#tw’gaslighting

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Consequences

Foul Legacy!Childe x f!reader ft Zhongli

Tw: dubcon, cuckolding, monsterfucking, use of ‘princess, sweetheart, girl’, cumflation, gaslighting (?), slight mind break

A/N: Foul Legacy!Childe been on my mind so here you go~

“P-Please! Do-don’t look!” Honestly, it’s almost pathetic to see how an all so power archon frozen in place like this.

Teeth gritting as his eyes are fixated on nothing but you, the way your cunt drools and swallows every inches that he gives you like it’s nothing— like you’re actually enjoying this. “What’s wrong, Morax? Is this show not to your liking? Does it leave a sour taste to your tongue?” The beast mocks, not once did he slow down nor did he loosen his hold on your waist. It looks so fragile and breakable compare to Childe’s inhumanly large hands, sharp nails digging into your sides close enough to draw blood.

Zhongli have no one else to blame but himself for agreeing to this contract, he should’ve known what ‘anything’ meant when it comes to someone as cunning as Tartaglia. Someone who values victory and enjoys the thrills of duelling, he should have known his eyes have been on your all this time. Morax’s only weakness, “C’mon, archon. What’s the fun in this if all you ever do is look away?” Childe’s voice is deeper than usual, rough and taunting. You can feel the way those soft mouldable spikes drags against your sensitive spots over and over again, nudging at every place possible inside before repeating its action. “Isn’t she beautiful? Such a good girl too… there aren’t many that could take me in this form… though, I must thank you, Morax. For agreeing to our contract, how does it feel to be the losing side? To watch your beloved get ruined like this? Must be hard huh?” He doesn’t even try to hide his smugness or devilish grin behind that mask, only thrusting harder until Zhongli’s fist tightens again at the way your belly swell with his cock. Blissful expression is written over those delicate features he loves, kisses in the morning and caresses.

It wasn’t as if Zhongli had his voice taken, he simply couldn’t find the words. Shameful and guilty for putting you in this situation, he was positive that he would be the winner of their battle but it would seem like the ex archon have underestimated his enemy. “Z-Zhongli…” Your voice is weak and hoarse, lost count of how many times within just the hour Childe had made you cum from just using you much like a fleshlight. A long snake-like tongue licks over your jaw and neck, sneaking its way around a nipple to earn a squeal from your lips. “Uh uh, attention on me, princess. Go on, tell him who’s making you feel this good? Say it.”

There’s a obvious pause from you, gulping at his words before your hazy eyes looked between Childe and Zhongli. “Y-You…” Logic and sense is long gone, pleasure taking its place whilst you desperate wanting to feel the way fill and flood your womb with nothing but cum. “That’s a good girl… you’ve been waiting for this haven’t you? Then let me grant your wish, girl.”

Perhaps you should’ve to rethink this before pleading for him to flood your inside, thick ropes of cum continue to pour in until a little while later when your stomach is bloated with it. Sweet whines and moans fall from those kiss swollen lips whilst Childe coos at you with this cunning smirk, he knows this foul legacy foul doesn’t last forever and the first thing Zhongli would do is to tear him from head to body. “Until next time, sweetheart.” And with that, Childe was gone. Leaving you and Zhongli in this awkward silence, “Don’t… Don’t go…” Is the first thing you mumbles when the former god rushes over to you, holding you close with apologies falling from his lips.

But it would be a lie if you say you didn’t enjoy that. “Don’t hurt him…”

Tagging: @trueshellz @laudthingcat enjoy hehe ✨

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keigo + somno + step dad au 🙏

Heh roles reversed ✨🏃🏻‍♀️

Tw: stepcest, somnophila, degradation, exhibitionism, use of ‘princess’, gaslighting, manipulation

“F-fuck-! Oh princess— You dirty little slut, look at you… bouncing on your daddy’s cock whilst your mother is right next to you.”

This is a dangerous game you are playing and no doubt it will end very badly if both of you are caught red-handed, but you couldn’t help it. Biting down on the panty Keigo has shoved between your lips to try and quiet you down, “That's it sweetheart, roll your hips—“ The blonde coos softly with his iron grips at your waist, forcing you to move in certain ways that makes him feels good. Never once did Keigo’s smirk leave his lips, watching the way your brows pinches and eyes roll from below whenever he nudged that certain part inside of you.

“What would your mother think of you huh? Seducing her boyfriend like this in the middle of the night.” Keigo chuckled, skilful fingers finding their way to your clit before tight circles are pressed against it. Causing his cock throbs inside of you when those gummy walls of yours squeeze a little too tight, “Fuck— such a naughty girl…”

It’s not your fault that Keigo is such a handsome individual, who pampers you the way he shouldn’t have, who pretends that he is just doing what a father would and leave you craving for more. It’s not your fault that you fell right into his trap, this is exactly where he wants you to be.

“Oh baby— I can feel it, you’re about to cum ain’t you?” Keigo whispers darkly, golden eyes fixated on the way your teary eyes begged for release but he has other plans. Oh— the sweet whimper that spilt over when he pulled away is music to his ear, eyes rolled at the orgasm that was so close but yet so far. You wanted it— needed it.

Through those hazy and teary eyes, you are addicted to the way Keigo looks at you. Making you feel so so special just to have you fell right onto your knees and beg for him, “Use your words, sweetheart.” He coos, pulling the now soaked cotton fabric from your mouth before thrusting his hips up once to encourage you.

“C’mon, we don’t have all night.”

@duskkei hi ily

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Brother Knows Best

Ran. H x f!reader

W/C: 2.4K

Tw: dubcon, brief mention of noncon, stepcest, possessive, manipulation, gaslighting, mention of murder, decryphilia, 3-4 years age gap but both are 18+ when anything sexual happened, Bonten!Ran

A/N: This was supposed to be a drabble for this thirst and I got carried away 💀

@jozhenji — Stepbrother!Ran who intimidates and threatens anyone who comes to take you out cuz he loves the adorably angry little pout you give him when yet another boy doesn’t make it past the first date after meeting your big brother 😌 he’d prefer if you were whining and screaming his name for a different reason, but he’ll take what he can get for now

Till this day— Ran wonders if you’re a blessing or a curse the moment he set his eyes on you, those soft features and fragile figure makes him want to protect you. Or so that’s what Ran has told himself, it’s just his brotherly instincts and he blames Rindou for it. Perhaps it is a blessing that neither of you look alike or share the same beauty, otherwise those boys might just find themselves in more trouble than they anticipated.

It wasn’t as if you were against the marriage, of course, you wanted your parent to find love again— to be happy. But you weren’t so sure anymore after hearing those who’d become a part of your family and specifically your brothers.

Everyone in school knew not to mess with the Hitani brothers, they’re ruthless, dangerous and stuck out like a sore thumb. You used to see them strolling up and down hallways, maybe bumped into them a few times but that was about it, the last thing you expected is to become something more than just acquaintances.

Ever since that day, it was a little hard to avoid those whispers and stares when your name suddenly changed to ‘Hitani’. The awkwardness was still there even after a couple of months was there but Ran made sure to at least make you feel comfortable enough to approach them knowing Rindou isn’t always the easiest to get along with, through some bribing with food, quality time and protective brotherly instincts— the three of you became closer only for people to pull away, especially those who are interested in your or your guy friends.

By now, you’re used to it.

“Awe c’mon, Ran! I’m in my 20s! ‘m not a child anymore, you can’t keep doing this!”

“What do you mean? Can’t I worry over my baby sister anymore?” You’d do anything to wipe that not so harmless smile off his face if it didn’t make you feel a certain way as he towers over your still fragile figure like always, tugging those loose strands of stray hair behind your ear with a chuckle. “You know exactly what I’m talking about, you’re even worse than Rin!” Ouch, now that hurts.

It’s no coincidence that he’s here in the same restaurant, around the same time as when you’re supposed to be meeting your new date. “I’m just trying to pro—“

“Protect me, I know but I swear— he’s a good one, this time for sure. So just leave… please? I’ll text you later when we’re done and you or Rin can come to pick me up or something…”

Ran couldn’t help but let out a dramatic sigh as he slowly pull away, god knows how many times he had heard that same sentence leaving your lips only for those boys to turn out worse than expected. He has a good eye for people considering the nature of his work which is no secret at this point, all the fighting from high school led to something bigger and more dangerous. But seeing the way your little black dress hugs all of those familiar curves and dips or how beautiful you look all dolled up for another man makes his blood boil strangely enough.

“Prin—“

“Yes! I know I know! I remember but… but he’s nothing like him…”

It was foolish for Ran or anyone for that matter to assume you’ve simply forgotten what happened between you and that boy, a fellow member of the gang your brothers were once a part of. How he had stolen your innocence in resulting one of Ran’s many attempted murderers. If it wasn’t for your teary face and trembling hand that held onto his sleeve at the time, perhaps Ran would’ve slit his throat right there and then but instead — he lived to see another day.

“Oh— I’m so sorry for being late… I uh can we help you?” As if there isn’t anything better timing than this, for your date to arrive before Ran could bring up that same conversation of the past again. There are reasons why you’ve been trying to keep your new lover boy’s identity tugged away and hidden but nothing goes unnoticed in the Hitani household, especially not under their noses. The chuckle that left Ran’s lips is one of those many reasons why the way he gracefully turns to greet that poor clueless man with the grim reaper’s smile. “Ah… not at all, just decided to keep a seemingly lonely lady company until her date arrives. That’s all.” Ran muse as he sees the way your date’s features quickly twists into confusion and jealousy, staring at the way his hand is placed atop of your shoulder in this possessive way. Earning a nudge to the side from you as Ran pretends to be hurt with a playful laugh. “Ignore him, he’s just about to leave and he likes to give people a hard time. It’s his thing.” Even if you say so, the nervous chuckle from your date says otherwise, eyes darting between you and the tall well-dressed intimidating man next to you as he hesitantly takes his seat.

After all, it’s hard to ignore Ran’s strong presence even if you want to. Lurking over your shoulders whilst his eyes bores right into the poor man’s skull, for a moment you notice his grip tightening but only briefly.

“Oi, Ran. Stop being a womaniser, you coming or not?” A familiar voice call out just before your brother was about to speak, this isn’t the first time you’ve seen your brothers’ colleagues and old friends despite their best effort in keeping you out of it ever since high school but still, seeing people like Koko or Mikey out and about as though they haven’t most likely just broken a law or two feels alienated. “Comin’, just giving my little sister some pocket money.” The burgundy haired man teases, giving your exposed shoulder a squeeze and a playful wink as he leans down to whisper something after a cold glance towards the stranger before straightening himself again. “Anyway, don’t be late. I’ll get Rin to pick you up.”

Those words might have sounded ordinary to any other but you’ve learnt to read between lines better now than before, “Oh and uhhh what was your name again? Doesn’t matter, it was nice to see you.” Ran couldn’t help but grin after bidding goodbye, heels turning and headed towards where Koko and the others waited with smiles or grins plastered over their lips. Knowing it wouldn’t be long until your new date would be out of the picture again, knowing Ran and Rin it wouldn’t take them longer than three days to have him removed from your life as if he never existed in the first place.

Ran would never scoop through your phone when you were in the shower after a long day or purposefully made a plan at the same time and place with Bonten where you’re supposed to be meeting your date. He warned you, dropped hints even. Much like how this whole forbidden relationship started between the two of you, it started with sweet poison like whispers, delicate touches, butterfly kisses to getting bent over when Rindou wasn’t around in celebration of your brothers moving into their apartment. But then again, most of the time you were too fucked out to remember anything Ran said during those nights. “Is that… your brother?” Before your mind could wander any further, his unfamiliar voice was enough to snap you back into reality.

Shifting slightly in your seat as you nod, “Y-Yea is my brother… sorry about that he’s just a little protective.”

Let’s just say the date didn’t last as long nor as well as you hoped for, let alone getting to the deserts and learning about each other’s favourite animal. Just as Ran disappeared somewhere on the upper level of the restaurant with Mikey and the others, it didn’t take long before Rindou began to spam your phone with messages and missed calls. Saying he’s already here in the parking lot to pick you up and how he has other important business to deal with after dropping you off or how he wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for Ran’s call.

‘So can you hurry the fuck up ♥︎’

And of course, what Rindou immediately did when he spotted you storming your way angrily towards him in those heels is to look at your date up to and down with a hand shoved into his pocket whilst a cigarette sits between the other when he escorted you to your ride, “Oh?… so Ran was right.” He spoke matter of factly, not once did his brown eyes leave your new boy toy. Only making him even more uncomfortable than before whilst your date nods with that same nervous smile as before. “I don’t want to hear it, you knew he would come didn’t you?” It doesn’t take a genius to notice the difference in your presence, brows pulling together as you frown and shifts your weight onto the opposite side.

Despite all the mean and terrible things Rindou says, he cares about you… more or less. “Maybe.” There was a brief pause,” We're just looking out for you and doing our job as your brothers, are we not?” He added in an indifferent tone, stomping out the lit cigarette with a shrug before ushering you towards the expensive sports car. One that your date could never get, Rindou made sure of it. “C’mon let’s go, I have places to be.” At least Rindou is still a gentleman and went ahead to open the car door for you despite being that annoying brother with a foul mouth who bullies you, leaving the ever confused young man as he stepped aside whilst you ducked under and climbed into that expensive-looking car without much of a goodbye nor did you spare him a look. “Don’t bully him too much, we ain’t in high school anymore.” You mumble as Rindou slips into the driver seat next to you, gaze settling on anywhere but your date with regret and sympathy. “You know how it is, no promises.”

It’s for the best if you disappear just as quickly as you appeared into his life.

When Ran mentioned earlier about ‘not to be late’, he meant not to come back any later than he does and let’s have a chat. There were no doubts in your mind that you’d be early this time, knowing he was still at the restaurant with his friends. Maybe this would give you some time to prepare or so you thought, “Welcome back, did you have a good time?” You should’ve known better than to only see the surface of things, being greeted by no one other than Ran himself as you stood frozen in front of him after trying to close the door as quietly as you could — they taught you better than this.

Ran has taken the rear exit just before you left with Rindou and drove home to take his sweet time in undoing those top buttons as well as loosening the tie decorated around his neck. ”N-Not really…” You murmured weakly, feeling even smaller than usual as Ran forces you sandwiched between him and the closed-door itself. Head crank back to meet his puzzling and unreadable eyes, “And why is that?” Ran coos ever so softly, maybe a little too soft as it sends chills down your spine. He seems too calm for what happened, twirling those same few strands of hair between his fingers as he waits for your answer patiently. Ran knew it better than anyone, even yourself as to why you’re upset and angry with him or why you’re clenching your fists as you stare up at him with those round teary eyes. “C’mon, use your words princess or do I have to fuck it out of you?” It would be a lie if you say seeing the way Ran is right at this moment doesn’t turn you on, thighs rubbing and clenching together only for it to be forced open by his knee.

When it comes to promises, Ran never forgets nor does he break them on purpose. So after a while of silent treatment and mere hums or avoiding eye contact from you, he decides to take matters into his own hands. “W-Wait! Ran I-I’ll talk–!” In a blink of an eye, you’re already seated in his lap with your legs draping over his dark purple slacks and the pretty black dress nestles above your hip. It didn’t take long before Ran's slender fingers found their way under that flimsy fabric he brought you and slid right into your dripping heat, teeth nibbling and sucking at your neck; enough to leave bruises as a soft mewl is caught at your throat. “I-It’s cause—!” You whimper a cry, eyes rolling back at this forbidden pleasure and earning a mere hum from Ran behind you as he bit down even harder at your skin, fingers reaching knuckles deep to tickle your cervix.

“You’re mean, Ran! You’re so mean! Y-You said you wouldn’t do anything!” You choke, biting back those sobs. It would be a lie if the older Haitani brother said he wasn’t taken aback by your soft cry, kissing away those stay tears as he pulls away with a small yet gentle sigh. “And I didn’t but you know I can’t help but get jealous when I see you’re all dolled up for another man beside me, it’s your fault too y’know.” The way Ran’s voice softens is almost addictive, whispering sweet poison into your ear and paralysing your limbs or ability to think. “You should take responsibility for what you’ve been doing to me, for making me jealous and dirtying my hands for you with those scumbags’ blood.” His words should scare you or at least enough to keep you away but it doesn’t, rather it makes your heartthrobs and pussy clenches harder. Butterflies grew but that’s what love feels like right?

“I’ll clean every part of you that he touched hm…until you’re all rid of him. I’ll get rid of him.”

Perhaps it was your fault for not heeding the warnings when it comes to the Haitani brothers, they are dangerous in more ways than one and Ran loves you in the sweetest way.

He always sees things better than you ever since the beginning when you first battered your flashes at him for a favour, Ran knows you’d always come crawling back to him no matter what when he first laid a finger on you like a spider setting its trap and that’s why he lets you have all the toys you desire until your boredom grew and out with the old.

“I want to hear you scream my name, princess. Let me hear it, is the least you could do for me.”

Thank you to those who beta read this for me! Reblogs and comments are always appreciated!

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Thinking Ahead

Ran. H x f!reader x Haruchiyo. S

TWs: Gaslighting, cheating, exhibitionism, creampie, use of ‘princess, slut, whore’, dubcon, mean dom (?), bonten timeline, degradation

W.C: 1.1k

A/N: Based on this idea me and @brownsugarmoonie were toying with ✨

It’s the way Ran spread open your legs so shamelessly over his own, making you face the pink-haired man whilst slender fingers catches on your sensitive bundle of nerves again and again and again until you let out a soft cry. Body squirming against his, “R-Ran! I’m s-sorry I didn’t mean to—!”

You should’ve been smarter than to trust Sanzu in keeping it a secret between the two of you, sneaking around behind Ran’s back with him. It all started with little touches on the thighs, then the waist before moving onto your neck. Small kisses behind your ear or shoulder, back of your palm until they were against your lips. “So sweet… so precious… so innocent and naive.” As he used to say. Exactly the type Sanzu loves to mess around with, wondering how long it would take before you’d get caught with those hickeys on your neck. “He came onto me first wah wah wah.” The man sitting across you mocks, scars scratching thinner and thinner as his lips curls. He knows the deal by now having to torture those poor souls before you, “So, what did this one say this time? Same ole excuses?”

A dark chuckle rumbled and spreads across the chest that you’re squirming against, lilac eyes peering over your shoulders before he slips in two fingers between that dripping heat. You’re not sure what kind of expression he’s making but definitely not a very pleased one at least, “Does ‘heat of the moment’ ring any bells?” Ran muse, tossing his gaze towards Sanzu instead who’s relaxed against the chair with a hand around his own cock. Pumping at the ruined sight of you, swollen pussy fluttering around Ran’s fingers. “Oh yea?” It only causes him to widen his grin, “Technically… she really couldn’t control it, might’ve just slipped something in her drink. Now, don’t look at me like that. You wanted to know too right? See how long she would last.“

If anything, the elder Haitani is rather impressed if he’s honest. You’ve lasted longer than most that tried their luck with him, it was within days when they’d jump into someone else’s arms because he looked at her a certain way.

But still, you couldn’t stop yourself when Sanzu approached you.

“I had high hopes for you, princess.” Ran purrs in a whisper, lips brushing against the shell of your ear when he suddenly increased his pace. “But you just had to go and ruin it, didn’t you? Should’ve known you’re just another slut, batting your eyes at whoever walks by.”

The words you had in mind are suddenly gone, vanished when he curled those fingers right up against that sweet spot. You were ready to tell Ran he was wrong, how you’d never do it in the first place if it wasn’t for Sanzu drugging you, how you’re sorry and you’d be useful to him again. Hands clinging at his tainted white shirt whilst desperate mewls fall from your lips instead, “Hmmm… Got nothing else to say for yourself?”

Ran’s words are cruel compared to the sweet nothing you’re so used to hearing whispered into your ear, those soft praises and sweet affection. “I’m s-sorry… I really am—!” Lies.

“Not yet, sluts like you don’t get to cum remember?” If Ran had gone just a little harder and longer, your walls would’ve started milking his fingers for all their worth but instead, he pulled away. Leaving you to wether between his arms as you chase that dry orgasm desperately, “If you want it so bad, you can ask Sanzu for it. Ask him to make you cum, go on.”

You could see the way said pink-haired male grinned and gritted his teeth through your thick lashes, not once did those piercing blue eyes leave your exposed figure. Devouring every inch, every part and only approaching when Ran gestures him forward. “You’ve gotta use your voice louder than that.” Sanzu taunts, grabbing your chin harshly as he forces you to up at him. “Aren’t you a lucky one huh? Sandwiched between us? Bet that’s what you’ve been planning all along huh? Clever little thing just had to ask.”

It didn’t take long before part of you begins to doubt yourself, your intention. Just like Sanzu had said, maybe this was your plan all along. To bed with the two, feeling both of their mouths on your body.

“Let’s make this quick yea? Mikey wouldn’t be too happy if I’m late.” You should’ve known better than to expect mercy from him, feeling the burn of your mistake when Sanzu bottoms out without warning. “Ah fuck… really?” He chuckled breathlessly, glaring down at you before a rough hard pace is set. “This fucking wet from all this? You really are a little whore, aren’t you? Clenching around me like this…!” You’re surprised this desk holds the three of you and hasn’t been knocked out yet with how hard Sanzu’s fucking you into Ran’s broad chest, grunting and groaning as he uses you to reach his own orgasm.

“Princess, don’t forget your manners.” You aren’t so sure if you’re actually talking incoherent words or just babbling for him to fuck you harder, eyes rolling so far back little dots of darkness flash. “P-please! I’m sorry! I’m a little whore so please just—! Please j-just let me cum!”

If you were to see Ran’s expression right now, maybe you’d feel your heart flutters again just like when you first met him. The same alluring coy smile that drew you in the first place, “Good girl… that’s a good girl.”

With Ran chuckling lowly and pressing kisses to your temple, Sanzu sped up whilst making sure to pinch your clit between his fingers. Head threw back at the way those velvety walls squeeze, “Since you’ve asked so nicely… let me fill you right up.”

Sanzu’s hips stuttered as another curse rolled off his tongue. Thick creamy liquid painting your delicate walls white whilst Ran continues to keep your legs spread over his, tracing abstract shapes into your plush thighs. “That’s good… felt so fucking good…” The pink-haired mumbles before pulling away to admire his handy work, you can feel the way Ran’s budge ruts right into the curve of your ass whilst Sanzu tugged himself back into his slacks as if nothing had happened but those flushed cheeks suggest otherwise.

“Don’t have too much fun without me.”

And with that, he was gone. Leaving the two of you in Ran’s office, for some reason you just know it wouldn’t be a while until you can go home and sleep this off.

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Nasty? Dark content?! Nasty dark content?!?!

What do we think about yan!hawks who makes you absolutely miserable. Every part of your life once he has you is filled with either pain or mental/emotional torment. Except when you’re speared on his cock ❤️❤️ then you finally get to experience a tiny lil bit of happiness/validation in this hellscape.

Soon enough, he’s got his lil cock addicted whore who just wants to feel good :) she loves when he praises her!!

Tw: sir kink, pet play, yandere, possessive, manipulation, gaslighting, scummy!Hawks

It’s hard looking for a new job whenever another place declines as soon as you walk through that door, is it because of the way you dress? Or is your manner? Maybe you looked at them the wrong way? No, you poor thing, it’s none of that. It is something— or rather someone who had been pulling strings behind the scene, Keigo. He had been using his status and power to do as he sees fits when it comes to you, it’s not his fault that he wants you all to himself in a place that resembles a cage. It’s not his fault that he wants you to be with him during all hours of the day, not his fault he wants you to just be his cute little cock hungry whore that’s willing to please on his command.

Keigo will always be there, in the same place and the same pose ready to have you wrapped in his arms whenever you finally come home. You never question it, never have the time nor energy to as big fat tears rolls down your cheeks whilst you make way towards him. Burying your face into the comfort of his chest as small delicate sobs slip past your lips, “Shhh… it’s okay, baby. It’s okay, I’ve got you.” Keigo would coo, stroking your hair so gently and lovingly that you instantly relax in his hold. “Let me make you feel better, yea? You would like that wouldn’t you?” Oh — the way your eyes lights up when those words left his lips, so innocent much like a child who’s excited to play with her favourite toy.

It doesn’t take a lot for you to learn what true bliss and happiness are as well as where you can find it, “S-Sir-! It.. it feels good.. f-feels good! I want more please!-“ Keigo made sure of it, that the only validation and praise you would get will only be from him as he smiles sweetly at you. Caressing your cheeks and pressing kisses to your temple whilst rocking his hips as hard as he can, “Good girl, don’t hide that pretty voice from me now. Let me hear it and I’ll give you what you want.”

Maybe you don’t need a job, after all, it certainly doesn’t make you as happy as you are now. Laying beneath Keigo whilst he fucks into you like there’s no tomorrow, maybe you were just looking at all of the wrong places. Maybe your place is here with him, sit by his feet and looks up with those doll eyes when you need a dose of happiness.