#until I connected the dots between his unique fast speech in game and how I talk irl

[jaredthebc]

Probably self projecting on my part but there’s no way N doesn’t stutter a good amount because he speaks so fast. Cause I speak decently fast at times since there have been times throughout my life I felt like I had to word vomit or I wouldn’t be able to get my full thoughts in before being interrupted (Something which I also headcanon with N where people like Ghetsis would interrupt him a lot so he just got super used to talking fast) so sometimes I’ll get stuck on a word and have to repeat it either partially or fully once or twice before I feel confident enough to continue. It’s something I’ve been trying to work on when I can and it’s not that I don’t stutter at all when speaking at a normal speed, it’s just far less intense when I’m not speaking fast

Anyway all this goes for N, he’s still quite the quick talker at times especially if he’s talking about something passionate but he tries to slow himself down so he doesn’t stutter a bunch and have to repeat himself a few times. The people in his life are never mean to him about it, it’s just something personal to him so he can feel like he’s healing from his past and won’t have to deal with the personal frustration that comes with stuttering