#ugrhhh jack im sorry pelase

[morbid-mongrel]

new kintype been giving me problems tbh

There's so much yearning for connection, guilt of losing my best friend. His family made me feel wanted. There's nobody to blame but me. Jack gave me his trust, and I failed him.

There is absolutely *nothing* I can do to fix this. Not enough self loathing, no amount of apologies can undo my selfish act.

Vivid, fuzzy, and blurry memories come and go. It's been a 4 day long shift now, I'm just jotting down what I remember.

Feeling welcomed into Jack's home, your family was everything. So understanding, so accepting, made me feel as if I belonged somewhere.

I hang my head in shame for tearing apart something so precious.