#u ever see a quirky fun smart as hell teenage girl and think ‘god i wish i knew i could be like that when i was that age’
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wish i could be a 16 yr old girl again. i would do things a little differently this time!!!!
#i have too many feelings about this too many complex thoughts but hopefully some ppl will understand what i mean#all my other unhinged young women out there!!! u ever wanna redo ur childhood and allow urself to be even more free???#u ever see a quirky fun smart as hell teenage girl and think ‘god i wish i knew i could be like that when i was that age’#but now it’s like..... feels too late bc ppl want me to focus on dumb shit like getting a job and Acting My Age#i just wanna cover my face in stickers and run through a meadow and start a revolution and sing rly loud#i just wanna be a young wild girl with confidence & no obligations is that too much to ask!!!!!!????#i see teenage girls now being so unabashed in their weirdness and i fuckin love that for them#when i was growing up i tried so hard to Stop Being Weird and it didnt fucking work so i just fell out of place and read lots of books#and stopped wearing my rose patterned pants bc some girl teased me about them#i should have KEPT WEARING THEM!!! THEY WERE COOL#i wish i knew when i was a teenager all the things i know now and it makes me feel sad and a little crazy#because she will never know those things#and she’s gone but also she’s Me and i’m still her somehow all at once#i hate being an adult#every fucking part of it man.... i dont understand why anyone is eager to be one#im terrified of all the wrong things#like if given the opportunity i would fly on the back of a dragon but im scared to sleep in a house alone and like fill out forms#ppl telling me to grow up or act my age makes me wanna throw up#my soul is just a child in a very very high tree#she cant get down so shes pretending she doesnt want to#i Can’t Get Down and im starting to think i rly dont want to#why does all of this feel so important#im saying nonsense but i Need To Say It desperately for some reason..... idk to who#tonight i’ll go to sleep and i’ll wake up and i’ll feel guilty that i didnt wake up earlier#and i’ll feel guilty that im not good at being a grown up and that i wasnt good at being a teenager#i think somehow.... i wouldve been better at being a grown up when i was 6. and better at being 6 now#and idk what that means#im not high btw this is just what im like#if u read this far and u dont Know me: im ok dw i just get like this#im just doomed to feel slightly out of place forever i think
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