#u can thank the castlevania nocturne fandom for most of this

[shattersstar]

hate being a writer on here rant undercut bc u guys suck :)

kinda came to the realization that most of yall don’t deserve anything i have ever written or will write. the readership on this site can barely do its due diligence and expects art in return? yeah no thats sad and gross and i could delete this blog on a whim with no attempt to archive anything ive written and i would be in the right because yall have done little to deserve more than that from me

and if this feels personal than thats on u babe maybe reblog a fic of mine and leave a comment to feel better about yourself ?

its just so frustrating being a writer on this site, this blog is almost 5 years old ive been writing on here since i was 14 but that doesnt mean anything when i dont write smut or lean into fanon shit. and idk if i have ever said it on here but when it comes to dc i actively try to go against the grain of fandom takes bc im a petty person and bc they dont make sense especially if u read the comics.

which is huge gripe i have, i get comics suck most of the time but like. are u seriously reading my works without reading dc comics? because ill b real, u definitely don’t deserve to read what i write bc i try sooo hard to take nuances from the comics and put so much effort into understanding these characters as they are and as i think they should be and u cant even read whats not even inspiring me, but the world im literally writing in/about?

like maybe this is rude but i just dont know how yall can actively think u deserve art from creators when u cant even put the minimal amount of effort in and r always coddled in posts supposedly calling out readers for being lame like. im being straight up

u don’t deserve my writing unless u put the effort in to earn it and i can’t change that or who reads my stuff but i hope to god this eats u alive when u read anything of mine and choose not to interact <3