#tw:caraccident

[callme-harris]

[ 👪 ] what is your muse’s relationship with their parents like? was it always this way?

" My dad is a complicated man. He's not a bad dad, but he is a distant one in my case. I was never going to follow in the family business, so I think he just sort of let me be. We have had a few good conversations though but they were when I was younger. Once when I was still in the hospital. But he is pretty hands off. I'm a lot closer to my mom. She's why I'm still in Aurora Bay, even though I'm able to walk and move almost as well as I used to. I just want to be there for her. I want to be able to spend as much time with her. She's always been the romantic and the optimist. She's why I love music so much and I'm so grateful that Gwen and her get along so well because they're two of my favorite people " @gwenxmoreno

[callme-harris]

“ So have I. “ Harris replied shaking his head. He didn’t have the luxury of being able to walk away from a painful situation. He was physically stuck and he had no guarantee he would ever walk again. He’d been lucky but those years of hospitals and physical therapy had changed a lot about him and the Harris that had been so forgiving in the past didn’t exist anymore. Not in this case. “ Ren, I still wake up almost every day with something hurting. My hand has nerve damage and I had to relearn how to play the drums with that damage. I know you believe it was difficult to walk away, but it was difficult to do everything. Mack stuck around and he didn’t lose himself, no one else felt lost here. We were a team and then you left”

“ oh my god” Harris replied as he started to pace he just was so upset about everything that he was trying hard to keep it. Together and not just reveal how shitty those few years had been. He was happy now. But it took a long time and people like Sterling and Gwen to help him. “ ren I won’t dismiss something you were feeling but we cannot compare the situations. They are very different. “ he noted. He wasn’t an asshole and he wanted to hear her out but he had couldn’t pretend his depression and physical health had been just something that hurt him. “ I needed you. And you left. You left me in a hospital room. If you wanted it to be us till the end, you wouldn’t have walked away when I needed you the most “ he replied before shaking his head. “ yeah it took a shit ton of work." @renzunino

“I know it seems like I just walked away, but it wasn’t that simple. Trust me, I’ve replayed that moment over and over in my mind." When the accident happened, the world felt like it flipped on its head. She felt lost and scared, and didn’t know how to reach out. "I didn’t abandon you or the band on purpose; I was trying to find my way back to myself in a world that suddenly felt unrecognizable." Music and the band was all that Ren had and seemingly the only opportunity to help her parents attain the American dream.

"I get that my choices hurt you, and for that, I’m truly sorry. I never wanted to leave you feeling abandoned. I was struggling, too, just in a different way." It took Ren only recently to realize that she needed to confront her own demons. "I’m glad to hear you’re in a better place now... I just want you to understand that I didn’t mean for it to end like this. I thought it would be us until the end.”

[duncanmcarthur-blog]

DUNCAN MCARTHUR is a 34 year old HETEROSEXUAL CISMALE that was born on NOVEMBER 10TH. He lives in BROOKLYN, but they’re originally from ABERDEEN, SCOTLAND. They are a NEUROSURGEON for a living, and often get told they look like EWAN MCGREGOR. We wish them the best of luck in the city that never sleeps!

* Duncan was born in Aberdeen Scotland and came to America with his parents on a boat. His father was a construction worker and his mother stayed at home with Duncan and his younger brother Malcolm.

* Growing up in Brooklyn he was no stranger to a fight, especially when it came to protecting his younger brother from any bullies.

* He did well in school, especially in math and science fields.

* His father had a stroke and was hospitalised, while in hospital the doctors discovered that he had a cancerous tumour on his brain. His father didn’t make it out of the surgery to remove it alive.

* After that Duncan knew he wanted to be a neurosurgeon he wanted to be able to be able to do what that doctor couldn’t.

* Heavily motivated he graduated top of his class from NYU school of Medicine and got a residency almost straight away.

* He met and fell in love with Annabelle together they got married and had a beautiful daughter.

* By his 28th birthday he thought he had everything. A successful career, a beautiful wife and daughter. But by his 29th birthday everything was different.

* His wife and daughter were t-boned by a drunk driver coming home from school. Neither survived.

* To cope with this Duncan started drinking very heavily and letting his work consume him. 5 years later he’s beaten his addiction (although he doesn’t mind the odd drink) and is still a workaholic

* He’s a very hardworking, passionate, intelligent guy who really just needs so friends and some help