#unless i apply for a seedy loan from one of those places thats like NO CREDIT? BAD CREDIT? GET A LOAN ANYWAYS :)

[abra-ka-dammit]

welp

scratch pay denied me a loan. discover denied me a loan. paypal wont let me have my ko-fi money yet. i have no idea what to tell these ladies when i go in to the vet today

the surgeon was talking like she may have gathered enough compassion funds from people in the office who love bojji and want to help him get past the finish line that money is trying to keep him away from to at least cover some of the rest and she was saying if i could even just sign a promissory note for the boss there for another $1500 they can apply that so uh. hopefully i'll be able to find 1500 to spare by the end of december that isnt already going to the debt and he doesnt have any new surprise issues that will up the price too far again

assuming paypal releases my ko fi funds before i have to pay that though, im already almost halfway to that amount--if i can just keep getting donations at this rate when paypal releases this money maybe i can have enough to just hand that amount over and seal the deal so i can just worry about the monthly payment on the care credit instead of simultaneously stressing about new sources of imaginary money to indebt myself with further