#unacquitted

[kaisntbreathing]

Hi hi! Could I ask for adam x seraphim!female!reader, where after adam died he ended up in hell (like a reverse pentious) and its sort of angsty in the beginning because reader has taken over from adam and her and lute were close before and it's like sad bcs it's the first extermination after Adams death, and when they go down, lute is really protective of reader because girl can't go through that shit again and then they are walking down a street and reader gets tackled into a hug and lute almost kills the person BUT turns out its adam?

(Little more context I guess? Adam and reader where dating before, and reader and lute were already close but became closer. This isn't readers normal job (lutes in charge of training everyone still), and she is basically the same as sera and Emily in the fact she does courts and stuff but she chose to help with exterminations on the day off because she wants to help heal her sadness by taking it out on ppl?)

SORRY IF ITS TOO LONG XX

𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋 ❦

𝐑𝐀𝐇𝐇𝐇𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐅𝐈𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐁𝐄 𝐒𝐎 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐘𝐀𝐇𝐇𝐇𝐇𝐇𝐇𝐇-

𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐏𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 24 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏-

𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐎𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐑𝐎𝐓

I LOVE YOU LILY OMG YOU HAVE SUCH A BIG BRAIN OMGOMGOMG-

BUT SERIOUSLY I LOVE THIS IDEA AND I'M ACTUALLY RLLY HIGH WHILE WRITING THIS SO HEHEHE

'۪۫❁ཻུ۪۪┊﹋﹋﹋﹋﹋﹋┊ཻུ۪۫❁۪۪'

With all the court date business with being a Seraphim and all of the stress of the exterminations is now being put on your shoulders you had the duties like the other Seraphims, there were three of you. Yourself, Emily, and Sera the three of you managed to get by but it was a lot of work you couldn't imagine how much work the archangels had to do.

And what made matters worse you were still grieving about your dead boyfriend who had died last year to the exterminations to none other than Charlie Morningstar and Lucifer Morningstar themselves and he was finished off by a lowing janitor demon who is no bigger than a child at the most.

You and Lute had been given unwanted promotions which led to more stress and work under your shoulders and on your wings.

As the next extermination was already a few days away you had to prepare you had planned to go down and kill some demons since you felt the urge to and you had been given the green light by the other Seraphims to do so you had to take out your unacquitted rage somehow.

Since it was only currently bubbling up inside of you and you knew that wasn't healthy nor was it safe since eventually you were going to bubble over and snap at somebody you don't mean to and only God knows what kind of trouble that could get you into.

As you were counting down the days till the next extermination you had been talking with your best friend Lute who you'd grown closer to since Adam's death she had taught you how to defend yourself in case something happened to you and she couldn't be by your side to protect you which probably wasn't going to happen since she had gotten very protected and very protective of you.

"One more day... One more day marks the day I lost you..."

You spoke as you looked at the picture of the two of you the first time you and Adam had hung out in a picture frame by your bed as you felt the hot stinging tears roll down your cheeks you couldn't help but choke back a sob you missed him more than anything he was the man you were supposed to spend the rest of your afterlife with.

But those plans have been rudely interrupted by none other than the king and princess of Hell you promised yourself one day you get your revenge but you knew in this current state you are nowhere near strong enough to take on Lucifer on your own.

Even as a Seraphim who could possess high power stood no match to Lucifer who was a fallen archangel only another archangel or God Almighty themself could take him down.

You were snapped out of your trance by the sound of knocking what you're doing as you snapped your head towards the door you responded letting the other person know they could come in as the figure of your friend Lute made her way back into your room as she noticed your tears as she rushed towards you bringing her self close to you pulling you into a hug quickly.

"I miss him too Y/n..."

ONE DAY LATER

It was extermination day finally as you and the rest of the exterminators along with your friend Lute flew towards the portal to Hell as you arrived at the dark dingy and ominous landscape of Hell that smelled like rot and decay, you coughed as the air was harsh and bitter to the taste as your nose scrunched up.

"It reeks here..."

"Yeah you never get used to the smell"

As you flew around the streets of Hell looking toward for any demon that you could stick your weapon into your weapon was different than the other angels you had your own weapon as a Seraphim much like an archangel that got their own weapons although there's were more customized while you only had a two-sided spear one side was sharp and smooth and the other was rigid and curved nonetheless both ends were very sharp.

Suddenly something caught your eye as you stopped and hovered as your wings folded against your back as your feet touch the pavement as you looked into a dark alleyway seeing a pair of golden eyes staring right back at you, as you tilted your head in confusion on why they weren't running instead they were running towards you.

Suddenly the demon embraced you. You were confused for a moment until he looked up at you and you immediately recognized who it was.

"A-Adam?"

"You remember me?"

"Of cou-"

"Y/N!"

You heard Lutes panicked voice behind you as you spun around trying to diffuse her anger as you shielded Adam from Lute making her stop in her tracks as she looked confused at you before you stepped away showing the demon as she dropped her own spear embracing him tightly as the three of you embraced each other.

The trio is back together.

[rainbowvolt]

hellow there fine lady! may i ask for a fair dose of cuddles plwes! maybe even with a side of kithes if available! i provide many thanks for you you precies ma’am!

Why of course fine ceru! Thee shall recieve the finest of cuddles, paired with thee most delighted kithes!! Thou love shall not be unacquitted, but reciprocated!!

[taco-drinking-bleach]

Still thinking about something someone said, "do you love them or are you in love with them" I was confused. They tried to explain. And I think I understood what they meant, but I don't really understand THEM. They are strong willed and will debate something endlessly and rant to try to get their point across. Even if they are wrong. they also aren't always the best at explaining things. What I do know is that. I cannot agree with this statement that they were making, "do you love the person, or do you LOVE the person". I find it confusing. Love is special. You can give it a thousand times in many different ways, and it will still be special. Love is seeing the person, its seeing all the little things they do, its a basic understanding that no matter how alike or akin to another we might be. We are all different in some way. Some ways that is only us. A hand moment picked up from your mother. the way you sit. The way you eat certain foods. Love is given freely because we live freely with who we are. Even if we can't dress or physically do what we want. Our minds are our minds. Love can be felt over and over again because of this, but different loves are also addictive. like there are a ton of fruit. You can like strawberry more then raspberry. And other ways people love you can be liked or not. that is unacquitted love. To disregarded any love because its different is failing the understanding love. Yes I love my GF, more then the world. I love her to the moon and back, But if one day she stopped loving me I would have to move on. I would hurt and always miss her. Because love was there. My love can change. I can love them like a friend after. Relationship love ISN'T stronger then love, its not special, its not vastly crazy. Its different. Its a different love that will stick unlike others.

This is why we miss people, we love them. Even if they hurt us. I told them "I love my GF" they said "that's crazy, and to fast". I didn't state how long we were dating, how long we knew each other, how long we were friends, how long we knew OF each other or what was the speed of our relationship. She thought we where to young to know love, LOVE. I find that silly, Will she be my one forever? maybe not, maybe so. I hope so but life is silly. Being young doesn't stop your understanding of love, you just can't explain it yet. I knew that when I threw something up It always came down. I didn't know gravity, I didn't know space, but I knew it fell. Life is experiences, life is love. If you aren't given that, find love in the unlovable. Find joy in the sadness. In a dark place to grow up, in a shitty life. Look outside for a moment. look at the leaves colors. Look at the food that you can eat. look at the ones you had a chance to love. Even if you have none of that. look at the chance you were given. In a bad place you can always find a future. Life will never be easy, it will not get easier. What will happen is love. Someone will love you you help. Or YOU will love yourself. you must force yourself to learn to love yourself. "find love in the unlovable". The only reason you don't is because you think you know yourself to well. every small thing. But like I can look at a piece of plastic and think of the thing that it was. The joy that it brought, Even if it is only a shard of what it was. It was still, once, that thing. So yes, I love them with all my heart, (I "Love, LOVE them") like I love most if not all things. for that is the love that I will give. that is my gift. No matter the folly that I might have, No matter the thoughts of others. I will love, no matter the pain, no matter the loss. My love can make a difference not only to myself, but to others. I hope you can understand that your love has ability as well. :)

[sinusaur]

think i just unlocked a new emotion listening to glass animals in the car talking abt the presence/absence of love in marriages w the unacquitted love of my life