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[k-rising]

okay so there’s this girl that I’ve been in love with for literally 3 years & throughout those years, we tried dating like 7 times & didn’t work out bc I kept getting friend zoned & she always stayed so busy so it never felt like a relationship :( but she’s never fell for anyone else, is it possible if you could tell me why we can’t leave each other alone? im a cap sun/venus, cancer moon, virgo rising, sag mercury & aqua mars, she’s a sag sun/mercury, aqua moon, aqua rising, & scorpio venus 🥺

i think that’s bc of her scorpio venus and ur earth and water placements. she has a lot of sag and aqua placements, so maybe there were times where u felt she was a little “detached” in love... especially with her aqua moon and rising.

i think that u must feel like ur in a limbo, where maybe u feel like she's kinda playing with ur emotions. i feel that's the real problem here. 

idk if u want my advice, but i will say that u have to be straightforward with her and tell her what u feel and what u want in a relationship, so that she speaks and clear all this mess! all the best for u 💖

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Confessions and kissing class (Taeyong/fluff)

@tytrauma​​: Hi omg I loved your first time kiss with Doyoung and was wondering could you do one for Taeyong too? 🥺 I love your writing so much, you’re doing a great job, thank you for all that you do for us and this blog! 💞

A/N: Sorry this took so long!!!

Tags: Kissing?, friends to lovers 

Taeyong couldn’t help but pout his lips as he watched you. You weren’t doing anything particularly grand, just scrolling through your phone while laying on his bed. But Taeyong couldn’t help it, you just caught his eye. 

“What you watching?” Taeyong asked, moving from his desk chair to join you on his bed. “Just scrolling through instagram.” You smiled at him and turned back to your phone. Wrapping an arm around your waist, he cuddled into your side and looked up at your phone with you. 

You and Taeyong had always been ridiculously close. It’s hard to be friends with him and not participate in skinship, it doesn’t work. 

He simply watched with you as you scrolled, pausing to watch a video your friend posted. They were a beautiful couple, always posting cute things like this and it made your heart hurt a little. You watched them peck lips and smiled to yourself. They were ridiculously cute. 

“Ahh, cute.” Taeyong commented and you glanced at him. “Right? I wonder what that’s like.” You added, allowing your thoughts to wander. You had never kissed anyone before. On the cheek? Yes. Your parents? Sure. But no one romantically. It just made you wonder what it’s like. 

“Wonder about what? Being in a relationship?” He asked you and sat up slightly. Taeyong had always liked you and the way this conversation was going was giving him hope. 

“I mean, I know what relationships are like. I meant -” You paused, laughing to yourself slightly. Taeyong looked at you with wide eyes, wanting you to finish your sentence. “I meant the kissing. I wonder what that’s like.” You finished and his faces fell into a frown, not completely understanding what you meant. 

“What do you mean?” His confused face was so cute as he looked at you, it made your chest heat up. Putting your phone down, you sat up as well and looked at him. 

“I’ve never kissed anyone before.” You admitted shyly, fingers playing with the sheets on his bed. He thought your confession was cute and he totally didn’t expect it. You were a total catch in his eyes and he knew that you had dated before... how had you never kissed anyone? He thought it was precious. 

“That’s really cute.” Taeyong said with a small laugh, covering his mouth slightly. He didn’t want to make you feel embarrassed, but he couldn’t hide how cute he thought it was. 

Finally, you looked back up at him with a small blush on your cheeks. However your eyes caught his lips. This wasn’t the first time you found yourself wondering how they would feel on yours, it wouldn’t be the last either. Feeling a rush of confidence, you cleared your throat. 

“Taeyong? Can you uh teach me of to kiss.” Your words came out in a slight stutter, but Taeyong understood you perfectly. “What?” He was in disbelief, not completely sure if you were serious or not. However he really wanted you to be serious. “You want me to kiss you?” He asked just to make sure. 

His eyes were wide while watching you nod your head. “Only if you want to of course. I’m just so curious and I trust you and...” Your voice trailed off, wondering if you should confess to your feelings while you were at it. Looking away again, your pausing was driving Taeyong insane. 

His fingers came up under your chin to make you look at him again. “What?” He was smiling, just wanting to hear what you were going to say. His cheeks were pink too, feeling just as flustered as you. “And I might have a bit of a crush on you.” You finally admitted and you couldn’t help but laugh. “Ahh this is so embarrassing.” You added looking at his smiling face. His fingers were still under your chin, making you look at him. 

“This isn’t embarrassing. None of it is. Not the fact that you haven’t kissed anyone or the fact that you have a crush on me. It might be embarrassing if I didn’t feel the same way, but I do so no problem.” Taeyong was smiling brightly, not being able to hide it anymore. You couldn’t believe his words, eyes going wide when you heard them. 

Taeyong’s eyes glanced down to your lips and he smiled again. “And as far as kissing goes...” His face moved closer to yours, lips being inches away from you. “It’s best to just take things slow.” He finished, breath fanning over your lips. His hand moved to your cheek and pulled you closer, finally closing the gap between you two. 

Your lips were pressed against his, frozen and unsure of what to do at first. Your hands moved up his chest slowly, eventually wrapping around his neck as his lips moved against yours. You started picking up on the rhythm, lips slowly moving in sync with his. 

Your lips curled into a smile, breaking up the kiss with a little laugh. “Ah so that’s how kissing works.” Taeyong’s forehead pressed against yours and your fingers toyed with the hairs on the back of his neck. “I can give you another lesson if you want.” He suggested and you laughed, pulling away from him slightly. 

��I mean, practice makes perfect.” 

A/N: I really just wanna cuddle Taeyong. He deserves it. Taeyong deserves cuddles, headpats and forehead kisses. 

[k-rising]

you make so much sense, I had a feeling her aqua placements kind of made her that way, I think talking through things will help out a lot & maybe we can meet each other in the middle somewhere 🥺 tysm for the advice, lots of love to you !! love your blog so so much, keep up the good work lovely! 💞💞

tysm! i wish u the best, sweetie 💞