#two vibes when i think about Boj. softcore sillies and deep feelings

[void-selfships-archive]

I just. Thinking abt Bojack [and also it's under the cut bc maybe Angst! I'm talking about the True Timeline. I'm thinking too hard. Tws for unhealthy relationships]

I'm thinking so much about the horrible dependency that comes from the relationship I have with Boj in the true timeline and honestly sometimes I wish they started dated earlier because the fallout. I'm thinking about the fallout, and it's weird but sometimes leaning in to that awful fucked up part of their relationship makes me feel better knowing that it's not all sweet and it's not even inherently healthy [and it's nice to know that they break up and dont even get back together immediately at the end because of this because in reality? Definitely not.]

Dont get me wrong I LOVE the sweet shit, the softcore aspect of it all but this ship is not! It's not meant to be like that all the time! It's like breaking a vase over and over- accidentally or not and helping put the pieces back together but everytime you lose another piece and everytime you put it together the process gets slower, more tired because this stupid vase keeps breaking and you can't find a solution to keep it from breaking without having to get rid of it entirely- and the only reason you kept the vase for this long in the first place is because you love it so much, it's got so much value in your heart even if it's been shattered so many times but fuck!!! You're so tired of putting it back together, and you're tired of people telling you to get rid of it! That's what the relationship feels like sometimes