna see the pretty lights."
Everyone got their phones out and turned the torches on, as per his command.
"Turn the house lights off."
The lights go off, and the stadium is lit up almost as bright as it had been before, but this time with the lights of thousands.
"Look at that."
It was honestly an incredible moment.
That brings me to another point: when you go to a concert, you're not just paying for the music, you're not just paying to see a band, you're paying for an experience.
Let me tell you, this was one hell of an experience.
If you don't leave a concert feeling fulfilled, then the performers didn't do their job of giving you the experience that you paid to be a part of. I'm so happy that these four bands, especially Green Day, were able to deliver.
I really did love every moment of that show, which is such a rarity for me. I'm really happy that my friend took my mother's place. I can't fucking enjoy everything when she's around.
Oh yes, it wouldn't be one of my daily blogs without me talking about how my mother consistently pisses me off. Don't worry, I have some happy shit left to end on.
I swear to fluff though, she always manages to ruin everything for me. When we went to see The Lion King on Broadway, she insisted on coming with. That meant that I wasn't able to relax in my seat because this disgusting woman was sitting next to me and I had to cram myself to the side of my chair away from her. It meant that I wasn't allowed to cry when Mufasa died or during Can You Feel The Love Tonight because I knew I'd get made fun of for it.
I even went to a Fall Out Boy concert before, her refusing to let me go myself, and I didn't sing a single song because she'd just tell me to let the professionals handle it.
And for fuck's sake, the time she compared me trying to fucking validate my existence as a trans person to her wanting a car... That will always fucking piss me off.
Sorry, I got sidetracked. I was talking about how she ruins everything for me.
I literally cannot be myself around her. I've always been judged and ridiculed by my parents, and still am. I can't enjoy anything when they're around because I'm too focused on trying not to get made fun of or yelled at.
That being said, that concert was absolutely fucking incredible. I was with thousands of people who felt the same way that I did, and I could fucking jam out if I wanted to.
Apart from everyone being really on top of their game, and Billie Joe basically not aging since he turned 25, the only really notable thing left to say about the performance was when they pulled a kid guitarist onstage. He played for a bit, and they ended up letting him keep the guitar lmao.
BEST PART IS:
I SAW THE KID AFTER THE CONCERT, AND I WAS LIKE,
"Omg, hey, can I get a selfie with you?"
I was trying to be really low-key and quiet cuz I didn't wanna draw too much attention to him lmao.
The security guard was like, "Yeah, sure, but hurry up."
I TOOK THE PIC REALLY QUICKLY AND THEN HEADED OUT
HERE IT IS
YES, OF COURSE I BLOCKED OUT MY FACE
But I absolutely love the vibes of this photo xD. It's blurry, the lighting is shit, and you can barely make out any details. It has a lot of character, and I would take this over a clean, clear photo any day.
Walking away, the kid's mom said, "You're like, the coolest kid ever now."
Agreed.
Then it was time to go home. Honestly, I didn't feel sad that it didn't last longer, or disappointed that I had to leave. I was actually very satisfied and fulfilled with what happened, which is honestly the way it should be.
Driving home, I stayed awake by sticking my arm out of the window and letting the cold rain hit fast like tiny needles.
I got home.
I passed out.
Although, that was technically on Saturday 🤔
ANYWAY, THIS IS MY LONG ASS BLOG FOR FRIDAY THE 13TH
I hope you enjoyed
Be good people!!!!
-Leonna
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TRINITY. (Queen Fanfiction)
Part 2 // PJ’s.
Summary: Margaret McCullugh comes to the realisation that her life is a total mess. After an argument she realises she’s had enough; she grabs her bags and runs away.
If you missed part 1 click here
Sunday // May 1970
I've been driving for hours now.
I don't know the time.
I don't even know where the fuck I am?!
I don't know where I'm going but I like that, I can go anywhere, anything can happen that can lead me into any direction, any place in the world.
While thinking this in my head I think god got the wrong idea about "anything happening" and deciding that a deer should show up out of no where leading me to crash into a fucking tree.
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A shooting pain ran up my neck as I saw stars all over the place as I opened my eyes. I tried to move my leg but I groaned in pain, I must've broke it or something.
Glass was stuck in my hair and had left cuts down my arm and in my cheek, I didn't want to touch it incase it went too deep but my arm was covered in little drops of blood.
I clicked my seatbelt off and got out the car limping my way to the back of the car.
The back of the car was a little flame slowly but surely getting bigger, I smelled gas from the from of the car.
"SHIT!" I shouted as I quickly got my suitcase out the car and dragged it away from the car. Groaning every time I put weight on my foot.
I wasn't able to get far enough away from the car when it exploded.
The blow making me fall onto the ground, I luckily fell onto my back with my suitcase covering my face so no flying bits of glass could hit my face or upper body.
Thank god I'm in the middle of nowhere or else I'd be in deep trouble.
I just stayed there for several minutes, on the cold ground; I didn't know if I had energy to get myself up. But one good thing out of it; the rain put the car fire out.
I took it slowly, I firstly moved my suitcase from my face and onto the ground next to me. I then sat up and looked at my mum's cat burning away.
Just as I thought things couldn't get worse; it starts to rain, and I mean rain like I've never seen before.
I crawled over to where a newspaper was sitting; sure it was soaking wet but maybe it would give me a hint of where the fuck I am. I bent down to pick up the news paper which was in the middle of this random isolated street.
It was a London Newspaper. I'm in London.
Fuck fuck I'm in London. I'm in the middle of nowhere, in London, in the pouring rain.
Eventually, I decided enough was enough and that I had to get some shelter before I died of pneumonia or some shit.
It took another good hour and half of walking, before I found shelter.
A small bar in the city of Kensington called PJ's.
By the time I made it near the entrance of the bar I was close to complete exhaustion, I was sore from all the cuts and the rain water wasn't helping, my foot was in complete agony. I couldn't walk another step without collapsing.
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Roger P.O.V
"Freddie that was amazing!" Mary cheered as she made her way over to Freddie.
"Well thank you darling." Freddie smiled gathering her up in a tight hug and kissing her.
"Well done love." heard Veronica say quietly to John as she sat down at the opened back of the van next to him.
"I still feel like we're missing something though?" Freddie added; nothing was ever good enough for Fred.
"I think I'm missing something too." I mumbled as I watched a hot girl walk by.
"Hey?" She stopped and looked at me with blushed cheeks, I winked at her before she walked away giggling to herself.
"Get your head out the gutter eh?" Brian suggested nudging my shoulder with his.
I wasn't listening to their conversation after that but instead lit a cigarette while watching a lady appear from the darkness completely soaking form the rain. She limped along towards the building before throwing her suitcase down almost falling in top of it.
She was mostly in shadow so I couldn't see her properly; but from her cut legs I could tell she was in need of some help.
"What the bloody hell are you looking at now darling?" Freddie asked.
"The girl." Mary said as she looked in the direction I was.
"is it just me or does she look injured?"
"Oh shit she does?" Freddie gasped.
I put down my beer and walked over to her.
Margaret P.O.V
"I will not cry. I refuse to cry. Don't be such a weakling Margaret." I kept saying in my head to myself so maybe my watery eyes would calm down before I caused even more of a scene than what I've already done.
At least I looked calm keeping a straight face looking ahead. Maybe if I was by myself then I'd have a breakdown but we are near people so I keep quiet.
My head was splitting and my neck felt locked, glass started falling from my hair as I scratched my head.
"Hello?" I heard a voice say. I looked up to see 4 boys and 2 girls looking down at me.
I probably looked a mess. My mascara has likely ran down my cheeks due to a mix of rain and tears. I look like I went for a swim due to how bad the rain was; it's stopped now luckily enough.
"Honey what happened?" One of the girls said as she kneeled down next to me.
She was quite tall yet petite looking with a soft smile and a soft reassuring voice.
I clung onto her wrist just to make sure she was real; that this was all real and I wasn't dreaming back a couple miles in my mothers car.
Realising that this was all real was enough for me to burst out in a mix of anger, frustration and fear.
"M-my car crashed into a tree. A-a deer c-came out of nowhere. I don't know where i am. I don't know anyone in Kensington."i could barely speak due to my shakiness from the shock of crashing into a tree and the fact that it's fucking freezing and I'm soaking wet.
"Hey, hey calm down love." Another boy said; another soft and reassuring voice.
He kneeled down beside me and put his hand on my knee; something Greg would do under the dining table.
"No don't do that!" I snapped at him trying to pull my skirt down as low as I could.
"Darling I know what it's like arriving to a scary place without knowing anyone. But you can trust us because we won't hurt you we want to help you and take you somewhere safe." Another man said as he came down and sat in front of me with a respectable distance between me and him. None of our limbs were touching. This boy looked different from the rest, had weird looking teeth and a weird fashion sense; like flamboyant.
I like it.
I was too caught up in admiring the boys jewellery that I never noticed that one of the boys must've ran to his van to grab a fur coat.
"Can I put this around you?” The boy asked, this boy had brown hair but lighter than any of the rest of them, he had some sort of attitude to him like he was stuck up his own arse.
"I'm Freddie Darling. This is Mary, my love. And these 3 boys are John, Brian and Roger. This is Veronica who's Johns girlfriend. Now that we're not strangers how about we go into the bar into the heat and try to warm you up huh?"
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We've been in the bar for about an hour now. No one here but us; the bartender wasn't even there surely it should be closed by now.
"Roger I don't need crutches. It's just a little bump I'll be fine if I keep walking on it." I argued as I hopped back to the booth everyone was currently sitting at.
Except John, Mary and Veronica; they were away finding crutches for me; Mary said she saw a pair in storage at the back of the Pub.
"You May have broke your foot Margaret. We might need to take a trip to the hospital-"
"No! No hospitals I don't do hospitals." I snapped cutting off Brian's suggestions.
"Right okay. I'm just gonna drop the subject because I have a slight feeling that you will take a swing for me if I mutter the word hospital again." Brian's sitting back down with his hands raised slightly in defeat.
"I think that's a good idea Brian." I said back as I finally gave up and crawled back down on the floor to sit.
What the fuck am I doing? I've fucked everything up like usual; jumping into situations before looking at the whole picture.
I have to get my mums toasted car to Fisk before anyone finds it and contacts her. That's the first thing to do.
"Right I've got them." John said as he came back into the main hall holding a pair of crutches. Veronica and Mary following closely behind following closely behind.
"Can you help me up?" I asked Mary and Veronica took each hand and pulled me up.
"I do not need crutches John I am completely fine." I smiled with my head held high, both my feet on the ground.
"Margaret take the bloody crutches for god sake!" Roger complained as he snatched the crutches from John and held them out to me.
"Make me." I sassed back.
"For fuck sake you'll make your foot worse. Then we'll have no choice but to take you to the hospital."
"Please stop acting like my carer. I only met you an hour ago." I snapped as started to attempt to walk on my foot.
It hurt like an absolute bitch but I'm too arrogant to admit it; to admit he's right.
"Right now we are since we found you so I suggest you quit with this arrogance and just listen to me. Marg- MARGARET STOP FUCKING WALKING ON YOUR FOOT AND TAKE THE FUCKING CRUTCHES." Roger shouted over at me as I slowly but surely made my way around the hall. I ignored him and continued walking.
"Then since I'm so arrogant I guess I'll just leave then huh."
"Darling you go outside we'll carry you back in and tie you to a chair." Freddie Warner as he saw me limping towards the long corridor that lead to the main door.
"Ha, I like the sound of that!" I laughed, the long stretch of corridor made my voice echo around the empty bar.
The walls of the corridor was completely covered with thousands of band posters that date all the way back to 1955.
I stop and admire the biggest poster out of the lot.
"SMILE."
"Smile?" I breathe to myself; why does that ring a bell?
My thoughts left my head the minute I felt myself get lifted up and thrown over someone's shoulder.
I got the fright of my life until i caught a whiff of tobacco and cheap perfume; it's Roger.
"Roger! Put me down I swear to god I'll start kicking and screaming!" I warned as I found myself back in the main hall again.
"He won't let you down until you promise to listen to us. You are using they crutches even if I have to sew your bloody hands onto them dear." Freddie warned. He came over to me with a big grin on his face, he was amused by all this.
"But I have to find somewhere to stay-"
"You're staying with us dear."
"But I have to get rid of the car before someone finds it. I'll get skinned alive if my parents find out where I am." I complained.
"We'll get rid of it in the morning. I know I guy who can do it cheap." Roger said. I felt my anger levels raise from a concerning 70% to 100% as I felt Rogers head move slightly; his breath ticking the back of my thigh.
That's when I realised what I was wearing; I skirt, a short skirt.
"I swear to GOD ROGER IF YOUR LOOKING UP MY SKIRT IM GONNA FUCKING KICK YOUR ARSE." I shouted kicking him hard in the chest frantically.
"Hm you're a feisty one." Roger chuckled to mask his groans of paints I continued to kick.
Roger let me down from his shoulder and stood back up with a smirk on his face.
"It's taking all my strength not to rip Your balls sack off." I said surprisingly calmly.
"What's stopping your sweetheart-"
"Right enough you two! Please Margaret just take them please." Veronica pleaded as she passed both the crutches over. To which I rolled my eyes and placed them under neath my armpit.
I made my way over to my suitcase that was currently lying on the stage on top of a raggedy old discoloured towel. Luckily my suitcase ( or more my mums stolen suitcase) is waterproof so everything inside should be completely dry; although it's probably not nice and folded the way I done it when I was packing since a little over an hour ago I was lying on top of it taking a mental breakdown.
I opened it up and grabbed my camera from its case and put its strap around neck before slowly but surely making my way back to the entrance.
"Where are you going?" John asked as he caught up to me almost instantly; damn him and his long legs.
"I wanna look at the posters near the entrance. I'm not gonna run away I swear!" I snapped at him; this was all too claustrophobic I couldn't move an inch without people asking if I was okay or asking where I was going.
"I was just going to ask if you if you wanted to take my bed tonight, you need your sleep since you've been through a lot today and you're gone going to get it on the couch. I'm gonna stay at Veronica's." He said sweetly, it made my eyes water slightly; a lovely boy just gave up his bed to make sure i get a good nights sleep and I just nearly snapped his head off.
I stayed silent deciding I've done enough bitching and simply nodded my head.
"Come with me." I pleaded to him grabbing onto his arm before he had the chance to walk away from me.
He stayed silent too and nodded.
Stayed behind me making sure I didn't fall as I made my way back to the long stretch of corridor. I wasn't great on these things.
"So are you a photographer?" Johns asked as he watched me looking around intently for a good cluster of posters to take a picture of.
"Not professionally no."
"Are you a murderer that's going to kill my friends tonight as they sleep?" He asked surprisingly calmly.
"Because if you are. Take Rog first cause he can be a right bastard sometime." I burst out laughing at his comment; sometime I've not done for quite a while to be honest.
Just simply laugh without the worry of being sarcastic, without it being fake. Just a genuine, carefree laugh; it felt good.
"See I got you to smile." He said pointing at me.
"Right right you got me there. I'm not a Killer John. Just a runaway."
"What exactly are you running away from Margaret?"
"You'll find out soon."
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