#uguuuu i get feels

[indycinders]

man idk if it's my ADHD or if it's because i'm just not feeling well but i can't just focus on anything lately qvq

i sketch something really quick to get it out of my head and then i go do something else. i've been trying to write the next part of my CI fanfic and it's like a handful of words here and there when i'm not distracted.

the struggle is real today. thankfully i'm going to the clinic tomorrow. maybe i'll go for another walk tomorrow as well. uguuuu someone help meee "orz i'm like a skipping record missing parts of the song.

[arbitrarygreay]

Contemporary school life yuri

Mangaka: A and B are sooooooo cute and wholesome together! uguuuu Mangaka: uh I guess I should throw one contrived misunderstanding their way Mangaka: F L U F F Mangaka: You know what, A and B are actually really fucking boring. Let's focus the rest of the manga on the DISASTERS in their friendgroups (and antagonistgroup) that just cannot get it together. Mangaka: PINING. ANGST! ONE-SIDED FEELINGS!! CONFLICT AND TENSION!!! NAMIDAS!!!! Mangaka: Entrance exams and graduation time. What will be A and B's wholesome future careers? :) The end

[squabbled]

(little rant, feel free to scroll past)

uguuuu i hate it when i think i look good and literally everyone else says i don’t

i am the one controlling this meat mecha i should be able to choose how i heckin look without someone screaming at me that i look ugly all the time

i mean when it’s to the point i don’t even want to be around some people or really be with my family at times

like, yeah, i want long hair, heckin cry about it

and it only gets worse with the fact that everyone in my family thinks the same way and literally every family gathering is me just trying to ignore everyone complaining about it last time i let it get long and i eventually got so fed up i just cut it but this time i won’t let that happen again lmao

oh yeah and the fact that i wear a hoodie and sweatpants all the heckin time lmao

yeah i know it’s hot and you say i should wear something else but it really helps me feel more comfortable with myself right now since there are some things i genuinely want to hide about my body since i can’t stand them lol

i don’t get why people think i have to look exactly how they want me to. i might not be the cutest person ever and kinda ugly but y’know what i’m me and i hope you’re ok with that

[blossomophelia-archive]

"yet because I knew nothing, nothing was beneath me." that was a long, l o n g time ago. at present, most anything that rises above does sit beneath in versus' regard - the unblooded gods, craving glorification from those they'd deem lesser because they cannot find it in their equals. "that was nice. but i suppose innocence is meant to be warped into a personal wisdom; a wound-to-be in all of us. set up from the start to be lost." ( idk man )

         ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ : versus was very well spoken ( eloquent and graceful, she envied his silver tongue ) and sometimes his more philosophical moments went over her naive head. though it took a few seconds for his words to register - she finally understood. she frowned slightly, wondering if they were directed towards her ( she was innocent and unknowing ) and even pondered if she should shed such purity. luna quickly became embarrassed, fingers fidgeting with one another as she tried to curl into herself in the car seat. refusing to meet his gaze, she instead looked out the window, watching the lights of the dark Insomnia streets.

his words frightened her and for some reason, the fear of the unknown began to build up within her chest. lunafreya even tried to use her loose tresses as a veil to hide her expression. she was incredibly inhuman - her reactions were surely odd to him. ( try as she might, luna could never understand humans, even if she herself was technically one )

periwinkle orbs flickered to her left to watch him - the men held an apathetic expression as he continued to drive.

             ❝ do you... think i’m childish?  ❞

the girl knew of many things, many dark subject matters and yet, the way she went about her everyday life was painfully pure. when it came to the whim of the gods, the moon was knowledgeable enough ( she knew of her mission and though it pained her, it was still something she took a great deal of pride in ). but personal affairs? what did he mean?

          ❝ are you... trying to ask something of me?❞

[animakupo]

hello!! um, not really a request but... do you have any ffxv fic recs for anyone who’s starting out in the fandom? also ffxv fics with OCs, if you happen to read any? :)

*whispers* come closer child let us bask in these works of art:

- @shadyafternoontea has some really great Iggy pieces and does angst with fluffy endings well (my fave is Argument)

- @angelic-guardienne has some cute headcanons + one shots

- @unlimitedthotworks for some smutty goodness

- @bleucommelhiver for some Nyx lovin’

- @hanalwayssolo A+ prose

- @promptoschocohoe has headcanons and some fics too (Loved was so UGUUUU)

- @promtease more headcanons to feed our fandom

- @glaive-eve is the top of mind when it comes to fics with OCs because i see them mention their OC Eve a lot (The Days of Solheim is the most precious Ardyn piece I’ve come across yet)

- @tsuyuzamuuu fics, one shots, and general ffxv goodness

- @wolfgoddess77 honestly i’m just all about their prompto smut lmao

- @ff15trashgoldenslumbers for a vast library of stuff to read, head on over to this one

- @cactwerk even more quality ffxv writing

- @hextme we love some flangst with those arguments headcanons

- @roses-and-oceans gladio smut? i mEAN

- @birdsandivory for The Softer Side series aka the Purest Headcanons to Ever Exist™

- @mandakatt for some gr8 Dino content that you never knew you needed

- @inconsistencys has a talent for bringing that fuzzy feeling in your heart with their work (Newlywed life with Prompto is honestly what gets my blood pumping)

- @ffxvhoe SO MUCH TO READ, SO LITTLE TIME

- @noboomoon honestly the cutest Noct headcanons fite me

- @insomniascure more smutty headcanons but also: Aftercare with the Chocobros? yes plox 

- @jojolosthermojo feels??? i’ve reread THIS so many times omg

- @mysticrainpain god bless the headcanons

- @louisvuittontrashbags i mean. you can never go wrong with more smut (but even their non-smut work LIKE THE REQUEST I MADE is A+ too)

- @ffxv-milkshake imagines and headcanons, but also has a selection of other writers in the fandom which was really helpful for me when i was thirsty for more ffxv fics lol

THIS WAS ARRANGED IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER ANY I HOPE YOU ENJOY READING NONNIE!!!!!!! SEND ALL THESE AUTHORS SOME LOVE!!!!!!! and if anyone has any other recs, send them our way thank bc i’ve probably forgotten a shitloadda other authors omg sorry

[maddybunny]

❤️💚💙💜💗💖💘💝(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Jordan always followin’ through feeding into my fetish for attention uguuuu you’re such a bro honestly

❤️ - How many people have you fallen in love with?

Probably 3, and they’re the 3 people I’ve dated. I don’t fall for people too often but when I do it’s like, pretty fkn hard lol, and I believe there’s a discernible difference between infatuation and deeply in love. I’ve had big crushes or been infatuated with probably like 6 people then total tbh

💚 - How far would you go to change for your beloved?

I used to be 100% willing, like, wanting my FP(fave person) to treat me like a doll they could ‘program’ but nowadays I.. still feel that urge, but my will is stronger and instead I stubbornly fight against it UNLESS, of course, it’s something I SHOULD change about myself for the better than I CAN change.

💙 - What is your favourite video game?

I’m a baby and cannot betray my love for Sonic Adventure 2 Battle, but other than that it’s Bayonetta! ♥

💜 - Ever think about getting a seifuku? If so, what colour?

I have gotten a few! The first was just for cosplay though, so it was all black and red (for Hell Girl), but the other two are purple and white and navy and white. I don’t wear em often though because they’re a bit of a pain to put on and even the skirt is, like, really short, even for someone with nylons on. I sometimes think about getting a better one in the future though, but not sure what colour.

💗 - Fave piece of weaponry?

That’s tough! Overall I have to go with GIANT HAMMERS. I love to make the big smash, even if it’s not a realistic weapon LOL. Ummmm, but for more realistic I do like the idea of poisons (is that considered a weapon??) and of course I think knives are very pretty. (And I’m also really scared of them LOL) Scythes are also hella aesthetic HMMMMM... there’s a lot I like I think!

💖 - What colour best describes your mood around your beloved?

A toughie as it changes but typically I think it tends to flow between pinks/reds, blues, and purples. Cliché, I know!

💘 - Favourite yandere character?

Oof this question is always kinda tough for me because a lot of characters that aren’t labeled as yandere can also be considered as such and vice versa but, like, obviously you can’t go wrong with loving Yuno Gasai since she’s the ultimate queen. Other than that, hmm.. maybe Kurumi Tokisaki from Date A Live? Ahh there are a lot I love....

💝 - What gifts does your senpai like the most/ do you like the most?

I mean it depends which senpai you mean, but if we’re referring to my bf... He likes spicy foods and sexy stuff! 8) As well as video games, but yeah...! As for me? I loooove sweets. If you gift me sweets I’ll succ u off spiritually. (It’s my language of love so if I share sweets with you, I REALLY LIKE YOU.) Um, I really love getting gifts though, I’m not gonna lie... I love the thought in general, so..! But uh, I’m rambling, sorry... I also love things like flowers and plushies/anime merch and anything pertaining to my interests and aesthetics honestly. Anything that shows you’re paying attention to what I like really makes my heart go doki doki lmao also ROCKS and spooky things hmmmm

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lmao ty for the asks!!

[ninaiso]

Man doki doki literature club is a really cool game, with a crazy awesome Plot, but boy am I kind of bothered by the writing. Particularly the main character. He's really... A jerk? Like... He has a lot of stereotypical male toxicity, and contradicts himself. He'll say something really healthy and good but then turn around and say something abusive and bad like right after and it bugs me?? And all the girls just kind of overlook it, all he gets is the cutesy anime "uguuuu you meanie!" And that's really it.

If it was on purpose to point out the sexism and toxic kind of writing many harem otomes have then neat, but I don't feel like there is any indication that that's the case unless I missed it?

I'm glad at the end he kind of changes, but even then it just feels like a bandage, to me anyway.

Other than that, good game!