#two of these books have been gifted to me 💕💕 and are staring at me accusingly from my drawer

[ash-and-starlight]

here are the books i’m looking forward to read in 2025!! tysm @bajoop-sheeb for the tag mwah <3

tagginggg @ranilla-bean @kyoshialone @faux-fires @chitsangenthusiast @mispatchedgreens @deaddove and 🫵🫵 the girl (gender neutral) reading this

[myreia]

Seasons Passing

—part i: autumn leaves

Rating: Teen Characters: Y'mhitra Rhul, Aymeric de Borel, Yugiri Mistwalker, Erenville, Avi'li Sostomi (WoL) Pairings: Y'mhitra x Avi'li, Aymeric x Avi'li, Yugiri x Avi'li, Erenville x Avi'li Chapter Words: 1,860 Summary: For every season, a new love. Whether it is watching the soft fall of autumn leaves with Y’mhitra or the cold snows of winter with Aymeric, the spring blossoms with Yugiri or the summer rains with Erenville, these are the relationships Avi’li Sostomi holds in his heart. Chapters: one • two • three • four Read on AO3 Belated birthday gift for @lilas! Avi'li belongs to them. 💕

Geometric lines stand stark against white pages, a blur of equations and calculations and patterns that are beautiful as they are dangerous. Or could be dangerous. He isn’t really sure what this set does yet—he’s malms away from figuring it out, why must experts be so bloody dense?—but considering arcanima’s combat applications, dangerous is a good guess.

It’s always dangerous.

His ears wiggle with excitement. His tail would wiggle too if not for the fact he is lying down.

“Discovered something of interest, Avi’li?”

“Hm?”

Avi’li lowers the book, peeking out from over the top. Y’mhitra sits cross-legged on the blanket, her own book open in her lap, the tip of her finger idly toying with the corner of a page. She’s done away with her usual practical garb, replacing it with a pale green dress embroidered with leaves. Her hair is down for once, the loose white waves just brushing her shoulders. The front parts are pulled back in small braids twisted into a little rosette at the back of her head and pinned with a pink flower. Did she mean to match the flower in his ear? Likely not, but if she did…   

He smiles, warmth flushing his cheeks. Does she know how adorable she is? He could stare at her all afternoon. All day. All night.

Her brow furrows. “Avi’li?” she prompts again, and for a moment she looks exactly like her sister.

Avi’li pushes himself up. “Er, uh… well, yes and no.” He leans over and sets the book between them, holding the splayed pages open with his hand. “This here don’t make much sense to me no matter how long I stare at it, there ain’t no logic to it. No matter which way you follow it, the energy is lost. The equation’s unbalanced, see? If aetheric energies are sourced here and here, then directed here, then poof. Nothin’. Where did it go? And why? How—” 

Y’mhitra places a hand over his. Her fingers are warm and soft and gentle. “Avi’li.”

Third time she’s said his name.

He blows out of a puff of air. “Sorry, Mhitra,” he says wistfully, rubbing the back of his neck. The muscles are sore from all that reading. Chewing his lower lip, he glances to the side and takes in their surroundings. The great Gridanian trees arching overhead. The little babbling brook. The red and yellow autumnal wildflowers in the last days of their bloom. Their shared blanket and piles of cushions. The picnic basket and bottle of wine that have gone untouched, and the pile of books that most certainly have been. Perfectly picturesque and romantic, and yet, in his excitement, he allowed himself to get distracted. “Suppose when I asked you here you were expecting date date and not some study date.”

Her tail curls and uncurls, whisking against the blanket. “You would be correct,” she murmurs, glancing at him coyly from beneath her lashes. There’s a faint blush on her cheeks, rosy and soft. Her hand does not move away from his. “I do not think the two must be mutually exclusive, but I was hoping for a little more…”

“More?” His heart flip-flops. By the Twelve, must she be so cute when she’s looking at him like that?

“More of you.” She brushes her thumb against the back of his hand. “I know Avi’li the Warrior of Light very well. But I’d like to know the other one. The Avi’li who sends me letters detailing all his adventures, the Avi’li who can’t wait to recount all the misadventures of his siblings, the Avi’li who teases me mercilessly when the mood strikes, the Avi’li who drops in unannounced and spirits me away on a romantic outing. I’m happy to sit side by side and read until the sun sets, but there comes a time when even a scholar need set their books aside.”

He stiffens, her words unexpectedly hitting something buried deep within him. Something sore, something that aches, like an old injury he has forgotten is there.

She blinks. “I apologize,” she says quickly, removing her hand. “I meant no offense. If you wish to spend this afternoon at study, I am more than happy—”

“No, no, it’s fine, it’s good. It’s me.” He stares at the book and its beautiful geometry that has left him stumped, stunned, still thinking things through. “Ha! Ha!”  

Laughter bubbles out of him, strong and true, and he finds himself doubled over, hands on his knees, and grinning from ear to ear. Y’mhitra stares at him with curiosity and concern, fingers pressed to her mouth. She watches as he laughs himself silly, his voice ringing clear and bright through the clearing. The bushes tremble and a few spooked squirrels dart out and race up a tree.

Y’mhitra pushes her book out of her lap. “Dare I ask what is so funny?” she says, reaching for the basket and bottle of wine.

“Oh, me,” Avi’li says, still full of laughter. He watches as she rummages around in the basket, stealthily stuffing a few crackers into her mouth as she withdraws two glasses and opens the wine. The lush scent of a rich red fills his nostrils as she pours. A Wineport vintage. He recognizes it immediately. “If there comes a time when even a scholar needs to set their books aside, but I’m ahead of you. Too much time spent gallivantin’ around with Jacke and V’kebbe and their lot, or botherin’ Oboro about training. Arcanima may be what brought me to Limsa Lominsa, but…”

He trails off and takes the proffered glass. No matter his interest in arcanima, there is something about magical disciplines that he cannot fully grasp, something within it that slips right off his mind like rainwater rolling off a roof. What is good in theory is not always good in practice. But can he admit this to her when they’ve come so far? Oh hells, who is he fooling, she probably already knows. It doesn’t take a genius to read between the lines, and Y’mhitra is a certified genius.

She has the Studium credits to prove it.

“Somethin’ else grabbed my attention entirely. Well, not entirely, but… y’know, y’know? Changin’ interests and the like. Lovin’ something dearly but not feelin’ like it fits.” He raises his head and closes his eyes, basking in the warmth of the autumn sun. “Sometimes I wonder if I studied harder, if I had the tenacity of a Sharlayan scholar or the diligence of a Studium graduate, if I honed my mind as easily as I honed my blades, then maybe I’d discover some moment of grand enlightenment and the clouds would part and the sun would shine and it would all make sense. It would all be all right.”

He opens his eyes and turns to her with a smile. “I suppose that’s the struggle, ain’t it? Of being a person. No matter how much you yearn for one thing, growing up is a bit about realizing what you want isn’t always what you need.”

Y’mhitra’s expression softens. “Is that what these are for?” she asks, sipping on her wine as she gestures at the piles of books. “You wanted to impress me on our date?”

His lips twitch and he downs half his glass. “No,” he lies. Well, a partial one. “They are as much for you as they are for me. Sharin’ in like interests and all that, gettin’ to know you better—”

She grins.

“Oh.” He scrunches his nose. “Got me on that one.”

She laughs. “Well, perhaps there is some truth to it,” she says warmly, the blanket bunching as she scoots closer to him. “For I will admit that sometimes I worry that you push yourself too far to live up to expectations set by the Archons of your organization. But you need not impress me because of my sister, or my Sharlayan roots. Being a graduate of the Studium does not mark the wise anymore than a captain’s badge marks a good officer within a Grand Company.”

He pauses. “I know that, but…” He rubs the back of his neck again, tentatively searching for the right words. As much as he hates to admit it, he does worry sometimes what Y’shtola thinks of his relationship with her sister. If she deems his worthy enough. “It’s not Sharlayan or the Archons. Not really.”

Y’mhitra meets his eyes. “Let me tell you right now, Avi’li, in no uncertain terms: Y’shtola is brilliant, but brilliance is not always equivalent to cleverness. She is perfectly capable of making vastly unwise decisions and acting the fool. Do not let her outward façade intimate you.”

“I’m not—” He chuckles, shaking his head. Of course she found him out. “Thank you, Mhitra. For listenin’. Here I was not hopin’ to treat you to a nice afternoon and I’m spillin’ all my deep inner secrets.”

She moves closer, close enough to touch. Her shoulder bumps against his. “It’s charming to show a little vulnerability, you know,” she says quietly, leaning in. Her scent washes over him, like fresh-cut apples and wood berries. “And a little cute.”

Funny how she got to call him cute before he called her that. “Ahh, well, when you put it like that…” Shooting her a grin, Avi’li finishes off his wine and flops back into the soft, soft cushions, forearm resting against his brow, and stares at the blue, blue sky above. The sun peeks through the canopy, soft light streaming past red and gold-tinged leaves. It’s too warm to be autumn already, but it came for them anyway—this mark of seasons turning, of time marching forward. A bit in your face, come to think of it. Not the way it is in the south sea isles. Autumn doesn’t quite exist in his childhood home, nor even in his beloved Vylbrand. “So what is it like? Old Sharlayan?”

“Hm.” Y’mhitra hums thoughtfully, setting down her glass, and lies down beside him on her front. Propping herself up on an elbow, she cozies up next to him with a leg entangled in his and her tail resting lazily across his stomach. “Beautiful. The oceans are blue, the mountains verdant, the skies clear. There is such stunning intensity there its likeness is not one I can describe. But like their land, Sharlayans are filled with abundant and determined purpose. ‘Tis as much their flaw as it is their strength.”

“I would like to see it.”

“Would you?”

“I am ever curious.” He raises a hand and flicks her nose. “Perhaps one day we can visit together?”

She giggles and looks back at him, cheeks flushed, eyes shining. She is so very pretty, lying here beside him, her wine-stained lips bright in the autumn air. The vintage is truly remarkable. They should have more immediately. He rolls over and presses a hand to her face, his thumb brushing her cheek. One moment passes, and another. When he finally kisses her, she melts into it with joy and clings to him as if she will never let go.

The wine goes forgotten that afternoon.

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[artificial-sleep]

🎄🎅🎁 Xmas HCs ⛄🌡❄

Merry Christmas/happy holidays! Hope you're enjoying a restful day 😊💕

Here's a lil thread of some xmas-spirit fandom thoughts to read while drinking some coco 😌☕

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EraserMic ❤️💚❤️

EraserMic where Hizashi is getting ready for xmas eve dinner, listening to "Merry Christmas Baby" as he styles his hair.

CW// xmas fluff, a couple smooches 💋 

He serenades the toothbrushes on the countertop, proudly belting out the lyrics "Gave me a diamond ring for Christmas, now I'm living in paradise!" even though they've been married for years.

Shouta watches fondly from the doorway, propped up with a small smile on his face as the whir of the blow dryer competes w the volume of the music.

Shouta decides to walk in and hook an arm around Hizashi to pull him in. 

Hizashi yelps in surprise, the noise dissolving into chuckles as he looks at Shouta sweetly and caresses his cheek. "Was just saying how bad I wanted to 'hug and kiss you, baby,'" Hizashi says teasingly, pecking Shouta on the lips.

"Still thankful for that ring, huh?" 

"Everyday," Hizashi replies sweetly, kissing him again.

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"Merry Christmas Baby" (the `Sheryl Crow version reigns supreme in my book... it's my favorite Christmas song!!)

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Dadzawa ft. Eri 💚❤️💚

I think that when Aizawa taught Eri about the holidays, he maybe left out a few key details about Santa. Because when he finds the letter she left for him, he can't help but chuckle.

CW// xmas fluff, Aizawa as Eri's caretaker 

She's left it laid out for Santa on the coffee table in the living room and has since gone to bed for the night. Aizawa skims it again and again, reading to himself:

Dere santa,

Hi my naym is eri. I lik yer bag red is pretey. Du u lik crismus or halowin mor? Thenk u for tawking to me. I no ther ar a lot of kids.

eri

She drew little hearts and what looked like both candy canes and pumpkins around the margins, and Aizawa laughs that not even once did she mention a gift she would like. 

Mirio spends the next day explaining to her in grandeur terms that Santa will give her anything and that's he magic and all she has to do is ask him for it, and she stares in awe and then considers it deeply before responding, "I like candy apples!"

Aizawa is sure she'll like the gift he got her just fine: a new hero costume, something small she can wear around school when he's in his.

He also got her some plushies. She tends to enjoy cuddling up when she goes to sleep, and he often finds her holding a pillow when he has to wake her. 

Aizawa doesn't mind not explaining to Eri that Santa already knows her name because it saves him trouble in the future. Plus, the kid is too inquisitive and bright for her own good. He'll stick with Santa being her pinpal who leaves her a surprise gift or two every year.

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KamiJirou ❤️💚❤️

I just think that the one year Kyouka leaves wrapping presents to Denki that he loses his whole entire mind.

CW// xmas hc, KamiJirou w kiddos, frustrated packaging, quirk use... 

Kyouka gets called in on xmas eve and Denki is like yeah yeah yeah I got everything. Don't worry babe. See you on xmas morning.

And he does have everything: the baking cookies for Santa, impromptu xmas music dance party while they're in the oven, watching a xmas movie, bedtime stories, and super fun red and green striped pajamas.

All is going great with the kids in bed by 9 until... packaging.

He's tearing the paper with his hands, misplacing the tape every 5 seconds, biting ribbon off the spool, and tearing his hair out to get it done. 

He feels like he's been doing this all night, staring at the clock to see an hour has gone by, but there's still a massive stack to wrap. He's already wrapped... 4... 4! 4?? He huffs in frustration, throwing a remote control car aside as he grabs the next gift. 

The doll is probably the worst one. It takes him 3 times as long to figure out the packaging than it does the other gifts, and when he sets it with the other stack of finished gifts, he's relieved. Until he finds later that the paper has torn???

He suppresses the urge to scream as he picks up the doll, electricity buzzing across his fingertips. He grabs more gift wrap, huffing exasperatedly, trying to patch it, but the doll's arm just pierces it again, and soon, before he can think about what he's doing, the paper crumples into ash as he zaps the toy with an electric current. The doll is fried, face a bit burnt and hair sticking straight up, and he grits his teeth in embarrassment, deciding maybe it's time to take a break.

He goes to "make sure" Santa has eaten his cookies with a glass of milk and then goes back to his room to reevaluate.

Just as soon as he's finished transferring wrapped gifts to underneath the tree, he hears a familiar voice behind him ask, "How's it going?"

He turns to see his wife smiling back at him, still wearing her hero gear and clearly just having walked in. 

Kyouka laughs when she sees the doll.

"I kind of figured honestly," she teases, and Denki feigns outrage.

"I can't believe you think so little of me," he pouts, and she chuckles as she pulls out another doll from the top of their closet.

"I just had a feeling..." she says, taking the wrapping paper and packaging it in a quick two minutes.

"You're magic," Denki says in awe, and she laughs.

"Whatever... You're the one that pulled off Christmas Eve all by yourself. I think you're magic."

"I love you," Denki mutters against her lips, and she gives him a peck.

"Love you." 

A/N: So basically "Toy Packaging" by Sara Groves

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KamiSero 💚❤️💚

SeroKami but ice skating!! ⛸

CW// fluffy xmas morning thoughts, basically a 🏳️‍🌈 Hallmark movie 🎄

I think that Kaminari goes skating every year, and now that he and Sero are dating, he invites him to come with.

Sero agrees without a second thought but acts bashful when the night comes.

They get some hot cocoa when they arrive, and Kaminari notices that Sero seems to look nervous, holding onto the cup tightly and darting his eyes to the ground nervously.

"Hey, you okay?" Kami asks him, and he chuckles a little.

"Y-yeah. For sure. Uh-" 

He scratches the back of his neck, his face flushed, perhaps from the cold or otherwise, as he admits, "I just, uh- well, I don't actually know how to skate..." Kaminari smiles big at him, and Sero returns it as they both start to laugh.

"Oh! That's fine, babe. I mean, we definitely don't have to, but... I can teach you." Sero smiles big and nods at him, taking his hand as they go to rent skates.

He's unsteady when he steps on the ice, and the look of panic in his eyes when he steps onto the rink sends Kaminari into a giggling fit. 

He holds him tight, but his wobbling just encourages Kaminari's chuckles until Sero's feet are sliding up from under him and sending him and Kaminari into a heap on the ice.

Kaminari is inconsolable, and Sero can't help but smile, even with the ache from hitting the ice so hard.

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Serroki ❤️💚❤️

Serroki where Hanta goes to The Todorokis' Christmas dinner

CW// Shouto getting overstimulated, cute boyfriends fluff

They haven't been dating for long, and this is their first Christmas being together, but Shouto asks him to come because Christmas dinner always proves to be difficult in his family, and he'd feel better having Hanta there with him.

Hanta knows how short Shouto's social battery is, particularly around his family, so he's prepared when midway through their meal, Natsuo starts to argue with their father and Shouto stands up abruptly and shuffles out of the room without a word.

He had been attuned to the way Shouto had been fidgeting with his fingers, drumming them against the top of his thigh before his eyes went vacant altogether for awhile, tuning it all out.

Then he was gone, and Hanta excused himself politely soon after to find him.

It didn't take long. Just down the hall was a coat closet beneath the stairs where he found Shouto nuzzled beside some boxes and totes, cradling his knees.

Hanta just smiled and sat down beside him, leaving a few inches of space between them as he pulled out his phone.

He sent him a request to play an iMessage game, and Shouto accepted it without looking up, playing a round of Connect 4 as Hanta listened for Shouto's breathing to level.

After a couple more games, Shouto had leaned into Hanta, allowing him to cradle him closely, placing kisses on his cheek.

They passed a chunk of the evening there in careful silence, and the family hardly noticed they had gone when they finally slipped back to the living room after Shouto had calmed down.

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That's it! Hope you liked it!!

[team-mythic-beasts]

Seven Years of TMB, Part 4: The Iridescent Rover and the Angelic Author

By Lucas Reynard (feat. Aluros)

(Read series introduction here!)

Trying to outsmart a god, let alone a life deity, at what is basically hide-and-seek with extra steps… is totally impossible. Still, I thought Aluros deserved a little treat for winning— a book about him, written by yours truly. Well… I was going to give it to him eventually, considering I’ve been working on it for a few years already.

As expected, I found him taking the Princesses out for a walk in the woods outside Alphica, happily singing an old song he transcribed for his scholar friends; Clementine trotting around his feet, Lorelei on his head, Domino floating next to him, and Minerva being carried around in his arms, sleeping.

To be honest, I didn’t expect that he’d be here in his god form and not some other guise like… Bengt the Bard or that blue goblin whose name I can’t quite recall. But again, with practically no one in Phantasmia knowing who he really is (other than me), I guess he has nothing to worry about as long as he’s here.

Still, I’m not letting him tag along with me to Mikel’s place unless he changes into his elf form. I’d rather have my partner call Aluros ���Mr. Reynard” rather than try to wrap his head around the idea of an “entirely new” deity.

Whoops, I’m getting off topic here… Anyways, back to my story.

“Oh, Lukey! Nice to see you again. The girls have been wondering when you’d…”

Aluros and his familiars were quick to spot me, but quicker did their attention turn towards the purple rectangular object I held in my arms. It’s the God of Colors’ favorite hue, and every author before me who’s ever written about him made that very clear.

Before I could fully explain as to why I got him this present, a collaborative effort from the two older Princesses swiftly removed the book from my grasp, then into their maker’s.

“All About Aluros: The God of Colors… You wrote this for me?”

And so he gently sat himself down, laid sleepy little Minerva onto his lap, and began to go through the pages, each word and picture, as the other Princesses gathered around him. His grin, which started off small yet soft, grew wider with every detail that amused him.

I wasn’t expecting much of a reaction from Aluros since it’s not really an elaborate gift, but looking back at it now… I probably should have. Unlike the stone-faced goddess that is my mother, he’s always been an emotional deity, and this time too was he moved to tears.

“I’m so honored,” “This is everything,” “Thank you so much…”

He kept repeating those words as he wept all over his new book and melted into a puddle, both his hair and the skies slowly morphing into a sweet, euphoric mix of purple, pink, and all those pleasant hues. The Princesses, Minerva included, meowed in harmony at the clouds, as they did every previous “purple sky.”

Like how the air turns golden to anyone who donates to a Moon Goddess statue, Aluros’ joy has the power to free anyone lucky enough to get to bask in it of their worries and all other negative sentiments. For all that my friends and I have endured these past few years, I admit this “purple sky” was much needed.

“Oh, I almost forgot… We got you a present too! Happy Birthday, Lukey!”

Well, I was so distracted from the joy of making Aluros happy that I forgot about my own birthday. Being the artist he is, obviously he’d have made me a portrait— marked with paw prints from all four Princesses.

Today, that portrait has its very own place in my study, framed in elegant wood and set right next to my table lamp. Whenever I’m a bit tired from writing, I’d put all my work aside and stare at it for minutes, even hours on end…

He’s gotten better at capturing my likeness yet again. 💕

Previous: Finny + Photia

[v-anrouge]

hi yes hello!!

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i think my love languages are physical touch and quality time/parallel play! i’m very touchy-feely with those i love, so i’m always hugging and kissing and wanting cuddles. (i’m also very touch-starved oops) and i love just being with my partner—whether we’re doing the same activity together or doing two different things and just vibing. 💕

i love making or buying my partner gifts as well!! whether it’s a lil something i saw in the store that made me think of them, or it’s something i created for them, i love seeing my partner light up when i surprise them with gifts 💕💕

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my meds/chronic illnesses make me rlly sleepy, so i nap all the time, but when i’m not conked out i like to cosplay, read fanfic, work on my current hyperfixation craft, play Animal Crossing or Final Fantasy 14, create/work on OCs, and coloring on my phone while watching horror/true crime shows!! (i like my silly little phone games too uwu)

my current hyperfixation craft is drawing!! but in the past it’s been loom knitting, cross stitching, or soap making!! i tend to cycle though these every 6 months 😅 at least i have all the supplies already!!

before i got sick i loved to dance, too—i took ballet, aerial silks, and musical theatre. oh!! i love to sing, too!! i was trained in classical italian opera for a few years, along with musical theatre. on good pain days i’ll twirl around my kitchen dancing to songs on my OCs playlists, or sing along with them. …i’ll freeze like a deer in the headlights if someone walks in on me doing that tho. “>.>

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my partner needs to be… understanding, to say the least. my memory is poor and i’m always sick, so they need to not mind taking care of me every once in awhile during my flare-ups. i like having a partner with a sense of humor, who’s very soft with me. if you’re mean to me i WILL cry (/hj???)

they also gotta tolerate my vocal stims—my latest one has been “koebi-chan~!” and i’m sO EMBARRASSED ABOUT IT??? 💀💀 BUT ITS SO FUN TO SAY??? HELP???

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sorry for the long info dump 😅 and tysm for doing this!!! 💖💕💖💕 pls take your time!!

time to work 💪💪💪💪

JADE my hc is that jade actually really enjoys physical affection, at least if it's from someone he's close with, he doesn't seem to mind floyd's affection and while that could be because they're brothers i hc that he will enjoy any affection that someone close to him will give him, be prefers to do it in private but he'll have to problems holding your hand hugging you in public kissing your hand or cheek, he finds it adorable that you're brave enough to ask for affection for someone most people consider dangerous (but u know in reality he's just a little guy) in private he'll really enjoy cuddling with you, kissing your face holding you close and he even bites you affectionately.

whenever you buy jade a little mushroom themed thing you love to see the mask he puts up completely shattering as he smiles brightly before kissing you softly, he then starts to info dump about the mushroom and the type of mushroom, while he absolutely loves the things you buy, the most important to him are the ones you make, he puts those in a special place in display and sometimes u caught him just staring at the things you made him with a very soft smile, he loves teasing you but if he notices it's getting too much he'll immediately stop and kiss your head making you a bit of tea and holding your hand softly as a way to apologize, he truly does care and love you he'll have absolutely no problems helping you and taking care of you when your pain gets too much, he'll always remind you to take your medicine, he'll always make sure you're comfortable when you go take a nap and he'll stay by your side either reading a book or watching something in his phone (probably abt mushrooms) jade makes sure to research about your illnesses so that he'll be able to help you as much as he can, sometimes it's tiring but seeing you smile and thank him for being such a good lover immediately makes him happy and your kisses make any exhaustion go away , a lot of times you'll awake from your naps and feel a very sleepy jade hugging you tight he is wrapped around you while hiding his face, it's adorable to see him in such a vulnerable way and knowing you're one of the only people he trusts to be his true self

a lot of times jade will quietly sneak up on you while you sing your heart out and watch you with a smirk waiting till you notice him, if you haven't noticed him when you finish the song he'll warn you by clapping and then proceeding to kiss your cheek while he starts to praise your amazing performance he loves seeing your reaction and although he's teasing you, you can see that he truly does enjoy listening to your voice

jade would be very entertained by your vocal stims, if you don't like he won't point them out to tease you but he will always let out a small genuine smile or a soft laugh

another person i think would fit is...

LILIA he LOVES hugging you kissing you cuddling you surprising you by suddenly appearing in the ceiling and kissing your forehead he loves your reactions and will always giggle while he does so please make sure to always return his affections he feels so at peace when you're holding him, kissing him and showering him with affection, his favorite thing to do is sit on ur lap while u kiss his face he'll be giggling the entire time and those little wing-like things on his hair flutter (yes they flutter when he's happy i actually work on twst so i can confirm) btw u should def play with them lilia will start purring and melting on your embrace while you do so

lilia loves trying out as much hobbies as possible so anytime u decide to try something new he'll always get very excited and ask to join you, you two will have a lot of fun and spend the whole day laughing when doing so, lilia will come up with the silliest things to make you happy, even if they're clearly supposed to be funny they're also extremely well made and he loves it when you point that out and praise him. you and lilia have a little especial day every month where you both take everything you bought/made for eachother that month and talk about the items, lilia loves everything you give him but when you make them from scratch lilia can't help but blush, his big eyes shining and he can't stop smiling, his heart feels like it's about to explode with affection and love you just make him so so happy he feels so lucky to have you

as expected lilia will have absolutely no problems with taking care of you, in the times where you pain gets really really bad you'll see lilia get serious because he cannot stand to see you in pain, he'll immediately do anything he can to stop the pain, he'll always remind you to drink your medicine and he'll be making sure you're completely comfortable, once you tell him that you are he'll smile and kiss your forehead as he watches you slowly fall asleep, he stays there by your side as he starts to play games, even tho he is very focused in his game whenever you start showing signs of waking up or any sounds of pain in your sleep lilia will immediately drop it and start paying attention to you

lilia loves hearing you sing, you two often do duets, he also loves gaming with you and hearing about your ocs, absolutely adores your drawings and you two have drawing competitions often, the prize??? a bunch of kisses.

lilia finds your vocal stims super cute but if you don't like him pointing it out then he will respect your boundaries and keep his thoughts to himself, if u end up with a vocal stim of a phrase he says a lot tho he'll always giggle and kiss your lips sitting on your lap and batting his eyelashes at you what a bastard

other possibilities: trey, malleus, azul & vil

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

Hello Sunny, I dont know if you’re taking requests but if you are could you do a continuation of reader being too scared to spend Nanami’s money and what he would do? Thank you so much!

Yeeeeeeeeesssssss, i would LOVE to continue this headcanon skskks

Listen baby

If you do not want to spend Nanami's money, the two of you are gonna have some problems sksksk

LEMME BACK UP A BIT

I firmly believe that Nanami would fall head over heels in love with a humble individual

He doesn't like ppl who expect everything to be given to them and who have never worked a day in their life

No, he falls and he falls HARD for the lovely individuals who are independent to a fault

Someone who insists on giving instead of receiving bc he works the same way

Someone who refuses to take handouts for whatever reason, who can't take other ppls money or gifts

He finds your kindness and refusal to accept gifts quite endearing, and it just makes him want to spoil you more

He's drawn to your independence and he's so desperate to take care of you

It starts off small: paying for dinners, tickets, etc, small things that add up quickly over time

He's very insistent on paying for these things, so if you refuse to let him pay, he will go out of his way to take care of you

Gives his credit card to the waiter at the beginning of the date so that you can't pay, buys tickets in advance instead of once you get there, purchasing gifts when you're too distracted to notice

It makes you so MAD! How dare he?! He shouldn't be spending his money on you 😡

You confront him about it, wagging your finger and scolding him for spending so much money on you, and in all honesty, it just makes him want to spoil you more

Proceeds to shower you with as many gifts as possible sksksk

He doesn't care how upset you get that he spends money, he's just so happy seeing your flustered expression when you open a sleek box and find a pearl necklace inside

You always refuse the gifts, saying that you don't need them and that you won't get anything out of them

"Okay," he mumbles, pulling out his wallet, fishing for his credit card before handing it to you. "Then go buy some things that will be useful to you."

WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN, AINT NO WAY IN HELL IM TAKING YOUR CARD SIR, YOU BETTER PUT THAT SHIT BACK IN YOUR POCKET BEFORE I—

He cups your chin, forcing you to face him directly. His grip is gentle but firm, keeping you in place as he stares at you seriously.

"Darling. This is what you're going to do: you're going to take my card and go out shopping tomorrow. I don't care what you get as long as it makes you happy. If you don't spend at least $300 on yourself, I will go out myself and spend three times as much on things you may not even like."

"Kento, please—"

"Y/N, just do this for me, alright? I won't ask anything else of you: this is all I want. Please, be good for me and take the card." hhhhhhhhhhhhhh praise kink go brrrrrrrrrrr

FINE OK I'LL TAKE IT 😖👉👈

You reluctantly take the card and go out on a shopping spree the next day which is a NIGHTMARE like what're you gonna spend money on?? You can't even buy a soft pretzel without feeling guilty about spending his money 😭

You eventually hype yourself up enough to buy stuff that you think would be useful (an expensive chef's knife, a couple recipe books, some luxury bath products you've been wanting to try for a while). It always hurts when you swipe his card—you can feel that lump in your chest get heavier and heavier—but eventually you spend $300 and make your way home, emotionally exhausted

You trudge into the apartment with all your bags, Nanami coming to greet you and help you carry things in

He kisses you tenderly and holds you close and gives the gentlest smile

"So? What did my pretty baby get themself today?" 🥺💕

You go through all the items you bought, explaining why you chose them and how they would benefit you (and him) and he's just smiling softly while you hold up a pretty bath bomb that has flowers and glitter inside

He hugs you again and says how proud of you he is, how grateful he is to have you and how happy he is that he was able to buy these things for you

His sweet words make you all mushy and lovey-dovey bc why wouldn't they

"Now, I'd like you to go out tomorrow and spend $500 on yourself."

wat

no wait I thought this was gonna be it whaddya mean spend more money on myself

You try to convince him that you're fine and it's not a good idea, but he insists yall are so fuckin stubborn it aint even funny skskks

"This time, I want you to buy some clothes for yourself. I don't care about the price. I want you to go out and get yourself something pretty."

"Ken, please, this is too much—"

"Please darling, just once more for me. Let me take care of you one more day and I'll never bring it up again, I promise." grrrrrrrrrr why does he have such cute puppydog eyes 😖🤧

Long story short, you go out and buy yourself some clothes sksks

You get some practical things, like new gym shoes and socks and whatnot, but you also get some fancy shoes and this expensive outfit that made you feel so pretty 💕

And when you come home, Kento is there and he tells you to go get dressed in the outfit you bought

"I'm taking you to dinner, darling" PLEASE my HEART 🤧💕

Takes you to this fancy restaurant and the two of you have a three course meal and dessert and go for a walk in a nearby park and talk and it's so romantic just so disgustingly romantic you could cry

But the night is not over my love 👀

No, once the two of you get home, he practically pounces on you, pawing at your body

He's tugging at your clothes, ripping them in the process, desperate to get to you

You're sore the next morning, but it's all worth it remembering the pleasure you received the night before

"Morning, darling," Kento mumbles into your neck, hands smoothing over your skin. "Did you sleep well?"

"Mm-hm. Did you?"

"I slept like a baby. Although I feel apologetic about your clothes. I'm sorry for ruining them."

"It's okay, Ken. You didn't mean to."

He hums and kisses over your shoulder, pulling you closer

"It's alright, though. I'll get you a new outfit and plenty of others to make up for it." GOD DAMN IT—

[lnights]

Blind Channel advent calendar

Day 1: „The lone wolf dies but the pack survives“

Aleksi was nervous. Nervous as hell. When the pack first decided to add a new tradition to their normal christmas traditions, he thought it would be a great idea. Their first tradition that was new to all of them, and not just to Aleksi himself. But now that he stared at Joonas opening the first package of the advent calendar, that he himself packed, he kind of regretted the whole idea.

Why did he have to get number one as a number anyways? And why didn`t he put that particular gift in one of the other numbers he got… He knew why, he was way to nervous about the gift to wait till the end of december with it.

„A CD?“, „Wolfpack?“, „Aww look at that picture“, „What is on there?“ A lot of questions got asked at the same time as soon as Joonas had completely unpacked the CD. „Just put it in, it is easier if you just listen to it“ Aleksi answered, trying to sound as neutral as possible.

They did so, and soon Aleksi heard his own Wolfpack cover through the speakers. When he first had the idea of covering that particular song for the advent calendar, he thought it was a great idea. It would show them that he finally felt completely like a part of this pack. They had quite a story to tell after all. But now as he looked into their stunned faces he wasn’t so sure anymore about this. Did he overdo it maybe? Do they even like it? Or do they hate it maybe?

He was suddenly brought to the end of his musings by a body crashing into him. Followed by another, and another, until 5 bodys covered his own, and a huge cuddle pile had been made. Kisses got pressed to him on every available body part his mates could reach, and he couldn’t focus on the amount of compliments coming to his ears.

When they could finally let go of each other again Aleksi noticed two things. The first thing was that everyone had a teared up look on their face, which added to his relief but was also a bit unbelievable. And the second one was that Niko was now on the other side of the room sitting at the coffee table with his lyric book ignoring everyone it seemed. Aleksi looked at the others in question, but they all shrugged in question aswell.

„Niko???“ Aleksi asked. „What are you doing?“ he added after getting an acknowledging nod in return. „I am looking at our new songs and trying to find some parts for you to sing“ Niko answered, making it sound like it was the normalest thing to do in this situation.

„Oh good idea“, „You can’t just do this without asking him first Niko“, and „He could just sing your parts“ got thrown his way by Joel, Tommi and Olli.

Niko seemingly ignoring the first two just began staring at Olli, which Olli returned with his own stare starting a staring contest between the two…

Oh how Aleksi loved his Wolfpack…

- 🦋 wearing a santa hat

A butterfly in a Santa hat 👀 you're new to my anons hello.

And this story??? You gifted me an advent calendar story? 😭😭😭

I love my wolves so much and this is lovely 💕 thank you so so much 🥰

[draculcid]

YOU TOLD ME TO THINK MY THOUGHTS WITH FREEDOM SO HERE I AM - more sibling headcannons w the Official Missed Opportunity Found Family

They have a secret family handshake that they refuse to show anyone

Joyce sees billy and Steve kiss once and billy has a whole breakdown but she’s like “hush child I love u and i could already tell 👀 you look at his ass all the time” and billy has never felt more Loved in his Life

One day Will realizes he’s gay and goes right to billy, because he and Steve are gross and in love. Billy helps his little gay self out of the closet. They also now celebrate the fact that now there are a total of Two (2) Gay Williams in the family

Billy gets his first surprise birthday party with them. He gets gifts he didn’t ask for, but that were perfect for him. He has NEVER had anyone pay such close attention to his interests before. He cries. (Watch as I progressively project more and more of my own trauma onto this Child - someone remembered I played D&D on saturdays w my friends without me reminding them and I on god had a breakdown don’t mind me)

Jonathan and Billy sit together in Jon’s room and get super high and talk about their shitty dads. It’s cathartic

!!! Billy joins in on Max and El’s sleepovers occasionally. They talk ab boys and billy will do intricate braids in their hair (good practice w his hands) and they’re paint Billy’s nails. If someone in public tries to comment on them he’ll be like “my sisters did that you BITCH” and then beat their shit

Once Neil comes by and tries to talk to billy. Before Hopper can blast him with a violation of the restraining order, Joyce has already attacked him and punched him in the throat.

Billy has some issues with digestion after drinking all that bleach and shit so he has food restrictions. Joyce goes out of her way to make sure Billy can eat anything she has in the house.

He also has some breathing problems and mobility issues for a while; Joyce has Hopper install shower bars and has takes to storing inhalers around the house for him.

I will come back if I think of more 💕😌🤌

OH MY GOD. yes yes yes. the handshake starts because all the kids want billy to teach them how to do the classic californian “homie handshake.” but then they all start adding little motions to it- and it builds up into this whole cool thing that the entire family knows (even hopper and joyce.) steve’s always trying to get billy to teach it to him but he refuses (he promises he’s gonna marry steve, and when they’re officially family, he’ll teach it to him.)

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joyce knew about billy and steve for a while. steve was bad at sneaking in through windows, so she could hear him sneaking into billy’s room every night. and she sees how they look at each other, how they try to stealthily brush their hands against each other, how billy’s entire mood changes when steve visits. so she knows- its motherly instincts or something. 

anyway. she comes home from work early one day and she walks in on them kissing on the couch. and they’re not doing anything bad- just kissing. but billy jumps out of steve’s lap and he puts his hands up in defense. steve’s frozen in place, eyes wide, and he’s booking it out of the house in 3 seconds. billy’s standing there, staring at joyce, tears threatening to spill and he’s just like, “sorry- fuck. this is nothing- it’s not what you think- we’re friends.” but joyce just wraps her arms around him and says, “billy, honey. calm down for a second. if I knew you guys were having a moment, I wouldn’t have barged in.” billy hesitates before hugging her back and she’s still speaking, “I love and support who you are, okay? this is fine- you and steve. and you know you can tell me anything without feeling ashamed.” billy doesn’t say anything- he’s too overwhelmed by how caring joyce is. she pulls away, messes with his hair a little, and then asks billy to invite steve over for dinner.

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billy and steve have been dating (and out to the entire family) for a while when will knocks on the door to billy’s room, squeaking out a ‘I have something to tell you.’

it’s late- and billy’s first thought is something bad happened. but will just climbs onto billy’s bed, crosses his legs, fumbles with his hands a little. billy nudges him, “what? spit it out..” 

and will says, “I’m gay. I like boys.”

they stay up the whole night talking, and even laughing really loud when billy opens up about all his middle school gay panic moments. so much laughing that joyce has to come in and tell them to keep it down (but honestly, she’s just proud that will is finding comfort in someone and billy is helping will come out of his shell a little. she’s proud of her williams!!!) they talk about the good and the bad, they talk about crushes, they talk about steve. they talk until the sun comes up and they’ve still got a lot to say, somehow.

also-- dont mind me but I’m just imagining that after will comes out, he and billy make a pride flag magnet for joyce’s fridge *starts crying*

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birthday party!!!!!!!! billy doesn’t even bring up his birthday or anything. max mentions it to steve - and steve tells joyce, so they start planning something. a week before billy’s birthday, everyone is sharing sneaky glances, acting so secretive all the time. steve avoids him especially, because he’s so excited- he can’t keep his mouth shut. billy’s just like ??? uh. thats weird but okay??? so he goes on about his life.  no one does anything the morning of his birthday, so he doesnt suspect anything.  but he comes home from work- and everyone’s gathered around the door. there’s a “happy bitchin’ birthday billy!” banner (will and el painted it), steve’s got one of those party poppers and he accidentally pops it in his face. ANYWAY. billy almost cries right then and there, but max is dragging him into the kitchen so that he can look at the (disaster) cake that hopper attempted to make. it’s funny because joyce is swatting hopper with a kitchen towel, telling him to just MOVE so that she could take over and fix it for a second. billy stands there like aw parents :D

its a little awkward when they start singing happy birthday. joyce makes jonathan take pictures of EVERY SINGLE THING. she makes him take pictures of billy with literally every one- there’s one with el and max pulling his hair, there’s one with joyce giving him a peck on the cheek (his face is really red in that picture), there’s one where hopper’s giving billy a noogie. there’s one where billy is holding will on his shoulders. there’s a couple of billy with steve (the first one’s just an awkward smiley picture, the second one’s an awkward kiss, but then they get comfortable and its just goofy poses- they end up harassing jonathan for more pictures.) 

they open presents. hopper goes first and gives billy a new wristwatch, joyce gives him a lot of clothes and (reluctantly) a pocket knife, max and el both make him friendship bracelets and give him an assortment of earrings (one of them looks like a sword, the other a skull, a shark, and another that looks a lot like a camaro). will gives him a spaceship lego set because he knows billy likes playing with his legos (and billy’s a nerd at heart.) jonathan sneaks a baggie into his hand with a wink.

steve gives him his present later. they drive around at night, steve buys them food, they blast music with the windows down and stop by the quarry for a lazy makeout session. he gives billy 3 things- the first is a little snow globe of a surfer, the second is a mixtape he made him.

the third is a black steel ring- “first of all, dont freak out. I’m not asking you to marry me, yet. but this is just a symbol of love. second of all, please don't bully me for being sappy.”

and this is where billy cries. because every thing is just TOO PERFECT and he’s constantly surrounded by love and it’s so overwhelmingly nice hdkahiuwhihq 

billy always has the ring on- and he loves it because it feels like he’s carrying a part of steve with him everywhere. plus, it looks really cool. steve also loves seeing the way billy fidgets and spins the ring around his finger whenever he’s nervous- like the thought of steve brings him comfort.

(SORRY I AM RAMBLING EW)

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the second jonathan and billy become close enough to share trauma, they can’t (and won’t) stop. they spend fridays holed up in jonathan’s room, smoking and watching some horror movie. when the high takes over, they loosen up and talk about all the shit they went through with their dads. sometimes it ends in tears, or hysterical laughter. but it always feels like such a relief to talk about these things. it’s nice to know that someone out there relates- even if both of them coped differently. this is how jonathan learns about billy’s mother- all the good and bad memories. billy learns about how jonathan also has a fear of ‘fucking kids up.’

they feel less alone that way. PLUS- trauma just brings them closer to each other, and they end up bonding a lot more than they thought they would.

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ALSO YES. mmmm i love el and max and billy being cute. i think the whole ‘joining in on sleepovers’ thing starts because billy and steve have an argument or something- and billy’s a sulky mess. so max and el force him to have fun that night.

at first billy’s like ehhhhh, and his mind is too preoccupied. but then they bake cookies.. and they do face masks. and then they’re painting their nails (and ‘OH MY GOD where did you get all of these colours from?’)

he teaches max and el how to do all kinds of fun braids- and lets them demonstrate on his hair too!!! also, they definitely play that spying game. el spies on steve and finds out that he’s sulking as much as billy and makes a mental note to invite him to their next sleep over.

so yeah, billy ends up having a lot of fun- and it starts becoming a regular thing!! he knocks on el or max’s bedroom door like ,,, can i pls join in?, and max and el are super excited to have him because he always orders pizza and he lets them do all sorts of makeovers on him (billy with pink nails and shimmery gold eyeshadow is a look.)

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its bad when neil comes. he comes at the worst time too, knocks on the door just as steve and billy are about to head out on a date. billy opens the door- and he freezes when he comes face to face with non other than neil hargrove. he feels tiny again and his legs feel like jello. “baby, you okay?” steve says, walking towards the door. and he sees neil and freezes for a moment too- but he quickly stands in front of billy defensively, “you shouldn’t be here.”

but neil doesnt budge-  hopper and joyce hear the familiar (dreaded) voice from the living room and rush to the door. hopper’s about to go through some legality- but neil just screams, “he’s my son and he’s coming home!”

joyce can’t hold it in. just .. fucking punches him in the face after hearing those words (and she’s stronger than anyone expected.) while neil’s standing there wincing, she shoves him once more and says, “he’s my son and he’s already home.” needless to say, hopper doesn’t need to file a restraining order (he does, just incase) for neil to avoid the house anymore.

billy falls apart in steve’s arms the second the front door closes, but he’s never been more thankful for joyce in his life. she’s still fuming- so hopper (attempts) to make them all hot chocolate and plays a movie so that they could cuddle on the couch and calm down.

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after coming home from the hospital, billy has issues with a lot of things. especially bleach. he can’t bear the smell of cleaning products. the first time joyce is deep cleaning the house and he’s there, he ends up puking every where. and joyce understands why billy had that reaction and why he had a panic attack. so she starts cleaning with less concentrated products- and takes it easy whenever she gives billy chores. makes sure she gives him a job like vacuuming or something. 

and she slowly learns more about the effects of what happened had done to him. he has to eat really slow, so she slows down when they’re eating together- because she doesnt want him to have to sit on the dinner table alone. she makes a lot of light foods and smoothies for him when she senses he’s losing his appetite. because he gets hungry- he just can’t eat. so she finds a way to make it work for him. and she always always always checks that there’s something quick and easy for him to snack on because he can’t just down a bunch of cheese puffs and beer like before.

sometimes, he loses his breath from simple tasks like talking- and it makes joyce’s heart ache. because he’d be really excited, talking about something he’s passionate about- or laughing at a joke steve said, but he’d suddenly start sweating and stumble over to his room to catch his breath before going back out.

so she buys a lot of inhalers from the pharmacy- and places them in strategic areas around the house. there’s one in every room, so that he doesn’t have to leave to get it. and she makes sure to check on if they ran out every while before refilling them.

ohh and yeah!!!! he has trouble standing for long periods of time at first- so showers are hard. and he doesn’t want people to help him in the shower. so hopper buys shower grips and installs them on the bathroom wall.

billy never thought he’d appreciate something like that- but he did, and it made him feel really cared for. 

i also think that billy, obviously, can’t really lift heavy weights. but he really wants to work out- get his arms burning a little.

so hopper installs a pull-up/chin-up bar for him on the door way of his room. its not as intense as the workouts he used to do before, but it gets billy sweaty and makes him feel good- so it’s a win!

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i love all of these im really sorry i rambled but my brain couldnt stop !!! these are the best (and always make me smile so thank you pls come back when you think of more). 

[dudeshusband]

If you feel up to it, how about all of the yuletide ball asks, with Newt? :>

all the asks coming right up 

❄️ - have you and your f/o ever been in the snow together? if so, what happened? if not, what do you think would happen?

yep! i haven’t spent much time in the snow and i have terrible aim so i lost three rounds of snowball fights 

💋 - how would your romantic f/o react to being put underneath the mistletoe? do they get embarrassed? cocky and confident? tenderly kiss your cheek or full on lips on lips!!

we’d both be super awkward but we’d get to the full on lips on lips part eventually (after ten minutes of staring at each other, expecting one another to make the move)

🎁 - what kind of gift would your f/o get you? or alternatively, what would you get your f/o?

we’d probably exchange books and little crafts we made each other

📸 - would you two take pictures at the holiday party? if so, what poses?

goofy smiles with reindeer antler headbands 

☕️ - does your f/o like hot drinks? do you like hot drinks? if so, what kind?

we both like tea. i like coffee more than newt does. i’m the only one who drinks hot chocolate. (i have a headcanon that newt doesn’t like hot chocolate or chocolate at all)

🎩 - would you want to go to the party with a group? or just going as a pair together?

we’d invite a few friends

⛄️- have you spent the holiday season with your f/o before? or is this your first holiday season together?

it’s our third holiday season together. 

🧣- what would you two wear to the party?

i have a cute short pink dress that i’d wear and newt’s not one for dressing up so he’d wear what he usually does. 

🗣 - would your f/o be social with the others at the party? or would they stay by your side? how would conversations go?

we’d both be encouraging each other to be social then end up being wallflowers together

🧸- how does your f/o react to see you dressed up for the party?

i don’t dress up all that much so he’s stunned, to say the least 

💕 - how does your platonic and or familial f/os help make the holidays better for you?

all of my platonic f/os and my one familial f/o get along super well so we’re one big happy found family. i’m strained with most of my family so it’s nice to have solid people around. 

(i just noticed that nearly all of my platonic f/os have lost their family/parts of their family in some way) 

🎶 - how does your f/o feel about holiday music? how do you feel about it?

i love holiday music (the classics) and newt’s grown to appreciate muggle holiday music over time (though he’s still not a fan of grandma got ran over by a reindeer) 

📺 - what holiday tv special do you like to watch with your f/o? if you don’t have one, what do you watch around the winter time together?

newt doesn’t have a tv and neither do i so we go to see the parades and stuff 

🍽 - what’s your favorite food to share with your f/o during this season?

frosted sugar cookies. i make and frost them and newt helps me eat them. 

thank you so much

yuletide ball asks

[pumpkinshmellow]

"Camelot is a wonderful castle," Arthur started, "but it's not home."

"What is, then?" Lancelot asked quietly, almost as if afraid of the answer.

"I've thought about it often. For me, home is where the road leads me. Home is the autumn trees or the morning breeze in winter. Home is whichever little cottage I might sleep in for weeks at a time, before moving on."

Lancelot stayed quiet, a sort of silent hope rising within him as Arthur laid a hand over his.

"Home is wherever you are by my side, if you'll have me."

dug from my gdocs snippets for this book that probably won't see the light of day for another decade LMFAOOO. you already saw me freaking out in our server but i will say it again and yell it to the high heavens THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS THIS IS SO GORGEOUS AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! the golden lighting and the serene, blissful expressions on these two, the TENDERNESS!! LANCELOT LOOKING SO AT PEACE AND ARTHUR'S BEING SO PRETTY!!! and i'm still in awe at how they look JUST like how i pictured them, thank you for knowing my brain so well 😭😭😭

on a more personal note, i can't believe we've been friends for almost half a decade now. our times in the hobbit fandom (rip, iykyk 😔✊) when we first met feel simultaneously like a lifetime ago but also somehow like it happened yesterday. i'm so so SO honored and lucky that we met and became friends, and that you still put up with me and my sudden hyperfixations to this day, even after all my shit!! you are truly one of the smartest, most insightful and creative people i know, and you get me to look at things i usually wouldn't even glance at. you've gotten me to see a different perspective on so many things, and i'm so glad that we're friends!!

idek what more to say at this point, i've been staring at this for five hours now, again thank you so much for the wonderful gift and i hope you have the best crisis christmas ever!!! 💗💗💗💖💖💖💕💞

A Christmas Gift for @pumpkinshmellow

This is for my best friend who I met when we were both mainly in the Hobbit fandom shipping a rather questionable ship dixufgviuxf we know which we don’t have to talk about it dxgfuidf You’ve seen my highs and lows and had to deal with my bs day in and day out and I got to see you grow as a writer and grow as a person. You’re a great writer with a liking for horror games, worldbuilding, fantasy, magic. Anything that catches your eye you turn into something new with an interesting twist and fandom wise, you manage to sit me down and actually get me to like something new out of my comfort zone.

Anyway, keeping in mind you’re writing your own Arthurian story with Lancethur at the forefront and with me shipping them hard and supporting them I decided why the fuck not and I drew these two just having this more or less quiet and peaceful moment. You saw it in our server and all I could say is Merry Christmas bby and I hope you have a good one! <3

[moononastring]

ALl tHe SyMbOls

I knew you would do this. RUDE.

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💕 Your two top fave fictional characters

That's so difficult to pick! Obv. Lucien Vanserra is always there but outside of ACOTAR, I really love Casteel (FBAA) and Hermione Granger from HP.

🕹 Video game you are currently playing

I don't play video games :(

🌡 Fave season

Autumn!! 🍁

🏫 Are you in school, what grade

Thankfully have been done with school for a while but I am a LIFELONG LEARNER ✌🏼

🎒 Are you in college, major area of study

I graduated with my masters a few years ago :)

🏢 Your job (You don’t have to be specific) or dream job if you don’t work

I work in a university but my dream job falls between two things: published author or trophy wife to a hot rich beefcake of a man who loves me with a kink of me spending his money 😌

📷 Post the 12th photo from your phone’s gallery

I’m not ashamed to say I stare at this photo very often lmao. just saying it keeps feeding the eiris modern au feels

📅 Your birthday

May 10th!

🎂 How old are you

29 babyyyyyyy

📏 How tall are you

5'8 lol

🔑 Key to your heart

Food, books, and hot unattainable men 😌 compliments work too

📖 Fave book

This is a very rude question. I will not answer it because I simply ✨ C A N N O T ✨ choose.

📝 Fave quote

"What's yours won't miss you."

🌐 Languages you can speak and/or are learning. Which are you fluent in

English and Arabic ✌🏼

💻 Desktop/Laptop/iPad/other

I am confused by this question but I have a laptop?

📔 Do you keep a traditional diary

I do! I have an on and off relationship with it haha. I used to write it in daily but find myself not doing it as much lately.

☠ Something that angers you

A lot of things but people who are rude/condescending are top of the list.

🐷 Junk food you can never get enough of

Honey BBQ chips and Sour Patch Kids :D

🌼 Fave flower

It's so hard to really pick one but Tulips are always appreciated 🌷

📺 Fave anime

Sailor Moon 🌙

🎥 Fave film

Pride and Prejudice (2005)

📻 Fave song currently

Currently a tie between Silk Sonic's Leave the Door Open and Levitating Dua Lipa.

🎙 Can you sing

Very horribly. So the answer is no. Doesn't stop me from doing it though! 😌

🎁 Best gift you ever received and why

Oh god. So many though! I will say for my recent birthday, I was gifted a pandora bracelet with the HP charms and I love it so much 🥺

👾 Do you believe in aliens

I find it very arrogant of humans to assume they are the only beings in this world haha.

👻 Do you believe in ghosts

Not really but...I don't NOT believe in ghosts?

🌎 What country do you live in

The USA, East Coast ✌🏼

📸 Post a selfie

n e v e r <3