#tw:all of the abuse basically

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📲Incoming: Knox to Endora

Knox: Hey. Sorry this is so random but I met you at the shop and you seemed so lovely I just wanted to check up on you. It’s Knox by the way.

Endora: I appreciate you checking up on me...I'm....well I'm okay at the moment. Just getting shouted at as per usual but that's nothing out of the ordinary.

Knox: what is he shouting at you for? No one should be shouting at you? Do you need to come to mine?

Endora: His mad because I didn't come straight home with him..his ridiculous..he never used to be like this

Endora: He used to be loving, caring and everything.

Knox: I am really concerned with your well being like I don’t like that he is yelling at you. He honestly shouldn’t be complaining. You are so pretty and amazing like what has he got to yell at ?

Knox: what happened?

Endora: Aw thank you Knox. I simply didn't come straight home to him. He expects me to do every single little thing for him, and I don't. He wants me preparing all his meals and cleaning up after him. It's not on. If I try and put my foot down, he gets worse.

Knox: if you need to be home anywhere I want you to call me I’ll get you home on time. I don’t want him yelling at you. Jesus Christ you aren’t a slave. Like does he live in 1950 or 2021? Let me talk to him. I’ll fix him.

Endora: His been the worse after not getting the higher paid role he was working towards. He used to be like amazing and I could see him and me lasting, but now? I'm looking for escape routes..honestly. Sorry. I shouldn't be burdening you with my problems Knox.

Knox: you don’t need to say sorry. I want you to talk to me about everything like you’ll never burden me. I actually don’t have any one to talk to so this is really nice.

Knox: I wish I didn’t have to be so without people but life is life

Endora: Well you can come to me too, so this is fair and isn't one sided. I'm a good listener too, you know?

Knox: yeah I mean I think my story is a little heavy on the heart I don’t tell it often but it’s definitely one not for the faint of heart and I don’t want to put you in danger by telling you

Endora: I can handle it. If you don't want to tell me that's fine, but if you feel like you need to get something off your chest, you can do so. I'm stronger than you think.

Knox: it’s not about strength because I’m happy to tell you it’s more like-... okay we are going to call them a order of people because if they find out that you know about them they could come after you and I don’t want that for you

Knox: but growing up I didn’t have a lot of money and I stole a lot which admittedly I am not proud of to get by. I did have a family but they are all deceased. They were actually umm murdered. In front of me.

Knox: by this-... order of people. Which I am now associated with. And I xant leave them. Very much like your husband so I guess we are both trapped

Endora: Oh no! I get why you said it was hard to talk about, I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that Knox. So do you literally have no-one left?

Endora: I wish there was something I could do.

Knox: you don’t need to be sorry it’s okay I know it’s not your fault. But no. I was a son and a older brother but I don’t exactly have friends I purposely moved BECAUSE everyone I know gets hurt or just-...disappeared. So the less you know about what I do the better. And it’s not that I don’t want to tell you I just-... can’t

Knox: you’re my friend so you have done enough in just scared for you

Endora: Here I am complaining about my life, and you have been through so much more Knox.

Endora: I just want to hug you now. Next time we see each other, these arms are wrapping around you.

Knox: you go through that stuff all the time. Like you have been through hard stuff too

Knox: I’ll be honest I’m not a hugger I don’t think I’ve been hugged for a really long time

Knox: so you might need to be patient with me because I don’t know human touch any more

Endora: Okay, no hugs just yet, got it!

Knox: no no. Hugs are nice I just

Knox: don’t know how

Knox: :flushed:

Knox: I’m just saying sorry if I’m awkward

Endora: I can teach you, but when your ready because hugs are my favourite thing!

Endora: Sh, i'll find it cute.

Knox: I want hugs but I just don’t get close to people so you’re really lucky

Knox: I don’t think anyone has called me cute

Knox: I’ve been called a lot of things but cute isn’t one of them

Endora: You are cute. At least as far as I'm aware and physically.

Endora: Sorry I shouldn't be complimenting you with a husband but still, the truth must be told.

Knox: you think I’m cute? Thank you

Knox: I think you are attractive yourself. I won’t tell I promise

Knox: I haven’t dated any one in a really long while but if I did I feel like I would want them to look like you

Endora: :blush: thank you so much, i'm blushing.

Endora: Aw Knox! That's so sweet of you to say.

Knox: I wish I could see that

Knox: I feel like you should be complimented often

Endora: Stop it you :stuck_out_tongue:

Endora: I'll get nervous around you the next time we see each other..I can see it already

Knox: and why would you be nervous? I have been told I’m intimidating. I hope you don’t have to feel that way with me

Knox: I want you to like me at least as a friend

Endora: For complimenting me. Not in a scared way.

Endora: I do already, funnily enough. It's nice speaking to someone else.

Knox: I feel the same. It’s sad to admit but you won’t believe how lonely I get

Endora: I’m in a relationship, and it gets lonely.

Knox: believe me. Being single isn’t much better. But I don’t want it think it’s should be like that. I’m sorry you’re lonely. You have me to talk too

Endora: I know, it's nice having someone to speak with.

Endora: I'd rather me single than with the guy i'm with now

Knox: like even if you have nothing to say but want to come over. Please do

Knox: can I ask why you don’t leave him

Endora: I've tried to leave him, the first time I did he got all emotional and said he would change.

Endora: The second time he got a little physical and verbal with me. I'm scared to try it for a third time.

Endora: Like it's hard without him signing the papers.

Knox: The first time was emotional abuse, that much I can tell you-... he guilt tripped you into staying which already makes me mad.

Knox: The second time was physical abuse, which is completely out of the question.

Knox: and for the third time well, you yourself don't need to do that, you can have lawyers arrange for that, and for protection because you don't need to be in a marriage if you don't want to.