#udk i cant put it into words

[ethonized]

collecting joel notices like theyre pokemon cards

im still kinda in disbelief

[timextoxhajima]

HI DANA I'VE MISSED U SO MUCH😭😭

god i really came back to so much new stuff from u😭😭😭 I'VE BEEN VERY BUSY PREPARING FOR MY THESIS AND MY ABROAD YEAR PREPARATION NOW (literally writing this in the middle of finishing another nasty paper i need to do) SORRY I CANT BE AROUND SO OFTEN😭😭😭 i saw that post of yours and omg im this 👌 close to just sending u a message SO WE CAN BE ACTUAL FRIENDS

anw i wanted to tell you this so much so,,, i actually started writing too🥺 (idk it just become one of my coping mechanism with the amount of stress and pressure i've been getting) i would literally write them in my car on my way somewhere or just in the middle of waiting for something, and i wanted to tell you this because idk your writings always brings so much idea into my head so i've been trying to put it out into real words, so thank YOU for helping me find a new hobby that i could turn to as a coping mechanism when things become hard!❤️

i actually do post them on tumblr (just so i wont lose them) so i would actually creep in ur acc everytime i happens to open tumblr to post something but i really havent had the time to read any of your posts yet even though i've been dying to do so BUT IM VERY DETERMINED TO READ THAT JUYEON SERIES AND RACER HYUNJAE SMUT BY THIS WEEK! (hopefully😭😭)

ANDD this is so late but i'm also so glad that you are back on tumblr!! i know this is a very late welcome back message but welcome back dana!! how about u!!! how have you been? i really hope you've been well ❤️❤️ - 🍋🍋

omg get out IT'S MY LEMON ANON EHSJDJSKJD udk how i live in fear everyday worrying about my anons deactivating or going off tumblr and me never actually getting to know them... i started tumblr and shifted away from aff for the sole purpose of being closer to my readers, not knowing that having anons was a thing and yet now i wake up worrying about my anons disappearing 🥺

udk how happy i was to see you in my ask box cause all i saw was HI DANA I MISSED YOU SO MUCH in my notifs and i was alr hoping it was you, i didnt even read the middle and just scrolled down to see if it was signed off by you 🥺🥺🥺🥺

First and foremost, thank you for taking the time to send this in despite all the work you have to do! You sound so packed and so... busy that i almost feel like i shouldnt be taking up your time omo and im actually very surprised that alot of my anons saw that post about the tumblr hug /crying ugly tears/

Also please dont feel the pressure to reveal yourself! tumblr's anon function is meant to protect yourself and so if you are uncomfy with revealing your blog that's totes fine, i just hope that my anons will tell me if they were gonna deactivate, at least i can say goodbye or smth idk

I'm so proud of you for starting to write for yourself! I'm nothing but honored to have... facilitated you beginning to write and i'm just... i'm in awe at how dedicated you are to making sure you know what's best for you and finding out what keeps you happy and healthy (both mentally and physically)

My posts are in a MESS now, ive recently been dragged into the enhypen circle but as you already know i'm still actively writing for the groups im stanning uwu 👁👁

i'm actually really happy to be back on tumblr after a whole sem. The sem was a shitshow and lots of things happened and so tumblr really was my route for escape when the sem finally wrapped up and i moved home from sch and had time to myself. It's been rough, recovering from all the mishaps in the semester, cleaning up all the shit i left behind w people i've decided to cut off contact with and etc. BUT i've gotten alot more vocal and daring ? To make friends here so that's really nice, to have a community back my ass up or at least be around when i need them. I've made so many new friends and some of them ive exchanged personals with, it feels like a fever dream and i dont know if i can bear to leave if the time comes.

That being said, how are you? have your works been helping you organise youe thoughts and feelings since you said they were your coping mechanism? are you taking care of yourself?

I'll alw be here for you to talk to, even when im inactive for posts, my dm/ask box will ALWAYS be open love 💞 welcome (partial) back, and i hope you meet you soon!!!