#unexperienced!ellie

[savannahsdeath]

Can you write about loser! inexperienced! ellie x fem dom reader

Love your writing

thank you bae<3

UNEXPERIENCED!ELLIE WILLIAMS X DOM!READER

mdni please<3

warnings: 18+!! smut wo plot.. the req says everything

writers note: im honestly used to writing dom!ellie but sometninf about this req made me want to do it idkidk😓 its short cuz its without any plot but enjoy!!🩷

ellie literally begged you for that. you couldn't say no, not when you could tell she's really ready.

"i'll show you how it's done first, 'kay?" you straddled on her hips, leaning down to kiss her.

she was nervous, like usually in your presence, so you tried to be as reassuring as possible.

you slowly moved down, your lips not leaving her body, as she kept on nodding.

you smiled at the sight. you didn't even start, and her flushed face made it look like you teased her for a long time already.

"nothing to be scared of." you whispered, getting into your final position. "i'll be gentle and slow, i promise."

ellie trembled and closed her eyes as your lips lightly brushed over her inner thighs.

you slowly moved your mouth across her quivering body, inching closer and closer to where you both knew she wanted you.

her mind felt like it was melting right there, and she could barely get the words out to tell you; 'i trust you.', but she hoped with all that she had that you knew how much she meant it.

ellie's legs quivered with anticipation as her heart pounded faster and faster. she tried to hold back from squirming too much as you worked your way towards the special spot you had promised to take care of. finally, your lips had reached her clit, and she let out a soft gasp of pleasure as you carefully kissed it.

she tried to tell you how good she felt with her words, but it was difficult to focus on anything except for the wave of sensations washing over her from where your lips gently caressed her.

your gentle touches were driving ellie nearly insane with pleasure. with just the feeling of your tongue, you had turned her into a quivering, mindless mess ready to give herself over completely. you knew that she enjoyed every second of it, but she was too lost in the moment to voice her thoughts and feelings.

she began gently pushing you down closer with each flutter of her hips, her legs wrapped tightly around you. she wanted to be as close as possible to you, wanting even more of what you were giving her.

you moved slightly downwards, now your thumb circling her clit as your tongue played with her entrance.

ellie felt her breath go out, and her eyes roll, as her body tried to soak up every gentle touch you gave her.

ellie tried to focus on keeping herself still as you continued to kiss her core, but the growing pleasure within her made it increasingly difficult not to move. as her legs began to fidget, you let out a deep, rumbling chuckle, reassuring her that she didn't need to be overly still.

her body seemed to be responding of its own accord, as her legs began to shift slightly back and forth, as did her hips, the sensation building and building the more it continued.

ellie's body shifted more intensely as she tried to get more of the feeling she was getting. you had to take a moment to gather yourself from having to hold back laughing at her obvious pleasure, as it seemed she was having a hard time controlling her movements, her body trembling against her will.

taking a moment, you placed your hands on her thighs and held her in place, your thumbs dancing along her skin as you let her move, though limiting it a bit. she seemed to settle down and breathe slower as you did, though her legs still moved a bit against your grip. her eyes opened and closed in rhythm syncing with her little whimpers.

"just relax and enjoy it." you advised, the smirk obvious in your face.

[teastyun]

some spicy Abby x reader recs ✂️

author‘s note: no gatekeeping in this household! please let me know if any of the links won’t work and if you'd like some Ellie recs

spicy ellie recs

• Fuck Me Yourself, Bitch by oh_stars_im_tired (ao3)

ᰔᩚ enemies to lovers - top!Abby, bottom!reader

↬ unresolved tension,, made me wish Abby was real UGH it’s so gut wrenchingly good (overall one of the best Abby x reader author on ao3!!)

↬ also slightly angsty but the smut makes it even

• Lead me from the dark by danicruel (ao3)

ᰔᩚ friends to lovers - top!Abby, bottom!reader

↬ after a blackout in the stadium the reader and Abby find themselves in reader‘s dorm

↬ so wholesome,, made me blush so hard

↬ girl in red references <3

↬ love the author since they include all types of readers in their fics + their writing style is *chefs kiss*

• sweet temptations by elsdolly

ᰔᩚ best friends to lovers - top!Abby, bottom!fem reader

↬ mourning turns into love aaaaaah

↬ Abby looses control and it's soo hot

surprise visit by atomicami

ᰔᩚ enemies to fuck buddies/lovers? - top!Abby, bottom!reader

↬ contractor/engineer Abby x reader as Joel's daughter ����

↬ both parts are soo good and the author has such a smooth writing style!! def recommend checking them out too

you-know-who by lucidfairies

ᰔᩚ (age gap) unresolved tension to finally banging lol - top!Abby, unexperienced bottom!reader

↬ reader's dad's business party and wet crush turns into reality aaaaah

↬ she's such a mommy in this one (i was thriving)

trash talk by graceheartspedro

ᰔᩚ enemies to fuck enemies (crying) - top! Abby, bottom! reader

↬ slight angsty undertone due to the angsty relationship but the hate sex *chefs kiss*

↬ part two healed my heart omg and Manny is such a mood 😦

nsfw alphabet w abby by catfern

↬ felt like an Abby dictionary and i loved every second of reading it

↬ author has such a relatable writing style!!

↬ if butter was a fanfic it would be this?? idk how to explain this hahahah

run. by publicenemy666

ᰔᩚ slasher!abby, fem! reader

↬ hear me out,, i normally dislike reading horror where spice is involved, but this was sooo interestingly plotted i couldn't stop reading it aaaaah

↬ all in all such a detailed writing style that it makes it so intriguing

and they were roommates by angelkissiies

ᰔᩚ roomates/friends to friends with benefits - top!Abby, bottom!reader

↬ my FAVOURITE trope and it hit all the spots

↬ the title made me giggle so much i instantly liked the author 😭

come over by ourautmn86

ᰔᩚ enemies to fuck buddies? - top!Abby, bottom!fem reader

↬ Y'ALL this is embarrassing but i was at point in my cycle where not only my 🐱 was shacking but my WALLET too bc this fic made me impulsively order a dildo?? 😭 i wish i was kidding but you count that as a sign that it's a very good fanfic hahaha

↬ love the author's writing style and the way the plot just smoothly evolves in their fits!!

thanks for reading &lt;3

[elliesfavbae]

Are you nervous, flower? - First kiss with Ellie, pt. 2

part one part three

synopsis: Your more experienced at kissing best friend helps you out but it starts to get out of control.

Pairing: Ellie Williams x unexperienced!reader

warnings: js a short fluff, intense kissing, eventual smut

smut incoming in the next part😋

wc: ab 800

I can't believe what has just transpired. Yes, it may look like a simple kiss, but it was your very first kiss. Your first kiss is with your best friend.

You speak again. Your voice fades into a whisper. "So..." "Can you kiss me again?"

"Ooh, someone is eager." She grins, but you can tell she's enjoying it as well. "Now, I want you to try it. Kiss me, y/n.

You feel hot again, losing all of your confidence. You don't know where to begin, and Ellie appears to notice it. "Come on, just bring me closer to you and kiss me," she adds softly.

Her speech soothes you; you take a deep breath as you lay your hands on her smooth cheeks.

You gently bring her towards you, just like she has done before. You do it slowly, watching for her reaction, but you don't see any, so you go ahead and connect your lips to hers. This time the kiss is firmer; Ellie allows herself to suck harder on your lips, and so do you. You taste her lips on your own. They’re surprisingly sweet.

You adjust your position so that your knees and thighs are touching. Ellie tugs at her lips and smirks as she breaks away from the kiss.

"Better" is all she says about the kiss. "You have to use your hands as well; it's not just about the lips." Ellie takes your hands from her face and places one on her hip and the other behind her neck. Her skin is so warm.

She then wraps her hands over your hair, occasionally tugging on hair strands and massaging your scalp.

"Feels nice, hm?" She whispers, and you kiss again, your confidence rising with each breath.

Your hands begin to feel around her hips, passing through her thighs and stomach. You automatically split your lips to let the warm muscle explore her tongue as it brushes over your bottom lip. As soon as you insert your own tongue inside her mouth, the kiss becomes even more intense. You have no idea what to do or whether she enjoys it, but you soon hear a hum of approval. Breaking off the kiss to take a breath, you glance up at Ellie's face. Its hue transitioned to pink all over her cheeks.

“Was it good, or at least... acceptable?” After a while of staring at each other, you inquire.

"Does it mean you want to finish?" Not even trying to hide her dismay, she asks, but you didn't say you were going to stop.

"I mean, do you want me to stop? You choose to give her a little teasing; you bite your lip.

"Do I look like I want to stop?" That's all it takes to give her another kiss. Without a doubt, this kiss is the hungriest of them all. Ellie senses it too, so she tosses you onto the mattress and precisely tugs at your hair strands with her hands. It almost feels too good to be true. You don't even notice that you're letting out a slight groan.

"Someone's enjoying this a bit too much." She whispers against your lips between the kisses, and you understand what just happened.

“Fuck, sorry, did I make it weird?” You stop making out, feeling embarrassed.

"Flower, no, it's okay." She comes up right away to console you. Once more, she calls you by name, which causes your stomach to race with butterflies. "Actually, I liked it." The flying bugs inside of you are actually erupting right now. You're so desperate to kiss her again that you're not even able to think clearly. So you act. She presses you up against the bed. She slides her knee between your thighs, intensifying the kiss. A soft groan leaves your lips as the kiss becomes incredibly sloppy. 

She suddenly reaches for your hand and places it on her lower abdomen, and you know what she means by this. Your fingers follow her skin all the way to her chest. Playing with the hem of her sports bra, you fold her breast through the material. She has such a soft chest, but you're not sure how much you can allow yourself to do with it. However, it no longer feels like a best friend helping another friend out. You hear muffled groans, but they aren't coming from you this time.

“Do you want to go further?” She asks, her cheeks covered in a red blush, a challenging smile tugging her lips.

[assiraphales]

ellie should have been allowed a choice but as a 14 year old born in an apocalyptic world with survivors guilt & ptsd who had been manipulated/lied to by marlene and the fireflies (an unorganized group w an unexperienced medical staff) from the beginning how much would her “consent” have counted ?

[hotxcheeto]

hi idk if i already asked this but, a really unexperienced and desperate Ellie smut? like just her being verbally desperate you know? but not really bottom at the same time idk.... (fem reader)

━ 𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜(𝙨) - Ellie Williams  x Fem!Reader 

𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 - Cursing, afab reader, oral sex ( r! receiving ), fingering ( r! receiving ), tribbing, lowkey dumbification, very rough sex, ellie's praise kink, reader being used as fucktoy, dom!ellie, bottom!reader

𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 ? - Yeah/Nope

𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 - ty for the rq sorry this took so long hon!! i think i got it but if it sucks send something else once my requests open again lmao!

REBLOGS ARE EXTREMELY APPRECIATED

The cool night air slipped underneath the crack in the window, Ellie opening earlier claiming 'it was too hot in here' for her to sit comfortably with you.

Laying on your chest with her leg pulled as far up as she could hike it up. Arm wrapped around your waist with her thumb caressing little circles onto your bare hip peeking out from your pulled up shirt and the other tucked up underneath her body.

You were watching some movie she'd found while out a few days before, it worked and was entertaining. Or at least entertaining to you anyway, deep in a trance as your eyes danced along the screen of the TV. Watching closely as a fight scene began between the two characters.

At first you didn't notice it, moving absentmindedly, getting away from the ticklish feeling on your neck.

Then it happened once more, little pecks being placed across your neck. A small breath of laughter catching the girls attention.

"What're you doing?" You asked quietly, turning your head to look down at her. "M'bored." "You've been begging me to watch this, and your bored?" You questioned, a smile making its way onto your lips as you tiredly stared down at her.

But it was then when you felt her hips grind onto the side of your thigh. Seeing her shift around uncomfortably. A small grunt passing her lips while her expression turned frustrated.

"Sorry, I just... I'm like really horny." You snorted, covering your mouth to keep yourself from laughing. "Where the hell did that come from?"

She buried her face in your neck, muttering something as her lower half continued to push against your leg.

"Els? Whatcha' doing?"

You could feel her kissing and nipping at your skin before her head suddenly popped up once more. Nearly bumping yours.

Eyes latching to your lips and then your to your own. "You look so pretty." You could feel yourself burning even if it wasn't evident on your face. "Thanks."

She grinned, leaning in to kiss you deeply. Tasting her on your tongue as she pushed against you, fingers digging into the fat of your hips whilst she grabbed and held you tight.

A small pulse beginning to worsen from between your legs, making you want to spread them. Wanting her to touch you where it was beginning to hurt and ache pleading for her silently.

"El... we're gonna miss the rest of the movie." "It can wait, I can't." You giggled, kissing her once more while she hurriedly moved to your pajama pants, untying the strings with little to no ease. Practically ripping them from the force of trying to untie the knot which seemed impossible to the girl.

It made you laugh, moving to easily untie the strings, her hand wasting not even a second before slipping past the waistband.

"Nothing underneath?" "Mm, I forgot them out here when I showered. Didn't feel like putting them on." You shrugged, earning another kiss as her fingers ran along your wet slit, brushing against your clit making it hurt from how swollen the little bud had gotten.

As she went she gathered your wetness onto the tips of her fingers circling your clit as she went.

Little breathy whines and whispers passing your lips while she watched, enamored with the way your face contorted in pleasure and your eyebrows furrowed.

"Just like that..." You muttered, spreading your legs as far as they'd go with her leaning over you. The girl finding your face much more important than whatever was happening on the tv. "I need more El."

Ellie in a minutes time had snatched your pants off and thrown them behind her, hitting against the TV before falling onto the floor.

"You moron." You giggled, Ellie looking up at you with big desperate eyes. "What do you want me to do?" She then asked, almost worried, pleading with you to give her any sort of instruction to make you feel good.

Your fingers moved under her chin, tilting her head up to look at you with those glazed over eyes staring at you like you were one of a kind and extremely rare.

"Don't think about it, just make me feel good." Ellie moved slowly, like an animal while grabbing your knees and spreading your legs wide giving her a view of your soaking cunt.

"Ellie..." You whined watching her disappear between your legs.

Nothing for a moment before you felt her tongue run along your flit from your hole and up to your clit. Pelvis digging into her face as you squirmed, her grip on your hips never loosening as her tongue messed with your cunt.

"Oh that's good–" She watched your face nearly the entire time, stuck on staring at you. "Use your fingers– please.." Ellie listened carefully, keeping her mouth latched to your clit while taking her two fingers to your hole.

Teasing you, hooked on your reactions like you were her drug and she needed a fix.

Addicted to you.

Dependent on you.

"Please Ellie..." Her fingers slid in with ease, rubbing against your squishy walls, mouth still latched to your pussy. "Does that feel good?" She asked a bit muffled, smiling when you hurriedly nodded hand gripping her hair when her fingers began to slowly move in and out of you.

"Yes, yes, yes, yes fuck– you're doing so fucking good." At that she picked up her pace, back arching off the bed. "Try using another finger El.." She listened, adding a third finger, resting her cheek against your thigh making her face look squished.

"Make me cum, please– just make me cum.."

That sentence seemed like it made something click for her, sloppily sucking on your clit as her fingers pumped in and out of you at an unfathomable pace. Unable to keep up with the way you cried out.

Choking on a few noises but nothing coherent was able to be heard in the room. Nothing but your mutters and wet sounds.

Her hair tightly looped around your fingers so tight it was beginning to cut off your own circulation but you barely even noticed.

"S'good– don't stop m'kay?" She didn't even glance up at you, so obsessed with playing with your pussy and feeling you clench around her fingers. Sucking her in with every movement, like you were made for her to fuck and to please.

She never wanted to let you go.

"Oh Ellie!" You felt her grazing your g-spot, rubbing against it so perfectly, a loud squelching sound filling the room along with your rhythmic moans and all Ellie could think about was how pretty you looked all sweaty and pleading for her.

How pretty your pussy was and how it squeezed her in and seemed like it didn't want her to leave. Sucking her back in with ease making her fingers disappear and you to cry.

And she wouldn't of minded stay there forever either.

"M'close–" She nearly forgot what she was doing, eyes snapping back to yours. Your stomach gaining butterflies as got closer, toes clenching and hips rutting against her face desperate for your release. "Yeah?" You nodded all but screaming when slammed her fingers back and forth faster than before.

Your smaller hand wrapping around her wrist, squeezing her so tight it almost burned as she continued her merciless pace.

Ellie just couldn't stop watching you, it was mesmerizing.

"M'gonna cummm–" Your mind had gone fuzzy, in a haze as you came around her fingers, juices dripping off her hand and onto the bed not that either of you cared much. Legs tightly enclosing on her, the squelching sound only amplifying as you came. Blabbering out nonsense when her fingers began to slow.

"You did s'good..." You praised, legs falling shut once she finally pulled out of you. Remnants of you on her face that she licked away.

"I'm not done yet." "Need some help?" She shook her head muttering a quiet 'no' while beginning to take her own clothes off.

You laid there, watching how she stripped from her shirt with nothing underneath, then her pants and boxers. Throwing them anywhere and everywhere, leaning down to kiss you hungrily.

Her hands began gripping the ends of your shirt, pulling it impatiently before you raised your arms allowing her to take it off. Eyes landing on your exposed chest.

"What? Enjoying the view?" You chuckled, looking over her own body, letting your fingers run over her muscular shoulders tickling her freckled skin.

You didn't get another word out when she hiked your leg up, knowing what she wanted and what she couldn't ask for.

"Here." You moved her leg tapping hers to get her to swing it over your body. "Someone's impatient." You smiled. "I want you." She said quietly, trying her best to position her hips over yours but it was clear she hadn't done it before.

"Easy.." You guided her over you, kissing her as you pushed her hips down allowing her clit to brush against yours. "Oh.." She whispered, her lips making an 'o' while her eyes struggled to keep her eyes open and on your own.

"Oh shit..." You whispered, wrapping your arms around her hips, nails digging into her back as she began to pick it up, sucking and biting on your neck and jaw.

"You feel so good, you're so wet– She said a few other things under her breath, rutting against you, hand petting back your baby hairs that stuck to your sweaty forehead. "–you look s'pretty and feel so fucking good y/n/n."

Her clit glided along your own sending sparks up your body, loud moans humming from your lips. Your entire body moving as she humped you like some object made for her fucking.

She sat up, gripping onto you so tightly it hurt, fucking against you to the point that your head was being pushed deep into yours and her pillows.

Ellie barely seen you, hearing your moans and cries for her to slow down, but not to stop. Blindly focused on cumming while you were so close, feeling your belly grow tighter and tighter.

"El–Ellie–e–m–gonna cumm–" But it fell on deaf ears, her eyes focused on the way your tears dripped down your cheeks and your lip quivered, legs shaking as your clit was grazed again and again becoming bruised and sore.

"I can't!" "Cum Y/n–" She breathed, leaning down to kiss you roughly, biting your lips as she pulled away. You could feel your cum run along your ass and thighs, squirting onto her and dripping down your body as your orgasm flooded over you.

"I–fuuc–k–" Your jaw hung wide open, Ellie continuing to hump you, helping you draw out the way you moaned as you came.

Squirming but her grip didn't let up, keeping you in place as she finished, a mix of her and you soaking the sheets.

"Stop– too mu–uh–ch–" You started pushing her away, Ellie finally coming to her senses, hips coming to a stuttering stop. Hearing your small pants from below her, looking down at your sweaty face and teary glazed eyes.

"Sorry we missed the movie." "S'okay."

A/n: mcdonalds caramel coffee

[booppooo]

unexperienced + really horny and desperate ellie x fem reader where ellie is the type to say 'please ride my thigh" or "please let me eat you out" yk... <3

Pretty Please!

Ellie Williams x Fem!Reader One-Shot

AN: brilliant.

Warnings: oral reader receiving, face sitting, inexperienced Ellie, swearing

(concept art!)

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Before now Ellie had only ever kissed Cat.

That one kiss was enough for her and left her running for the hills until she felt ready to put herself back out there.

You were her first target.

It started with light flirting and then escalated to constantly hanging out until your label with her was official. Ellie was your girlfriend.

This scared Ellie.

In certain departments she was very confident: flirting, joking, comforting, but as far as sex everything was a big question mark. That wasn't to say she wasn't feeling hungry around you. Every time your chest brushed against her hand or your ass looked especially good in some jeans Ellie was a soaking wet mess. She was desperate and ready, but had no idea how to proceed.

That was until you popped into her garage one night, bored, cold, and alone.

Your relationship was still relatively new, but wasn't too early to experiment sexually. On that particular night you were feeling especially needy and Ellie was the only logical answer.

After passing back and forth a joint for a few minutes you had crawled onto her lap and gently began melting your lips with her's. Enjoying the tingling in your body and the excitement building in your naval. Throughout you helped guide Ellie, placing her hands on your hips or even sliding them under your nightshirt to let her pinch and massage at your breasts.

Her eyes were almost entirely consumed by her pupils, her jaw slack and cheeks a pretty shade of pink, "You feeling okay babe?" You purred, cupping her hot cheek.

"Huh? Oh! Yes...more than fine."

She made you giggle and hum in delight as she ran her thumb over your hardened nipples. You found yourself adding purple patches onto her neck and collar bone, loving the tiny whines and struggled breaths she'd let out. When enough anticipation built up between your hips you rolled your them against her's, sighing at the faint relief and feeling even more turned on when Ellie softly moaned.

One of her hands came up to cup your neck and gather your attention, "Babe...can I try something?" Her eyes were a outlined with red from the weed but she still managed to convey a sense of nervousness.

You nodded and assured her there was no need to feel embarrassed or nervous around you. Whatever it was you were willing to hear her out or even try it.

She began picking at her fingers, "So I'm...not very experienced," you nodded, "but I really want you to sit on my face."

This wasn't the leap you were expecting - not that you'd protest it either, but all Ellie saw was the shock on your face. It didn't matter to her though, she needed this and was desperate enough to do anything for you at this rate.

"Please let me eat you out Y/n. Please sit on my face...please."

How could you say no? Her hands were massaging your thighs and her lips dusted against your ear, really selling herself.

You ran your fingers through her hair, "Lay back."

She smiled against your skin and shifter against her couch so she was laying down with you straddling her torso. Her hands continued to trace your skin and her lust clouded eyes undressed you. For added affect, you took your time sliding off your shorts and sassily throwing them across the room, making Ellie giggle.

"C'mere pretty girl." She murmured with her hands on your ass.

You shimmied up to her head and let your thighs fall on either side of her head. Her palms were resting on your waist and her gaze was frozen on your slick covered center.

"Wow.." Ellie huffed in amazement.

Experimentally she pressed a dainty kiss to your clit and took note of your reaction - the way your lower abs contracted and you bit your lip. Next she parted your folds with her tongue until she reached your sensitive bud, flicking the tip of her tongue over it.

In a frenzy you found yourself reaching for something to keep you stable which happened to be the wall next to you and Ellie's hair. She had barely even touched you and you were already falling apart.

"Am I doing okay?" She spoke against you, unable to keep herself from tasting your slick.

You nodded with half lidded eyes, "Yes...so fucking good."

Suddenly her hands came between your thighs and forced them apart further and her mouth was attacking your center. Ellie had never felt so eager in her life and wanted to do everything she could to please you. She we willing to learn.

Her tongue twirled around your clit so expertly it made you shake. You couldn't believe how euphoric she was making you feel for someone so intimidated by their own skill level. If it were possible, you'd stay here forever.

Your hips grew a mind of their own and began gliding across her tongue and pert nose. The affects of the weed mixed with Ellie's ravenous ministrations left you whining and shamelessly moaning as if Joel's house wasn't ten steps away.

Digging your nails into her hair you hummed, "Oh Ellie..."

She didn't respond with words but instead brought you more earth shattering pleasure with her magical tongue and lips - sucking and lapping and making out with your clit as if you wouldn't exist tomorrow. Her expansive palms and lithe fingers were gripping your ass and encouraging the rolling of your hips along her face.

Meanwhile, Ellie had been squeezing her thighs together hard enough to crush a baby's skull. She wanted you to flip around and have your tongue play with her clit but she couldn't bring herself to ask because right now the world revolved around you.

"Oh God don't stop-" you choked out, biting down on your lip hard enough to make it twinge with pain. Ellie didn't even think about it.

Her slim thighs began to shift in a pathetic attempt to be attentive to herself all the while gradually becoming more vigorous with her lips and tongue. Lips, nose, and chin covered in a sheer layer of your essence like she had eaten a fruit exploding with nectar.

To you it felt like a glossy layer of warm honey was being massaged onto your skin and folds. Her tongue felt amazing against you and left your brain mushing and most of your praises just half sentences or whines.

The next words out of your mouth was a string of all your thoughts jumbling into one, "Ellie - please - oh God - don't stop - fuck - ahh."

This made Ellie greedy for your orgasm, hearing that when women cum it's like the sweetest summer fruit, and she was dying to get a taste. "Fucking cum," she barked from below you before harshly attaching her lips onto your clit and sucking.

You yelped like a surprised dog and to keep yourself upright you snagged up her hair. She hissed against you but you didn't pay it much mind other than the fact that it amplified your impending orgasm.

Ecstasy laced molasses pooled in your naval until the dam broke and the shockwave of its release rippled up your spine and ripped out of your throat in a ridiculously loud, pornographic moan. The freckled girl below you noticed the awkward jerking of your hips and did her best to guide you along her face until you were exhausted.

You tasted like pure sugar water laced with the most addictive substance on earth because even after you had huffed for Ellie to stop she continued to let her tongue explore and clean up the amazing mess she had been awarded with. As an added measure she worked her fingers along the muscles of your thighs and waist knowing how physically demanding of a task it was to ride her face. Was this heaven?

After helping you back onto the couch and returning your shorts, Ellie rested beside you and wiped her face with the bottom of her t-shirt.

"I'm never washing this." She winked.

You playfully shoved her and rested your very tired head against her chest to listen to her heartbeat. She smoothed down your hair and placed a kiss to the crown of your head before whispering, "Can we try something else new?"

[qisasqisasqisas]

C9: ‘Ohnana whats my name?’

İşler hiç beklediğim gibi gitmez. Görünüşe göre bir rüya içinde değilmişim ve yine görünüşe göre ben İngiltere’de taksinin önüne atlayan ilk insan değilim. Maalesef ki hastanelik olacak kadar bir şey yaşanmadı çünkü tahmin ettiğim gibi şoför sola kırıp sokak lambasına çarptı ve lamba arabanın üzerine düştü.

-Benim yüzümden-

Bu tabii beni üzdü fakat yine de bir taksiye binip John’un yanına gitmeliydim. Şansıma yeni bir taksi geldi ve beni arabasının kaza yapmasına sebep olduğum sürücünün gazabından tam vaktinde alıkoydu. Taksiye bindiğimde kendimi arkamda bıraktığım enkaza bakmaktan alıkoyamadım. Jim, Elvan ve Yıldız Tilbe caddede durmuş bana bakıyorlardı. Fakat Yıldız Tilbe koşmaya başlayana kadar ben uzaklaşmıştım. 

TD: “Where to miss?”

A: “Oh. I don’t know actually. Just continue until the road ends.” dedikten sonra Sherlock’u ararım. Uzun bir süre telefon çalar ve çalması bitince bir mesaj gelir.

Can’t talk rn. Call you later. 

-S.H.

Sanki bunun otomatik mesaj olduğunu bilmiyoruz.

WHERE ARE YOU GOING?

None of your business. Cause you are FIRED!

-S.H.

TELL ME WHERE ARE YOU GOING!

...

-S.H.

F*** YOU (: 

I would do the same gladly. (:)

-S.H

p.s. I liked the smile -> (:)

YOU ARE AN-

TD: “MISS! Can you tell me where are we going?”

A: “Do you know where 47 year old English post soldier can go for drinking? He is also stubborn and likes danger but wants to have a quality time with himself. Not in that way.”

TD: “Oh I know the place.” 

A: “Do you?”

TD: “Yeah. It’s near.” 

A: “Okay then.”

Adam beni en sonunda garip bir sokağa çıkan başka bir sokakta indirir. Adama parasını ödedikten sonra -neden taksi parasını ben ödüyorum bilmiyorum- sokağa girip heyecan içinde bu iki gerizekalının ne yaptığını görmek için sabırsızlanırım. John içer bilirim ama Sherlock ekstrem bir olay olmadıkça asla ağzına içki ve sigara sürmez. Bu aralar sigarayı da ağzından eksik etmediğinden artık içki konusunda da emin değilim aslında. Sokak karanlık ve saçma sapan neon ışıklarıyla doludur ve mümkün olduğunca dardır. 

En sonunda adamın dediği barı bulurum. Barın adı Old Man’s Inn. John için beklediğimden daha kötü bir yer ama daha içine girmediğimden bilemem. 

İçeri adım attığım andan itibaren aşağıya doğru bitmek bilmeyen bir merdiven inme ritüeline girerim. Gitgide kulaklarımı ele geçiren çirkin müziklerden biri beynimi akıtmaya başlar. (bu arada okurlar bu şarkıyı tam youtube’da ararken aynı anda spotify’da çıktı ve dedim ki BU DOĞRU SEÇİMDİR ve kendimi MÜNECCİM ilan ediyorum. Hayatımdaki 2. en psişik moment’ımı yaşadım. Sizleri baya gözlerinizden öper hepimize sağlık sıhhat mutluluk ve para dilerim <3 )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zLZ6Mc0VL0

Bu tanıdık melodi beynimde oynarken merdiven inmeyi bitirip başka bir koridoru ve koridor sonundaki mor/mavi/kırmızı/pembe ışığa doğru koşarım. John’un burada olma ihtimali Sherlock’un içki içme ihtimaliyle aynı. Yani yüzde elli bile yok. En kötü bir tek atıp başka bara geçerim diyerek holün sonuna gelirim ve içeri girince dans eden bilmemkaç kişi ve bar taburelerinde ortada içki içen tipler görürüm. Amazon ormanlarındaki gibi insanları yararak John ve Sherlock’u ararım. Fakat dans edenlerin içinden çıkmazlar. Oturanlara bakınca bir çift salak gözüme çarpar. 

Yanlarına doğru gidip ellerindeki beherlerle ne halt ettiklerine bakarım. Sherlock ve John dakikada bir telefona bakarlar. Sherlock’un gözleri hatta hiç ayrılmaz. 

A: “Hello guys!”

John beheri kafaya dikip sonra da önündeki shot bardaklarından birini kafaya diker. 

J: “Hello pain in the ass!” 

A: “Is he drunk or angry?”

S: “OH GOD! SHE’S NOT TEXTING JOHN!”

J: “Let me look.” der ve telefonu kendine çekip mesajlara girer. Sonra Sherlock’a döner.

J: “Does she have whatsapp?”

S: “What’s that?”

J: “Wait.” der ve whatsapp’ı indirip tekrar bakar ve bu süre boyunca Sherlock bana iğreniyormuşçasına bakar. 

A: “Am I that disgusting?”

S: “Nope. But when you are double, you seem really unbearable to look at.”

A: “Then why do you look?”

S: “Cause I need to keep my attention away from my phone. You are the perfect distraction.” 

A: “Was that a compliment or-”

S: “The other one.”

J: “Sherlock, she didn’t message. Sorry mate.” 

S: “Women...”

J: “Don’t be upset.”

S: “I’m not UPSET! I never get upset cause I don’t know how to be upset cause I’ve never been upset!”

J: “Yeah your reaction tells it.”

A: “Is he in love?”

J: “Did you get it just now?”

A: “I thought he was not capable of loving a woman in that way.”

S: “Oh pardon me but it’s very clear that you thought in the past but now you believe it don’t you? So you actually thought about it and if there would be a chance to believe that I’m a person who can love you would be the first one to believe it. Cause you desperately love me.”

A: “What? I think this is your first mis-deduction.”

S: “No. It is right and clear.”

A: “No. I don’t love you. How can you expect someone to love someone like you? Oh maybe John get used to you or he is attracted people like you but for most people, you are a pain in the ass. Especially on John’s and mine. I won’t be keeping my word away from you cause you were my employer or a very known detective.-”

S: “Most known detective.”

A: “Oh shit, stop correcting words. No one’s caring about the things you do to make people hate you. No one’s going to hate or love you Sherlock. You are just a remedy to their diseases. So stop pretending that you matter. Everyone’s the same and what makes us different is our perception. In this case yours is very different than the most. But this does not make you special.”

S: “You are jealous.”

A: “Of what? You?”

S: “Not just me. My skills and my life.”

A: “Thank god that you fired me.” 

S: “Why are you here even thought I told you not to come?”

A: “Maybe I am worried? Do you know this emotion?”

S: “Umm, yes.”

A: “Oh that’s good. You may understand me then.”

S: “Nope.”

A: “Then go kill yourself.”

S: “You’re here for John.”

A: “Of course I am. You are the one who made him angry.”

S: “That’s just a little thing. We solved it between us. Now go back to your mama.”

J: “Sherlock...”

S: “What?”

J: “Her mom is-”

S: “What?”

J: “She doesn’t know her mom so-”

S: “Is he an orphan?”

J: “Practically...”

A: “Yes. It’s a pity that you couldn’t guessed this mr. Holmes. I should get going then. Cause none of you seem to need me now on.”

S: “Wise choice.”

J: “Oh Sherlock! Stop it!”

S: “But she wants to go! Let her go John!”

J: “I would. But she needs a job.”

A: “Not this job doctor Watson sorry. I haven’t been paid. How can you expect me to work under these circumstances?” derim Sherlock’u göstererek.

J: “Oh don’t worry about him. He’ll do the work and forget about this. He never lets any useless information to his mind palace.”

A: “Is that a real thing?”

J: “Yes.”

A: “Can I go in?”

S + J: “No.”

A: “Okay then I should be packing up my stuff and fly to Turkey. But I need you to fill the application forms and other papers.” 

J: “Me? why me? Sherlock should be doing t-”

A: “We both know that he won’t do such thing.”

J: “Sherlock?”

S: “What?” der kafasını telefonundan kaldırıp. 

J: “You’ll fill in her internship documents right?”

S: “Mhmm.” der onaylayarak.

J: “Is this a deal? Can we call it a deal?”

S: “Yeeaah...”

J: “Okay then. IT’S A DEAL!” der yerinden kalkıp ikinci shotı da atıp. 

S: “What did you just say?”

J: “You’ll do the paper work for her.”

S: “Paper work? For her? What? These two things are impossible.”

J: “But now it is.” der cebinden bir şey çıkartıp. Elinde isviçre çakısıyla bana ve Sherlock’a bakar.

J: “Lestrade gave me this while we were trying to rescue you from Moriarty.  So this is for you.” 

NE? Lestrade? İsviçre çakısı? Ben? John elindeki çakıyı gözüme soka soka al der ve alıp cebime koyarım. 

J: “He said this is for defense. Also wondered if you would like to have a dinner with-”

S: “Oh this is the most hilarious thing in my entire life! Lestrade falls for a teenage girl!”

A: “for god’s sake I am 24 years old Sherlock!”

J: “She’s a woman. That’s what law calls.”

S: “But she’s unexperienced.”

J: “How can you know that? Stop messing around. ”

S: “Well I can tell if you pardon me assistant.”

A: “Oh well then, let’s hear about me now.”

J: “I guess tonight you’ll be covered in beer Sherlock.” 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYgmnku6R3Y

S: “I am telling what I see. But I can’t let you two shower me with your beers.”

A: “I don’t have any.”

J: “You can have mine.”

S: “Oh shut up! You... you are unexperienced about life. You are lost in details and human psychology. You actually can rationalize human behavior which is why I hired you but-

A: “you said you didn’t hire me. John did.”

S: “I let him, do not interrupt! You want to be loved and want to find the man of your dreams. He should be handsome and intelligent and everything a woman can wish for. So plain and ridiculous. Still you seem to gave up on love. You are walking on a thin line between life and death, to love or to have a cold heart. You are bipolar. Your thoughts are but your actions remain very calm. So calm. It’s disturbing to watch. You are plant that anyone can want and have in their houses. So that is what you are. You are needed but not especially wanted or picked. That’s driving you crazy. That is why you can’t trust anyone or love. Somewhat I can relate to these but the other things I said previously -they are shit-. So would you like to have a tequila?” 

A: “Thanks if you pay.”

S: “John does.”

J: “I’m not a-”

S: “Hush John. Pay it all.”

J: “You cock...” der ve kalkıp gider. Sherlock bana John’un kalktığı yeri gösterip oturmamı söyler. Garip bir şekilde insana benzediğini ve bir insan gibi davrandığını itiraf etmeliyim. Birasını içip midesini sıvazladıktan sonra bana döner.

S: “But I still know that you have good communication skills. Help me with this issue.” Masadaki telefonunu bana doğru iter ve mesaj ekranını gösterir. Attığı mesajlara bakarım. Sadece bir tane mesaj atmıştır ve o da,

Are you up! (:

-S.H.

Bu mesajı da büyük ihtimalle John’a yazdırmıştır. Lisede bile atmadığımız türden rezil mesajlardan biri olduğu için önceki mesajlara bakarım. Hep karşı taraftan garip içerikli mesajlar gelmiş ve birkaç senedir bir daha mesajlaşılmamış. 

A: “Sherlock, you might want to call him maybe.”

S: “Him?”

A: “Oh sorry this is the woman?”

S: “Yeah... yeah she is.”

A: “So, please stop doing things with John’s way cause she is not attracted to John. It is obvious.”

S: “How you knew that he wrote the message?”

A: “It’s very pitiful and corny.”

S: “Yes, that’s what I thought but still I sent it.”

A: “Wrong thing to do. So you want me to-”

S: “Text her!”

A: “I don’t think text is your thing. You should play a game with her. From the looks of it she likes to not get a reply from you. It’s tempting. I assume it has worked on you. But why did you sent the message now? Besides being drunk.”

S: “I just... I wanted to know-”

J: “Here’s our shots!” der elinde 12 tane shot bardağının olduğu bi tepsiyle gelerek.

S: “Are you a billionaire and hiding?”

J: “Just a retired soldier.”

A: “Doctor.”

J: “Whatever. Okay let’s have a toast!” der shot bardaklarını eşit olarak dağıtarak. 

J: “ to us!”

A: “What?”

J: “to us.”

S: “It is very cringy.”

J: “Oh you learned a word from a teenager’s dictionary Sherlock!”

A: “I am not a TEENAGER!”

J: “I meant my daughter.”

A: “Your daughter is not a-”

S: “Cut the shit. I say we drink to LOVE!”

Bardağı bırakırım ve John da aynı şekilde bırakır.

A: “I’m out.”

J: “Count me in.”

S: “Oww... you have wounds darlings. How baaad.”

J: “He’s drunk.”

A: “Yes I can see.”

S: “Where is she? where is shee?”

Arkamda bir nefes alıp verme sesi hissederim ve bir el beni omzumdan çekip arkaya atar.

E: “Here I am!” dedikten sonra alır ve shot bardağını Sherlock’unkiyle tokuşturur.

E: “to love!” der ve Sherlock’un gözlerine baka baka içer. 

Aslında içemez çünkü Yıldız Tilbe koşarak gelir ve etrafındaki tüm insanları;

“Ay çekil be! Bi kayın kenara! Ay daradım bi defolun be etrafımdan!” diyerek sıyırır. 

YT: “ŞERREFE KARDEŞLERİM!” dedikten sonra bana döner ve bana da bir bardak verir. John da en sonunda dayanamayıp bardağını kaldırır. Ona garip garip bakınca tekrar indirir ve etrafa bakar. 

JM: “OH-HO-NEEEY!” der ve Sherlock’un boynuna ellerini dolayıp önündeki diğer bardağı alır. Herkes durup bana bakar. Lanet olsun. Tam olarak kişi başı iki shot atabiliriz ve bir tanesini atmak bile saçmayken şu an elime Yıldız abla tarafından tutuşturulmuş shot bardağını birer birer herkesle tokuşturup kafama dikiyorum. 

JM: “Next one is LOVE SHOT!” der ve Sherlock’u kendine çekip onun da eline bir bardak tutuşturur ve tam o anda ne hikmetse en sevdiğimiz parça çalmaya başlar. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izGwDsrQ1eQ

Sherlock neye uğradığını bilemez ama hafif utanarak gözlerini Jim’den kaçırırken John bakıp bakıp güler. Bu adam Sherlock’a aşık değil mi ben mi yanlış biliyorum? Sherlock ve Jim bardaklarını bitirince Jim Sherlock’a uzunca bakar ve dudaklarına kayar gözleri. Hepimiz de sapık gibi bunu izleriz büyük bir zevkle.

JM: “There’s something on your lip.”

S: “W-what?” der sesi kalınlaşarak.

JM: “Let me have it.”

Sherlock irkilir ama Jim’in ona dokunmasına izin verir. John boğazını temizler dikkatleri dağıtmak ama Yıldız abla ben ve Elvan dirseklerimiz masada onlara içimiz geçmiş bir şekilde bakarız. Jim biraz utanıp gülümser ve yere bakar.

S: “T-thanks...” der sessiz bir şekilde. 

JM: “Anytime for my Sherlock.” 

Peki... biz ne zaman böyle bir moment’a sahip olacağız?

Biz derken Yıldız Tilbe, ben ve Elvan’dan bahsediyorum tabii ki. 

E: “Beni sayma. Benim sevgilim var zaten.”

A: “Ama Sherlock’a yürüdün daha demin?”

E: “Sen öyle sandın. Tek amacım bedava içki içmekti.”

A: “Sevgilin nerede o zaman?”

E: “İrlanda’da ama abim görmeme izin vermiyor.”

A: “Jim’den mi bahsediyorsun yoksa başka abin mi var?”

E: “Tabii ki Jim. Öyle gözüktüğüne bakma. Babam yüzünden biraz maçodur aslında. Annem de az tokatlamadı bunu küçükken sarma yiyor diye.”

A: “Ne?”

E: “Tabii. Ya şimdi neyse. Benim akşam uçağım var. Aslında amacım Jim’i Sherlock’la oyalayıp yılbaşını Fas’ta geçirmekti. Sevgilimle de Mallorca’da buluşacağız.”

A: “Neden?”

E: “DEDİM YA!” diyince herkes dönüp bize bakar.

E: “Sorry...” Yıldız Tilbe arkadan ufak ufak bizi dinler ama belli etmemeye çalışır. Yine de Elvan’ın arkasında bir çift göz görmek çok hoş değil. 

E: “Aşığız birbirimize ama Jim istemiyor onu.”

A: “Neden?”

E: “Çünkü benim İrlanda’dan başka beşik kertmem var. Fakat ikimiz de istemiyoruz birbirimizi. Ya neyse. Sakın söyleme bunu kimseye.”

A: “O zaman bana neden söyledin?”

E: “Toprağımsın ondan.”

A: “Yıldız abla?”

YT: “Ay efendim canım?”

A: “Yok şey Elvan’a dedim.”

E: “Yıldız abla zaten biliyor ki. Ona takside anlattım.”

A: “Jim Türkçe biliyor ama. Duymadı mı sizi?”

E: “O önden başka taksiyle gitti.”

A: “Hepsi salak bunların. Bizde bir taksiye altı kişi binilir. Bunlar 3 kişilik taksiye tek kişi biniyor.”

E: “Alışacaksın artık. Zengin olmak zor burada. Kaç taksi şikayetçi biliyor musun aynı yolu gidip gelmekten. Dolmuş yapacaklarmış bizdeki gibi. Toptan kaldıralım diyorlar. 

A: “E o zaman buranın keyfi kaçar ki.”

E: “Ben de öyle dedim şoförler birliğine de inanmadılar.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkFayE8Dqwc

Allah sıçtık. 

YT: “Ay inanmıyorum! Kız koşun piste gidip ülkemizi onurlandırıyoruz.”

E: “Ay yok abla ben oynamam.”

YT: “Kız manyak mısın? Herkes oynar.” der oynaya oynaya. Bir ileri bir geri gider. O sırada John’a doğru eğilip kalkar, e��ilip kalkar alnına para yapıştırması için. Arkada da Sherlock ve Jim kavga ederler.

S: “You know I love her! Stop doing this!”

JM: “Allright. I understood.” der yüzü düşmüş bir şekilde. Elvan onlara bakar ve panikler.

E: “Onları durdursana. Bir şey yap!”

A: “N’apıyım?”

E: “İt birini!”

A: “Ne?”

E: “Of!” der ve gidip Sherlock’u Jim’in üzerine iter. İkisi birlikte yere düşerler ve John ağzındaki birayı püskürtür. 

J: “Jesus!” der Sherlock ve Jim’e bakarak. Sherlock Jim’in üzerinden kalkmaya çalışır gibi yapar ama kalkmaz. Jim de Sherlock’a bakmamak için başını çevirip yere bakar.

JM: “Get off of me.” Sherlock bir süre daha öyle durur.

JM: “GET OFF!” Sherlock yavaşça kalkar.

S: “Now you play ‘not interested’ card?” 

JM: “I never played with you.” 

S: “Oh so it was all-”

JM: “I tried to be close to you asshole! But you really liked to be pulled. When I was gone you were desperate to feel important, special or the center of attention. That’s why I left you with the ordinary world.” 

Jim yerden kalkar ve Elvan’a bakar. 

E: “My name’s Elva btw.” 

JM: “Who are you talking to?”

E: “To her.” der beni göstererek.

JM: “What’s your name btw?”

S+J+E+YT: “Yeah right? What is it? / YT: “Adın sanın nedir gızım senin? İki oyna da şurada bir görelim nesin necisin.”

A: “Ummm...”

[marlahey]

hi! are you still doing the commentary thing? i'm in need of cheering up tonight so this is the section i was thinking of: "“I’m not…This isn’t–” Shawn shakes his head, and when he finds your eyes again, the vulnerability in his expression snuffs out that ember of want. “I don’t want to have sex. I mean–” You shouldn’t smile at his incoherence, but it’s a strangely inadvertent reaction. " i just want to say this might have been the best/most realistic paragraph of your fic i adore your writing!!

Hi anon! I am, absolutely! Thank you for that compliment. I hope this makes you feel better. The thing that I find difficult about sort of burgeoning relationships that aren’t necessarily founded on long friendships/casual dating is that I’ve always felt this like, uncomfortable shadow over every interaction that’s just like, SEX IS AN ENDGAME HERE. I find it so awkward, hence I’ve largely given up on just dating strangers lol. With this scene, even though Shawn and Ellie have been really close friends for such a long time, they’re still in the beginnings of a new kind of relationship, and  being young adults that are interested in physical intimacy, sex is something they’ve obviously thought about privately but never with each other. In this moment I wanted to explore how they navigate that. Shawn’s being honest here; he does just want to be close to Ellie without sex, but talking about it out loud for the first time is still a bit strange and making yourself vulnerable like that is always difficult, no matter how famous he is or how experienced/unexperienced they both are, or much they already trust each other. So in the end he fumbles a bit and it’s all very endearing, and underneath that I wanted to make a point of how important it is to have that really clear and open communication, and how even though it might seem unsexy, it can still feel really nice and natural. (send me a section of wsitd and receive a DVD extras style commentary OR send me up to three words and receive a sneak peek of part twelve)

[savannahsdeath]

HEYYYY first time giving a request can you write about ellie and reader having sex for the first time

ELLIE WILLIAMS X READER

mdni please<3

warnings: 18+!! unexperienced!reader, soft!dom!ellie, strap (r!receiving), pretty romantic tbh😇😇

writers note: another person trusting me with their first request??😓😓 omgomg guys ily

"just lay down and relax, 'kay?" ellie asked, knowing it's your first time and wanting to make sure you're fine.

you enthusiastically nodded, the nervousness getting replaced by excitement as your girlfriend started working her way down on you.

ellie gently rolled back the sheet covering you. your stomach fluttered, your excitement almost overpowering your nerves. she moved slowly, a light touch at first. that quickly changed - her fingers started gliding across your skin in slow, sensual circles. her mouth hovered close by your ear, her breath warming you.

you wanted to speak, but could only moan in response. her soft laughter rang out, her tongue caressing your neck.

ellie's fingers left your body, replaced by an even sweeter sensation. her lips. a passionate kiss that sent you spinning, your nerves finally giving in to the arousal. your tongue met hers, slowly, tentatively. she pulled away, teasingly, and let out another laugh.

your muscles tightened as ellie kissed her way down your body - all thoughts of your unexperience long forgotten to the sensations she was sending through you.

ellie's soft lips brushed against your chest, sending a wave of pleasure through to your fingertips. she placed her mouth over your sensitive skin, sucking softly, leaving a mark that would linger long after she was gone from your bed. you grabbed her by the hair, holding her close, not wanting her to leave.

her eyes locked with yours, her expression showing how much she was enjoying your reaction.

her hands were playing with her belt before unfastening it and throwing on the floor. the lower her mouth was on your body, the lower her jeans were sliding down. finally, the rustling of clothes met your ears, and your heart skipped a beat.

ellie's gaze didn't leave yours, her mouth leaving a trail of soft kisses down your body as her jeans hit the floor. her expression remained the same, her eyes saying much more than words could.

you didn't even have the chance to catch your breath when her lips found the source of the pulsating, soothing it with each gentle suck.

ellie's eyes widened for a moment as you tugged on her hair, her lips still on your skin. she looked up at you, a smile showing through.

she gave one final kiss to your body, before looking down, her expression changing slightly. she pulled away, her hands holding the sheet out of your vision.

"just close your eyes, alright? you'll like this." she whispered, her eyes glowing with excitement.

and after a quarter of an hour or so, you ended up filled by her purple strap. her hips thrusted in a much gentler way than you imagined, probably not wanting to hurt you by being too rough, at least not today. still, it was enough to make you feel like a mess. your nails either dug into her back or left dozens of bloody red scratches. your hair mixed with your sweat was glued to her pillow and you knew there'll be a lot of knots in them as soon as you wake up.

a small smile played across ellie's lips as she noticed the damage. not even a single mark bothered her as she knew it means you love every second of it.

she took a hold of your chin, gently bringing your eyes to her. her fingers traced your face lovingly, her voice was tender, warm, caring but also raspy and a little tired.

she told you how much she loved you, how lucky she feels to have you. your mind was already blank, completely overwhelmed by your body's reactions. you just... nodded.

she lightly chuckled at your shy reaction and placed a kiss on your forehead, nose, and finally lips, not stopping what she was doing before.

the sensations she made you feel were unlike anything you ever experienced, and your body reacted accordingly - your lips clinging to hers, your fingers digging into her back, soft gasps or moans escaping your throat. her mouth moved slowly once more, a smile still playing across her lips. she took hold of your chin again, her expression suddenly serious.

"how do you feel?" she whispered, looking deep into your eyes, waiting patiently for your answer. she cared about you, she needed to know.

'like in heaven', you thought, and with difficulty and struggle, you choked out these words.

[elliesfavbae]

Are you nervous, flower? - first kiss with Ellie, part 1

synopsis: Your more experienced at kissing best friend helps you out

Pairing: Ellie Williams x unexperienced!reader

warnings: just a fluff, my first fic too (how do i crop a pic)!

part two, part three

wc: ab 1500

It was a hot summer day. Like 32 degrees celsius outside. The sweet space of your room was no better. You were BOILING, everything sticking to your skin. Ellie could’ve said the same, sitting next to you in your room. It was like she was a part of your room’s scenery at this point, she was there almost all the time. You have been friends since you remember, spending every while with each other. Ellie recently broke up with her girlfriend and she was ranting about it:

“I let her be my girlfriend for two months for what?! So she can cheat on me WITH A MAN?” She emphasizes the last three words

It seemed like she wasn’t upset about losing her, just was frustrated she “wasted” so much time, as she describes it.

“I’m telling you, she wasn’t worth it” You try to comfort her. But the amount of times she has told you about her break up within the last week is uncountable, and you can’t think of any good responses anymore.

“Yeah, I know” Ellie rolls her eyes at your answer and groans, throwing her head back.

“It could’ve been worse though. Like, you could’ve been together for a year or something” You try again but it doesn’t seem to work well and Ellie sighs.

“Two months is a long period of time anyways. You don’t understand, you’ve never had a girlfriend” She whines, throwing herself next to you on your bed.

“Hey!” You throw a pillow at her. “I still have time” 

“Okay, okay” She puts her hands up in a defensive gesture. She’s making fun of your lack of romantic relations whenever she can. “But you can do like, a lot of things in two months in a relationship“

“A lot of things? Like..?” You look at her, curiosity in your eyes as a thought occurs in your mind “Like… have you done the deed?”

“What? No! Ew, don’t say it like that” Another groan escapes Ellies’ lips and she hides her face in hands. “We just… Kissed. A lot. Unlike you” She smirks as she finds another reason to make fun of you.

You don’t say anything because you know it’s true. Yeah, you haven’t kissed anyone yet. It’s not like you didn’t want to, you just… Never had a chance.

“Actually, why have you never kissed?” She turns right to face you. There is no malice in her voice, just pure curiosity.

You drop your gaze down “I don’t know I just… I haven’t had a good opportunity, I guess?”

“Bullshit. If you wanted to do it, you’ve already done it. Seriously, with that pretty face of yours?” She jokingly strokes your cheek

Your gaze is still running away from Ellie’s inquisitive irises. Suddenly, it feels like the temperature just increased by another 32 degrees.

“I guess I am just too nervous to do it. I have, like, no idea how to kiss” You admit

A chuck escapes Ellie’s lips “Sorry, shouldn’t be laughing but it sounds ridiculous. You’ve never kissed because you don’t know how? Yet you don’t even want to try” Ellie really tries not to laugh but can’t help a giggle which she tries to cover with a cough

“It’s just not that easy as it sounds. Not for me” Though she is laughing, you don’t feel amused. You realized it’s true, you’re actually scared to kiss.

“Listen, I’m really sorry” The girl says when she sees your serious expression. Ellie puts her hand on your arm “What if someone… showed you?” Her lips curl into a playful smile

I finally let my gaze meet your eyes “Like a movie?” You awkwardly chuckle, trying not to jump to any conclusions.

“No dumbass, like a person would actually… teach you. Would that make you less nervous?” Ellie suddenly sounds kind and now it’s her gaze that runs away from your eyes.

I gulp. It’s obvious what Ellie means now “Like… you want to kiss me?” You ask, a ray of hope creeping into your voice

“No, I, uh. I don’t necessarily want to, I just want to be a good friend and help you out” She sounds so nervous all of a sudden.

“Well, yeah sure, you can steal my first kiss” I say sarcastically, but to be honest you actually want her to help me out.

“Alright, come here” Ellie’s confident again, she pats a space on your bed in front of her, inviting you to sit closer.

You take a deep breath as you change your position, fake yawning to check for bad breath hoping Ellie didn’t notice that. But she did.

“I don’t care about your breath, really” She chuckles again but it doesn’t sound annoying. Not anymore.

“It's not like I thought you would, I know you won't judge me and-” I start mumbling because of the nerves “fuck I don’t even know what I’m saying” I admit with a sigh and an awkward smile.

“Are you nervous, flower?” She brings her hands to your cheeks and gently strokes them and you feel dizzy as if the blood left your whole brain, but in reality it’s quite the opposite. A blush creeps on your cheeks. Ellie has never called you a name like that before.

“I promise it will feel nice” Your best friend half-whispers and you feel like the whole world is spinning. You must have a real stupid look on your face but you don’t even care at this moment.

“So,” she starts “It’s all about what you do before the kiss” She puts her hands down and looks you into the eyes. Then her gaze lands on your mouth and your eyes again.

“You should look them into the eyes, at their lips, and into the eyes again.” She bites her lip “Extra points if you do that.” You are so lost in this moment you don’t really listen to her anymore. You can smell her cologne and shower gel. You can feel how hard your heart is pumping, too.

“And if you’re bold enough” She stops to bring her hand to your ear and she tucks a strand of hair behind it “You can do this. Trust me, it works” But you’re a living proof it works, as well as the damp spot on your underwear is.

“So? Are you ready?”

At first, you forget words in your throat. You clear it, and answer, your voice just a whisper “...Yeah”

She puts her hands on your cheeks once again and pulls you closer. You watch as she closes her eyes, so you do the same. And then you feel her lips on yours. It doesn’t feel like you imagined, it’s wet and slippery. But she was right, it feels really nice. She sucks gently on your lower lip, tilting her head, so you do the same to her upper lip. You feel so many things at once, yet you feel numb at the same time. Butterflies in your stomach going crazy, the smell of her warm skin, soft lips against yours, confident fingers holding your cheeks, her saliva mixing with yours, throbbing between your legs. The only sound in the room is this wet kissing sound you are making and your heartbeat. And, did you hear that right, a whimper from Ellie? The kiss lasted about five seconds, but it felt like eternity to you. 

Ellie pulls away from the kiss. She keeps her hands on your face and you already miss her soft lips.

“So? How did your first kiss feel?” That’s all she says as if nothing has happened. As if she didn’t just kiss her best friend for the first time.

You touch your lips with your fingers, like you are checking if it actually happened. You are speechless at first, but finally manage to say something, it doesn’t even make sense. “Wow.. It was.. thanks Ellie”

“What?” She furrows her eyebrows with a smirk on her lips. “Um, you want advice? Another try? Anything?” She suggests, slightly amused by your reaction

“Yeah, right, advice or kiss me again or something” You start mumbling again

“I would say… Just don’t tilt your head so much. And don’t stress, princess.” She does it again, calls you a name that makes your face red “But to be honest, it was adorable how nervous you were.”

You finally regain your attitude but your voice is still low. You roll your eyes at her “So… Can you kiss me again?”

pics credits on pinterest: ambar, vic