#ughhhh FUCK JULY HONESTLY

[nervocat]

Bro WHY am I busy today. COME ON

[or0ch1maru]

Hello CJ!!!You! You absolute writing genius!! I wanna formerly say thank you to you for answering my question about who in the akatsuki would have a mommy/daddy kink! I honestly thought you were just gonna answer by organizing the members into certain categories but you went ABOVE and BEYOND by not just doing that but also writing a lil mini drabble to include too?? *slams fist onto table* you spoil us too much with your wonderful writing!!😔😔😔

Reading your answer made me melt into a pile of goo I can't even lie. Like for some akatsuki members, I'm not even as in love with them like I am for certain other members but when I read the drabbles for members like Konan, juzo and the lil bonus of Zabuza?? Holy.Shit. you had me reading their parts with my mouth open cuz YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH DO I NEED THEM🧎‍♀️‍➡️🧎‍♀️‍➡️🧎‍♀️‍➡️ especially konan's drabble?? Like I need her??

And of course the rest of the members parts were so good too. But imma focus on my main man Hidan cuz you had me slamming my fist on table and asking 'when's it my turn??' Bc you just KNOW he would absolutely go feral the moment that word slips past your lips. Like he doesn't care when or where y'all are but he would literally have you bent over the nearest surface bc it's like you switched something on in him and you're almost sure that he's enjoying this even more than you are🫠🫠🫠 like it's not even fair how your writing made him even more fine ughhhh.

Once again, just wanna say thank you again for taking time out of your day to answer my ask and for sharing your writing😁😁 I always look forward to whenever you're able to post!^^

Also! I'm here for the ask game that you recently reblogged^-^ 2, 4, 27, 28 and what was the first anime you watched? Do you still enjoy it now? Who or what got you into naruto? I got into naruto because of itachi, Kakashi and tsunade but I stayed because of Hidan hehe

- 🌻 anon

🌻 anon, thank you❤️smmmmm. This made my day hahah🫶🏻 I’m so happy you and many others enjoy my writing. It makes me so giddy knowing I’m making people smile and be able to see their ideas written down🥹 I love you^.^ words cannot express how happy your ask just made me fmdjfjrhdlcorbrufb lol

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2. July 27th, I’m a Leo🥰

4. Honestly probably twilight of HP & the philosophers stone. Those I’ve read who knows how many times. The spines are WRECKED

27. Definitely a night owl. I’m the biggest grouch in the mornings. I hate waking up, I hate trying to keep myself up if I wake before 10. I literally changed my work schedule to nights and closings only due to this 😆

28. I do. Love is messy but beautiful 🥺

Now, my first anime was Ouran High School Host Club lol. I still adore it, especially since it introduced me to the world of anime. I haven’t watched it recently but would like to again.

At first I watched it because I’d been told by a few friends how good the show was and I’m like okay cool. So at first it was just testing the waters type deal but when I heard of the Akatsuki I stayed and I’m like HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE I WANNA FUCK 🤣 (I’m sorry, I am unhinged) but I just loved how complex a lot of the characters are and they’re so much more to them than a pretty face

Once again thank you I love you, here’s a kiss💋

[lukesperfectharmonyhair]

im rewatching jatp instead of studying for the 3 tests i have tomorrow and i thought i would share my thoughts and reactions with each episode so enjoy!!....

wake up

- hearing the “1, 2, 3″ at the start of the episode gives me more serotonin than my antidepressants ever will

- julie’s slippers...that’s it...that’s the thought

- that dry ass pasta the molina’s are eating for dinner??? someone needs to give my man ray some cooking tips or a cookbook... something

-the looks the boys give julie when she says it was an OLD cd she found. as if they could be old??

-the entire julie and luke kitchen scene i mean there are no words to describe how much i am in love with scene. the banter, the flirting, luke giving this girl he literally just met an actual PIECE OF HIS SOUL so she can get music back into her life. not a single time have i watched that scene and not felt my heart literally grow cause of how cute they are. 

-the entire scene when julie is singing wake up. that scene is what made me literally CRAVE watching the other episodes. like of course i was going to watch them cause i wasn’t gonna just stop watching a show after one episode, and yes the show was good already but seeing the lighting and her voice, and just everything about the scene,,,,*chef’s kiss* 

bright

-flynn drinking seven sodas....SEVEN??? i would be throwing up if i drank more than like 2 and she drank seven,,,no ma’am.

- flynn and her trumpet. talented queen

- “ i wouldn’t have given you the song if i didnt think you were gonna rock it.” lmaooo im crying:)

- i start tearing up every time julie goes to play the first notes of bright,,, and then i’m full on bawling when the guys come in and play with her cause...they weren’t playing to be seen they were playing to be there for her and play to comfort her. pls i love them<3

- nick vibing in the front row

- the tech guy deserves so much more praise

flying solo

- reggie’s little butt shake or whatever you wanna call it!!

- julie’s little laugh when she yells at the guys to stop it

- “and we’re on the runway again” GENUINELY one of my favorite lines of the whole show pls i love luke’s humor

-this is the first time i noticed this but reggie’s face after alex says “DONT TELL ME HOW TO GHOST!”

-WILLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU<3333333

-the slow mo helmet take off,,,,me too alex me too

-willie’s little giggles:))))

- “oh-oh!”

- “no clue” alex i love you baby<3

- next season better give us a scene of flynn throwing eggs at someone’s house because i think it’s safe to say we were robbed of that experience. 

- the flying solo performance is just amazing

i got the music

- just the whole opening scene is so cute ....the dancing, singing, happiness RADIATING from julie 

-nick in an all white suit and fedora

-WILLEX MUSEUM DATE YEAH BABYYYYY

- carefree skateboarder bf and anxiety ridden drummer bf

- yelling. in. museums. 

-alex thinking he’s literally dying again because of the salt... zero braincells in this band.

- another scene we were robbed of that i need to see in season 2...reggie singing “home is where my horse is” while alex and julie sit patiently and attentively listen to him but luke looks like he’s about to commit murder

- i get SO MUCH second hand embarrassment for julie when she looks through luke’s songbook and says “ wow luke I didn’t know you were such a romantic” julie baby i love you but...eekkkkk

- “he looks like a substitute teacher”- where did he come up with that like so many other things he could be compared to but a substitute teacher??

- “luke introduced you to rock” heck yeah it did.. literal soulmates

- would like to see a picture of the raccoon in Flynn’s backyard

- wee woo wee woo police sirens://///

- julie’s outfit ughhhh i love it

- the poster that im pretty sure says “sexiest role” behind caleb... why was that necessary 

the other side of hollywood

- THE ENTIRE PERFORMANCE OF THE OTHER SIDE OF HOLLYWOOD 

- i lose my absolute shit over this song omg literal chills

- the cape grab i cannot physically do this rn

- willie being so excited the entire performance and looking over to see alex’s reaction

- reggie being in awe everytime one of the girls performing does something.. me too reggie

-”well i wouldn't really call it mAAgiCcCC bUT”

- nick and his fedora again

- alex has a crush, alex has a crush on.....WILLIE

-the boys eating food for the first time in 25 years is honestly so realistic

-alex shoving a whole slice of pizza in his mouth

- lukes ‘OH MY GODDDDD’

- reggie kissing his meatball sub that looks painfully dry but also delicious 

- the continuation of the other side of hollywood performance and everyone dancing

-reggie imitating caleb’s evil laugh and owen trying so hard not to break

-me getting mad at the boys for not showing up for julie and being sad with her but at the same time i’m obviously not mad at the boys just...disappointed?? idk 

finally free

- how did julie get to the school if she missed the first three classes?? wasn’t she still at flynn’s house from the night before cause she slept over so did she walk to school or was she just sitting in flynn’s house by herself and one of flynn’s parents was like you gonna go to school or???

-dance class with nicky poo<3

-reggie fixing his amp in the rain

-julie’s blue dress outfit in this episode is my ABSOLUTE favorite 

- the birthday candle scene makes me sob like a little baby,,,and rightfully so

- julie smart, smart to be taking calculus as what a sophomore??

- all eyes on me yes queen iconic

- alex dancing is how i dance in my brain whenever the song comes on 

- finally free as a song is NEVER given enough credit and why not?? it’s my favorite song they do as a band AND the madison’s vocals and the echoing part omg i loveeeee

- and the whole performance with luke’s heart eyes. i count this performance as the moment luke like fell in love with julie...like full on just blown away with how much awe and admiration he has for her in that moment and all the time.

 - julie and luke singing “and you’re a part of me” while staring directly into each others soul,,,yeah that’s love kids

edge of great

- carlos being the ghost hunter he is and tía being done with him

- luke’s pouting face 

- reggie and ray making breakfast together is so wholesome. reggie really loves and seeks comfort in ray and i love that

- luke just waiting next to julie’s locker and his little “hey”

- the first time i watch this scene i thought charlie was from new york cause of the way he says “ i can't do this without you” and then i watched the cast interviews and just realized he is somewhat joey tribbiani 

- jealous luke hehehehehhehehe

- “well dont you look shARrP”- yes he does luke thank you very much

- “uh oh i think someone has a crush on julie” yeah you do you little shit,,, now admit it to her

- the proud look on luke’s face when he realizes julie is still paying attention to HIM even though she’s supposed to be having a full on conversation with nick

- the shoulder push ( as someone who has had their own shoulder pushed in the middle of a high school hallway as a weird way of flirting,,,,i can definitely somewhat attest to how luke is feeling in that moment and i too continued to flirt with the person who shoulder shoved me while we were still standing in the hallway)

- the flow from whatever the hell dance nick and julie are doing and the perfect harmony dance is so special to me and i love it

-ADOANCLOBNAOVBCOAB THE HAIR PLSSSSS

- EVERYTIME THE SCENE COMES ON AND I SEE HIM WALKING THROUGH THE MIRROR I HAVE TO PAUSE THE SHOW FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES WHILE I DIE LAUGHING BECAUSE THE HAIR IS SO BAD EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD BE USED TO HOW IT LOOKS AFTER WATCHING THIS SHOW LITERALLY 30 TIMES

- i think people see my username and assume i like his hair in this scene but...ummm fun little fact i do not like it

- the dance is so good though ugh my babies

- the hair

- madison is gorgeous 

- another season 2 scene i need: julie teaching this dance to luke and they perform it in front of alex and reggie so they can see luke roll on the floor like that

-the hair

- the lift i loveeee

- the voices at the end of the song *chef’s kiss*

- the way julie spins out from luke and into nick omg so good

- “thAnKs pArTnER”

- luke denying his feelings for julie,,,babe pls

- the whole edge of great performance is so good and beautiful and the colors are SPECTACULAR 

-julie avoiding luke’s gaze lolz

- can't believe my mans really tried to deny he didn’t have feelings for julie like 5 hours earlier even though he’s getting upset because she hasn’t looked at him in 2 minutes

- THE. GUITAR. RIFF. SOLO.

- when i finally learn how to play the electric guitar well enough to learn the guitar solo... it’s over for everyone

-nick just came to watch the girl he likes perform not watch her flirt with a hologram plssss can we give this man a break next season.

- “we have to say goodbye to julie”- that’s literally more important to luke than not playing music anymore because julie is music to him now

unsaid emily

-already crying and the episode hasn't even started

-willex in the orpheum

- alex literally being OVER reggie

- nope too emotionally unstable to watch this scene right now

- my therapist will be hearing about this tomorrow

- show us the baby picture of luke cowards

- this is such a beautiful song that makes me cry every fucking time gosh damn it

- everytime i watch the flashback scene of luke on his bike i think of “christmas song” by phoebe bridges and i cry even more

- i tried to learn how to play this song on my electric guitar (because i dont have an acoustic guitar) and i ended up crying half way through so i do not think i will be playing it anytime soon:/

- the harmonies *chef’s kiss*

- THE POLICE LIGHTS ....i cry

- FAT tears rolling down my face

- there's literally not a moment i don’t cry during this episode

- interesting little relationship :0

- when i played percussion in 7th grade i used to lay down on the couch in the practice room at school ( which god knows what people did on that couch...ew) and stick my drumsticks up my nose too,,,, just another similarity between alex and i 

stand tall

- willie really drove a bus 200 miles into the desert for his crush

- WILLEX HUG 

- i love willie no last name so much,,,i just wanna hold and protect him

- alex’s ballerina dance

-julie’s overall outfit i love<3

- “im swimming”

- the way carlos hangs up the iPad on tía makes me CRACK UP he’s just lmao bye girl

- another julie outfit i love

- “anything julie. you know that.” AHHHHHAASIDSJFPACISN love bitches

- the suits

- luke’s hair in this episode is so much better than the perfect harmony hair pls

- YOU GOT NOTHING TO LOSE

- the way luke looks so restricted and confined in his suit... but at the same time he looks like a 10 week old puppy

-luke’s AGGRESSIVE but small foot tapping leading up to being on the stage

- the solos:)))))

- crying again over julie’s monologue to her mom

- julie really was brave enough to be ready to perform by herself

-the way Trevor looks at carrie when she says “been here before”

-ALEXXXXXX

-REGGIEEEEE

-luuukkKKKEEEEEEE

- this performance makes me cry

- especially the first time when i saw luke flickering...sobs

- he finally looks free in his suit:))

- alex’s solo is so pretty i love him

- reggie’s solo too 

- nick just straight up vibing the entire performance

- alex and luke holding hands...hehehe cute besties

- “thank you, guys” NO THANK YOU 

- the way julie begs for them to do something about the jolts for HER cause she knows luke would never say no to her

- “no music is worth making, julie, if we’re not making it with you,” I JUST SCREAMED AND IM PRETTY SURE I WOKE UP MY ENTIRE HOUSEHOLD...whoops

- going back to that line i could say so much about it but....for someone who’s life was literally MUSIC for the 17 years he was alive, and after finding out he could play music again even though he was dead and saying it made him feel alive, he would give that up- he would give up playing his guitar, playing in a band with his friends, give up writing and singing music- if he wasn’t doing that with julie. that’s more than saying i love you,,,that’s literally like saying i’d give up my ENTIRE LIFE and what i love to do if i dont get to do it with you

- i just made myself cry with that description...wow

-the hug<3

-also imagine how luke felt in that moment,,, hearing this girl, once again that he would give his life up for, saying in his ear that she loves them. i would motherfucking glow too, luke

- *passionately but gently holds each others faces*

-HANDS OFF MY BABY NICK, CALEB

- caleb’s outfit is....something

- the head turn plssss

this was so long and i am so sorry but if you read this far.....leave some of your own reactions or thoughts:)))

k goodnight im gonna, ugh, finally go study ://

[moderately-competent-bird]

Re-watching S2E12 in an effort to gather my thoughts

LOVE that we’re getting backstory on this prison world nonsense. Finally.

“Who could have set him free?” the kids your dumb dad sent here, because he’s dumb.

TELL HER IT’S NOT ALL HER FAULT YOU DUMB IDIOT

I’m rly gonna be in pain watchin these sizzie scenes knowing how it all ends. ugh. ughhhh. she cares so much. 

and he’s just...a little bit Not Okay

Karaoke Kai is the best Kai, no questions asked

baby josie really rivals baby yoda. Fight me, I dare you

 of course bby josie loves the witch who does fire, what a shocker

“Come with me if you wanna live.” bad idea. Nope. No way.

Linda or Joanie lmao I will never get over that

Supernatural hunger games, I fucking love him

“Bon-Bon” be still, my heart. The worst, most toxic ship in the world and I still love it

lmao he’s such a fucking chaotic MESS, my GOD

we’re gonna gloss over this awful werewolf look. where is the budget

BEARD BROS

Rewatching this honestly makes me feel sad for Sebastian. I know you all know VERY WELL how I feel about this whole thing. But like...ugh, idk. I don’t know if he loves Lizzie, but I think he just wants to start over with the closest thing he had to Cassandra, because AGAIN, he has had like no real time move past it

I was honestly afraid I wouldn’t like this episode, because as much as I like Josie, I’ve been kind of lukewarm about her lately. But she’s been fun to watch so far. These Kai interactions give me life.

 “What exactly are you bringing to this partnership,  Because from where I stand I’m the only one of us who’s not useless?” Okay RUDE but solid burn.

the teddy bear. the Bonnie crumbs. I’m so upset. I miss her so much.

I loveeee how he’s lowkey proud of Josie, ugh

Meanwhile, in the Lizzie Show where she gets to be happy for five god damn minutes. (she’s killin it in that dress. He’s killin it in...everything. I hate this)

Like she was really just trying to live her best fairytale life and he had to RUIN IT

hellll yeahhhhh put Alaric on trial, you go girl

“While you’ve been playing checkers I’ve been playing chess” ICONIC

they literally play supernatural hunger games for fun, I can’t even

“Couldn’t have done it with out you kid.” ughhh and then kissing her foreheard, GOD HE’S SO FUCKING MENACING WHEN HE WANTS TO BE

gotta find a way to write an AU where Sebastian doesn’t do The Bad Thing because these sizzie scenes are fucking me up.

“Doubling down in the face of imminent death. Ballsy.” That’s it, that’s the whole TVD-verse in a nutshell. 

This whole scene with the prison world kids killing the humans is SO  Vampire Diaries, I’m having flashbacks.

I’m actually surprised they brought back the humanity switch thing, I really didn’t think they would. Idk how I feel about it. Idk how I feel about it.

Lizzie I support you and I love you

“What I’m offering isn’t a choice.” Again, ugh. Terrible decision, Seb, but it was such a TVD moment. I got chills. 

Sebastian is like...clearly fucked up emotionally. If Julie Plec does not address this, I will riot. His character does not deserve the hate because of some shitty writing and I stand by that.

All that said, “I think we should see other people.” was such a badass line lmao

KAI you motherfucker, you were really gonna leave your stupid delinquent friends. Fuck yeah though, Josie’s the bad bitch I needed her to be all along.

God, Kai is so annoying and I am so thirsty.

Oh man, I have so reactions. Dark Josie?! Possible heretic Lizzie!? KAI IN THE REAL WORLD, Y’ALL BETTER WATCH OUT. 

This episode was literally one of my top five favorites for sure (MG’s “The Boy Who Still Has A Lot of Good To Do” episode is actually still my #1). Very reminiscent of TVD, even the Lizzie/Sebastian scenes. I can’t wait for next week. Julie, you crafty bitch. 

[chairraeatingchicken]

yay its almost the end of 2021.

-the first half of 2021, i spent it with my favorite person to quarantine with. My bub. My plant baby daddy, soulection luver, and the only bf i’ve ever had. I had the best fucking time. Traveled and worked, got my own place, was outside a lot, did a lot of house rolls (ughhhh so fun), I even co-signed my families home, stayed in the ye-haw farm life, honestly i just felt that my quarantine was cut short. 

june/july we broke up and i cried for like four hours after we both went to see illenium. My serotonin was def peaking during illenium 3 hour set, then to break up after the event and have closure trying to see if anything could happen ....just sucked. 

Now its Scorpio season. Almost the end of 2021. 

-I’m just really glad and happy, that i can pull myself out of a bad mental state and learn from the first time this happened. As the year is coming to an end, I guess the only new thing I’m doing is staying consistent in the gym and getting A’s baaaaby. I can only sumo and squat 90lbs lmao. Ya girl got A’s in Math and Security hehe :D 

so if you’re going through something; it’ll pass. Nothing it forever.

I’ll come back to post once i hit a new PR in 100′slbs :D

[filterhoshi]

seeing monsta x at the airport in sf!

hello i really wanted to do this post!!! this day was so much fun and i met lots of people. i’m going to write this post in bullet points bc i feel more comfortable writing it this way. so .... yeah i’ll just start here?? lol this is gonna be long

so the day before, july 19th, my friends were originally going to sleep over then just head over to sfo early in the morning

we didn’t even know what time they’d be arriving so we were like ok lets just go at 5am!

they didn’t end up sleeping over so i had to pull an all nighter bc i don’t trust myself waking up

i also chose what i was gonna wear like an hour before we left bc i always do things last minute hhdfcdjh

my mom and i left my house at 5am and i was slowly getting tired so i got coffee from starbucks to keep me up

like i didnt even sleep since 2pm the day before .....

after picking up both my friends we hit the road!

there was traffic but the drive wasn’t too long and we arrived at sfo around late 7??

ive never been to the domestic terminals so it was kinda confusing

my mom dropped my friends and i off at terminal 2 and just left to go to a mcdonalds lol

my friends and i wandered around terminal 2 on the 2nd level,, we were at baggage claim and didnt really know what to do

we went up to the first level and it was like where people left to board and where people arrived?? idk how to explain it im sorry

there was a starbucks there so my friends got stuff and i didnt cos i was fine

my friend constantly checked twitter for updates and monsta x hasnt left yet 

at this point it was like 9am, all three of us pulled all nighters, and we didnt see anyone else who looked like they were waiting for monsta x

we then headed to terminal 1 level 2 and chilled there for like 30 minutes maybe

monsta x still hadnt left so we looked at remaining flights and the ones they’d most likely be on were in terminal 2 so we moved there

there were seats there and outlets so i charged my phone and we all just sat

my friend went to go get her internet friends and we all just chilled in the little seating area

it was about 10am and my mom brought us food bc we did not eat at all

my 2 friends left and i was left w my friend’s friends ..... yall i dont wanna use names bUt YoU know what i Mean

there was a guy and asked us if we were waiting for monsta x and wow !! we met another fan ! so there was just a lil group of us

lololol if u guys see this .... hi

ANYWAYS

my 2 friends came back and the 6 of us went to go to the international terminals aka on the other side of the airport

we had time to kill so why not!

((before my 2 friends came back my friend’s friends figured out monsta x would be coming at 2 or 4pm and it was 12pm at the time))

there really wasnt anything to do so we just went back to terminal 2 and continued waiting

2 other girls came and waited with us and we were like a cult

we took up half of the waiting area basically!

another girl came and i ended up talking to her for a while

it was like 2pm now?? and monsta x were coming at like 4:39

3 more girls came and we were just this huge ass group,, it was nice

honestly we thought we were the only people there but we were so wrong hjdcnjdfh

my friend’s friends soon then found out monsta x were arriving earlier and they’d be coming at 4:19 so i was like yes!!! thank u god!!!

i was lowkey getting impatient

time was going by so slow i swear and im still surprised i wasnt even tired

we all decided to go up to level 1 at 4:10 and i swear i was shakin and getting hella nervous

iDK WHY BC IT WASNT LIKE I WAS GONNA TOUCH THEM OR SOMETHING

when we went up there were like 20 other people waiting for them too and i was sh00k

more people came though eventually

my ass was just shaking the whole time and trying to prepare myself

there were fansites too and it felt weird seeing them in action lol

so it was way past 4:19 and my friends and i were just like uh??? what??

the longer we waited the more nervous i got bc they could be coming out anytime soon

people walking out were so confused why there were so many people waiting and asked us who we were waiting for

a security guard was like “who are u guys waiting for? justin bieber?” hhdfcjndj

these 2 guys came out and asked us to make way so we were guessin they were w monsta x bc they waited after telling us that

SO AT 4:49 PM

THEY CAME OUT

I WAS SHAKING

sadly everyone started to crowd and i was trying to give space but it was hard to back up

i have a video and there were a lot of people getting in my way and i bumped into so much people

OK BUT shownu and kihyun came out first

and BITCH it took me a while to register that i was them like

i just stared at kihyun for 2 seconds like ??? then i was like WAIT MINUTE IT’S THEM

the crowd started moving and after shownu & kihyun it was jooheon and changkyun

FUKCING JOOHEON’S HAIR I CANT- YALL GOTTA SEE PICS LMAO IM SORRY SWEETIE

um wonho was after jooheon and changkyun but in the video i took i noticed i barely acknowledged him shcbjdcnd

IT WAS HAPPENING SO QUICK OK IM SORRY WONHO

like i deadass skipped over him and pointed my camera to minhyuk lmfaodjfcndj surprise! minhyuk is my bias!

i still got some footage of wonho tho

ughhhh minhyuk was wearing a hat and mask but i was still WHIPPED and thought he was the most beautiful person in the room bc well i mean he was

he looked pissed tho

most of them look tired or annoyed and i just kinda kept stepping back

some people were getting to close and i tried yelling out to give space but that didnt work

HHFNCJD i yelled out “YO MINHYUK IS SO BEAUTIFUL” i hope he heard

this girl in front of me got so close to him tho like u could see it in some of my pictures and the video i took

when they were going outside to the van i somehow went from the front of the crowd to the back??? idk

they all got into their van pretty quick

some people shouted their names,, in the video i took all i heard was wonho and jooheon

i shouted minhyuk though

i love him so much dont @ me

they shut the door so quick though idk why i thought it was funny hhdfnvjd

wonho waved before the door closed so .... ye

they drove off right away after they closed the door

no one touched the van or like banged on the windows so don’t worry!

once they left

MY ASS WAS CRYING AND I COULDNT BELIEVE I SAW THEM

all that happened in less than 2 minutes i was so ajhsnsjdhcn

my friends and i were just freaking the fuck out

i collapsed onto a pole bc Holy Shit yall i saw monsta x wow!!!!! WOW

my friends and some of the people waited with just got back into a small group and looked at pictures/videos we took

we went back inside and sat down to look at everything

i was still in shock bc oH MY GOD

after like 20 minutes of just looking at pictures we decided to leave and it was 5pm

so basically my friends and i waited at the airport for 8 hours without sleep to see mx for less than 2 minutes

it was so worth it lmao

my friends and i slept in the car on the way back home tho so there’s that!

well that’s how it went down when i saw them!! idk if i should post pics from the airport since it happened a few days ago but ... yea

um idk if i’ll do a post about my experience at the concert bc it might be boring since i didnt do hitouch?? maybe ill do it,, ill think about it. if i do it,, expect it to be out in a couple of hours lol.

[starlingsrps]

wendy calvin dev.

ORIGINS & FAMILY:

Name: wendy danielle calvin

Nickname: wendybird

Birthday: august 1, 1990

Age: twenty seven

Gender: female

Place of birth: lima, oh

Places lived since: lima; chicago, il

Parents: adrian & beth calvin, 55

Siblings: rosemarie calvin, 30; jacob calvin, 25

Relationship with family: ughhhhhh - wendy is very much the black sheep of the family and her parents are honestly great? like they were supportive of her leaving home and studying philosophy because she was going to Do Something with it and then when she bombed the lsat and didn't get into law school and she decided to lay down and say fuck it, they were a little less so. they love her anyway and are always asking her to come home but she makes excuses about being too ~busy. she's so not looking forward to rosemarie's wedding because she's a bridesmaid and ughhhh.

Children of her/his own?: no thank fucking god

PHYSICAL

Height: 5'4

Build: small and skinny

Complexion: fair

Distinguishing features: cute features, big eyes.

Hair color: blonde

Usual hair style: wavy and messy, thrown up in some kind of loose interpretation of an updo.

Eye color: brown

Glasses? Contacts?: neither

Style of dress/typical outfit(s): jeans, t-shirt, big shirt or sweater, sneakers; waitressing clothes.

Typical style of shoes: sneakers

Health: reasonably good

Grooming: loose. she showers daily but forgets to wash her face a lot.

Jewelry? Tattoos? Piercings?: lots of bracelets every day, a sparrow tattoo (because she's wendybird to her family, ya get it?), pierced ears and nose.

Accent?: nah

Unique mannerisms/physical habits: she scratches her nose a lot and avoids eye contact unless she's working.

Athletic?: weak as a baby kitten but capable of shredding when she feels like putting in effort but [whines]

INTELLECT

Level of education: ba in philosopy from uic 

Level of self esteem: eh! wendy is real good at faking it but she's an insecure little marshmallow underneath.

Gifts/talents: wendy is a bulldog when it comes to loyalty. those are HER dirtbag friends and she will NOT take shit from anyone about it. she's clever about figuring out solutions to other people's problems but her own? forget it. 

Shortcomings: wendy is flaky as a croissant. she's not good at follow through and gets anxious really easily to the point that it paralyzes her from doing anything about it. 

Style of speech: so many ums, ahs, and ughhhs

Artistic?: not...really

Mathematical?: not...really.

Makes decisions based mostly on emotions, or on logic?: emotions

Neuroses: she haaaaaaaaates making eye contact with people.

Religious stance: raised methodist, current agnostic, prone to philosophical and theological rambles when high. she's ~spiritual

Cautious or daring?: daring

Most sensitive about/vulnerable to: her sense of self. she's twenty seven and a waitress and knows deep down that there's nothing wrong with that but she was /supposed/ to be a lawyer and look at her now.

Optimist or pessimist?: pessimist

Extrovert or introvert?: both? like it depends.

Level of comfort with technology: comfortable

RELATIONSHIPS

Current marital/relationship status: single af

Sexual orientation: heterosexual

Past relationships: many, many, many hookups. she thinks her last boyfriend may have been in high school.

A social person?: ish.

Most comfortable around: her fellow dirtbag, ----

Oldest friend: her friend julie. julie has her shit together and gives wendy advice about how to get her shit together and wendy nods and nods and takes notes but forgets it all on the train home.

How does she think others perceive her?: she really tries to not think about it. she's sure it's not good.

How do others actually perceive her?: BINGO. kind of a dirtbag, wasted potential, mouthy tomboy, stunted.

VOCATION

Profession: waitress

Past occupations: waitress, intern, ice cream scooper

Attitude towards current job: it's a job. she doesn't hate it 40% of the time.

Attitude towards current coworkers, bosses, employees: ughhhhh

Salary: not nearly enough but she makes it work.

SECRETS

Dreams: ughhhhh

Greatest fears: well, it used to be failure but she's doing pretty great at that so???? breaking a bone??? she doesn't have health insurance so she'd be fucked.

Hobbies: sleeping (she sleeps a lot), netflix (she sponges off of julie's account), walking (she walks when she can't sleep), petting dogs, getting high, reading

Past sexual transgressions: ahahahahah lots of leaving in the middle of the night and hooking up with dudes who definitely have girlfriends

Crimes committed: light shoplifting as a youth, constant jaywalking, smoking pot (but come on she's a pretty white girl like she's ever going to get in real trouble - WE ALL KNOW THE REALITY.)

What she most wants to change about her current life: AHAHAHAHAHA 

What she most wants to change about her physical appearance: she wishes she were more impressive.

DETAILS/QUIRKS

Daily routine: up whenever, food, tv, nap, work sometimes. 

Night owl or early bird?: night owl

Light or heavy sleeper?: heavy

Favorite food: cheetos

Favorite book: the wasteland by ts eliot

Favorite movie: bad horror movies

Favorite song: "chandelier" by sia

Coffee or tea?: ew. coke.

Type of car she drives: ahahahaha

Lefty or righty?: lefty

Favorite color: purple

Cusser?: fuck yeah

Smoker? Drinker? Drug user?: yes / yes / does pot /really/ count i mean come on

Pets?: does she seem like she should be a pet owner because honestly.