#unrelated lol but i have this stupid tiktok my so-called 'friend group' did saved on my phone & i might've watched it to compare looks--
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#there's a temporary character on a*ne w*th an e that looks a whole hell of a lot like my ex which is. not triggering at all#but like what can ya do this guy can't control what he looks like & i'm not about to stop watching#unrelated lol but i have this stupid tiktok my so-called 'friend group' did saved on my phone & i might've watched it to compare looks--#which was a bad idea because now my body's gone fight or flight when i'm literally just sitting here#i should really delete the video but i don't want to. because in a way it's proof? i mean i dunno he made sure there wouldn't be any proof--#so that's kinda all i have#which is so stupid#the contract i wrote for us (because i thought i was some kinda special girl protag & had never been in a relationship)--#didn't have his signature obviously so it just looks like i made it up when in actuality i remember him helping me come up with things#dude i remember one of the 'conditions' was 'we can't fall in love' & 'i can't tell anyone' which is just. so cringe like take the L#i dunno...i look so different in the video. my hair was a kinda long bob & was purple & i had different glasses & my nose wasn't pierced#i think i'll just watch something on youtube i dunno#i'm blowing this out of proportion i just wish i didn't feel like this anymore#tw vent#To be deleted
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