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lilac-melody · 11 months
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#help i dont even have a gf but like#i cant help but. daydream abt getting married one day ..??#i would absolutely love to get married to a woman#i think its cuz lately pretty wedding dresses have been popping up in ads n stuff (bc i looked up wedding rings for a fic)#and i wanna feel like a princess so bad on my wedding day if it ever comes#plus getting married would be hella beneficial rn but like#idk. im daydreaming abt it and yet idek if i ever will get married yk??#ive had customers- women#who openly talk abt their gfs and wives and its so cute i want that :(#but idk how to approach any of this.....#sigh...#ik marriage isnt a “happily ever after” but...i just want it.#i didnt particularly care before but for some reason lately ive just really wanted to get married...#coughs id be happy asf if the woman i marry if i do get married is tall but whatever coughs#tall women are hot ok#plus its so fucking sad seeing so many women feel unhappy bc of their height like girl ill date u :(#ughhjkfhfkjfhkfs...#its weird though. why now???#why so suddenly?????#ik weddings are expensive#things dont go well a lot. things happen#and yet...i feel like id still be happy..??? uhfkjhfkhf idk how to explain it without feeling like im romanticizing it...#maybe i just feel this way bc one of my besties irl almost got married (smthin happened)#and one of my coworkers- who is a couple years younger than me#is talking abt how her and her childhood friend are going to get married#like theyre already raising money to live together and all that#my coworker may be a bit annoying at times but its cute the way she lights up when she talks about it#idk smthin abt the genuine joy abt it might have triggered something in me..????#im not jealous though at the same time if that makes any sense
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