#ughhh. fucking ARFID GERD anxiety and anorexia. evil combo.

[boyswillbedogz]

hhh i know we're getting malnourished again. i mean, we were missing a lot of vitamins to begin with, but we literally arent eating enough to get any actual energy.

depressive episodes are more like. brain tired. this isnt that. i'm exhausted. everything is a drag and i felt like passing out for all of today. i actually black out whenever i stand and my stomach constantly feels like its gnawing itself into pieces. I almost buckled while just standing on solid ground.