#uhmmm this post is long as is with the text so i might explain a little more in a later post šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ
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tranzkarma-archive Ā· 4 years ago
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Au where Karma gets fucked over by Gakushuu and just decides to fuck up even more because he's already in deep shit why not have fun while he's at it?
Translation for the second pic because shitty writing and I love making it hard for me to fit alot of words in!!!!
"jeez, when I told you to take me to dinner first, I didn't literally mean take me to a restaurant. It's a little less romantic with your buddies (the big five) here, though." Karma
"you haven't changed a bit, Akabane." Gakushuu
"No need to be so formal." Karma
"you're insufferable." Gakushuu
"listen, I asked you to come here-" Gakushuu
"because I need you to do me a favor." Gakushuu
"a favor, huh? Well, I'd love to hear it!" Karma
"get that shit eating grin off your face." Gakushuu
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fmdtaeyongarchive Ā· 3 years ago
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q3 2021 update & plot call !!
below the cut, you can find an update on ashā€™s current life, career (or rather absence of), and development for quarter three, as well as plot and thread ideas! if you see anything that youā€™d like to plot out or write with him, like this or message me, and we can get to it! i have a lot in mind about where ash is right now, so i might add more and expand later on!
mentions of ashā€™s continuing struggle with mental illness under the cut in case you donā€™t wanna read that rn
professionally
ash is on hiatus the whole quarter so... not much going on here.
uhh basically the first two days of july he was still trying to get bc to let him take a break so schedule threads could be set then if they cross paths at the bc building! heā€™s going to be participating in concert rehearsals for knight to a less intense extent since bc, as of the beginning of his hiatus, fully intends him to participate in the concerts. heā€™ll miss about the first half of the tour, but in july and august heā€™ll still be attending knight tour rehearsals some to keep up. schedule threads can also be done then!
(note that heā€™ll be missing the bc city concert as well ā€” i donā€™t see him dropping by just to support either tbh, sorry bc ppl. white knight duo ver tho letā€™s gooooooooooo)
ash will eventually start writing music and finding his love of that again though and thatā€™s pretty much the most work he can do during his hiatus, so itā€™d be cool to maybe have him write, compose, or produce for a few people that might be releasing later this year or sometime next year if anyone is interested? :) we can see if ash would work for it. thereā€™s also opening for him to ask a few people heā€™s close to to sing some demos for him when he starts trying to write again!
personally + plot ideas!
explaining how he got to his hiatus would take me all day but he basically forced bcā€™s hand in letting him take time off (well, he wanted to leave knight and retire ngl but his manager was like... you know thatā€™s not going to happen letā€™s try a hiatus <3). you can read my badly-written solos for part of it (i still need to write more) but generally, the most other muses might know is that they might have run into him acting kinda moody/down or impulsive/irresponsible lately, he made a very uncharacteristic post on social media that hinted at being unhappy with his life currently and losing passion/excitement for even the things he used to value most highly before his social media was deactivated by bc lmaaooo. the post would have probably conveyed Something was up it it wasnā€™t like genuinely super triggering-level content i promise !! bc released a statement shortly after stating heā€™d be going on hiatus without mentioning a definitive end date.
so thereā€™s the possibility a muse might have checked up on him after that post / the hiatus news to see how he was doing?
tbh ash isnā€™t going to be seeking out meeting new people during his hiatus. heā€™s taking time to himself and is only going to make any effort to hang out with people heā€™s comfortable with. those heā€™s not close to, heā€™s going to have to interact with by running into unintentionally.
heā€™s getting a place in jeju in the early-ish part of his hiatus. heā€™ll be spending a lot of time there at first because he just wants to get away from seoul, so itā€™d be nice to set some threads there if your muse has the time to hop over to visit him if they have anything resembling a free day. (again a certain level of closeness would be necessary, but i think one good heart to heart conversation beforehand could bring someone closer to him enough for that rn! even over text tbh lmao). chuseok would be a really good time for this !! i imagine catching up over lowkey dinners or heart to hearts under the stars, that found family ash has actively fought having lol
(that place in jeju is also going to be where he starts to want to write music again too, so music based stuff there would be chill?)
heart to hearts in general anywhere would be really good for ash right now so please give me those! they can be in seoul too for sure.
heā€™ll be moving into a new apartment in seoul eventually, though that will probably be a little later in his hiatus? he had some bad fan/sasaeng run-ins right before his hiatus and having so much time off makes him realize he wants to move. someone can help him house hunt or if someone else is looking for a place, they can talk together about it. i want him to realize he wants to move into a smaller place that can feel more like home
once he does move, muses are free to come over and help him set up / be his one-man housewarming party. thatā€™s a little down the line tho !! so we might not want to plot that as a thread to write right this instant
he may also be getting a pet ! muses can come look with him at a shelter or he can run into people there!
this would be a little later in his hiatus, but itā€™d be interesting if once heā€™s doing a littleĀ better, he gets the urge to dance and runs into a muse at the dance studio. idk that heā€™ll ever fall completely back in love with dancing, but he might rediscover some of what he did love about dancing and ash and this muse often run into each other as he visits that dance studio a little more often and they eventually bond over it / do some dancing together.
those who still really have that passion for making music ash has lost, talk to him about it <3 he misses it. he might cry but tbh heā€™s liable to cry in any thread
heā€™s cutting his hair short and dying it back to black this month, so it would be possible to run into him at the hair salon!
ash will want to be inside at home mostly at the beginning of his hiatus, but as it goes on, heā€™ll start to branch out and that will offer some more opportunities to hang out. heā€™ll try not to go to bars and clubs really, but small music venues or jazz lounges, small indie cinemas, galleries, those kind of things will be up his alley
idk that thereā€™s much plotting to be had around this, but this long hiatus on top of the other hiatuses heā€™s had and his acting out before this hiatus is going to make some of the bc team realize it might not be super wise to keep pushing him hard as a cf model (and in the long run, just less of pushing him as a major idol star within the company in general tbh) so heā€™ll be able to get some more tattoos and piercings and will become more comfortable, hopefully, with presenting himself how he wants to be seen / having some development in that good olā€™ lack of bodily autonomy aspect ash has always had going on. heā€™ll be coming out of hiatus living much more of his 2021 jk fc truth with the full sleeve and the eyebrow piercing .
uhhh ? pretty far down the line but iā€™ll mention it while itā€™s on my mind :) i think itā€™d be cool if ash did a collab (mini-)album (or two?) at some point after getting off hiatus. iā€™d want it to be someone he really clicks with creatively (though they donā€™t have to be a songwriter ā€” i can see it working as collaborative songwriting or as ash feeling really inspired to write for them) and wants to work with since itā€™s not going to be something heā€™s letting bc push him into it at that point, and something that just happens organically. realistically, this would work with a female vocal best by far, maybe a male rapper just based on the songs ash does / i can see him doing. probably wouldnā€™t want to commit to anything fully rn unless it really clicks but i wanted to throw the idea out there :)
uhmmm?? ig i should also mention ash will be paying attention to his health both mental and physical heā€™s been neglecting for a while. there isnā€™t too much to say regarding plotting here because he needs to handle it himself with trying new therapy, medications, understanding thereā€™s some stuff beyond ā€œjustā€ his depression going on. coming to accept nothingā€™s ever going to be perfect, but that self-awareness and effort can help more than denial can. not super plot potential-y but iā€™ll mention it since this is all the personal update section
basically, ash is taking time to recover mentally (and physically) and ultimately hopefully leave hiatus in a better place than he started where he can be more comfortable in his career, even if just a little bit, in himself, and in his life. if he can have some good, developing threads during the time, thatā€™d be great!
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