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[softavasilva]

You know what I’m thinking about and subsequently crying about?? There is a moment right after Ava gets blasted with the divinium and before she calls the tarasks where the halo seems to be healing her and she’s standing mostly on her own. She and Bea share a look. And I just wonder if it’s going through Bea’s mind that if Ava’s standing if she’s talking she’s going to be okay. There’s some hope. But then Ava uses the rest of the halo’s energy to call the tarasks and collapses and can’t heal herself any more. There’s no more hope for her.

ANON IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME A FEW DAYS TO ANSWER BUT I LITERALLY COULD NOT BRING MYSELF TO THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH TO FORM A PROPER RESPONSE BC WHY WOULD U DO THIS TO ME IM IN SO MUCH PAIN OMG bc beatrice really had so much hope that shell make it through it. she didnt even once mention/blame her anger and hurt over avas actions that led up to this point (lying to her about where the arc is/plotting a plan with michael alone) like she literally only had one thing in mind and thats to get ava out of there asap (that even ava was like babe wait im tired let me rest) LIKE GOD DUDE. The switch up from their shared look of hope when avas halo was healing her to the pure heartbreak and agony of when they knew the halo couldnt do that again. from the mutual nod of relief to the uncontrollable falling of tears in a span of like a min. their emotions were really going through it huh im gonna bash my head in