#uhhhhh ramble that may or may not make sense bc uh words hard bleuhg

[westmother]

@frontierbound​​ said: Send me “❧” for a memory that brings them anger   |  source  |  accepting.

numerous instances and happenings had made her burn with rage in her stomach; there was one such memory that would truly stir her up. a mixture of anger towards herself and the other party involved. when she was younger she was admitted in school by her mother's persistence and for her to be something better than to find a job in the brothles. she was around ten at the time, and all the school children knew who and where she came from, it didn’t mean that they would be any less than cruel than their parents where to her.

she wasn’t as bothered by the comments the girls would make, but she did have a vice against how they would talk about her mother. their words would make her tighten her fingers til they turned white while her jaw clenched with a bitten tounge. not relying on the teacher whos name she had long since frogotten, he wouldn’t help her in anyway, why should he? she was just a brothels child, a unworthy child in the high society's eyes. thinking about how she would be treated made her anger show, when people would remind her of where she started from she’d be angry. how dare they, judge a child for simply being, especially if that child couldn’t change where they were from or their origin place. that she was deemed as a ignorant and illfit person. her rage now had been turned into determination, though that doesn’t mean she isn’t still hurt by her interactions from the past.