#twwww self hate yay

[charlie-ver]

vent bc who cares (':

going to be presenting on a source from 1917 tomorrow, with me luck, my classmates will eat me alive but i have lately been unable to care about anything (: nothing i can do is good enough so it doesn't matter anymore <3 watch my lecturer stop me and comment on how i can't do that because the source is over a century old :3 but i have read so many essays and articles and this was the only one that felt usable lol

but like fair is the teacher decides to fail me on the spot, wouldn't be angry with her honestly

would love to leave immediately after my presentation, but i'm gonna have to sit there like a fucking idiot, because you can't be absent from seminars :3