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Early Morning Call.. Joel Miller x Fem!Reader

Warnings | Non explicit age gap (reader can be read as in her 20s and Joel in his late 30s to mid 40s.), phone sex, She/Her AFAB reader, mutual masterbation, mild praise kink. Some pictures are used for aesthetic purposes only! A/N | I've had writers block for a while so hopefully this is okay. ---NSFW AFTER THIS--- (it wont let me cut it) It’s three in the morning, and he can’t sleep. All of his thoughts remain on one thing, you. It’s tame at first, memories of birthdays and cookouts you attended bringing a soft smile to his face. Then something flips. A bubbling urge surging from deep within him. His thoughts turn into recollections of past rendezvous. Joel reaches for his phone, rushing to your contact and pushing the call button. There’s a soft voice on the other side. “Joel?” you ask, your voice light from just waking up, “Is everything okay?” He adjusts himself from the other side of the phone, rubbing himself over his boxers. “Yeah, darlin’” his voice answers, “Just keep talkin’” you hear a grunt from him, which settles in your mind exactly what he’s doing. You slip your hand under your sleep shorts, dipping a finger into your wet heat. A whine emerges from your throat. “Oh, baby,” he calls out to you. “Such a good girl for me, right?” You whimper in response. “Yeah keep going baby” his breaths quicken. “Joel, I’m gonna cum” the words come out of your breath in a higher pitched tone. “Yeah? Okay, yeah go ahead,” he breathes into the phone. “I’m right behind you.” You practically yell out his name as your climax rushes over you. You hear Joel grunt a couple times before eventually he finishes too. “Thank you, Darlin’” he says, but your breath is heavy with sleep on the other line. He chuckles out a ‘goodnight’ before hanging up, putting his phone on the side table. He can finally sleep.

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Thank you so much!

Joel is someone who spends too much time in his own head— too many thoughts at all times. But especially when it’s his first time with you.

He likes you. A lot. There’s no denying how much so either, based purely on how much he enjoys spending time with you and how much Sarah likes you. he truly connects with you, deciding you both want to keeping exploring where things go.

Things progress slowly, a mutual worry about rushing to quickly before either of you is ready. Over the course of a few months, many dates have been shared. Each one solidifying the growing desire between the two of you. Making out in his truck, on the couch, tucked away from prying eyes in his laundry room after a summer barbecue.

His nerves are shot the night you both decide to take things further when Sarah is away at a friend’s place for the weekend.

Needing everything to be perfect— for you. Worrying how great he’ll even be since it’s been quite some time since he’s been with someone .

Expect it’s everything but perfect.

It’s awkwardness and concern. Even more so, Joel’s mind is riddled with anxiety about his performance.

Are you enjoying yourself? Do you feel okay? Is your body liking the things he’s doing? Does he still turn you on now that things have moved into this territory? Should he be doing those things that he’s seen in the porn he’s watched?

You sense the fear right away. A waterfall of apologies cascading from his mouth left and right. When he slips out of you mid thrust. When his nose knocks into your eye. When he mistakes your zealous whine for shrilled pain. When he feels like things are taking longer than they should.

He stills when you look up at him with a smile. Your hand coming up to caress his flushed cheek and he can’t help but smile back at you.

You tell him there’s no rush to finish and all the things you’re enjoying. That you’re more than happy to take your time and figure out what works and what doesn’t. You tell him that you like all of him and he doesn’t need to be anyone but himself.

He relaxes into your touch, grateful you’re not running out the door and hightailing out of the driveway, never wanting to see him again.

His kisses are driven with more confidence. His touch deliberate but sweet. Praise and guidance exclaimed with elated satisfaction. It’s perfectly imperfect.

The room is bathed in a sheen of moonlight. He tells you how beautiful you are. His favorite thing about you. The things he can’t stop thinking about when you’re apart. He tells you how he hasn’t felt this way about someone in a long time and he thinks he might be falling for you.

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I've been obsessed with grumpy Joel lately, literally every moment is me thinking about him now

grumpy!joel who grumbles when you hold his hand, but doesn't tear his away from yours

grumpy!joel insists that holidays are a waste of time but will participate in them for you

grumpy!joel that can't help but soften when he sees people he cares about happy

grumpy!joel whose entire expression changes when he sleeps

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writing semi-smut to get rid of my writers block

nsfw under the cut

Warnings | Brat taming(???), alluding to rough sex (its obviously consensual), implied fem reader. Let Me Know If I've Forgotten Any!

Also I didn't make it very explicit because I'm still practicing writing full smut

Joel's pissed, and honestly, pissed was being generous. You came into his house acting like a complete brat. He told you he needed to work.

You knew he needed to work, and yet, you begged for his attention. And here he is, giving it to you. Having your "pretty little face" (his words) stuffed into a pillow on his bed. You couldn't have waited one day?

Oh well, it's not like you can complain. I mean, listen to the noises you're making. Oh wait didn't he have to work? Oh well, he can finish it later. All he's focused on right now is giving you what you asked for. Him.

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nsfw under the cut

Warnings | I'm talking about cock

Joel's cock. I am foaming at the mouth thinking about it. Now, I am not a cock expert but I am 99% sure Joel's is big. (and he knows it) He's slept with a good amount of people in his life. (although, the number slowed down when the outbreak happened) His balls are also pretty big but I won't get too into that right now. Joel knows how to work himself and he knows how to work his dick.

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sneak peek of something im trying to write (slight implied nsfw under the cut)

"Don't be like that." he says, his fingers gripping your chin. He's so intimidating, it's not your fault you're so silent right now.

"Joel," you finally manage to whisper. A ghost of a smile shows on his face.

"Yeah?" he asks at the mention of his name. "Gonna be a good girl?"

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I'm so sorry to everyone for not posting much stuff, I've been DEEP into writers block for a while.

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i need to make a discord cause I heard that there's servers about Pedro I just haven't used discord in so long I'm not sure if I'd even know how to use it anymore

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im going to go insane I need Joel RIGHT NOW

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i have so much writers block I'm so sorry

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i always have writers block AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Sorry I got logged out of my tumblr and couldn't access it for about a week, I'm back and ready to start writing again!

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◣NAVIGATION ◥

About - Rules - Masterlist - Characters I write for

"I Guess No Matter How Hard You Try, You Can't Escape Your Past."

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characters im writing for

TLOU - Joel Miller

COD - Simon Riley/Ghost

Extra - Bruce Wayne, William Butcher, Wolverine.

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rules for this blog

general things like; don't be rude, respect what I write, and if you don't have anything nice to comment don't comment at all

rules for sending an ask

will do

smut, fluff, con somnophilia, fem reader, gn reader, most kinks

won't do

real people, sa, noncon, scat, pedophilia, anything involving sh in a sexual way, incest (including stepcest), necrophilia, abuse, kidnapping

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masterlist

TLOU - grumpy!joel, joel wip, joel cock talk, semi-smut, dbf!Joel early morning call

Hunger Games -

COD -

FNAF -

Extra -