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[thrucrax]

“Clean yourself up.   You're getting blood all over the place,”   said Rhun   [ @unhirsch ]

“Doubt that's what makes you so pissy,”   the words were harsher than the voice that delivered them.   Bert felt the heat of embarrassment,   of shame,   flood from his toes to his cheeks for the mess he left in his path. Or maybe that was simply because blood dripped from his nose, even between carefully pinched fingers.   “Is - is there a sink I can borrow?”

[thrucrax]

↕️ are they a sub, dom, or switch? top, bottom, or switch?

ACCEPTING ALWAYS

When it comes to topping or bottoming, Bert is a switch. He's had about equal experience with both, though gravitates towards topping if push comes to shove.

Rambert struggles being submissive towards others, even those closest he trusts to take to bed. He is happy to try and submit, though there are no guarantees he can commit to it. It is much easier for Bert to be dominant. He likes to bring his partner to orgasm and to feel intense amounts of pleasure, and he often feels selfish if he isn't giving.

[narrated]

now that the adrenaline is beginning to fade and his palm remains red, aleksandr's gaze seems so much sharper laid upon him. he resists the urge to shy away from that presence, the singularity that is almost intoxicating. fingers curl in on his injured hand into a fist. do not let any of them see you weak, something whispers deep inside him. do not let any of them know you are a deer among wolves. matthias cannot tell if it is anger or the light curling inside his chest and filling him with warmth. either way, he has no clue how to access it. ❛   no, there isn't.   ❜ the question feels like a challenge but he doesn't know how, if there is a right way to answer. perhaps there is someone inside this place that he could trust; the darkling was not that person. ❛   how about a truth from you? why are you here? still here, i mean.   ❜

& HOW CAN ONE ARGUE WITH THAT? a lot sure has happened in the past few days, to aleksandr also . . . though public interest in his personal emotional state has significantly dropped as of late. (WHICH REALLY MAKES IT RATHER SHOCKING THAT THIS ONE IS THE FIRST PERSON TO SLAP HIM . . .) "inarguably." & though a slap to the face is hardly the worst offense he has suffered, there's something almost innocent about it. all things considered? this entire encounter is tame in comparison. he hasn't even been called any names yet. & who would have more cause than a newly born grisha, thrown into the world with no concept of their newfound powers? neither fully grisha not otkazat'sya . . . fascinating as a concept. also impossible & unheard of. who knows, perhaps the new world planned for grisha will treat him better. (PROBABLY NOT . . . BUT PERHAPS.) "any other truths i should be aware of?"

[narrated]

#𝗡𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗗 : an examination of hauntings in place and person and resisting the inevitability of the genre. 𝘢𝘬𝘢, a highly selective multimuse by pidge ( 24, they/he, australian. )

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