#unregulated that boy is unregulated people are complex so like yeah someone wants like
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#IF YOU LACK THE FEELINGS OR DESIRES THAT PEOPLE TYPICALLY HAVE THEN HOW DO YOU KNOW THE RIGHT AMOUNT TO HAVE#unregulated that boy is unregulated people are complex so like yeah someone wants like#attention of smth or to be seen as like a star y'know fame and all that like how do people with those brains work#is it like a genuine and enthusiastic IMMA BE A STAR !! MY NAME IN LIGHTS PEOPLE CHEERING MY NAME !! always and forever?#or is that the dramatics of media I don't know cuz I never met anyone irl like that#not as far as I'm aware#I mean a big thing abt me is everything has deniability so if I were to make media of some short like idk a gaming channel#I mean sure I'd want people to see it and to have a community so I would hype myself up y'know grandiose of sorts#but do I genuinely believe that? yes and no. like sure it CAN happen but if it WILL is debatable and probably unlikely#so yeah I like the idea of it ig in theory but I'm always expecting to fail not in a negative way tho lmao#more of being realistic and reasonable and if no one ever got into any of the stuff I made I wouldn't mind cuz like#I'm not doing it for the people I'm doing it for myself cuz I find it fun#idc abt the attention#usually when I get attention I reject it honestly lmao I'm not a big fan of it#anyway that's where I'm at so like do people genuinely enjoy attention? is that a thing?#what exactly are people feeling when they get attention like good? happy? seen? idk
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