#until the bandages came of the tiddies were simultaneously there and not there
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Top surgery is so fucking insane because I went to sleep and woke up bandaged+couldn't take those bandages off for a week. Then finally some fuckin doctor takes these bandages off and I just have to watch and discover that the body I went to sleep with is drastically different then the one I've been living in for the past week.
It's not that I'm unhappy but it's not a feeling of joy or relief. It was more like a feeling of ??? how the fuck did this happen I didn't know my body could change ???
#i had Schrodinger's tiddies#until the bandages came of the tiddies were simultaneously there and not there#im definitely feeling some post op depression now though bc im experiencing a complication#also my daily activities have been restricted so that obviously sucks#i have no regrets#i just wish the hard part was over with#transgender#ftm#top surgery#transmasc
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