#turning him around in my head like a roller hotdog lol

[arandomhumanperson]

I was finally drawing Scar’s secret life skin for the first time and noticed that when he doesn’t team with Grian much, he has no one to annoy with his public indecency and ends up wearing actual clothes.

[warmau]

Ok now that we have Johnny and mark, would you do a 90s skater!yuta au and complete the trilogy please??? The first two were so cute!

90s skater bf trilogy continues | mark ver | johnny ver 

“cut it out nakamoto”

you mutter halfheartedly, caught between holding back a small smile or rolling your eyes as your boyfriend does another loop around you on his skateboard

“cut what out? im just trying to get a 360 view of the prettiest person in the world”

he grins at his own compliment, but lets himself skid to a stop before kicking that board up into his arms

he throws his free arm around you and you kind of nudge him because the teacher might look this way

“why is my baby all grumpy today?”

he whispers against your ear and you scrunch up your nose

“because this trip is whack, i heard the seniors last year got to go to a ski lodge and what do we get? an amusement park for one day?”

“you know any kind of trip with me is going to be wicked - so just let mr. nakamoto take care of you~”

his voice is ticklish against your skin and the teacher turns back around so you have to duck out of his hold

after each of you is given a ticket, the teacher tries to remind everyone to stick together

but it’s too late

the bustling senior class has dispersed, running off in all different directions

and you feel yuta’s hands on you again

“wanna go on that thing?”

he points to a gigantic roller coaster with upside down loops and people screaming their heads off

“only if you win me one of those”

you counter, leading him toward the array of carnival games and scanning the prizes

till you spot a gigantic stuffed panda bear 

yuta drops his board in your hands, giving you a big old smile as he passes one of the game workers a dollar bill 

“if my baby wants a panda bear, a panda bear my baby will get”

you’d be lying if you said the confidence he speaks with doesn’t in one way or another turn you on

yuta has been a boisterous character since he first transferred to your high school last year

and even though you were one of a more quiet and tame existence, he’d really done everything in his power to get your attention

from getting the kid who sat next to you to switch seats with him 

to asking you out while lip syncing ‘loser’ by beck and having johnny and mark accompany with (slightly horrible) guitar and bass

every morning he’d skate down the hall to your locker, avoiding student president doyoung and hall monitor taeyong

just to park himself beside you, eyes glistening - one shoulder against the lockers as he pulled out some cheesy line you’re sure you hadn’t heard since the 80s

at first you’d tried to just giggle it off - he was a flirt, so you were sure he did this to just about everyone 

but after a while it became obvious that it was only you 

poor boy let you wear his flannel during gym one afternoon and insisted he wasn’t freezing even though johnny was like “dude your lips are turning blue”

so you wouldn’t say you gave in or anything - the fact was you’d liked him from the start too

and now you had been a couple for almost a whole month and you wanted to make the most of it since senior year was slowly coming to an end 

yuta tries the ring toss maybe five times before you laugh and let him know that it’s ok you don’t really want that bear that bad

but yuta is relentless and determined 

and also sly

so when the bored game keeper takes a minute to check their phone secretly

yuta leans his upper body over the side and plops on of the rings over one of the bottles necks

pulling back with a big, innocent smile on his face

“man, looks like i won!”

the game keeper just tosses the bear to yuta haphazardly and asks in a monotone if he wants to try again

but yuta’s too busy glowing as he hands it to you 

and you’re trying not to scold him for cheating 

you spend the rest of the day riding whatever you guys can, sharing a lunch of hotdogs and soda floats with johnny and mark

and then waiting for the fireworks finale that happens at the park everyday

you sit on the edge of a fountain in the middle of the park, hearing the sound of wheels and turning to see yuta has returned 

he hands you one of the ice cream cones he’s brought back

but before you can even get in a lick, he’s leaning down to steal some it from you

you jokingly chide him, but he just apologizes by pressing his lips to your cheek

as you make sure to see if any teachers are around

you guys finish up and just when you want to get up to throw away your napkins

the fireworks burst up from behind yuta, but he doesn’t even turn around

instead he just looks at you and you shyly ask why he’s staring so hard,,,,,,

“i just can’t believe i got this lucky.”

“wait why are you lucky?”

“because im the only guy who can do this -”

the fireworks continue off into the sky, the loud noises and pretty colors seem to somehow dull in your perspective

because yuta takes your face in both his hands and leans in to kiss you like he’s never done before

there have been countless little pecks at school, messy makeouts behind skate parks

but this is somehow just a little bit more magical

because it’s tender and sweet, but seems full of yuta’s fiery personality

and when you tilt your head, feeling the run of his tongue over yours

you jump back

“yuta did you get a -”

he grins, poking his tongue out and right in the middle is a small silver stud

“a tongue piercing?!?!”

“did you like it?”

you go crimson - mouth agape and he laughs as he pulls you into his arms 

“you could have warned me,,,”

you say against the front of his shirt, but yuta shakes his head

“nah, where would be the fun in that - but here let me try again -”

he tilts your chin up and you let him kiss you again

the sound of your own personal fireworks going off in your head

on the way back from the amusement park you and yuta take a backseat in the bus 

and when doyoung wants to go back over there to start a headcount, johnny puts out a hand and is like

“prez, i don’t think you want to see that”

mark agrees, covering the eyes of the stuffed panda yuta had ‘won’ you

doyoung, usually over the skater kids antics, just backs away slowly LOL

[nctzenchuu-blog]

Lost in You (Part 2)

Jaemin x Reader

Genre: Angst, aaaaaangst, romance

A/n: yeah I’m a horrible person for forgetting to add the 2nd part of jaemin’s one shot so here it is-what can I say jaemin makes me wanna write angst lol

Part 1

________________________________

‪ When Saturday rolls around, the two of you met up at the entrance of the fair, Jaemin- who cleaned himself up a bit but not too much( he didn’t want to seem like he was waiting for this) glances over at you and was taken aback at your appearance. You looked pretty- you were always pretty, but today you decided to wear a very nice outfit with a new hairstyle and an air of confidence and something he hadn’t quite ever seen from you before. You greeted him with a bright welcome, and the two of you had striked up a conversation immediately as the two of you entered the gates of the fair.

In that time, the two of you had gone through many rides and games from roller coasters to shooting clowns with water guns at a booth-where he won you a giant stuffed animal- and eating about 2 dozen hot dogs between the both of you in the span of 6 hours.

Jaemin was having a wonderful time with you, and he was thinking about when he should find the time to confess.

The sun had already began to go down when the fair was filled with bright and loud neon lights, and a large crowd all around the festival, the two of you were seated at the eating area, you with vanilla ice cream, and Jaemin eating a melon bar. It was peaceful, Jaemin though as the two of you were together while your surrounding environment was in the background between this moment he had with you. He glanced at you while you were looking away and he couldn’t help but be amazed that someone as beautifully you walked into his life.

It seemed to remind him of what his entre plan was for being here, so Jaemin coughed to gather your attention so that he could finally get things going.

“So,he started, “ wanna go to the Ferris wheel as our last stop? All these hotdogs are going to come out if I get on one more roller coaster.”

You had responded happily with, “Of course, it’s a great way to end the night here.”

He wasn’t sure with the way his heart rate accelerated causing him a moment of euphoria is he heard that you were catching his drift, or he was reading way to into it.

The two of you had begun your walk to the Ferris wheel when Jaemin heard you shout rather very excitedly to a person who came before you to.

“Jeno!Oh my god you’re here?!” You screamed and practically jumped to Jeno’s arms as he hugged you back, seeming to be also pleased with meeting you here.

Jaemin wasn’t sure if he was more mad at the fact that you hugged Jeno like that or that he wasn’t sure what type of relationship the two of you had to be doing that.

Which is why Jaemin was caught off guard- having zoned out for the entire time - when you turned to him to let him know you were leaving with Jeno to go him back home-“it’s getting late Jaemin, but thank you for taking me out here I had a good time!” Before he could muster out a word, you and Jeno walked around him back towards the opposite way where the entrance was, blending in with the crowd.

For a time, Jaemin stood still.

Many things were running through his mind, all the excuses you could have made for leaving with Jeno, for not going on the Ferris wheel with him. He had convinced himself that you were aware of his feelings and didn’t think it was the right time and place to address it, yeah that had to be it.

Pulling out his phone from his pocket, it was already 8pm, and he found himself sluggish and ready to hit the sack.

He was about to turn and heat for the gate when he took one last look at the Ferris wheel, and ditched the first thought completely, wanting to go in this ride like he intended to in the beginning.

Once seated, Jaemin went through his photo album that he had of the two of you, reminiscing all the good times he spent with you, wondering what would have happened if you had stayed and gotten on the ride too.

It wasn’t until he looked up from his screen that Jaemin felt like everything had seemed to stop and burn.

Because you hadn’t gone home at all, no, you were in the cart in front of him with Lee Jeno.

Kissing him.

He was frozen, eyes shaking and his chest feeling as if it was about to burst. He couldn’t describe what he was feeling at the moment. All he saw was white. He felt like a fish out of water, struggling to breath in the confined cart at the top- he needed to get out. So when you and Jeno got out first hand in hand, he bolted the other way the second his door was opened. His shoes slid against the cement while he rushed back to his house on foot, the adrenaline allowing him to not stop. When he ad finally made it, it was already 11PM, and he quickly shut his door and rested against it, clutching his head and sliding down.

He had been a fool, a fool for believing that he had any chance with you.

He should have known that he was getting his hopes up, that he was reading way too much into things that didn’t need it, that you were not going to reciprocate his feelings.

It is at this point, Jaemin breaks and the tears fall.

His sobs crash horridly all over his body, his lungs unable to properly take in oxygen because of his sporadic heaving. All at once , Jaemin was experiencing everything he hated about himself in a higher scale.

He felt out of it, and especially he felt like he ruined everything.

It only seemed to break his heart more when you sent him your final text of the night, effectively closing yourself off to him in the way he’s always wanted you- but he knew from the beginning, he just didn’t want to admit it, that he never had a chance with you.

He would never be enough in your eyes, and to the people around him. No would would ever take his feelings into account and try to understand him like he had for others, time and time he had been let down, but he always forgave. Because he hated seeing people unhappy because of him, so he made sure to not show it to anyone. He had made a mistake in showing his weakness to you. Na Jaemin had no clue what to do in that moment, because all he knew what that he wasn’t worth anyone’s time anymore-he wasn’t anyone’s first choice.

—————-

Text at 11:15 pm

From Smallfry🍟: Hey Jae thanks for taking me out to the fair, had a good time! But guess what-I know I should’ve mentioned it foreeeeveer algo but I’ve had the biggest crush on Jeno for almost half a year!! Well we recently started talking a week ago and we clicked so when I saw him I wanted to talk to him well what do you know we both confessed to each other! I wanted you to know since ur my best friend but thanks for being someone I can talk to! Aaaahhh my heart is beating like crazy, we kissed too hehe, but aah I have a boyfriend now. Oh sleep well ok? :) good night!🌙

[richard-the-boy-wonder-blog]

I was tagged by: @rebel-eds , thanks for giving me something to do B 💓

1. last drink?: Shitty imitation coffee. 

2: last phone call?: my mommy.

3. last text message?: "okay mommy" you can only guess who i sent it to.

4. last song you listened to?: Best Friends by Grandson. (Its a banger beatbi suggest everyone give it a listen)

5. last time you cried?: Thusday night last week.

6. dated someone twice?:  Yes, and i was mistaken both times.

7. kissed someone and regretted it: I kissed a guy who only kissed me to date my mom.

8. been cheated on?: Yeah actually, and the kicker was that it was an irl relationship between me and this person and they cheated on me with someone from across the country... So.

9. lost someone special?: Not really?

10. been depressed?: Oooooh boy.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up?:  Story time! Ive been black out drunk, once. I invited my current bf over for some video games (we had been dating for like a month maybe) and i thought "boy imma get stupid and put the moved on him" drank 2 things of box wine to myself (1 box is equal to 4 glasses of wine lol) ended up getting sick really fast and left my bf to watch my younger 2 siblings while i threw up. Thats all i remember. (I think i also tried to shave my legs?)

Fave colors

12. Green (every single shade)

13. Black, like oil black so its not as dark.

14. Like a dusty brown yellow color.

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends?:  I think so? I hope so cause theres alot of people on here i just recently met that im already considering my friends.

16. fallen out of love?: Yes... Honestly its the saddest feeling in the world.

17. laughed until you cried?: I did that last night over the fact i said i wanted to become a professional hotdog juicer.

18. found out someone was talking about you?: Yeah, im a snoopy bitch.

19. met someone who changed you?: Oh yes, some of them were for the better, but this one person im thinking in particular... I wish he would stop.

20. found out who your friends are?: Yeah actually, i moved and alot of the people i considered "friends" started talking crap, and alot of the people i just considered stuck up for me.

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list?: Does my mom count?

general:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl?: Like a solid 80% of them, others are people i briefly met at cons or whatever.

23. do you have any pets?: I have 2 kitties! My sisters fat cat Juno and my demon Leia.

24. do you want to change your name?: Not really, i feel like ive got a pretty cool name.

25. what did you do for your last birthday?: I cried and threw up on myself lol.

26. what time did you wake up today?: 8:46 am i remember because i wooe up amd the first thought i had was: "if i dont get up the carrots will attack."

27. what were you doing at midnight last night?: Editing my fic and watching School of Rock.

28. what is something that you can’t wait for?: I have a sad life thats going nowhere so i have nothing to look forward to.

30. what are you listening to right now?: California Dreamin' by The Mamas and Papas.

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom?: I worked for a guy named Tom. Tom was an asshat.

32. something getting on your nerves?: The fact that im not aloud to sing or dance around the hoyse anymore.

33. most visited website?: Tumblr lol.

34. hair color?: I had purple hair before i dyed it brown, so its kinda like orangy brown with a tint of pink.

35. long or short hair: This is a hard question because my hair is a mega floof. So it looks short but when i flat iron it its fairly long.

36. do you have a crush on someone?: Honestly.... I think so.

37. what do you like about yourself?:  Im not a huge fan of my outsides (my appearance) but i love my insides. I think im hella funny, and goofy but i know im not very pleasant to look at. But thats okay ☺

38. want any piercings: I already have my snake bites and 2 holes in each ear, but im dying to have my bellybutton, eyebrow, and either my nipples or tongue done. (Maybe a double helix UGH i dont know)

39. blood type: i think im AB positive?

40. nicknames: Jae, JJ, Jada, Scoob, scooberndude, bug, beb, moose, little angry one, you.  

41. relationship status: Taken.

42. zodiac: imma Capricorn.

43. pronouns: I mostly go by They/them, but im okay with her/she too.

44. fave tv show: Ive re-discovered 'Dan vs. Everything' and im in love.

45. tattoos: ive got 4, 1 on my left arm, 2 of my right. And one on the back of my neck (i should just face reveal and show them honestly i get asked about them so much)

46. right or left handed: left handed (imma diamond in the rouge)

47. ever had surgery: GOD NO.

48 . piercings: Yep like i said before. Ove got 6, my snake bites and 2 in each ear.

49. sport: I USE to play baseball amd hockey. (I was also on a roller derby team if that counts)

50. vacation: I haven't been on vacation since i was 8.

51. trainers: No.

more general

52. eating: I was told that you should drink water 20 minutes before eating, because dehydration can feel like hunger. I started doing that like a week ago and ive eaten maybe 4 times since 😂

53. drinking: Water 😎 (hydration is sexy, yall should go get some)

54. im about to watch: myself post this amd regret it.

55. waiting for: my mom to get home so i can come put of my room.

56. want: More records.

57. get married? After some consideration, probably not ever gonna happen.

58. career: i dunno yet, i just know i wanna go to film/art school!

59. hugs or kisses: keeses 😙

60. lips or eyes: The eyes.

61. shorter or taller: i dont really mind either, evidentally though its always tall because im short as fuck.

62. older or younger: Still doesnt really matter to me, as long as they aint a pedo.

63. nice arms or stomach: Arms, because i love being held.

64.  hookup or relationship: a relationship where you pretend not to know each other and "hook up"

65. troublemaker or hesitant: im not really either? Like im not very shy, but im not so far out there that i get in trouble.

66. kissed a stranger: Thats how you get hepatitis.

67. drank hard liquor: Yes, i still would but i get hella nervous about it (im a stoner not a drinker eeeeh)

68. lost glasses: yep! Thats why i dont have them now.

69. turned someone down: Not really. No one has ever asked me out before :/

70. sex on the first date: im a hoe and proud, but this is a major no no.

71. broken someones heart: i think so... But they broke all of me first.

72. had your heart broken: Ive had alot more than just my heart broken.

73. been arrested: Yes i was arrested when i was 9.

74. cried when someone died: Ive been crying over David Bowie for 2 years now, yes.

75. fallen for a friend: This is the only way i can get into a relationship

do you believe in…

76. yourself: Yes! I can do the thing!

77. miracles: Sadly no, ive never had one happen for me.

78. love at first sight: Kinda? Like it starts out as "i wanna punch your face in" at first site, and THEN i fall in love.

79. santa clause: yes because my papa is santa.... I seen it.

80. kiss on a first date: i always barf if someone tries to kiss me on the first date. (Not because it grosses me out but because i got bad anxiety lol)

81. angels: Absolutly because all my friends are angels 💓

82. best friend’s name: I... I dont have one? (Does my twin count? Her name is Dawn)

83. eye color: Green!

84. fave movie: Probably Pretty in Pink.

85. fave actor: Lesie motherfucking Jones! This girl is amazing, she went to an art school in Colorado for a basketball scholarship and ended up in theater and on SNL instead. I aspire to be cool enough to earn my way onto SNL.

I should tag some peepes: @trashmouthmissy @spaghetti-head-eds , @thegreatwhiteferret , @beepbeepbongoboyy , and anyone else who wants to do this can and tag me saying i tagged you 😎