#tumblr: hahahahahaha *makes it harder*

[randomthunk]

So delighted that people are on board with Ghostly Japes. Also, who are you all and why are we becoming legion.

Yes, she definitely has injured herself in some fashion, and although he will say he can’t explain it, Barnaby actually feels the need to help her. And help her heroically. He hurts afterwards - the man is a stranger to physically straining activity - but hey, it’s part of being a cool crime gentleman. When Lilith expresses concern, he waves it off, all “why dear it was nothing, you were but a butterfly on the wind” and so on.

[datingdonovan]

hi!! cece, i hope you don't mind me coming to your inbox to expand on the akaashi x cece headcanons i have lol

first of all, i totally remembered you are both literature majors and i think that is how you met... maybe you had a class together or you were both interns at a big editorial??!?! idk

i think his crush on you would be PAINFULLY obvious ♡ but your classmates/teammates would constantly comment on how different you two are and that would kinda discourage akaashi (he'd start believing you are out of his league); he'd eventually convince himself he has no chance and try to move on buuuuut you'd be paired up for a project and the new forced proximity would only make him fall harder for you... by getting to know you better, he'd learn that you aren't as different as everyone says: you are very passionate and ambitious! and you too struggle with anxiety but choose to hide it.

it'd be by getting close to you as a friend that he'd understand you are actually a great match!!!! (despite what other people would think) and then he'd ask you out!!!!

omg. i'm such a cece x akaashi fan hahahaha. sorry for writing so much... that was in my head since i wrote the match your moots thingy but i didn't want to write all that there cause the post would get super long

anyways, i hope you are doing great!!! ♡ also, sorry for the unfollow/follow thing, i lost my glasses so i can't see shit and tumblr putting the unfollow button next to the ask was the worst idea ever!!!! anyways ily ฅ^·ﻌ·^ฅ

I AM SPEECHLESS IM AT A LOSS FOR WORDS!!!!!!!!!! I CHECKED MY TUMBLR DURING WORK TODAY SO I LITERALLY HAD THIS SITTING IN MY BRAIN BUT I OBVIOUSLY WANTED TO LIKE TAKE THE TIME TO RESPOND FOR REAL BUT I COULDNT BC I WAS AT WORK SO I WAS JUST ENVISIONING THIS SO MUCH TODAY IM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on my first watch, akaashi was my second favorite very closely behind tsukki and now youre making me remember why holy crappppppp!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even know what to say this is just so perfect I love it so much we need to write a fic?!?!??!?!?!!??!?!?!?

I also typed SERIOUSLY A LOT so im gonna do a read more lol bc I don't want to shorten this its our self indulgent hc time and im taking full advantage

I don't even know where to start like the way you described our personalities was so sweet and I love how we would fit together like that you're so right!!!!! and also!!!! I did intern at a tiny publishing place one summer and oh my word it was one of the funniest experiences EVER!!!!! working creative small business jobs is so funny bc like they're really fun and you meet all kinds of interesting people but they also all have their own levels of disorganization bc like. just imagine a bunch of creatives running a small business that never has enough resources. hahahah. I can so see akaashi and I on a team of clueless interns working some like wackkkk job omggg. personally the publishing house I worked at was absolutely hilarious with the weird authors you'd meet and the funny random tasks you'd have to do, I could see us getting paired up for like some seemingly insurmountable thing, like, they've misplaced the entire log of all the new copies of books they've received and we have to go in the back library and count them all one by one or something. I wouldn't put it past them hahahahahaha.

alternatively would love to do an early American lit project with akaashi. idk why that came to mind but like. im just imagining the two of us in my early American lit classroom where I would fall asleep during class because I was the worst lol ask me about the time my prof was literally trying to give me free points and I was so sleepy I didn't even remember the basic symbolism of what I'd read omggggg it was so bad but its so funny looking back and I can just see like, me coming in and being all hyper and saying hi to him and he's like bashfully looking up at me from his desk like um. hello. so quiet. precious man. and then I go sit down and promptly fall asleep. at some point he def starts sitting near me so he can shake me awake hahahahahahahahaaha oh my gosh.

we would definitely geek out together and write our final essays together in the art library ummmmm he probably has his finished way before me but just stays up to be kind hahaha. or maybe goes and sleeps but brings me coffee in the morning when im literally on my last leg. or maybe he's just as anxious and me and we're like these haggard nervous wrecks muttering to ourselves and talking English major theorizing nonsense going to raid the cafe at 5am after staying up all night hahahahaha omg i just love him im so soft over this.

also this is completely unrelated but you just had me THINKING about him so much today and I just feel like he would seriously be such a great s/o because like, he's quiet and understated and funny and he has this dry sense of humor but people also hc him as kinda a softie and I just feel like he'd be so great to bring home to your family like. he's just such a nice guy and is so subtly funny and kind but not too pda-ish or weird and like not standoffish just like normal and good at reading people so he's always like, good and warm with your fam and never does anything inappropriate or anything lol. but also knows how to be silly with you in his own quiet way when no one else is watching yknow?? your whole family loves him so much. and like you said, I hope we'd both be like ambitious and successful in what we do but like humble I think. idk. subtle power couple. I am literally gonna combust.

anyway. we're gonna have to do some thinking on this. so so glad and blessed and lucky to randomly get this ask from YOU THE QUEEN OF MATCHUPS!?!?!??!!??!?!?! also though, ceceten vs. ceceaka who would win???? we have to have like a march madness bracket of all the ppl I've ever been shipped with hahahhhaahahaha. oh my gosh. im so sorry this is insanely long but like. I really was thinking about this so much today. im the worst lol. but I hope this is a little fun to read. and of course, thank you so much for randomly sending this it made my day as you can tell <3

[trashyswitch]

The Story of How Foxy Lost His Ear Cover

This is the strange and funny story behind how Foxy had lost his left ear cover. Just how did Foxy lose the leather cover? Where did it go? And did Foxy know where it went? If so, then why in the world was foxy refusing to put it back on?

This fanfic was sent to me by an anonymous user here on Tumblr. Whoever you are, I hope you enjoy the lee foxy content you've been waiting for!

Mike was doing his usual risky job of keeping an eye on the pizzeria while trying not to get killed by a roaming animatronic. There were about five animatronics: Four of which roamed around the facility at night, and one extra animatronic that just sat there in the storage closet. The four animatronics often had their own walking patterns, quirky personalities and even hidden capabilities that would render Mike dead when used. So he had to be very careful that he saved his battery percentage while also using the batteries to save his life.

Mike had been doing pretty good up until this point. It was currently 3am and he still had a few more hours of work left. The sucky part about this job was that you didn’t even get a 5 minute break! So his stress levels were always quite high for the entire 6 hour shift. But Mike was brave and tolerant despite his stress levels. He’s proven this to himself long ago. So this little job was not nearly as bad when you naturally have your stress levels under control.

Mike took another cycle through the cameras provided to him, and listened for Freddy’s laughter or any walking sounds. He seemed to be in the clear for now. So, he put the tablet down and looked at the doors. He took a moment to check the outside windows to make sure no animatronic was sneaking up on him:

None to be seen.

Mike smiled to himself as he sat back. This is gonna be fine! What was he so worried about? This week is gonna fly by and before he knows it, it’ll be the weekend.

Mike’s thoughts quickly paused as he heard shuffling sounds. They were fast shuffling sounds! And it sounded like they were coming from the left side! Mike quickly opened up the tablet to check-

CLANG!

A hook had loudly plopped itself around the top of the tablet!

Mike looked up...and lifted his head up to make up for the height of the animatronic. It was pretty big compared to him. A few inches taller than him. And it had an open eyepatch, revealing its yellow pupils.

Not knowing what else to do, Mike quickly pushed the tablet against Foxy’s chest and made a run for it. He heard the tablet crash onto the floor as he ran, followed by more shuffling noises! Mike attempted to look behind him, but SHRIEKED upon only seeing the shadow:

HE WAS SO CLOSE TO BEING CAPTURED!

Mike tried to quicken his pace, but kept on tripping on his own feet! He was losing track of his running pattern and could barely keep up the little space that separated the two! Not even a turn would separate them more. Whatever idiot decided to make a robotic fox that can run faster than an average young male, should be jailed or terminated.

It didn’t take very much time to be captured by the quick animatronic. Mike pushed and kicked as much as he could to try and get out of his grip. But this animatronic’s hand was cold, pure metal. Not only could he not hurt him, he would only end up hurting himself by trying to hurt him. It was fruitless to try and damage it. But it wouldn’t be fruitless to try and wiggle his way out, would it?

Mike tried to wiggle, kick, push and squirm his way out of Foxy’s grip. But the fox was just...watching him while he squirmed. It was like he was just letting him squirm till he exhausted himself. Mike’s squirming soon stopped in response to the look. He wasn’t done trying to escape, but he was going to take some time to save his energy.

“Glad ya finally calmed down!” The fox declared.

Mike widened his eyes. He can TALK?! Mike didn’t really know how to react. So: He simply nodded despite his astonishment.

“Now:” The fox looked down at his nametag and read it. “Mike.”

Mike bit his lip nervously.

Foxy lifted his head up a little and looked forward. “Let’s get you into that suit, shall we?”

Foxy started walking down the hall with Mike in his hand. This was the moment when Mike started squirming and trying to get out agan. Foxy looked down and let out an annoyed groan. “Not again...Why?!” Foxy brought Mike closer to his exposed eye. “Why do you wanna live so badly?!” Foxy asked. “Is life even worth living at this point?!”

Not really listening to Foxy, Mike reached up and grabbed one of Foxy’s ears. Foxy let out a deafening, robotic screech and let go of Mike’s middle to get him off.

“OI! LET GO OF MA EAR!” Foxy shouted to him.

But Mike didn’t let go. He refused to let go! The only thing he did in response, was grab the other ear with his other hand. This left Mike with his body dangling right on Foxy’s snout. “LET GO OF ME YA CRAZY OAF!” Foxy shouted again.

Mike refused to let go. He was free! All he needed to do was get down without getting captured! Mike grabbed higher on the ears and started unintentionally pulling them.

Foxy SCREECHED! “AAAAAAAH! OW THAT HURTS! LET GO!” Foxy shouted.

Mike screeched as well! “AAAAAAAAAAH! YOU CAN FEEL?!”

Foxy ripped Mike’s hands off of his ears, accidentally causing one of the ear covers to fall right off as well.

Mike blinked a couple times and looked down at the earpiece. “I...Hold on-”

Mike hoisted himself up onto Foxy’s knee and tried to put the fuzzy ear cover back onto his ear. But Foxy wouldn’t stop moving! “aAAH- Mike-”

“I’ll get it back on. Just try to hold still.” Mike told him. Mike brought the ear up, and tried to align it with the metal skeleton.

But Foxy ruined his alignment by shaking his head. “Stop it! Don’t touch it. I’ll be fine!”

Mike raised an eyebrow. “I...kinda have to touch it in order to get it back on.” Mike let him know.

“Then don’t put it back on! It’s gone now. I can live without it for a while.” Foxy ordered.

“No. I’m getting it back onto your ear. I don’t wanna get in trouble for damaging you.” Mike declared.

Mike pushed Foxy down onto the office chair and grabbed onto Foxy’s metal ear. Foxy closed his eyes and squeezed his jaw shut as Mike attempted to put it back on again. But it was really hard trying to stay still when Mike was being so gentle with his hands and the ear cover. The ear touching kept nonstop ordering for him to start giggling and laughing. But he didn’t want to laugh! Not right now!

What he REALLY wanted to do, was move his ear away. But the more he’d move away, the more annoyed Mike would get. “Ihi- Mikepleasestohop-” Foxy tried to say through his multiple sets of teeth.

“I’m almost there.”

Mike continued sliding the fuzzy cover back onto his ear. It was a little bit of a struggle thanks to the leather getting all folded in on itself and wrinkled up. He had to shove his fingers in between the metal skeleton and unfold the bottom of the ear leather. But this proved to be a mistake.

Foxy yelped and almost let out a laugh! Foxy accidentally threw his head to the right, flicking Mike off of him and removing some of the ear cover. “Foxy! What did I say about staying still?!” Mike yelled.

Foxy widened his eyes and reached his arms out. “I’m sorry! I lost control!” Foxy admitted.

“Lost control?! You did that on purpose!” Mike accused.

Foxy frowned. He stood up from the chair, picked up Mike and started toying with the guy’s ear. “Well how would you feel if I just started playing with YOUR ear?!” Foxy reacted.

Mike jumped and shook his head, not at all expecting such a ticklish sensation. Mike quickly tried moving away from the cold metal fingers and reached his hands out to Foxy’s ears. As Mike started instinctually cracking a smile, Mike grabbed Foxy’s ears and started worming his fingers through and around the small metal skeleton ear.

Foxy screeched in surprise, and widened his eyes as his body was pulled down and forced to dramatically lean back. Mike had managed to pull Foxy down backwards to make up for Mike’s shorter height, rendering Foxy lopsided and off balance. It was a really awkward position for Foxy. And on top of that, Mike was toying with his ears with a revenge-filled smirk. Foxy squeezed his eyes shut. The demands to laugh were getting to be too much! Something was strongly pressuring him to start laughing and soon...he finally let it all go!

Mike’s jaw practically dropped to the floor as he heard slightly autotuned laughter coming from the slightly broken fox. Holy crap! Not only did Foxy have reactions to pain, but he also had ticklish reactions! “Hahahahahaha! AHAhahahahaha! -Stop it- hahahahehehehe!”

“Holy- You’re TICKLISH!?” Mike shouted in pure surprise.

Foxy started mechanically flapping his ears up and down to get Mike to let go. “Ihihihihi- Whahat’s that? HahAHAhaHAhahaHAHA!” Foxy’s jaw dropped and lifted as his laughter started to grow more unpredictable and bubbly.

“It’s the feeling you’re experiencing now! It’s something humans are born with! Another human you trust can touch and play with a certain spot that makes you laugh and wiggle around.” Mike explained.

“Ihihi- Ihihi dohon’t feel ahanythihihing! IHIHI- NOHOHOHOHO!” Foxy didn’t know what Mike was doing, but it was making him laugh harder and harder! “NOOOHOHOHAHAHAHAHA! WAHAHAHAIT!” He shouted!

“Wow! I guess the back of your ear is much worse! Tickle tickle tickle!” Mike teased as he wiggled and scratched the back of the metal ear.

So THAT’S what was making him laugh so hard! Mike had moved places!

Foxy started shaking his head back and forth more rapidly and couldn’t stop his head from curling towards the hand. It felt like his programming was forcefully taking him over and making him move and contort without previous coding to properly warn him!

And now, it looked like the ground was getting closer and closer! “MIHIHIHIKE! IHIHI’M GONNA fAHAHA- OHNO-”

Before he could finish his sentence, Foxy’s body came crashing down onto the floor. The fox had fallen right onto his back, taking Mike along with him. The Fox was only stunned for a few seconds. When he came to life again, Foxy blinked a few times and sat himself up. “Well: that was certainly a doozy.”

Mike laughed at Foxy and quickly crawled back up to him. Then, he started wiggling his fingers on the ear that was still intact. “Tickle tickle tickle-”

Foxy grabbed Mike’s hand and pushed it away. “No. More.”

Mike looked down at his thrown hand, and looked back up at Foxy. Slowly...he smiled and brought his hand back towards the fox ears.

“Don’t you dare.” Foxy warned.

Mike’s smile widened as he got closer...and closer…

“Mike...I’m warning you-”

Mike giggled evilly and pulled Foxy’s head onto his knees. Quickly, Mike started tickling both of the fox’s ears at the same time! Foxy screeched yet again, and squirmed all over the place. It only took a few seconds for Foxy’s jaw to open up more and for his laughter to fill the room yet again. “HAHAHAHAHA! MIIIIIKE! STOHOHOP IHIHIHIT NOHOHOHOHOHO! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”

Foxy flapped his ears, kept his eyes shut and wiggled around all over the place. He even started rapidly wagging his tail! Mike was excitedly tickling him nonstop. This was worth his eventual ass beating. This was even worth dying over! Laugh Foxy, laugh!

“MIHIHIKE STAHAHAP! AHAHAHAHAHOHOHOHO! EHEHEHEVIHIL IMBECIHIHILE!” Foxy shouted.

Mike hummed and stopped tickling for a moment. “What was that you said?”

Foxy’s laughter quickly dropped into giggles and chuckles. “Ihihi said STOP EVIL IMBECILE!” Foxy shouted again.

Mike widened his eyes and placed a hand on his own heart. “How DARE you talk like that to me! As a human being who’s been tickled all their life, I assure you it’s not as bad as you’re making it out to be!” Mike reassured him. “You’re being dramatic.”

“Am I now?” Foxy quickly sat himself up and grabbed Mike. “How about I go for your ears and see how you like it.” Foxy started wiggling his fingers closer and closer to Mike’s ears.

Mike, in an attempt to calm him down, didn’t defend his vulnerable ears and allowed Foxy’s fingers to get closer. Foxy’s ears soon touched down, and started wiggling and skittering all over the top of the flaps, the back of the flaps and the bottom loops of his ears.

“EEEEEEHEhehehehehe! Seeehehehe? Ihihit’s nohohot thahahat bahahad ahat ahahall!” Mike told him.

“Oh really now? How about here?” Foxy started scratching under his chin. But Mike stared straight ahead without a single flinch of a reaction. His chin was just not ticklish. Foxy’s eager grin quickly morphed into astonishment, followed by a BIG heap of disappointment. “Awww, come on!”

Mike smiled proudly and leaned forward a little. He gave Foxy’s chin a few tickles, and gasped excitedly when Foxy shrieked! Mike immediately continued, and watched for another reaction. First, Foxy’s eyes squeezed shut. Then, Foxy tried to turn his snout away from him. But Mike’s fingers had followed and continued tickling.

Another few seconds, and Foxy’s giggles had finally left his mouth. “Ohohokahay- Hehehehehehahahahaha! Thahat’s enough nohohow hehehehehe!” Foxy giggled a little.

“I only just started, big bad fox.” Mike teased.

“Nohoho yohohou didn’t! Yohohou’ve beheen ticklihing mehehe fohor- HEHEHEHEY WAHAHAIT- QUIHIHIT IIIIIT!” Foxy suddenly started kicking his feet and wagging his tail like crazy! Why had he started doing that? Easy: because Mike had moved his hands to his neck and was now tickling there! “WHAHAHAT AHAHARE YOHOHOHOU DOHOHOIHING?! STAHAHAHAHAHA- HAHAHAHAHEHEHAHAHAHA!”

Mike giggled and kept tickling the neck spot. “Awwww, is de fox’s neck tickle-tickle-ticklish? A kitchy kitchy kitchy- OW!”

Mike pulled his hand away super quickly and winced as stinging, seething pain filled his finger in a matter of seconds. He looked down and quickly pinpointed where the strong pain was coming from: his nail. Mike groaned as he looked at his bleeding finger and the large, partly detached hangnail that stuck right out, ready to be caught on fabric and ripped right off.

Foxy had stopped laughing and was now just a limp, temporarily phased lump of metal on the ground.

Mike bit his lip and he grabbed the hangnail with his index finger and thumb. With a 3 second countdown and a quick pull, Mike ripped the hangnail right off his finger! But the stinging pain was SO STRONG! It hurt to even look at it!

Filled with pain and desperate to lessen it even the slightest bit, Mike shoved his finger in his mouth and let his warm tongue clean it off and cover the wound like a heating pad.

Foxy got up and reached his hand out. “You okay?”

Mike, despite being in quite a bit of pain, nodded. “Mm’ fine.”

Foxy nodded and walked over to the office drawer. Opening one of the drawers with his hook, Foxy grabbed a red box from the drawer, and opened it up. Then, he pulled out something and handed it to Mike. “Here.”

Mike smiled and took it. It was a traditional brown bandaid. “Thank you Foxy.”

“You’re welcome. Sorry I trapped your finger in my endoskeleton.” Foxy apologized.

“It’s alright. Sorry I tickled you and didn’t stop when you wanted me to.” Mike apologized as well.

Foxy chuckled. “I actually didn’t want you to stop. I was just overwhelmed by the forceful need to laugh. But once you did start tickling me again, despite my warnings to not,” Foxy chuckled and shrunk down a bit, “I started saying stop without meaning it.” Foxy admitted.

Mike chuckled and held his hand out. “Want some help up?”

Foxy lifted an eyebrow and looked down at his own chest. “You realize how heavy I am compared to you, right?” Foxy asked. “I’m made of metal.”

Mike smirked. “Try me.” He brought his one foot back to establish balance and took Foxy’s hand. Mike started trying to pull Foxy onto his feet. Foxy even helped him out a little, but allowed Mike to struggle. Mike pulled and pulled as much as he could, but he had underestimated how heavy Foxy really was.

To end the awkward moment the pulling was making, Foxy gave Mike’s hand a light tug and caught Mike in his arms. Though the landing was a little hard for Mike's taste, it was better than landing on the cold, dirty ground. While Mike was huffing from exhaustion and pouting like a kid, Foxy was laughing at Mike’s poor judgement abilities. “Okay, okay. So maybe your metal parts are much more heavier than my bones. I could’ve done it eventually!” Mike argued.

Foxy just laughed even more at that!

Mike sighed and just let him laugh. At least he was hearing pretty fox laughter without the need to tickle him.

After some time, Mike looked over and grabbed the leather ear cover that was abandoned on the floor. “Hey Foxy?” Mike asked, showing it to him.

“Yes? Oh!” Foxy took it and held it in his hand.

“Do you wanna try and put it back on again?” Mike asked.

Foxy looked up at Mike and looked down at the earpiece awkwardly. He was having flashbacks to a couple hours ago, when Mike had tried to put it on and made him lose control of everything. He finally chuckled and threw the leather ear piece into the drawer. “I’ll be fine without it.”

Mike sighed and smiled a little. He supposed with how ticklish Foxy was, it would be for the best.

But still...He would have to get used to the asymmetrical ears.

[there-will-be--light]

11 questions asked and answered (SKAM edition)

@ciaoragno tagged me (thank you!!) 

Rules:

1. Always repost the rules!

2. Answer the questions given to you by the one who tagged you!

3. Give 11 questions!

4. Tag 11 people!

(5. optional — if anyone decides to do this can someone please tag me back so i can answer questions too? Hahahahahaha oh and you can delete this ‘rule’ upon reposting / or hey, keep this if you also wanna answer more Qs hehe)

1. You’re trying to convince a friend to watch skam, what’s your opening line?

I actually did this once, I basically just said something along the lines of about it being the most realistic depiction of teenagers on screen that I had ever seen, but how it always feels relatable and never feels preachy 

2. Follow up: your friend is still unimpressed, which scene do you show them?

Hm tbh I’d probably send them like a youtube edit of whatever couple i thought would most appeal to them 

if I had to pick, I’d probably pick the ‘¿te da medio el agua?’ scene from Skam España (Joana and Cris’ first kiss)

3. For those who don’t have remakes in their country, what “opening speech/essay” theme would you wanna hear if you were to have one? / for those who do, did you relate at all to the theme they chose to talk about?

Okay I’m gonna do this for the UK (but tbh I wouldn’t want their to be a SkamEngland but anyway) 

- alcohol and binge drinking- I read somewhere that Britain is the worst European country for binge drinking, and it’s such a big problem, like pretty much everyone I know has been so drunk on multiple occasions that they’ve blacked out and it’s treated like it’s a normal thing, like drinking so much cheap alcohol in a field somewhere that you throw up is pretty common for 15 year olds

- exams- the government have recently made GCSEs and A Levels (the exams we take at 16 and 18 respectively) significantly harder and there’s been a big correlation with an increase in exam stress- unlike other countries, your final grade now depends entirely on your performance in a handful of exams over a few weeks 

- universal credit (basically the government has significantly cut benefits and there’s been a big increase in food bank use etc), I know Skam characters tend to be economically fortunate but I’d love them to do something like Spain has done with Viri and show the impact of poverty on teenagers

- Brexit (ugh kmn) and general political uncertainty- there’s been rising anti-immigrant sentiments as well as islamaphobia with the recent terrorist attacks, so I would like to see a Sana season from the UK

- I don’t think you could set it in a big city without talking about gangs and violence- there’s been a massive increase in stabbings recently, most of which involve teenagers, but the government doesn’t seem to be doing anything to deal with it 

-I also read somewhere that UK teenagers are the unhappiest in the developed world (am not suprised tbh), rates of depression, anxiety and self harm are ridiculously high and neither schools nor the NHS have the resources to be able to deal with it

I am also American but personally wasn’t a fan of the Skam Austin speech (but I’m not a big fan of it in general), it felt a bit generic, like it could have been about teens from any country 

4. Which character would you wanna be stuck in an island with?

Giovanni Garau con la u perché è sardo 

5. Set you wanna visit?

Italia- I’d love to visit Rome anyway, but the beautiful cinematography makes me really want to see more

6. You’re hosting an exclusive dinner party, which 15 characters from across all remakes and og will you invite?

Eleonora, Edoardo, Chicco Rodi, Eva (Italia), Gio, Noora (OG), Eva (OG), Nora (Spain), Cris (Spain), Fillipo, Zoe, Senne, Amira (Spain), Liv, Mia 

7. What/who was the scene/line/character that made you actually want to watch the whole series?

I’m really basic lol, I started watching the OG after seeing loads of edits on youtube and instagram of Even and Isak and after being told about it by a girl in my class, I watched all of season 3, then went back to season 1 and watched the whole thing 

I can’t exactly remember how I found the remakes, I’m pretty sure I started watching Skam Italia first after seeing loads of tumblr posts about it and then just started watching all the other remakes too 

8. Which two remakes would you wanna see do a crossover?

I’d love to see an interaction between Amira (Spain) and Gio (Italia), and I’d love to see across over between the two remakes bc I think the countries have a lot in common but the remakes are so totally different in terms of their style, I think it would be really interesting 

9. One character you wanna hug?

Zoe (she’s gonna need it 😬)

10. Most iconic line?

not really a line but ‘alt er love’ <3

11. What’s one piece of advice you wanna give your favorite character?

Okay choosing 1 favourite character feels literally impossible, but if I had to pick I’d probably go with Eva 

My advice would be this ‘shit happens, you can’t change what you’ve done or what’s been done to you, all you can to is try to forgive, both others and yourself, learn from your mistakes and move on’ 

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My questions: 

1. Which character do you find most relatable and why

2. Most underrated character 

3. If you could go on a date with a character, who would you pick

4. Which version’s aesthetic do you like the most 

5. What’s your favourite scene from a remake that was not in the original 

6. Which character would you go to if you needed advice

7. Which character do you want to know more about

8. Which character would you most want to be and why 

9. Which country would you most like to see do a remake of Skam and why

10. Favourite skam fanfic that you’ve read 

11. What’s your favourite headcannon 

Tagging: @ciaoragno @nnegan13 @whatadaze @lonelygiraffe21  @edoardosincantis @smileymartino @youleavebehindmemories @aelingalathyniux @ksica��@skamitanne @livvyblxckthxrn @incan-tava 

[rogue-snorunt]

Why I made a ko-fi

I got an anon who said that if I'm going to ask the public for money, than I need to explain why and it better be good. Which. Subtlety kind of rude but I get it. I'd want to know the story too and while I did give the explanation already in my first post about it, because I broke my own link with my incredible stupidity, I took it down.

reposted the link to my Kofi that hopefully works now but did leave out the explanation because I feel bad involving others in my problems and I don't want people to hear em and feel guilted into anything.

So here it is: the full obnoxiously long saga of the series of unfortunate events that had led me to making the Kofi from start to finish describing my 2017-2018 life presently.

It all started back in January of last year..

The cafe in which I work.. Worked? Work.. closes every January for cleaning for anywhere between 2wks and a month and in the time they encourage us to apply early and collect unemployment. This would be my first and last ever time doing this.

Why close? Mainly because my bakery is an old fashion French bakery where our lawyer city boy rich owner went to France and liked some countrymans brick oven so much he dropped I think it was a million or so to not only buy the oven, but to actually bring said oven to America brick by fucking brick.

And to clean this wood fed oven the size of a living room, you need AT LEAST 2-3 wks to let it cool down enough for some poor scrawny guy to climb in through the tiny wood stuffing hole and excerise all that soot. Plus deep cleaning a detached two story bakery; the kitchen and cafe itself..

Anyway back to the plot:

So on Jan 1st,2017 I applied and by Jan 14th2017, the place temp closed for cleaning.

I had saved 900$ for this because I'd be okay for the month.. $200/month for rent; $50 for phone, $35 for gas, $130 for groceries for me (who has strict diet of lactose and gluten free diet because I WILL die if I eat gluten because my organs swell; attack themselves and try and shut down. Rip™ my diet gets fucking hella expensive. Bread alone is &4-$5 bucks) $300 monthly student loan etc..

Well: not a week in our gas heater said fuck you. So to help repair, there went -$400 bucks. A WEEK IN. Than my grandmas car died, -$250 a week later. Fuck me gently.

Than the fateful blizzard night of Jan 31st 2017 that would be the catalyst of unfortunate bullshit leading today.. at 4:35 on my friend was bringing me home after a fun weekend, as I do not have a car, and he wanted to make sure I got home safe before the super storm hit. The cafe was reopening Feb 10th.

I was later informed that at around 4:56, my friend hit black ice and we °360 hard into a tree. I only remember seeing it about to happen and worrying about my glasses about to break, then nothing. Then looking at my blurry hand and even with my one good but still kind of blind eye, I saw that it was black; blue and I couldn't move it. Then I guess I said "well shit" and went to sleep.

I had broken not only my glasses trying to protect them, the fucking irony.. but my metacarpals; my nose, inhaled the chemical death from the airbag and recieved mild chemic Burns to face and throat. My smol rib cage was punched by the airbag so hard it got bullied out of place and was now compressing my lungs and a severe concussion.

My friend luckily being a 6' ft some man was set far away from air bag and being the impact was more my side, had only bad bruising to the limbs but okay. His truck now an accordion.

The doctor only looked at my hand and ignored my concussion, as I had an in the ambulance and was apparently making stupid nonsense jokes. So they assumed I was fine I guess.

I had to call in to my job and sadly tell them the news I would not be able to work for maybe a few months.

A month later while home and coming down the stairs, I suddenly could not breathe and got light-headed. Not good when you on stairs. I ended up refuckin up my metas and now add broken tail bone to the list.

My return to work just went from hopeful 3-4 months to 6. I was not financially equipped for this

But wait rogue! The unemployment!

Ah yes. The fucking thing that would fuck me harder then the airbag and stairs combined.. You see:

I had asked everyone I knew that had ever collected unemployment before what to do and even the girl who did the disability thing: for I was unable to work; disability would not kick in until at least a month. I got bills men, life don't stop cause bad shit you know?

Everyone told me, collect unemployment until Disability kicked in. Then stop. Okay.. these 6 people would know best right? Dingdong: unfortunate event #3 so far:

By the time disability kicked in I had collected $700 caps. Nice! Right? Well my honest naive ass thought how you cancelled unemployment was to tell em to cease and why. So I did.I explained what happened. This proved to be the biggest mistake of my pathetic life and installed the lesson of "don't be honest with big brother." They said "oh no you got injured? Well guess what fucko. You now have to pay back the $700, or else and guess what, we adding an bonus fuck you of $200 ."

Hahahahahaha-what?

I'm not able to work; disability only gave$100 some and I got friends and family I am in debt to for helping during these shenanigans.

Then unfortunate events #4-#9 took place. my aunt died.

I had to be hospitalized for pancreatitis; kidney stones and infections a few times, sometimes for all em at once.

Then my dog prostate cancer became apparent and despite the medicine and surgery every thing that could hell, he had to leave us for the rainbow bridge.

Than my grandma's car died again.

Then my stepmother died.

Grandma had to get surgery for her knees and began to complain of occasional blindness and migraines.

Went back to work early because you guys do what you gotta do man, only it's 7 months later and in a couple more, the fucking Cafe is going to close again.

By the time it did, I had been using every paycheck to catch up on bills; pay back the my friends and family lent, paying the late bills from my dog and car repairs, back owed payment and feedback to the student loan. and just as I had started seeing the light at the tunnel.. we closed and I wasn't prepared.

Unemployment have nothing but the middle finger.

It'll be fine.. I can handle a month. It'll suck but-

ITS NOW MAY AND THEY AIN'T OPEN.

During the time I was laid off this year I spent my time as follows:

Joined Tumblr and began to meme to counter that bi-polar depression and made some friends, looking at you @m-is-for-mungo 😘💞💞

A man grabbed my hand that didn't heal right and squeezed it so hard he fucked the bone. Had to go back to p.t. Hand once again fucking useless and I had posted about this way back, if you dig in my archive, you'll find the posts.

Applied for a state job at our prison with my friend whose already there, as kitchen worker

Got the surgery that I could no longer put off as it was too fix the anatomical problem contributing factor to my organs rioting like they do, but thankfully since it was considered life threatening, my insurance covered it.

Finally deal with death of my dog; and my family. Then my dad having a stroke and other family stuff.

Got that pesky rogue ribcage displacement taken care of

Fell down the fucking stairs again.

Adopted a special needs cat.

Became once again a financial burden and the moment I could, filled the still laid off time by trying to help my friend at their restaurant as much as possible.

Got the "we want you asap BUT thanks to state Bullshit like budget stuff.. We have to wait for the actual state to say yes" call from the prison call.

My uncle was discovered to cancer but by the time it was found, he had a week left. Then he died.

Got my shit broken by the scorned ex of our roommate

And then got the fucking letter from unemployment mildly threatening me to pay up.

But you said you didn't have a car in January 31st but then you do now??

After the car event, my friend told me to seek comp because I did get fucked up and being a baker who broke their hands, shit ain't good.. I did not want to because it was my friend, it wasn't their fault and if I had had my own car or just during go there in the first place this wouldn't have happened. Reluctantly after much badgering, I did.I did not get anything however until a year and half half later. and yeah, I’ll tell you how much seeing how Im being brutally honest: $10,000.

I immediately bought a $4000 car so I would never again be a burden and every single car I’ve ever owned have been $100+ garbage death traps I got from shady people and for once in my fucking life I wanted a car that wouldnt break down or try to kill me a week later; helped my grandma buy a car that wouldn't fail her, bought her a new fridge because hers died and paid some of her bills she got behind on. My friend had fallen behind on their bills as well and I owe everything I am and still being alive to these people.

You bet my stupid ass, I used almost every dime to help them. And id fucking do it again because: homies help homies.. And when your Nana whose been both mom; dad and nana to you and is the reason you weren't place in foster care needs you.. You fucking help her no matter what.I did have enough to pay the student loan for last month and this month. I got a new track phone because mine broke, bought a pair of shoes because I've only ever had my loafers and the soles fell off finally and I brought groceries. I have enough to pay rent and I am now tapped out.

My only debt is this $900 fuck you from the government and my $15000k student loan.

And now y'all caught up on the fucking disaster that is my life.

I'm sorry for this sobstory of me crying about my problems but i.. I really do not like asking for help.i hate asking for help. I hate that I have to ask for money because I've been in desperate shitty situations my whole damn life and managed to somehow scrape by but for the first time, I'm in a situation that I can't fix alone. And I fucking hate it and that I have to admit it. but I need help .

This is why I made the Kofi

A kofi that is absolutely only for and will only be used, to pay that $900. I promise you that even if I become homeless, I am going to pay that goddamn bill before anything else. Because I helped everyone with their debt and they are all good now, we all squared and now it's my turn to be okay glib-dimit

[syntheticaesthetic]

50 More interesting questions

Rules: fill this out and tag at least one person you’d like to know more about! Or just fill it out! Or don’t! Answer only some of them! Make up your own questions! “What kind of requirement is that”, you ask? A reasonable one! Who am I to tell you what to do? Anything goes!

I was tagged by @praxid!

1. What kind of food can’t you stand?: I’m sort of picky about texture. Not big on things that are sort of gelatinous - so no jello for me. I’m also not big tropical fruit person so I don’t like pineapple or most melons.

2. If you could choose one minor inconvenience to never have to deal with again, what would you pick?: Brushing my hair. It mats up while in a braided bun as I sleep. It takes hours to brush out. 

3. Have you got any useless talents?: I don’t have any talents really.

4. If you could be really really good at one thing, what would it be?: Film/photography/writing.

5. Name a few people you think are extremely good-looking: Melissa McBride, Sonequa Martin-Green, Andrew-Lee Potts, Kit Harrington, Karen Gillan, David Tennant, Scarlett Johansson, Jamie N Commons, Danai Gurirra, Donald Glover, Milla Jovovich, Tatiana Maslany, I should top. I find lots of people pretty. 

6. What was your favorite way to pass the time as a kid?: Reading, interneting, hitting my brother with sticks and getting hit back.

7. What is something you’re proud of?: I decided I wasn’t going to let another student film festival go uncaptioned at my college. I was the only one who captioned every film and I don’t think anyone has captioned the film festivals since, but I know that there were a few students that were able to attend the festival I did because they felt welcome for once. Fuck the kids who bitched about the captioning, it wasn’t for you.

8. What’s one character flaw in people that you just can’t tolerate?: Lying. For fuck’s sake just tell the truth. Also, don’t be cruel or intolerant of people’s differences or differences of opinion. Fuck you, there’s room for everyone and everyone’s thoughts. 

9. Do you consider yourself to be more of a leader or a follower?:  I’m a leader when I feel I must be - if absolutely no one else will step up, but I much prefer being a follower.

10. What kind of student are/were you?: I worked harder than anyone else to achieve mediocre status. 

11. Butterfly effect question! Has there ever been a seemingly minor decision you’ve made (at the time) that ended up having a profound influence on your life?: I told someone I liked a wristband/sweatband they were wearing and we became fast friends. I picked a school based on school colors. I followed my roommate to an ASL club meeting because she wanted me to get out of the dorm. I got a tumblr hahah. Honestly though the people I’ve met on tumblr have saved me so thank you.

12. Name your most irrational fear/aversion: Eyes - I don’t like eye drops, people touching their eyes, eye things happening in movies. I don’t like spiders. I’m still a little afraid of the dark. 

13. Are there any fictional characters you find especially relatable?: Tim Wright,  Jay Merrick, Clint Barton, Abby Maitland, Connor Temple, VERONICA MARS, Jessica Jones, 

14. If you drink, what kind of drunk are you? Alternatively, what sort of person are you at parties?: I get the munchies. And giggly. And sleepy. And I desire Left 4 Dead. Its my drunk video game. 

15. Do you fall in love easily? Or does it usually take a long time for you to trust someone?: I fall in love with concepts. I fall in love with characters. I fall in love with every dog I meet. But I’ve never had the opportunity to fall in love with a person. I love my friends, but I think that’s a different question? 

16. Would you rather have one close friend or 100 casual friends?: One close friend.

17. Do you consider yourself to be more of a slob or a neat-freak?: I’m a neat-freak who has given up. Dog hair will never be eradicated. I don’t have the energy to clean the way I want. My mind is too chaotic and I need clutter around me or I feel uncomfortable. Weirdly enough I was watching a documentary on Carrie Fisher and her mother, and I saw Carrie’s house and went “that’s me!” It seemed that her house was that way because of her bipolar status. I’m not bipolar but I do have major crippling anxiety and I think I clutter and throw art and things all over the walls as some sort of comforting mechanism. I’m unable to decorate like Adults do - I can’t do minimalism. It stresses me out. 

18. Describe a place (imaginary or real) that you would find incredibly cozy: Pacific northwest. Woods near a big lake or the ocean. Older farmhouse with brick and reclaimed wood. I have a room decorated in my usual chaos. There’s a bay window big enough for me and Ruby to both be on it at the same time. Its raining and the fall leaves are piled on the ground. I have candles and incense burning. Good music. Maybe a friend sitting on the computer next to me. There’s coffee and marionberry pie. Its october and everything is foggy and spooky and gentle and calm. Its probably sunday.

19. Do you have kids? If not, do you want them someday?: I don’t have any human kids. I like them, I think they’re funny. I’d want some if I was confident in my ability to care for them and raise them right and take care of them in all the ways they deserve.

20. What was your favorite book as a child? Harry Potter. To find something that not everyone else my age would say....Everything’s Eventual?

21. Name one thing you just don’t get what all the hype is about: Undertale. Its fine but I can’t get into it in the way everyone else does. 

22. Name one thing that you think is tragically underrated: Films on YouTube by indie filmmakers.

23. If you had to be glued to a person for a month, real or fictional (who you have never met), who would you choose?: Andrew-Lee Potts during the early days of Keychain Productions. Blood On Benefits made me want to make films, and I think spending a month with him working on all those short films would have made me actually live my dream rather than giving up on it. 

24. What’s something you’d like the chance to do someday?: I want to make films. I want to write an original story. Maybe make a video game? I want to make something. Do some crafting. Meet someone and actually date them. I’d like to have a kiss at some point, to see what that’s like. Have friends that live nearby that I can see frequently. 

25. Do you typically speak your mind when you have a controversial opinion? Or do generally prefer to not rock the boat?: No! Opinions are dangerous and people don’t like having friends that have different opinions than them, and I’d never have friends because I either don’t share the same opinions or I don’t feel strongly about my opinions. I’m very open to having people change my opinions. I’m not married to them. Please change my mind, I like thinking about things in a new way. But I am not going to share my opinions because it just causes so many fights among people - I just don’t feel safe doing it. 

26. What’s the dumbest fad you’ve been caught up in?: I’m sure it was fashion related but honestly I don’t care to think too hard about it. 

27. What’s something you thought was cool as a kid/adolescent, but now cringe at yourself for?: Only doing eyeliner on my bottom lids?

28. What’s a trait you consider to be very admirable?: True empathy. The ability to have practical skills that help people. 

29. Is there a particular kind of item people always tend to give you as gifts? (For instance, people always get you things with ducks on them because you like ducks, etc.): Hmmm....nerdy things? I mostly get gifts from Tumblr friends because we share fandoms so while the fandoms vary its usually homemade things based on our favorite things. And bless you all for it too - As my mom could tell you I beam for weeks upon receiving your guys gifts! I wish I could repay the kindness!

30. Do you speak multiple languages? Which ones?: I can do some really basic ASL. I used to do some basic spanish but that was many many years ago and I don’t think it would come back easily.

31. Would you rather live in the big city or the countryside?: Woods, middle of. I need my million dogs and my lots of land and fresh air. 

32. Has there ever been something you were certain you’d hate, but ended up loving?: the MCU lol

33. Do you mind being the center of attention, or do you prefer the spotlight to be on someone else?: Being the center of attention gives me anxiety.

34. Favorite holiday?: SPOOKY SCARY

35. Are you a more go-with-the-flow type of person, or do you need to have things planned meticulously?: My anxiety demands I have plans. Now, those plans are allowed to change, but I need to start with plans. 

36. Is there something you loved so much you wish you could forget it and experience it all over again? (A tv show, book, series–anything.): No.

37. What hobbies do you have?: Internet. Fanfiction writing (hahahahahaha). Photography. When my hand heals I wanna do leatherworking.

38. If you could have a superpower, but it was only mildly useful, what ability would you want to have?: I just want to know what my dog is thinking. So a superpower that lets me know what dogs are thinking/saying?

39. Something people are always surprised to learn about you: Could someone answer this for me? Because I don’t think anyone’s ever given me feedback on this one. 

40. Something that took you way too long to figure out: That I needed to do something about my anxiety. It gave me so many health problems and kept me from living my life. 

41. Worst injury you’ve had?: I’ve slammed my head against giant rocks. Hurt my knee in volleyball.

42. Any morbid fascinations?: Weirdly enough, not really! Post-nuclear apocalypses maybe? http://althistory.wikia.com/wiki/1983:_Doomsday was something I spent weeks immersed in to the detriment of my mental health.

43. Describe your sense of humor: Sarcastic, bitter, shitty puns? 

44. If you had to be born in another era/place, which would you choose?: 80s? Goth scene, I could have seen Depeche Mode and The Cure in their prime. 

45. Something you are irredeemably bad at: life

46. Something that sucked but you’re glad you went through: Being a shitty friend. Now I know how to not be that shitty?

47. Would you rather have a really godawful ugly tattoo in a place that is only slightly inconvenient to conceal with clothing (upper arm, thigh, etc.), or the coolest, most beautiful tattoo ever in the middle of your face? (Neither tattoo can be removed or concealed with makeup, and the ugly tattoo will deeply offend anyone who sees it.): Gimme that face tattoo.

48. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist?: I like to think pessimistically so that if its true I’m not surprised but if it turns out better I can be pleasantly surprised!

49. What would be the most flattering compliment someone could give you?: That they genuinely loved me and that I made a difference in their life. 

50. Something you feel people often misunderstand about you: I don’t know........ How bone achingly lonely I am? Maybe someone can help me out on this one too. I don’t know if anyone really “understands” me - I don’t communicate my mindset well. 

I’m tagging: @gallifreystands @the44thpilot @autumnxtoxashes @ms-fagerstrom @marionarnold

[forever-and-always-yup]

❤

Wahhh rasanya dah lama tak rant kat tumblr. I guess it's a good thing right. Well, im not saying that I am happy all the time but I think I am slowly trying to live happily. Not all things went well in 2018 haahahah I got 3 C+ for my classes and my cgpa dropped really bad. But you know what, i just know it was my fault. Its okay. 2019 will be great. Hahaahaha. Bila tengok balik 2018, i was kind of depressed waktu awal awal tahun. Dont want to tell it in detail tapi it took me few months to get over it 😂 Tapi sekarang serious dah move on and I am happy to be able to not think about that anymore. I would be lying if i say everything but Im pretty sure I will.

Despite of that sad things, I think Allah gaves me so many good things in 2018. I cant describe how happy i am to cross my bucket list and experienced things that not everyone can. I went to Europe for 35 days where I planned everything from scratch (self satisfaction), went for a roadtrip, went to Taylor Swift concert and Canada for BTS concert. And for that I am truly grateful. If nak compare my sadness dgn my happiness, I think my sadness is just 1% je from my life in 2018.

I found BTS that helps me to comfort myself when I'm sad >.< it was crazy to know that I am really into them that it helps me to distract away my problem and also to move on hahaha. They also helped me to be more positive and to not resent myself too much when I failed. Namjoon's word to love myself to live happily touched my heart and Jin's word that said confidence is self effort hit me hard. To think that I have so much privilage compared to others, I should work harder to live. And for that too, I am really really grateful :)

I hope that 2019 also will be another great year for me. There are so many things i want to do and achieve. I hope I can live happily and get rid my insecurity (which I actually dont even know where it come from 😭😂).

I know that I am bad in expressing my feeling but I am grateful for everyone that makes my 2018 lovely. I was thinking to write this on insta but I actually deleted it because I think it was sooo mushy and cringe for me so hahahahahaha that's why I wrote it here :P

I wish you have a great 2019 too :)

xoxo, 20190103

[aronlikeyou]

feelings dump

m3ndeesh 7aga 2a2olha 3′air eni te3ebt

waking up gets harder everyday , i live in a vicious loop of nothingness , i miss the utter randomness of the world controlling my day not expecting whats the next move, these limits set to what my day looks like are suffocating the shit out of me, i can’t even leave my house because i physically can’t 

im FUCKING SICK OF THIS CHAPTER OF MY LIFE

SICK OF SCHOOL

SICK OF THIS FUCKING CITY

SICK OF THIS COUNTRY

this is the longest i’ve ever gone without traveling or going back home

i miss my bestfriend like crazy, i actually pause in the middle of my day and think holy shit i miss naz so much, i miss her to the point my heart aches 

i used to blame everything on someone and after they left im left with nobody to blame but myself , and that was exactly what i was trying to avoid 

i can’t say im the master of my day when i literally have to work with what i’ve got, i dont exactly have much to start with yet i still have to make the best out of it, what if i cant? why am i supposed to settle for less? i want nothing less than the entire world, i want to the universe to be MY BITCH , i want to be the master of my own destiny not a 23 year old girl stuck in Egypt in a 7 year uni gasping for a breathe of fresh air when literally all im taking in is this fucking dusty ass air, i fucking hate it dawg this shit weighs heavy on my soul to the point i literally cant fucking function

i self medicate and the side effects fuck me up and i know im wrong but whats wrong of wanting to numb yourself so much to skip yours days? 

i want this year to be over, i miss my friends , i miss traveling , i miss adventures and randomness , i miss stories in the making 

this whole staying at home shit did nothing but concentrate all my problems in a time frame and an environment where i have to deal with everything i would distract myself to not bother facing, this is the later in “i’ll deal with it later” , this petridish of my fuckedup problems is the later and i just want to pass this later onto another later and call it a later day 

anyways , if you’re reading this after i die or something know that i had energy for the world but things didnt work out to my favor still, and if future nora is reading this , i know you have different problems now because you know that problems never end, i just hope you found a reason to be happy in the midst of it all, and im also kinda fucking curious who the fuck will you end up with, if that person is reading this (if you’ve found my tumblr and you’re stalking me, good job its kinda plausible but you’re thinning your chances of getting with me jusss saying, get the fuck out of here freak) with you too then hello stranger!! can’t wait to meet you and give you loads of cuddles , ew nora you’re gross with that feelings shit 

2020 SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

i would also really like to pass 5th year of medschool im on month 11 out of 15 yes this year is 15 months long, fml i just want everything to be OVER 

anyways again, here’s a joke, what kinda bees produces milk?

beeewwwbeeeessss hahahahahaha im a 5 year old

if you’ve read this and reached this far omg pls dont bring it in person im awkward and this is my fantasy online diary speaking to oblivion its nothing too serious hahahahahahha ok bye fr fr fr fr frrrrr

[agingerismblog]

Sacrifices ❤️

A word that keep on yelling at me.

Assalammualaikum,

Its been awhile after months not updating my tumblr, hah i feel so bless for having a chance to write up! 🦋 okay lets move on, what is sacrificing actually? Well for me you do something for someone without any other intentions, i mean like you spend out of all your time just to make someone happy. Well, i guess that is too general, right? Hahahahahaha! Issa big word kann? Like not everyone would really sacrifice on sumth to another person. Barely keep in mind, not everyone even your bestfriends does accept you for who you were, please appreaciate other in your life too, Nadihah 🦞 and please study harder for your final, the bells ringing at your front door! Pleasela sedar. Hahahahaha.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan Ku, Izinkan aku untuk lakukan yang terbaik dalam final exam ku dan bantulah aku untuk menjawab kertas dengan semudahnya, berkat dari Mu dan pertolonganMu Ya Rahman Ya Rahim, Aamiin Aamiin Allahumma Aamiin 🌼

[specialagentfluffstein]

Answer them questions flufflestuff

Flufflestuff. I dig it. 

1. Name - Fluffy

2. Age - Full Fledged Adult

3. City that you live in - One so close to Hell, You can see Sparks.

4. What do most people not know about you? That I’m a dispatcher.

5. What do most people know you for? Being scary.

6. Hobbies - Knitting, Disney, watching TV.

7. What are your passions? Taking down the Patriarchy. 

8. What do you search for in a significant other? A sense of humor. 

7. What are you most proud of? My education.

8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love? Two nights ago.

9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it? I collect lots of things. Right now I collect the little Disney Tsum Tsum figures.

10. List 10 things off of your bucket list. Visit every Disney Park, See the Northern Lights, Touch an Octopus, Find a (vintage) Taxidermy bear, Visit all 50 states, dismantle the patriarchy, go to NY Fashion Week, get published, go to SDCC, pet a live bear.

18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? Aggressive Optimist!

19. Do you sleep during class? Nope.

20. What is the most expensive thing you own? My SUV.

21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own? I have little hairnet type things to keep my hair controlled when I have it in a bun, and they are wonderful.

22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone? Too many.

23. Text or call? Depends on what you need to tell me.

24. Opinion on long distance? Road trips? Sure. Relationships? Maybe.

25. What is your definition of success? Being able to afford a real vacation every year. 

26. Favorite song? Right this second? “Mystery of Love”- Sufjan Stevens

27. Favorite artist? Dave Brubeck

28. Celebrity crush/crushes? Armie Hammer. 

29. When was the last time you read for fun? ????? Good Question. August, I think.

30. Favorite flower? Carnations.

31. What is the best gift you could receive right now? A completely paid off, 3 bedroom, 2 bath, 2 car garage house with a yard big enough for five corgis and a pit bull. 

32. Any guilty pleasures? Television.

33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself? I need a better volume attenuator. 

34. What do you search for in a friend? Not a racist or a bigot. 

35. How many times have you said “I love you” in the past month? a fuckton.

36. Where did you last go other than your room/home? My place of employment, on my day off, for a staff meeting. 

37. Why do bad things happen to good people? Because the universe is indifferent. 

38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye? I’m gonna go with being stabbed in the eye, as it is an actual physical injury. 

39. How many green shirts do you own? One. it’s a Boondocks Saints shirt I keep specifically for St. Patrick’s. 

40. Do you like anime? Nope.

41. What do you invest the most time in? School.

42. What was the name of the last book you read? Crazy Rich Asians.

43. What’s the difference between loving and liking someone? I like a lot of people. I only love a few.

44. Where are you most productive? The kitchen table.

45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends. Going to the movies, talking, playing card/board games. 

46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone. Watching TV, knitting, reading.

47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist? While men are overwhelmingly in charge? No.

48. Do you have any allergies? Yup.

49. When was the last time you cussed at someone? Today, while I was driving.

50. What was the last promise you made? I don’t really make promises. 

51. What was your last dream about? I had a dream about one of the officers I used to work with.

52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be? Sister, Boyfriend, Mom, Uncle, Thor. 

53. How many countries have you visited? Just this one.

54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.) Knitting and writing.

56. When was the last time somebody complimented you? Today.

56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself? My tank.

57. Do you consider yourself mature? Yup.

58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr? Too many.

59. What is your favorite quote? “When you’re curious, you find lots of interesting things to do.” - Walt Disney

60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be? Don’t be a bigot, all dogs deserve to be loved and petted, education makes things better.

61. What is your greatest accomplishment? Not killing anyone.

62. Do you believe in the death penalty? Nope. Rot in a cell forever.

63. What are your goals for life? Money. 

64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now? Probably dicking around on their phone.

65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world. Okay so there’s this cute book series by Ann M. Martin called Main Street Sisters or something, I wanna live in their city. 

66. What were you like in 2013? Awful.

67. Do you have a job? Yup.

68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend. No thanks.

69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be? Who dictates its constructs.

70. How many all-nighters have you pulled before? Quite a few.

71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website? Nope, Ravelry or Pinterest.

72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? I mean... there’s not a whole lot I wouldn’t do for a million dollars, honestly.

73. Does money equal happiness? Yes. Money = stability =  happiness. 

74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime? Enough that I know what it feels like.

75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime? Plenty.

76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told? I don’t know. I’m pretty easy to make laugh.

77. When was the last time you looked at the news? I don't. I avoid it. 

78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say? Get the fuck out of my way.

79. What is your favorite animal? Bears! And dogs, and penguins and deer and raccoons.

80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it? Yup.

81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at? Driving.

82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get? Ha. Hahahahahaha.

83. Does age necessarily equal maturity? Yes and no. I think you can be mature for your age, but that doesn’t necessarily make you mature in general. 

84. What is your favorite clothing store? Macy’s.

85. In the winter- beanies or gloves? Both. So many layers and knitted things.

86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail? Wings.

87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it? Yup. 

88. What do you fear the most? Failure. And fire.

89. How many digits of pi can you recite? 3.14.

90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be? No thanks.

91. Describe yourself in one word. Loud.

92. Describe your last victory. I Scored highest on the last test in EMT, and literally everyone else failed it. No joke. 

93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen? I have seen too many weird things. They are now commonplace to me. 

94. What is something you will never forget? My first high speed pursuit.

95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail? Everything in vivid detail.

96. Have you ever broken a bone before? Nope.

97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody? Love.

98. Coffee or tea? Coffee.

99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way? Being creative helps.

100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today? too many.

Thanks for asking!

[yas-surveys]

134.

posted this a year ago and now i’m answering the same survey again.

1. What are you currently angry at? - nothing rly

2. Who is harder to please, you or your lover? - me? lol 3. There is a nuclear war and your fallout shelter has room and supplies enough for two. No one knows about the fallout shelter but you. Who do you choose to take in (Remember, the person you choose is the only person you will know in 5-15 years when you can come above ground again)? - um probs, kirsten or nelly?????? 4. What do you do when you are home alone that you cannot do when other people are at home? - um, i have a thing where when i read book, i kind of comment loudly on what they do, so that’s that or i sing very loudly HAHAHA

5. Do you read on the toilet? - yes

6. How often do people try to talk to you while you are in the bathroom? - most of the times? bc sometimes, i talk to them lmao

7. Have you ever swam in the ocean? - yes 8. Have you ever built a sandcastle? - nope :( 9. Do you feel comfortable in a bathing suit? - um yeh sure?? 10. What would be the best season of the year to get married? - there’s only 2 seasons here in the philippines lol but i would like it to be autumn tbh lol

11. What are 2 things that the perfect ___ would do? Boy/girlfriend: - trust you and be loyal Parents: - support you and believe in you Friend: - cheer you up whenever you’re down and always has your back Teacher: - treats everyone fair well and teach well Doctor: - be approachable and assure that their patients are comfortable 12. If someone you loved was seriously miserable for a long period of time what would you do to help cheer him or her up? - make sure they know that i’m always there for them, that if they need someone to talk to, just call me or smthng, and i’ll keep you company, and i’ll bring the emergency human burrito kit lmao i just made that up but that would involve blankets, s’mores, chocolates, all the comfort foods, movies, yaz. 13. What was the best year of your life so far? - still 2015 14. When people are born is it predetermined whether they will be a good or bad person? - no, it depends on the things they learn or what they see as they grow up 15. Does the weather affect your mood? - yeah, especially if it’s hot 16. If you were underground for 5 years what would you miss the most? - OoOOh, beach, wind, the sky, clouds, THE RAIN FEK I LOVE THE RAIN. that’s sad :( 17. If you were on death row (if you don’t feel evil enough to really ever get there, imagine that you have been wrongly accused and wrongly convicted) what would you want your last meal to be? - fish & chips tbh HAHAHAHAHAHA && bacon 18. How would you want to die (electric chair, gas, lethal injection, hanging)? - lethal injection 19. Who would you want with you when you died? - no one lol 20. What would your last words be? - can you really say your last words like not stopping mid-sentence??? i mean how can you finish a whole sentence and just die after????? i mean how do you exactly know when you’ll die, what if you said something that you wanted your last words to be a few minutes early, then you have to wait to die???? um. (those are my last words. i’m kidding lol)

21. Has anyone ever broken a promise to you? - yes 22. Have you broken a promise to anyone else? - yes 23. Do you eat red meat? - yea 24. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? - i guess? 25. What are the most cruel words someone could say to you? - that i’ll never be successful in life

26. If someone offered you $1,000 to cheat on your boy/girlfriend, would you do it? - no 27. Would you rather date someone 3 years younger than you, or 15 years older? - 3 years younger 28. Which is better, the rush of kissing a new person for the first time, or the comfort of kissing the same person a hundred times? - comfort of kissing the same person 29. Would you rather lose your bathing suit to a huge wave right in front of a cute lifeguard, or your whole family? - cute lifeguard lol 30. Have you ever looked in anyone’s wallet that wasn’t yours? - um??? i guesS? yes 31. What time and date is it? - 1/8/2017, 2:01PM 32. Could you survive without: Electricity: - no, that’s hard Heat: - nooo Air conditioning: - NOOO, it gets pretty DAMN HOT here in the philippines TV: - yeah Radio: - yeah A car: - sure 33. Would you ever consider shaving your head? - if it’s for a good cause then why not 34. What is one thing that will happen to you less than 24 hours from now? - i’ll be going to school fek

35. What age would you want to stay forever? - 18 or 19 36. What is the softest part of your body? - cheeks? jk scratch that, the back of my hand 37. What would make your day if it happened right now? - if all the world’s problems were solved 38. What are you thinking about? - how i have to go eat brunch after this and clean my room 39. Are you on: Drugs: - vitamins lol The crazy train: - do u mean life lol JK 40. Do you say everything to people’s faces or do you talk behind their backs? - well there’s stuff you can’t stay to people in front of their face ya know, but sooner or later, i tell them too. 41. Have you ever made love in an elevator? - no 42. Have you ever wanted a picture painted onto your car? - no why would i  43. Are you clumsy? - at times, probably 44. As you get older will you let your looks go or have plastic surgery? - natural 45. If you wear contacts or glasses would you ever consider laser eye surgery? - no thank u 46. What is the most expensive thing you own? - my laptop??? 47. What do you think of when you hear the word ‘cell’? - phone 48. Have you ever had goat’s milk? - nope 49. Do you care how Jennifer Anniston lives her life? - no, it’s her life 50. Do you treat your pets like family members? - yes 51. Have you ever eaten tofu? - no 52. What would you like to have 435 of (anything but money)? - books 53. How many people know the password to your tumblr besides you? - 0 54. Have you ever thought of deleting your blog? - well, if someone i know found it, but i just probably put it on private 55. Do you like American Pie? - never seen it 56. What is the last law you broke? - well i download music from the internet sooo 57. Have you ever run away from home? - no

58. Did your parents pretend there was a tooth fairy and slip money under your pillow? - no 59. Is there a difference between art and crafts? - crafts is making the art #/craft 60. Have you ever tried out for something? - i once “auditioned” to be a model in a tween magazine when i was in the 4th grade 61. Did you make it? - no lol