#unfortunately pushing myself to study causes me huge migraines so I am going as fast as I can | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

aroyalpaininthecass · 8 months ago

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Yeah I am really going to ask my doctor effectively about tranquilizers tomorrow, simply because I do not trust myself not to scream while having to spend time with my asshole of a boss for a few times a week from now on

I can't get out of here fast enough

#unfortunately pushing myself to study causes me huge migraines so I am going as fast as I can #so hopefully some sedating medicine can help tide me over until that happens #I might be getting depressed again but things are drawing out longer than I hoped for #and some options are not options anymore #I don't want to deal with people or teammates or offices. let me have breaks when I need them. I can work reliably and independently #is that too much to ask #I guess so. Gotta waste my time energy and money and be under someone's thumb for absolutely no reason at all #I hate this world and there's no escape #another reason I'm not having children. I'm forcing anyone else into this hellscape if I can help it #fuck this stupid world

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