#tyler: i need a minute im unhinged.

[magicrot-arch]

finally, my love returns... we must bang immediately.

     CLEARLY HE’S HAD A LONG DAY  ,  or week  ...  however long he’s kept his shop closed.  after a few hours of absence time just seemed to  blend  together.  he’s got a cigarette in a questionably stained hand   ,  red coated digits slowly bringing up his cigarette to his lips.  “    rudi  ,  hey.   ”    a bleak  ,  raspy drawl  ,  “   raincheck.  i need at least two showers and five drinks.    ”

[latenightsuburbansprinklersystem]

ok ive been so uniquely insane lately like. my entire life I've been such a massive prude and like absolutely beyond terrified of sex to the point where I opted out at the absolute last minute every single time I wound up in someone's bed and was probably gonna sleep with them until I finally lost my v card to someone I was already close to last year so like literally why do I have unstable slut brain all the sudden. it's been going on since redacted cheated on her boyfriend with me and I got some sort of totally unhinged thrill from cucking a middle aged man<3 like I caught myself just now lost deep in though about how im for sure gonna finally try to openly sleep with Tyler the next time him and I are in the same place when I've always been so responsible about and hardline against that despite my feelings for him. it isnt just that though this shit is on my mind CONSTANTLY lately like im talking to like 6 different people on tinder which I never do (like I dont talk to people on their period under normal circumstances I just rack up the matches because it makes me feel sexy 😏) and half the time when I'm not doing that im brainstorming all the very close friends around the country who would probably almost for sure have incredibly emotionally irresponsible sex with me if I engaged. anyway more than ever I need to be put down and dumped in an unmarked hole