#u ever have a full scale mental breakdown because you have hair?

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Asks; all ✨ or at least the ones you want to do 💖

WELL AITE HERE WE GO

0: Height180cm

1: Age22

2: Shoe sizeUS male 12

3: Do you smoke?I dooooo

4: Do you drink?Yesssiirr

5: Do you take drugs?I used to experiment a decent amount, these days I only smoke a lil bud and am still interested in psychedelics/a few others but it has been a long time since I done any of em

6: Age you get mistaken forWithout the beard - 19With the beard - A lil older than I am

7: Have tattoos?Nope

8: Want any tattoos?Yep! Having a v hard time deciding what though and committing

9: Got any piercings?Nope

10: Want any piercings?Possiblyyyyy, more interested in tattoos though

11: Best friend?A guy named Lawrence that does not have tumblr

12: Relationship statusSingle

13: Biggest turn onsAnything control related. anger, violence, dom stuff. Alternatively romance and smooshy lovey stuff turns me on too, feeling cared about and safe. All bout them extremes boi it’s one end of the scale or the other.

14: Biggest turn offsAnything that comes outta your body lmao, except spit….and a little blood

15: Favorite movieUP!

16: I’ll love you if…You actually care about me and make me feel safe and comfortable being myself

17: Someone you missCouple of my ex’s. Not in a relationshippy way but just in a “you were a massive massive part of my life and now we have literally 0 contact and I don’t even know how you’re doing” way.

18: Most traumatic experienceEhhhhh either my Dad’s massive breakdown from being bullied at work which triggered bipolar that was like sitting dormant in his brain or whatever, having a knife pulled on me or being sexually assaulted

19: A fact about your personalityI do not know what my real personality is and what is me trying to cope with fear/trauma. I thought I was a massive introvert all my life but now that I’m getting over a lot of my issues, myself and my therapist both think I’m actually pretty extroverted, I just hold back because of anxiety or whatever.

20: What I hate most about myselfProbably the mental illnesses hey, mainly the PTSD, but things have been the best this year that they have been in like 6-8 years, so here’s hoping this answer will change sometime in the future :)

21: What I love most about myselfI like how genuine I am

22: What I want to be when I get olderRich (I really have no idea, probably something related to psychology)

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)Well my sister is autistic and my lil brother is constantly getting in trouble with the law and giving our family shit related to drugs, weapons, graffiti etc. and is very depressed and disrespectful.Sooooo not great but we manage, my sister has been getting a lot better over the past few years actually, so we talk a little now.

24: My relationship with my parent(s)Mum - great, I love her, wouldn’t be here without her.Dad - bipolar, he disappears for years at a time, sometimes see him semi-regularly. The relationship itself is okay, as good as it could be I guess.

25: My idea of a perfect dateCute and quiet. Anything that gives us something to do while we can talk and get to know each other. The beach, museums, cute cafes, walking through parks, camping, sitting around a fire, getting drunk.

26: My biggest pet peevesI hate it when people are not aware how their actions affect others and are not willing to listen and always have to be right. Probably stems from my sister not understanding other people or their emotions and constantly annoying people and making them angry because of it.

27: A description of the girl/boy I likeThere’s a nice girl who’s interested in a lot of similar stuff to me like psychology, she’s lovely and relatively quiet and chill like I am. She just finished uni and started a full time job last week so go her! She’s real pretty too and has a v cute smile

28: A description of the person I dislike the mostPlays a lot of that car soccer game I play. Has long ass hair, gets mistaken for a girl often. Has gender and sexuality issues. Drinks too much. Tries to harm himself often. Has mental issues such as BPD.Did a v bad thing to me. For some reason I am still very protective over him when people speak badly about him.

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friendBecause I couldn’t be fucked leaving my depression hole to come hang out

30: What I hate the most about work/schoolGetting up before 2pm

31: What my last text message saysHeyo I’m busy today sorry but if you have any more free days coming up we should do something, its been a while!

32: What words upset me the mostSingular words do not really upset me unless you’re attacking my insecurities.

33: What words make me feel the best about myselfAnything positive about my personality or physical appearance. Cute, lovely, genuine, understanding, idk.

34: What I find attractive in womenOpenness, being genuine, collar bones/shoulders/necks, specific dress styles, overly affectionate. I also really really unintentionally attract and am attracted to/get along with people with a lot of insecurities and possible trauma. I have been told this is because I’m patient and understanding. Also having been through a lot of shit myself, nothing makes my heart warmer than being able to make someone feel comfortable and putting a smile on their face when they’re usually very reserved and worried and scared. I guess doing for people what I really desperately needed during some of the worst parts of my life is nice.

35: What I find attractive in menAbout the same, also tanned hairy masculine looking motherfuckers with nice forearms :)))))

36: Where I would like to liveThis is a great question. I think there’s a lot of places I’d rather live than Australia, but I won’t be going anywhere for my families sake.America, Nepal, anywhere in Scandinavia, Germany.

37: One of my insecuritiesMy body

38: My childhood career choiceAccountant lmao cos me mums was one

39: My favorite ice cream flavorMANGO!

40: Who I wish I could beCole Sprouse cos he the cutest motherfucker ever

41: Where I want to be right nowIf I could teleport anywhere right now I’d go back to the monastery I went to in Nepal that’s up on a giant hill/mountain and I’d take a fat fuckin blunt with me and smoke it while looking over Kathmandu.

42: The last thing I ateA mango :^)

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediatelyAlexis Ren pre all the surgeries and shit that she had.

44: A random fact about anything

do it! I’m boredSalmon rely on the gravitational pull of the moon to know where they’re going and they can swim from country to country and still know where they are.THAT WAS A LOT OF WRITINGTHANK U KITTEN!