#tw idealising grooming or something lmao. just stay away if any of that shit isnt good for you to read rn
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chatttt i just had A Conversation with my ex bf *vacant stare*
#silly's ventposting#uhh yeah#tw csa#csa tw#grooming tw#tw grooming#tw suicide mention#tw idealising grooming or something lmao. just stay away if any of that shit isnt good for you to read rn#his relationship with his niece sounds so beautiful#i know she was probably traumatised for life and shit#but god i wish i was her#i mean she reported him. so he might end up in prison or something who knows lmao#but idk the way he talks about her.....#it's so heart wrenchingly beautiful#idk how else to describe it#my dad once said that Beauty is when things feel True#and god yeah that whole thing feels so True#and uhh i got both official confirmation that he did go into this planning to groom me + rape me AND that i did mean something to him#i guess i got to stop SOMEONE from committing suicide#oh and yeah telling someone that they deserve better SUCKS#in hindsight shouldnt have said to my ex gf#i feel so fucking pathetic#i just want that feeling again. that sense of purpose. that EUPHORIA#oh and you know whats funny?#how FUCKED my emotional priorities are?#i was FINE when he told me about how he raped and manipulated a lot of girls#i didnt really care#but then the moment he said he loved someone else#thats when i started feeling sad#oh and i dont have fucking “loyalty”
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