#unfortunately imstupid

[pastadoughie]

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[phoenixatoms-blog]

Cinco de Mayo 2019

One month and one day away from my due date today. June 6th, doctors say she’ll be here. It’s been awhile since we been out together. I been busy working and running around trying to make ends meet. And with the boys it’s really hard to just go out and enjoy a nice outing. I decided that it would be nice to go watch Endgame since we had sometime to ourselves today. Before going to see the movie we stop to get something to eat. You don’t like pho but there’s hogs next door. We end up eating separately. I finish my meal and find you already in the car. You ask me for hand sanitizer and unfortunately I don’t have any for you. You get really angry. Then again it seemed like you were angry already. We get to the movies parking lot. We barely parked and you’re frustrated. But then again, you’re always angry or frustrated with me. We park and I start to giggle. You’re mad that I’m giggling. Honestly I was giggling because being 8 months pregnant and having to walk my fatass to the movies was funny to me. But you didn’t ask why I was giggling. Your response to my giggles was for me to shut the fuck cause I’m fucken annoying. Your exact words, “stfu, you’re fucken annoying.” I asked you if you just wanted to go home. You didn’t care. I asked you what I did to you. I didn’t even do anything to you. I ended up telling you we should just go home. Which ended up making you more mad and you say I wasted your time. But really, why would you want to waste anytime with me if I was already annoying you? We end up at home. I go out alone and you go out. I ended up going to watch Endgame alone. Which was probably the best thing I’ve done in a long time. I cried really hard and laughed really hard. Not sure if the movie was really good because I was an emotional wreck already. But it was nice to just go out and enjoy myself. It’s been a long time that I’ve walked this road with you. The older I get with you, the more I’m starting to see that I’ll be watching movies alone. You’ll never love me like I love you,3000. #iloveyou3000#imstupid#hopingtowin#justonetime#ilose14milliontimes#venting#lifeevents#cincodemayo#tiredoflosing