#umm hey guys 🙈 it’s been a while

[afmis]

I always come back to the dsmp like coming back to your ex you just can’t get over no matter how much you try 😭

[wonwoonlight]

📣: idol!Soonyoung // fluff // 1095 words 

A/N: oh wow this was so specific that I was actually surprised🙈 i changed a few things here and there soo i hope it was okay!! anyway, thank you anon for the request♡

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When Lisa and Wonwoo are quiet together, you know it means trouble.

Being Seventeen’s back dancers with Lisa and the others for years now, you’re bound to get closer to one of the boys one way or another. You and Lisa are particularly close with Wonwoo, though the two are always up to something when you leave them just enough time to themselves.

“Hey, did you see Wonwoo?” Soonyoung asks as he pokes your shoulder. Your heart skips a beat at the proximity, more than surprised to see his face so close to yours when you turn to him.

“Umm, no. Lisa’s missing, too. I’m guessing they’re up to something again,” you sigh, shaking your head in exhaustion.

Practice has just ended ten minutes ago, some of the members are already gone from the room, wanting to shower as soon as possible. With that, only Soonyoung, Junhui, and Seokmin are left in the room with you and a few other dancers and staffs.

Soonyoung sits down next to you on the floor, laughing a little. “They’re always scheming something together, aren’t they?”

You simply nod, praying Soonyoung wouldn’t get any closer. It’s been a few months since you realize you’ve been developing feeling towards the guy. You’re still trying to convince yourself it’s nothing but a fleeting crush, something that will go away after a while. But it’s been months and it’s still there. Why.

You guess it’s because Soonyoung himself has been doing things that only encourages your feelings towards the guy even though you’re sure he doesn’t mean it that way. But how can your feelings die down when he always smiles whenever his gaze catches yours? When he always hands you a bottle of water when he notices you’re out of breath and you know he’s never this attentive to the other dancers?

Still, you tell yourself you’re just looking too much into things. The way his fingers brush yours everytime he hands you something is nothing but mere coincidence, Soonyoung is way too out of your league and there’s no way he returns your feelings.

Even if he does, you wouldn’t want to put his career in jeopardy by being with you. You’ll just enjoy these little moments you share with him for yourself, keeping this in your memories as something precious, close to your heart.

“Are you not going to wash up?” you ask. The room is almost empty now, Junhui looks up to the both of you, waving his hand as he walks out of the room. It’s just you and him now.

“In a bit,” he says, wiping his forehead with a small towel. “I’m still sweating so much. I’ll just catch a cold if I shower now.”

You let out a laugh, stretching your legs out. “I still think you might need to get it checked. Who knows there’s a reason why you’re always sweating?”

Soonyoung grins at that before following your posture, his long legs stretched forward beside yours. “Eh, I’m fine.”

You’re about to say something when Wonwoo walks in, stopping in his track when he notices the both of you.

“Oh?” he exclaims, turning to someone on the door. “They’re both here.”

Lisa peeks in from the door frame, letting out an ‘Oh’ before waving quickly at Wonwoo. “Well get out, then!”

You look at them weirdly, only catching up on what they’re doing a second too late. The sound of door clicking follows, signalling you it’s locked from the outside.

Soonyoung dashes to the door, trying to force it open as he mouths all sorts of curses to Wonwoo from the little window on the door. “Dude! Not funny!!”

The pair seems to think otherwise, though, only laughing at your flustered face behind Soonyoung.

“Not gonna open until you admit it!”

“Admit what?!” Soonyoung screams back, though he knows well what Wonwoo’s saying. Damn it, he should’ve kept quiet about his feeling, how was he supposed to know Wonwoo would suddenly be the nosy type when he’s always kept to himself?

There’s no answer, Wonwoo and Lisa no longer visible through the door.

On the other hand, you’re panicking at their words. What on earth made them think it’s okay to betray you like this?

“I’m sorry,” you and Soonyoung say at the same time, surprising each other.

You share a confused glance, unsure why the other is saying sorry. “Umm… why are you saying sorry?”

Soonyoung lets out a chuckle as he makes his way to sit on the long bench. He pats the space next to him, telling you to sit. “Why are you?”

“Because…” you start hesitantly. “Because they’re probably doing this because of me.”

“Oh?” he raises his eyebrows, wondering why you’d think so. Surely it can’t be…? “And why would you think so?”

“Well, they couldn’t be doing this because of you, can they?” you start to ramble, looking down on your feet instead. You’re much too conscious with the little space between you and him to think straight.

“Why, did they know anything that might lead to this?” he asks, his tone playful though you can’t tell for sure why. Shouldn’t he be bothered by this? Maybe Soonyoung is much more carefree than you think he is.

“Umm. Nevermind.” You shake your head, trying to get your sense back together. “Why did you say sorry?”

“Well, to start, he’s my member,” he says. “And I might have an idea or two as to why he’s doing this.”

You look at him in terror, did Wonwoo tell him? Wonwoo, of all people? The guy who barely talks to people? Did you do something to piss him off? Gosh, is it because you threatened to steal his Nintendo the other day?

“Now, now, stop thinking too much,” Soonyoung chuckles, having enough fun. He knows how far can your mind go when not stopped. “Wonwoo might’ve found out I have crush on you.”

“God, I’m so sorry, I don’t know why Wonwoo would tell you I—wait, what?” you stop midways, not believing what he has just said. Did you hear wrong?

Soonyoung grins, the nerves leaving his body. He gets it now, understands clearly what your words imply. “I said, Wonwoo might’ve found out I have a crush on you.”

You blink at that, all sort of excuses ready at the tip of your tongue as to why it’s a bad idea because you know Soonyoung can be impulsive with his decisions when filled with emotions. Too bad you forgot how persuasive Soonyoung can be when he wants to.