#unless its just Mental Illness hgldhkfhf
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i might be back from my small hiatus, idk
but uhh also i’m gonna... drop the name ash for now. i might go back to it, might find something else idk, but for now please just use my various nicknames lol
#splash/prince/goat or literally just whatever you wanna call me at the time#i’ll respond to most things that are vaguely name-like lol#chat#more stuff ahead for anyone that cares but its gonna be mildly depressing i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#so idk who remembers this far back on my old blog but. i only ever made a tumblr bc i got SUPER depressed for a bit#it was like.... really bad. my mom admitted she was worried i was gonna kms while she was out of the house hgldhfk#(of course that doesnt mean im allowed to go to therapy 😒)#but anyways uhhhhhh i’m in another weird slump. not the same kind of slump but oh boy is it a slump#its been weeeeeks i hate it#everything about myself is giving me trouble and i feel like changing everything is gonna be a huge mistake in the longrun#but idk what else to do unless i wanna just sit here and suffer#so basically. please bear with me if i decide to change my name and identity like 50 times i am so sorry#i might just stick with ash. might find something else that sticks for a bit. might go through like 5 before i find something i like. idk#problem is i know what caused my first slump. i know exactly what made me that depressed. but this??? i have no idea#so like. i cant fix it since i dont actually know the issues. im not sure whats /really/ bothering me#unless its just Mental Illness hgldhkfhf#maybe i should. go talk to the counselor... but idk how to unload all of this onto one dude :/#sorry for putting all this on main but it felt impotant this time. im gonna ramble more on the personal if anyone cares but#just know im way less filtered over there
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