#tw for abuse mention but jeez. i keep remembering every christmas prior to last. how did i not realize i was being abused rip.

[shyheartfawn]

i am honestly havjng such a hard time. last christmas / new yrs was very traumatic for me and this is obviously my first december since. everything feels so hard. i cant stop remembering things and i dont have the time to just sit and recover from any of it.