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nomaishuttle · 2 years ago

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like currently i rly truly donot want kids i am not ready i would not be able to take care of them mentally or financially. but i still rly rly love imagining a future if/when i am able to take care of children. bc id rly rly rly love to be like.a healthy parent and give my kids a good life yk. like o think thats just somrthjng j rly strive for

#its hard t talk abt it without sojndjng lke ITD BE GRATIFYING FOR ME 💪💪#bc like. it very much sould be but thats not the only reason i want kids and i think its very irresponsible.to have that be the knly reason #my first and foremost thoughts r like. i want to raise kids to be happy and to take care of themselves. and i want them to have the stable #environment i never had yk..#like i dont wanna live in suburbia or anything. in my fantasy its always likee. we live in a mountain range... yk. very isolated just bc i #find them pretty... and ik its not super realistic and the majority of the things wont ever happen 4 me. idk if ill eve be Rly rly ready #for kids idk if ill be able to adopt/have(?) twins #i definitely wouldnt be able to have twins they dont run in my family at allll. but yk #um i need 2 get to bed sry. ignore all this etc #just musing...

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